Here we go…
Shelby
Laying against the couch in the formal living room, Shelby was rubbing her belly while her feet were propped up in Terry's lap. Her husband was able to find a new job as a security guard at some local warehouse; he only worked a few nights a week but it was a start. The only problem was that he was doing the night shift, which meant he was in a deep sleep during the day.
Shelby on the other hand was wide awake and Beth was at the sitters. She was actually getting use to not having to do much but watch Terry sleep and plan for Quinn's upcoming party. She wanted Quinn to have a great birthday like the rest of the girls and so far she was coming up with really great ideas.
The baby inside of her decided to curl up on her left side and fall asleep, making it quite uncomfortable for Shelby at the moment. She kept rubbing that side of her stomach, hoping to coax her bundle of joy to a better position. The latest doctor's appointment went well and he was satisfied with the progress the baby was making as well as Shelby. She was resting, her blood pressure was good and now with the major stress of the trial over with, she felt more relaxed than normal.
Her mood swings were still present and she was often in tears for no inexplicable reason but Terry and the family helped her through it all and she couldn't wait till the baby arrived. Shelby really wanted her body back. Being pregnant in your twenties and now in your forties are two completely different animals and this time around its definitely taking it's toll.
The baby finally moved to another position and Shelby was grateful as she turned her attention to the guest list for Quinn's party. It was getting warmer now and spring was definitely in the air. She wanted Quinn's party to be epic, because they didn't get to celebrate the year before for obvious reasons. Thinking of Quinn always brought up thoughts of Kitty now. Quinn had taken to the blonde cutie really quickly. She was super protective over Kitty and it was like they were both joined at the hip these days. Shelby instructed Terry to try and keep extra eyes on the both of them for obvious reasons.
Terry had even said once he caught them in a heated make out session and put a stop to it before it could go any further. It was spring after all and teenage hormones in the spring time were at an all time high in Shelby's opinion. She lost count of how many teen couples she had to break apart during this time of the year when she was still teaching.
Because of Quinn and Kitty, Shelby and Terry kept their eyes on Sam and Mercedes, as well as Rachel and Tyler. Rach and Ty always claimed they weren't dating but that's exactly what they were doing, whether the two wanted to admit it or not. Rachel was always telling Shelby she wasn't quite ready to be in a relationship and Shelby figured there was some truth to that, but Shelby also knew that Rachel was just scared of putting her heart out there again…especially for someone that was new.
That also left Santana…whom was trying her best to put on a brave front but Shelby could see the sadness all in her Latina daughter's eyes.
Sage still hadn't been found even though Tyler and his grandfather, along with Stephen went to search for her every weekend. Not only that, Santana was getting nervous about actually leaving to go to school. It seemed the entire family had forgotten she was on probation and it was a strong possibility that Santana wouldn't be able to leave Ohio, like the rest of her daughters. Elliot was looking into things to help them but it was only so much that her lawyer could do. He'd already been a God send this year alone.
Shelby wouldn't have a problem if Santana had to stay though. Things were just moving so quickly and she was nervous about having to say goodbye to her babies, when she didn't even get to have them that long. If she could keep one there it was quite alright with her…even though she wouldn't let anyone know that.
The front door swung open and in walked the girls from school. It was a half day today and Mr. Schuester had cancelled practice.
"Hey babies!" said Shelby excitedly causing Terry to stir awake, "How was school?"
"Eh it was school" replied Mercedes as Terry got up a little grumpily and made his way to the bedroom, after giving the girls a sleepy 'hello'.
"How was your day of doing nothing?" asked Rachel as she took Terry's spot and curled up against Shelby, as close as her body would carry her.
"Uh, boring and more boring" said Shelby dramatically causing Rachel to giggle.
"You definitely got that honest Munchkin" said Santana before she headed upstairs to her room.
"Hey, where you going?" asked Shelby. They just got home and she wanted to spend some more time with them.
"Upstairs" said Santana, "Ty and Puck are about to have a marathon round of COD…it's important. I think Artie and Mike are playing too."
"COD?" asked Shelby with a raised eyebrow.
"Call of Duty" replied Rachel, trying to help her mother understand.
"That violent game you play all the time" replied Shelby as she looked up at Santana from her lying position on the couch.
"Yep…that's the one" said Quinn from the kitchen with a mouth full of sandwich.
Shelby watched as Santana glared at Quinn and made a face before turning to leave.
"Santana, come here" said Shelby.
She chuckled when Santana groaned and then whined out a frustrated 'mom' in response.
"C'mere" instructed Shelby again as her daughter reluctantly walked over in front of her. Shelby motioned for Santana to lean over and when she did, Shelby pulled her cheek down and planted a wet kiss on the side of it, "I love you Peanut…have fun with your game, but please not all day" said Shelby seriously.
"Love you too mom…can I go now?" questioned Santana as Shelby let her go.
"Sure" laughed Shelby as Santana haul tailed it out of the living room. Shelby could hear her thundering up the steps and she shook her head, hoping that Terry could get back to sleep with all the noise. She began rubbing Rachel's back soothingly and watched with amusement as Rachel tried fighting off sleep. She knew Rachel was having late nights talking to Tyler but she didn't admonish her daughter like she normally would. Rachel and Tyler were growing closer and Shelby liked the fact that they worked on their friendship before becoming anything deeper, knowing that that very act went against everything in Rachel's nature and maybe even Tyler's. When Rachel liked someone she tended to want to couple up immediately and for whatever reason the two of them decided to take it slow. Slow is what Rachel needed and Shelby was proud of the fact that Rachel recognized that for herself, even if the two of them were technically dating. Sheby kept rubbing Rachel's back softly until her daughter was out like a light.
"Mom can I go out?" asked Mercedes as she walked over to the couch to face Shelby.
"Where?" questioned Shelby quietly.
"With Sam" said Mercedes, "he wants to hang out at the mall and I think Kurt and Blaine wanna go as well. Rachel was supposed to go with us but she's being a sleepy head" said Mercedes quietly as she reached down and tucked a piece of hair behind Rachel's ear lovingly.
"Okay I'm cool with it and I'm about to wake her up anyway cause she's making me uncomfortable" said Shelby as she adjusted Rachel's body slightly, "do you need any spending money?" asked Shelby as she huffed at Rachel. She moved the small teenager and Rachel slid right back to where she was previously.
"Of course mom…I'll take as much money as you're willing to give" said Mercedes with a smile as she bent down and started shaking Rachel awake, "C'mon Rach…go freshen up so we can go to the mall" said Mercedes.
Rachel whimpered slightly as she fluttered her eyes open. Shelby had always loved seeing this side of Rachel when she could. Her daughter had some of the longest lashes and she adored that look of innocence Rachel had right before she fully woke and gathered her wits about her. She sat up and looked over at Shelby, while Shelby smiled at her, "mom you're comfortable" announced Rachel, "no wonder dad is always curled up into you" she said stretching out.
"That's definitely not the only reason Munchkin" said Mercedes with a giggle, as Shelby's mouth dropped open while looking at Mercedes, who just shrugged in response.
"Total wanky" replied Quinn from the kitchen, who was still eating.
"Gross" said Rachel as she shuddered slightly before standing up.
Shelby didn't know whether to be insulted or not so she just waved all of them out of her face as Rachel and Mercedes walked down the hall to go and get ready. Quinn came over to the couch and lifted Shelby's legs up so she could sit down. Shelby watched in amusement as Quinn placed her feet back in her lap and began playing with Shelby's sock covered feet, while looking deep in thought.
"Did you have enough to eat?" asked Shelby, deciding to break the blonde's thinking.
"Um hmm" replied Quinn as she looked over at Shelby.
"What's on your mind Lucy?"
Quinn took a deep breath and a few moments passed before she spoke, "mom I know you're planning this huge birthday party for me…and while I appreciate the effort, I really don't want one" replied Quinn quietly.
Shelby was taken aback with her daughter's honesty, "why?" she asked simply.
"It just would be really overwhelming" said Quinn as she trained her beautiful hazel eyes on Shelby, "everything this year has been so- so big. The wedding, engagement party, birthdays, trials, and funerals…I kinda miss subtlety. My birthday was never a big deal before and I don't really want to change that; I guess I would just like low key."
"Okay" said Shelby as she reached over and grabbed Quinn's hand, "I guess it's not fair of me to not ask what you would like. I just wanted you girls to know that you're special…and to me big was the way to go. I don't do subtlety very well, I mean you've seen my Vocal Adrenaline performances…bigger has always been better in the grand scheme of things to me but I hear you honey. So what would you like to do for your birthday?"
"A quiet dinner with everyone here, Nana and Uncle Stephen…and Kitty and I would like if maybe Puck and I can take Beth out that afternoon to go see a movie" said Quinn quietly with a hint of nervousness.
Shelby nodded as she looked at her daughter, "we can definitely do that" she said with a smile.
"Thanks mom" whispered Quinn emotionally as Shelby pulled her closer into a hug. Shelby noticed when Quinn sighed in contentment and sort of curled her body into Shelby's. Shelby began running her hand through Quinn's hair, much like she did Rachel, and she could feel Quinn relaxing with each passing moment.
Mercedes and Rachel came out a few moments later and gave Shelby kisses on her cheek before kissing her stomach and finally Quinn, who had dozed off after the big lunch she'd partaken of. Shelby promised that money would be in their accounts and not to go overboard as the girls left out to go shopping.
It was once again quiet in the house besides Quinn's slightly labored breathing as she somehow had tucked into Shelby's side even more and made herself comfortable while sleeping. Shelby decided she was going to make sure Quinn used the ventilator that night since the seasons were changing once again. 'Better safe than sorry' thought Shelby as she continued to play in Quinn's hair. She kinda missed the pink hair that Quinn had. Now it was completely blonde again and Quinn was looking more like her normal self…more like Beth. Shelby felt her eyes becoming heavy and she felt the baby curl up on one side of her stomach once again, which she normally hated because it was so uncomfortable, but for now it would do. Shelby suspected that Quinn never got to curl up against Judy like this and be comfortable…the woman was cold but undoubtedly loved her daughter.
As she drifted off to sleep, Shelby thought about the past year in its totality. There were moments when she thought she wasn't going to make it for sure, moments when she wondered how she was going to care for four emotionally damaged teenage girls and a toddler, there were moments that were extremely high mountains and some really low valleys. She'd made mistakes but with the help of her mom, her brother, and now her husband she was able to still be here over a year later, with all her girls in a better place than they were a year ago. She wouldn't trade this year for anything and the girls impending departure was getting to her more than she had anticipated. She didn't have enough time and it was soon running out. Yes the girls would be in her life until the end but they wouldn't be under her care and tutelage and it was freaking her out slowly but surely.
Terry and her mom always said that she makes up things to worry about but she couldn't help it; it was who she was. She would always worry about her babies…always.
Rachel
She felt Tyler rub his nose against her own and place a soft tender kiss on the corner of her mouth. It was a Friday night and she once again was spending time with him before he left early in the morning with her uncle and Tyler's granddad to go look for Sage. For the past few weeks she'd been with Tyler right before he left and they would normally have very serious make out sessions that got heavier and heavier as time passed.
Tyler's bulge in his pants was a constant now and Rachel had gotten into the habit of bringing a change of underwear when she knew they were going to be in his room without supervision. When they were getting real close to actually going all the way, he was always the one to stop first and climb off top of her. She would watch him go in the corner and place both his hands on the wall while he calmed himself down. Rachel in turn would cut his television on and would wait for him to be okay, while trying to adjust to the wetness in her panties. When he was ready and she'd calmed down herself he'd scoop her up and they would cuddle together and exchange soft kisses here in there through whatever movie she found.
Tonight was moving in that same direction, they had stopped and started back up again twice now and Rachel was becoming frustrated with the whole thing. He kissed the side of her mouth again and Rachel went in for the kill by sticking her tongue in his mouth to which he moaned and immediately responded to. He climbed on top of her and pressed down into her crotch causing Rachel to moan out sensually and she could feel him growing harder with each passing moment. Tyler suddenly got up and walked across the room, with a frustrated grunt as he ran his hand through his hair.
Rachel was panting and she shook her head slightly so she could focus on her next words, "Ty what's wrong?" she asked as she desperately tried not to look at the tent in his crotch.
"We can't do this Rach" he strained out.
"Why not?" said Rachel trying to tame her hair.
"Because I want to have sex with you Rachel" he said swiftly walking over to her and getting on his knees so he was now looking up at her. Rachel grabbed his chin and tilted it upwards, "if you haven't noticed I want to have sex with you as well" responded Rachel.
"We can't though" replied Tyler quietly.
"And again I ask why not?" she said with a raised brow.
"Cause –because we haven't figured what this is, or is about" he said as he motioned between the both of them, "what are we?" he asked sincerely.
Rachel's shoulders slumped slightly, "I don't know" she replied honestly, "I mean we've never made anything official but we have been walking around like we're sorta dating" said Rachel quietly.
"Excellent observation princess" whispered Tyler with a slight smirk on his face, "but you know where I stand, I've been waiting for you" he said with sincere eyes.
Rachel lowered her head slightly, putting her long lashes on display before speaking, "I know you've been waiting Tyler…you've been nothing but a true gentleman" said Rachel as she lifted her watery eyes to look back into his light brown ones. She took a minute to steady her emotions as she absentmindedly played with his fingers, "I-I'm scared…the last person I really, truly felt this way about was Finn and it felt like I had to almost manipulate him into a relationship with me…same with Santana. But with you, you just stepped up" said Rachel shrugging her shoulders, "you pursued me first and it kinda freaked me out. It still freaks me out. At first I thought you only did it because San asked you to but then after getting to really know you, I know you only helped me because you wanted to. No one can make you do anything you don't want to Tyler and I've been scared because of it. I'm not used to being…wanted" said Rachel honestly.
Tyler looked her in the eye for a long time, "I won't hurt you Rachel…I promise" he said earnestly.
"I know you want, it's just the last male figure to actively want to protect and love me were my dad's…and they were taken unexpectedly. I'm having a hard time just trusting and letting go" replied Rachel.
"Letting go of what Rach?" asked Tyler softly.
"The past" came the simple reply.
"You can move on with me Rachel and still remember the past. You don't have to manipulate a thing because I want to be here Rachel, I want to love you and make love to you. I just want…you" shrugged Tyler, "I'm just hoping you want me to" he said insecurely.
"I think we should give it a go, but know that I'm still damaged goods Tyler" said Rachel seriously, "I can freak out in the worse ways and I don't want you to judge me."
"Have I ever judged you before Rachel?" asked Tyler.
Rachel just shook her head no.
"Then why would I start now?" he replied. "I'm here to support you and to make you feel secure."
"I feel that every time I'm with you" said Rachel earnestly.
"I feel that when I'm with you as well Rachel, me wanting to be with you comes from a place of love" said Tyler quietly, "I know how I feel and even though you're scared, I believe you feel the same."
Rachel nodded her head in agreement before she leaned over and kissed Tyler on the lips softly. She didn't have to say a thing because her eyes were communicating it all; she was trying her best to just move on. Tyler returned this kiss softly as both of their eyes remained slightly open. Usually Rachel slams her eyes shut when she's making out but for the tenderness of this kiss she kept them open and Tyler matched each one of her movements.
Eventually her eye lids slid shut as she reached down and pulled at the hem of Tyler's shirt. Tyler broke away first and helped Rachel pull his shirt up and off. Rachel watched him fling it across room as she admired his tone body with her eyes. Tyler slowly moved his hand towards the hem of Rachel's own t-shirt that she normally didn't wear unless she wanted to be super comfortable. Her hands trembled slightly as she helped Tyler pull her shirt up and off as well and he gently placed it beside her on the bed. She watched as his eyes raked up and down the top half of her body, and even though she felt incredibly vulnerable under his gaze but in that moment Tyler wasn't looking at her in lust but with admiration and she could see it all in his eyes.
"Beautiful" he whispered out quietly as Rachel reached behind her and unclasped her bra. She let the material fall off her shoulders slowly and she watched at Tyler waited with bated breath until her breast were fully exposed and he let out a long breath. She could feel his breath travel across her body and her skin broke out into goose bumps. Rachel placed her bra on top of her shirt, while her eyes never left Tyler's face. She watched with interest as his eyes turned from admiration to lust in almost an instant. His hand reached up to touch her breast but he snatched it away quickly. He looked Rachel in the eyes and whispered out a simple "May I?"
"You may" came Rachel's silently but shaky response.
Tyler wasted no time in cupping her right breast and Rachel's eyes instantly fluttered close as he massaged her nipple to full erectness. Tyler's hands were surprisingly soft and that's something Rachel always admired in the biracial young man. She felt his other hand reach for her left breast and continue the same pattern of soft fondling. She let out a small gasp when she felt the wetness of his tongue on her right nipple and she moaned out sensually when he nipped it slightly than smoothed it out with his tongue.
Rachel was completely aroused and since they'd been making out for quite a bit of time, she knew neither one of them would last very long. Rachel pushed Tyler away a little bit and began pulling down her pants along with her underwear, while Tyler stood and pulled down his own jeans and boxers. Rachel watched his member almost at full attention as Tyler kicked his pants across the room. He was completely naked and she was so busy watching and admiring him that she hadn't realized how comfortable she was in her own nakedness. Tyler locked his bedroom door and dimmed the lights; he walked over towards the fireplace in his room and turned it on low, creating an instant romantic aura around the room. Rachel watched as the shadow of the flames danced on her naked body and she became even more relaxed as she lay back with her hair splaying across the pillows. Her hand found its way between her thighs and she moaned out at the slickness that was there. She watched Tyler's face of appreciation and he made his movements faster as he went to his dresser and reached around for a bit. A condom was found and Rachel noticed it was in gold packaging. She watched as Tyler ripped the gold film open with and expertly rolled the condom onto his now rock hard member…all with one hand. Tyler was definitely blessed in the size department and Rachel found herself becoming nervous once again.
Tyler finally made his way over to the bed and took over the duties of Rachel's hand working its way around her entrance. She felt him taking two fingers and spreading her open and she saw him lean his head down but she stopped him, "I won't last long if you do that" she whispered, "I'm ready."
Tyler nodded and slipped his middle finger in her; she gasped at the feeling and breathed out slowly as he worked his finger in a steady rhythm. It had been a long time since penetrative sex had happened and her anxiousness was now becoming visible.
"I won't hurt you" whispered Tyler as he maneuvered his body over her, "If you don't want me to go any further, I won't."
Rachel reached up and pulled his head closer to hers and placed a soft kiss on his full lips, "I want to Ty, jus-just go slow" she instructed. Tyler nodded his head and began placing soft kisses all over her face as he positioned himself at her core. His tip was moving up and down her folds slowly making her relax and wetter with each motion. Tyler was kissing and sucking on all her bare skin from her face down to her breasts as he kept up his ministrations down below.
"Okay" whispered Rachel as she locked eyes with Tyler. He lined himself up at her opening and gingerly pushed forward into her. Rachel released another gasp and Tyler stopped immediately above her, "are you okay?" he asked caringly.
"I'm fine, keep going" replied Rachel as she locked eyes with him once again. She knew how hard it was for him not to just push all the way in. It definitely was an indication on how much Tyler cared for her that he was concerned about her body and feelings more than his own pleasure. Tyler inched in at a snail's pace and Rachel shut her eyes tightly as she readjusted to that full feeling she hadn't experienced in so long.
They were trading low moans and heavy breaths as Tyler pumped in and out of her at a very slow but consistent pace. She felt the buildup beginning in the lower half of her body as she finally became comfortable with the way Tyler was stretching her.
"Look at me baby" whispered Tyler above her. Rachel slowly opened her eyes and they immediately meet the light brown eyes of his. He sped up slightly as they kept their eyes on one another and she could feel that she was extremely close. She hadn't peaked at all yet because she was still holding back, figuratively and literally. Not surprisingly at all Tyler knew it, "you can trust me Rach" he said as he sped up some more.
The sloppy sound of what was happening between them reached her ears and it turned her on but she still wouldn't allow herself to let go just yet. She not only had to adjust to the feeling of Tyler inside of her but she had to adjust to the fact that he wasn't Finn. She was trying her best to adjust to the fact that her past was just that now…the past. She hadn't expected for sex with Tyler to be this extremely intense and this intimate. It caught her off guard and scared her all in the heat of the moment.
"Rachel I love you" he whispered seriously as he looked down at her, "just let go for me baby and I promise I'll always be here for you and only you" he whispered as she began matching her hip movements against his.
"That's it baby, trust me" he whispered into her ear. Rachel wrapped her arms around his back as he sped up even more and their bodies were making the slapping noise against one another as she pulled him closer to her and their bodies were melding into one. The intensity of the moment increased as they both concentrated on reaching their peak.
"C'mon baby, love me back, its okay" Tyler whispered in her ear and that was all it took for Rachel to go over the edge. She felt herself clutching Tyler's member strongly and her body began jerking in the strongest orgasm she ever had. Tears slipped out of her eyes as she stifled her moan and she felt him starting his own orgasm above her. She could feel him emptying into the condom and that set off another orgasm for her as more and more tears slipped out of her eyes.
They both were panting heavily as they came down from the ultimate high. A soft thumb stroked her cheek and began wiping her tears away as he placed soft kisses on her lips and slid out of her. They both hissed at the movement because of the sensitivity there. That same thumb began outlining her lips and Rachel kissed it several times before his thumb made its way up and wiped a few more stray tears.
"Love me baby" he whispered desperately to her. Rachel could hear the emotion all in his voice and she forced her eyes open to look up at his face. His eyes were shut closed and it looked like he was afraid to open them.
"Tyler, look at me" instructed Rachel; light brown meet her deep brown eyes and they starred at one another with true vulnerability, "I already do" she whispered back to him, "I already love you and that's why I was so afraid to let go."
Tyler nodded his head before engaging her in a deep and loving kiss. It was an emotional night for her and him but she would never regret this beautiful moment…ever.
By the time she got home, just in the nick of time for her weekend curfew they had used three more condoms and Rachel was slightly sore, but completely satisfied. She took a hot bubble bath in her room and fell to sleep with a giant smile on her face.
Tyler had left early the next morning and the only contact they had with one another was the insistent texting throughout the weekend. Rachel couldn't help but smile to herself because it was official…she had a boyfriend and one that was very much into her, just like she was very much into him.
Even though her thoughts were very much consumed with her new boyfriend Rachel decided it was time to work on something she had been thinking about for awhile. Powering up her laptop she pulled up a blank power point presentation and got to work.
The weekend was rather boring but she finished up her presentation and called a meeting for her and her sisters on Sunday afternoon. They meet in the movie room upstairs, where Rachel had everything set up and she looked over at the couch where Mercedes, Quinn, and Santana were seated. Santana and Quinn looked as if they were trying really hard not to say something mean about her power point and Mercedes had a slight frown on her face as if she were trying to figure something out.
"Well thank you for clearing time out to be here for this and not making fun of me" said Rachel with a posed smile.
"No problem Munchkin…but are you really gonna do a slide show?" questioned Santana.
"Yes, I believe it's an effective means to get my point across" replied Rachel.
"And what exactly would your point be?" asked Quinn with her signature perked eyebrow.
"Sisterly bonding" said Rachel confidently as she hit the clicker in her hand. She looked back over at her sisters and they all held some sort of frown on their faces, which she expected.
"Why?" asked Santana simply.
"Because our time is running out ladies" said Rachel as she proceeded to go through her slide show, "In just a few short months we'll be graduating and going off to school. Even though we've grown closer in this past year than any of us could've imagined previously, I think it would be prudent of us to engage in some more sisterly bonding before we have to separate in the future" said Rachel in almost one breath.
Rachel stared at her sisters for a little as three pair of eyes looked up at her with inquisitive but perplexed looks.
"What do you suggest we do for bonding?" asked Quinn.
"I'm glad you asked" said Rachel excitedly as she flicked to the next slide. "I have several suggestions but the first one is more practical…we should help mom and dad with decorating and painting the nursery" said Rachel.
"I'm cool with that but we don't even know what they're having" shrugged Santana.
"That's true but they do have neutral baby colors and it would be a load off of mom's mind" replied Rachel.
"I'm down, which room are we gonna use?" asked Mercedes.
"Well I was thinking we would use Nana's old room but that didn't feel right…cause its Nana's and it's too far away from mom and dad's room. So I was thinking that I could move in with Mercedes since she has one of the bigger rooms on the first floor and we could decorate my room for the baby" said Rachel as she pulled up several snap shots of baby color schemes and what the room could possibly look like, "of course this is predicated on whether you want to share or not Mercedes."
"You know I don't mind sharing, I'm kinda lonely in that big room by myself and I think mom would really appreciate us doing this for the baby" replied Mercedes. Quinn and Santana nodded their agreement and that was good enough for Rachel.
"Great!" said Rachel as she clapped her hands together, "now some other ideas I had, and I hope you guys contribute some ideas as well, is maybe instituting a sisters dinner night, with just the four of us. I figure it would take some of the pressure off of dad to "cook, Rachel said with her fingers doing the quotes motions, "and it would give of some time to just talk and bond without any other distractions."
"What day would this be?" asked Santana.
"Any day except for Friday's cause that's date night for us" said Rachel as she looked at Santana sympathetically, hoping she wasn't offending her sister in any way.
"How about Wednesday's" suggested Quinn; "its midweek" she said.
"Sounds good to me" replied Rachel, "and ladies if we do Wednesday I would hope that we could do it every Wednesday until we go off to college."
"Okay" they all agreed in unison.
"We could use my apartment as well, that way we know it'll just be us with minimal interruptions" said Santana.
"Cool Peanut" smiled Rachel happily.
"My next bonding activity will sound a little weird but I really want to do it" said Rachel sort of bashfully.
"Spit it out Munchkin" said Quinn.
"I wanna smoke marijuana with you ladies…just us four" said Rachel.
Santana immediately burst out laughing and Quinn just shook her head, "the hell Rachel!" exclaimed Mercedes. Rachel explained in a rather loquacious nature why she wanted to partake and somehow she managed to get her sisters to agree, except for Santana who reminded them she was still on probation but she would still be there for the activity to keep watch and laugh at them.
"I may take several pictures and video and use them as bribes for future reference" said Santana as Rachel went to the next slide. She talked about several activities she wanted to do that was just sisters only, including amusement parks, a small road trip, and filling out more college applications together and maybe even throwing a random party…at Puck's house of course since it seemed his mother didn't really care.
"This is really cool Rachel…I like that you want to do this" said Santana softly after she'd stopped her presentation and they all clapped in appreciation while Rachel did a small curtsey.
"I really do want us to get closer and not because of circumstance but because we love one another and we want the best for each other. This is the first time in over a year where I felt like I can just breathe and I want to hold on to this feeling" said Rachel as she walked over to her sisters and squeezed onto the couch with them.
"I hear ya Rach and I'm glad we're deciding to do this" said Mercedes, "besides you do look happier and a little more at peace."
"Yeah I noticed that as well" said Quinn.
Rachel recognized that tone and she knew her sister was about to start messing with her and she wasn't trying to have it.
"Don't even start it Quinn" warned Rachel, "just say you love me and get it over with" Rachel said rolling her eyes.
"I do love you Rachel but it's not way I'm not gonna stop messing with you…especially since you came home just before curfew from Ty's the other night and then you stayed holed up in your room the whole weekend" said Quinn with the hint of a smile in her voice.
"I was working on my presentation thank you very much" said Rachel defending herself.
"That still doesn't explain why you were walking funny coming in the house" smirked Quinn and giving Rachel that knowing look.
"I knew it!" squealed Mercedes, "I so knew it…you and Tyler totally did the deed" said her darker sister pushing her for information.
"That is none of your business…none of ya's" said Rachel as she stood up stomped her feet in aggravation and pointed at them very seriously. Santana's face broke into the biggest smile she'd seen on her sister in weeks. "Why are you smiling like that?" snapped Rachel as she rolled her eyes at Quinn who was smirking deviously.
"It's just good to see you getting back to normal. You stood up and stomped your foot and you were two seconds from storming out of here. I love that you're coming back Munchkin…it's good to see" said Santana genuinely.
Rachel broke into a small smile in spite of being agitated, "Thanks Peanut" Rachel responded.
"No problem. So…is Ty bigger and better than Finn?" Santana said smartly causing Quinn and Mercedes to cackle with laughter and Rachel's face to immediately tinge pink. She pivoted her foot sharply and turned to leave the family room as Santana tried to coax her back by saying she was just playing. A pair of strong arms stopped her momentum, "oh no you don't" said Quinn as she pulled Rachel off her feet and carried her back into the family room.
Quinn somehow managed to soft tackle Rachel to the carpeted floor and began tickling her stomach, causing Rachel to squeal and laugh out as she fought to stop Quinn's assault on her stomach. Santana and Mercedes appeared out of nowhere and the all out tickle war on Rachel's body began. Joyful screams and loud laughter was filled through the whole upstairs and Rachel was sure her parents could hear them from downstairs but she didn't care. She was trying to break free because noise wasn't even coming out her mouth and she was completely red as tears fell out of her eyes. Somehow she managed to scramble away and crawled all the way to the couch as she tried to regain her composure.
They all were trying to catch their breath and giggling at the same time, "how's that for sisterly bonding Rach?" asked Quinn.
Rachel scoffed and leaned back on the couch, "attack the smallest one of the crew…loved it" she said sarcastically but with a smile.
Her sisters laughed at her good naturedly, "that would've never happened if you just told us about you and Tyler doing the nasty" countered Santana.
Scoffing once again and turning slightly pink, Rachel rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest.
"You guys so did it" said Mercedes giggling.
"You and Sam do it?" questioned Rachel smartly.
"All the time" shrugged Mercedes with a smirk, "and it's good, you've seen that boy dance" she said causing all of them to laugh.
"Sage and I used to get it in all the time when she was here and it was great" said Santana with a small smile albeit a little sadly.
"Kitty and I are taking it slow this time but when we were sexing it was awesome" said Quinn, "I might have to talk to her about this going slow mess, cause I'm missing out" said Quinn more to herself than anyone else.
Rachel eyed all of her sisters before uncrossing her arms and finding the carpet very interesting, "Ty and I moved our relationship to the physical realm and it was very satisfactory" said Rachel quietly.
"Satisfactory?" said her sisters simultaneously. She chanced a look up at them and they all had an eyebrow raised in her direction. Rachel's face grew hot and she shook her head before responding, "it was intense" she said shrugging her shoulders, "and at first I couldn't handle it…emotionally, but we went all the way and he was amazingly sweet, kind, and overwhelmingly loving. It was more than satisfactory physically but I'd like to keep that between Tyler and myself" Rachel said whispering out the last part.
"Aww Rachel" said Santana sweetly.
"Our Munchkin is in love" whispered out Mercedes as she put a hand over her heart.
"Definitely good to see you happy again" replied Quinn. Rachel whispered out another thanks before eyeing a pillow that had fallen to the floor that was next to her. The four of them had settled into a sweet silence and Rachel stealthily grabbed the corner of the pillow and flung it harshly in the direction of Quinn's head. The pillow connected perfectly with a hard 'thump' to her face and Rachel laughed manically before sprinting out of the room and down the steps. She heard three pairs of feet behind her and she knew that the most epic pillow fight was about to happen in the history of this particular Corcoran residence.
Mercedes
Mercedes was really content with her life at the moment.
School was going pretty well, even though the only thing that concerned her these days was glee club and getting ready for nationals. She and Sam were doing really well, communication was great and they just enjoyed being in one another's company. Home life couldn't be better for the most part. Her mom looked like she was ready to pop any minute even though she was only six months, Rachel had moved in with her and they were getting along just fine. Rachel even adapted to Mercedes playing songs and lighting candles while they slept and they decorated Rachel's old room, now the nursery for the baby.
Even though they interrogated their parents to no end, both of them remained tight lipped about the sex of the baby. So they decided to go with neutral colors of cream and a deep brown wood for the baby furniture. Baby green and baby yellow were highlighted with blankets and small knickknacks all around the room. Quinn painted a beautiful tree that matched their color scheme and instead of leaves the entire family put their handprints on the tree limbs. Nana was on the highest branch, with Shelby, Terry and Uncle Stephen a step lower. Quinn, Rachel, Santana and Mercedes placed theirs below that along with TJ who seemed to be spending every weekend with them now. Beth was the last two go on and of course she had the smallest and cutest handprint of them all.
After the room was done the sisters went shopping, taking another small road trip up to the new mall they had gone to before on Santana's birthday. They were hoping to raise Santana's spirits slightly because they still hadn't found Sage as of yet but Tyler believed they were close to a breakthrough. They purchased green and yellow onesies, socks, baby booties, pacifiers, pampers, bibs, and everything else they could think of for the baby.
While there Santana had contemplated getting another tattoo but they reminded her that they promised mom they wouldn't get anymore, so her Latina sister relented. Quinn, Rachel, and she often spoiled Santana as of late because it was clear she was fighting depression and doing a good job at it but Sage not being there was really eating at Santana, along with something else her sister had refused to talk about. She hadn't drank, or smoked or did any of her old vices but Mercedes wasn't sure how long her sister's resolve would hold up. To make sure Santana didn't have a slip up, the three of them went out of their way to make sure Santana was a little happy.
Even with the uncertainty of Sage looming in the air, life felt settled for Mercedes…finally.
Only one thing was sort of eating at her.
So instead of internalizing like Marissa said she did, she talked with Nana and her parents and they came up with a solution for the problem.
That solution led her to knocking on the Pierce door one Saturday morning, with her Nana behind her as support.
A beautiful blonde woman opened the door and Mercedes had no clue who she was.
"May I help you?" asked the woman as she peaked through the cracked door.
"Uh yes, I'm Mercedes and this is my grandmother. I was wondering if Brittany was here…I was hoping she hadn't left to go back to her aunt's home in Kentucky quite yet even though it's been a few weeks since the trial" rushed out Mercedes.
The beautiful blonde smiled and opened the door a little wider, "No she hasn't gone back yet, I'm her aunt…Susan" she said holding her hand out for Mercedes to shake. Mercedes shook the woman's hand along with her grandmother and Susan motioned for them to walk into the apartment and she ushered them into the living room. Mercedes hadn't been in the Pierce residence since she'd cooked dinner that one time and she felt slightly uncomfortable.
"How about I go and get my sister and Brittany?" said Susan, "can I get you guys anything to drink first?" she said hospitably.
Mercedes and Nana politely declined her offer and watched as the woman went towards the hallway to grab her relatives. Mercedes leg began to shake and Nana placed a hand on it and reassured her that everything would be okay.
Susan walked out of the hallway and announced that Mrs. Pierce and Brittany would be on their way.
"So what brings you guys here?" asked Susan quietly.
"Well we were concerned about how Brenda and Brittany were doing after the trials. Our families have been…or haven't been on good terms through all of this and we know how hard it is to deal with everything that's gone down. We just wanted to extend a helping hand if needed" replied Nana.
"Thank you guys for this. I came up from Kentucky to help my sister with my niece and nephew. They've all been kinda out of it…Benjamin being sent to prison was a huge blow to the families system" replied Susan.
"We'll manage though" said the voice of Brenda, who just appeared out of the hallway.
She did not look good at all. Her eyes were red rimmed and tired looking and it looked as if she hadn't combed her hair in a few days, "I appreciate your concern but we'll be okay…I'm determined to get the family back on track" she said as she went and sat next to her sister.
"I'm sure you will be successful" Nana replied, "Again we just wanted to extend our help if you needed it."
"We'll be fine" said Brenda shortly, "we don't need handouts."
"Mrs. Pierce that's not what we meant-"started Mercedes.
"And that's not how we're taking it" Susan said cutting in. "I know it couldn't have been easy of your family to come here and offer to help out my family. Members of both of our families have caused pain towards one another. Times are really hard for my sister and her children. She got fired from her job right after the trial-"
"Susan!" yelled Brenda at her sister, but the blonde beauty continued to talk, "and no one will hire her in this town because her last name is Pierce. Money is running out and it seems as if a lot of people have turned their backs on us. So for the both of you to come here as representations of your family and offer us help, we would be remised if we didn't even consider taking it" said Susan sharply as she eyed her sister, "that would be silly of us, wouldn't it Brenda?"
Mercedes could tell in that moment that Susan was the older sister.
Brenda looked heated and crossed her arms over her body like a petulant child as she nodded her head reluctantly in agreement.
"I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling, I truly am" said Nana, "and that's why I think God put it on my granddaughter's heart to come and see how we could be of assistance to you. I think the first place we can start with is forgiving one another and ending this feud between our families."
"I wholeheartedly agree" said Susan, just as Brittany walked into the living room of the apartment and looked directly at Mercedes. The tall blonde looked just as bad as her mom did. Same look of unkemptness and depression mixed with the same sad eyes.
"Hey Brittany" said Mercedes standing up, "I wanted to see if you would like to hang out with me today?"
"I dunno how I feel about that…I don't feel like hanging out much and I look a mess" said Brittany quietly.
"Well how about I help you get ready and then we could go out, I really want to spend some time together Britt" replied Mercedes just as quietly.
"Really?" asked Brittany with a small hint of excitement.
"Totally" replied Mercedes with a genuine smile.
Brittany nodded her head and motioned for Mercedes to follow her. Mercedes helped her pick out a simple pair of jeans and tee shirt and Brittany showered quickly and changed her clothing. She threw her wet hair back into a pony tail to air dry and the unusual pair found themselves in Mercedes car, making their way to the destination Mercedes had predetermined.
It still had a slight chill on the air and both girls had their jackets on but it was definitely Spring time in the air. The leaves were coming into their bloom and everything outside just smelled and felt fresh. This day was just a perfect spring day and Mercedes was glad she chose a perfect weather day to communicate with Brittany. Time had moved so quickly since the trials and Regionals and Mercedes mentally admonished herself for not checking on Brittany sooner.
Mercedes pulled into the parking lot of Lima's local park. She used to come here all the time with her brother and Santana. Quinn had let it slip once that Brittany loved the park more than anything and especially around spring because the ducks were out in the small pond with their ducklings.
"The park" said Brittany obviously not expecting to be here, "I love the park!" she said excitedly.
"I figured you did…this is a good place to relax and talk" said Mercedes as she reached into the backseat and pulled out a bag of breadcrumbs. She laughed when Brittany's eyes grew wide with excitement and she began clapping her hands before getting out of the car and running towards the pond with such ease. It probably was the first time in awhile that Brittany felt this free and open without worrying.
Mercedes walked briskly after Brittany and met her by the pond where she got a seat as close to the water as possible. As Mercedes got closer to the blonde former cheerleader she could see that the ducks and ducklings were very much in the water enjoying the lovely day. Several families were around flying kites, playing a small game of soccer and relaxing in the cool breeze. Mercedes quickly sat down next to Brittany and handed over the bag of breadcrumbs. Brittany accepted the bag eagerly and wasted no time throwing pieces of the crumbled bread into the water two at a time.
The both of them sat in silence for a long time watching the ducks eat the bread and cooing at the ducklings being cute. Brittany spotted a turtle in the water and when the sun hit the water a certain way; you could see some type of fish swimming near the surface. It was really serene and something that Mercedes knew Brittany needed.
"Thanks for this" sighed Brittany, "I was a day away from pulling my hair out from being so sad. I don't like being sad."
"Nobody does, but it is a part of life" replied Mercedes as they kept their eyes forward and focused on the beautiful nature around them.
"Yeah, I guess it is" said Brittany sadly as she lowered her head. Mercedes soon heard some sniffing and she looked over as fat tears fell out of Brittany's eyes. Reaching over, Mercedes grabbed Brittany's hand and squeezed it as a show of comfort.
"Stuff is just so messed up and I don't know how to fix it" stuttered out Brittany emotionally. Mercedes felt a lump in her throat because she could identify with that exact feeling of helplessness. "My mom is so mad at my dad…and me even though she won't say that she is. I'm not graduating this year, I literally flunked every class" said Brittany as she trained her water filled crystal blue eyes on Mercedes chocolate brown.
"My dad's in jail" said Brittany as her face crumbled and Mercedes felt her own tears slide down her cheeks, "and all I wanted was for Quinnie to come and just make it better and it hurt so bad because I knew she wouldn't" sobbed out Brittany as she fell over and onto the shoulder of Mercedes. The darker beauty immediately wrapped Brittany up in a tight embrace and cried along with her friend.
Forgiveness is something else. Never in a million years would she have believed that she, Mercedes Alicia Jones-Corcoran would be comforting one Brittany Susan Pierce, but if you lived long enough anything could happen. It took some time for them to calm but when the crying session was over, it was sort of cathartic for Mercedes and she hoped it was for Brittany as well. Sometimes you just needed a good cry.
"Is Quinn really serious about that Kitty girl?" asked Brittany with disgust.
"I think she is" replied Mercedes honestly.
Brittany rolled her eyes and curled her lip up before wiping the wetness off of her face, "I don't like Kitty very much" said Brittany.
"You don't like her because she likes Quinn" said Mercedes knowingly as she wiped her own tears.
"True but I'm never going to like her, she went after Quinn when we were still together" said Brittany.
"I dunno how true that is Britt but you have to respect Quinn's decision concerning you two's relationship" replied Mercedes. "I don't think you should even be thinking about a relationship honestly…you've got too much going on right now."
"Tell me about it" stated Brittany.
"So how about we don't think about the negative, let's think of ways to turn this all around…starting with school, you ever think about taking the GED?" asked Mercedes.
"Yeah I have, but it's a little too much all at once. I don't do well on tests like that, I'm just gonna have to redo my senior year at McKinley…I don't want to but I'm gonna have to" said Brittany. "My mom was thinking about just moving us to Kentucky with my aunt, but neither one of us wanted to be too far away from dad. It's bad enough that he's almost three hours away as is" said Brittany.
"Okay so you redo your senior year" said Mercedes as she pulled out her phone and pulled up a blank document, "I'm gonna type our plan out for you and its always up for changes" said Mercedes, "okay?"
"Okay" replied Brittany simply, "but why?"
"Why what?" asked Mercedes as she moved her fingers furiously against her phone.
"Why are you helping me?"
Mercedes stopped what she was doing and looked up at Brittany. She stayed quiet for a few minutes before speaking, "because over a year ago my family was killed by this drunk driver. I was devastated and I felt like I was drowning and I didn't know whether I was coming or going most days. This amazing woman just stepped up and helped me. She didn't ask whether I wanted it or not, she just did it…no questions ask. She proved that she loved me by the things she did for me and I didn't even have to ask. It was just done. I didn't have to worry about food, clothing, or anything like that…it was just all taken care of and the only thing she asked in return was that I get better. I'm helping you Brittany because somebody helped me and my real mama always said 'to whom much is given, much is required' and I didn't understand that quote until now. You need help Brittany, I know you do and I know I'm not Quinn but I'm here to help you as long as you'll have me…you shouldn't have to worry about anything at least financially because we never did. Shelby took care of it" said Mercedes, "and I'm gonna help take care of you" she said with finality.
Brittany looked at Mercedes for a long time before responding with a simple "okay."
The two sat in the Lima Park and talked and plan things for Brittany's future and Mercedes was quite satisfied with everything they had come up with. Brittany surprisingly knew all of the classes she would have to make up and they even discussed some of the extracurricular activities she should be a part of next year. Brittany decided that she would quit glee and the Cheerios because Kitty would most likely still be a part of both clubs in the next school year and Brittany didn't think she could handle it.
Mercedes thought that was fair enough, so Brittany was just going to focus on school work and dancing as an outlet. Mercedes also suggested that Brittany see a therapist.
"It has done wonders for me this year" she said earnestly.
"I was seeing one down in Kentucky but we really can't afford that right now" said Brittany quietly.
"No worries Britt, I'm here to what?" she questioned.
"Help" said Brittany quietly but appreciatively.
They talked about a lot of things and at the end of their discussion Mercedes felt like she gotten to know Brittany a lot better and felt like she just gained a friend out of all this. After spending time with Brittany Mercedes could now understand why both her sisters fell in love with her. She also understood how Brittany fell in love with both of her sisters as well. All the mistakes and bad decisions, she just chalked up to them being incredibly young and stupid, and not knowing how to handle such heavy emotions.
Mercedes got off the ground and held her hand out for Brittany, "it's time for lunch, how does Chipotle sound to you?"
"Sounds awesome, I haven't eaten today" said Brittany as she reached up for Mercedes hand. Mercedes helped her up and they made their way slowly to her car.
"Do you think you'll ever be able to forgive Santana?" asked Mercedes. It's been something she'd been wondering for awhile.
They were silent the rest of the way to the car and Mercedes thought Brittany was never going to answer, once they got in and settled but she finally did.
"I hope I can" she said quietly, "Its not easy…I'm still angry."
Mercedes nodded, "fair enough" she responded before pulling out of the parking lot and headed towards lunch. Lunch was easy going and they both enjoyed themselves while eating, before Mercedes suggested they get some ice cream, "my Nana says ice cream makes everything better."
Once they got back to Brittany's it seemed as if Brittany's mom and aunt, and Nana were in better moods.
"How was your day out ladies?" asked Nana as she and Brittany settled down in the living room.
"It was great" Brittany offered enthusiastically, "we fed the ducks, and had lunch with ice cream and Mercedes and I are totally friends now" smiled Brittany.
"Wow Britt, that's the happiest I've seen and heard you in awhile" said Brenda Pierce, sounding pleased that her daughter had a good time.
"Yeah I did mom…did you?" asked Brittany earnestly.
"I did, I think we've come to an understanding" replied Brenda.
"I'm glad to hear that" responded Nana kindly, "unfortunately we have to get going but we have a parting gift if you'll allow it."
Brenda looked a little skeptical at first but Brittany began bouncing up and down in her seat with excitement and the woman's resolve faded immediately, "okay" said Brenda softly, "Brittany stop bouncing honey."
Brittany stopped but she began shaking her leg instead and Mercedes giggled in spite of herself.
"Squirt you want to give it away" said Nana.
Mercedes stood up, bringing all attention to her, she reached in her trusty purse and pulled out an envelope and handed it over to Brenda. The woman took the envelope gently and opened it up slowly as her mouth fell open to what was inside, "a check" she said in shock.
"Really!" exclaimed Brittany as she ran over and sat next to her mother, "that's a lot of money Mercedes" said Brittany once she read the amount to herself.
"Two Hundred and Fifty thousand dollars" agreed Mercedes, "It's from my mom, Quinn, Rachel, myself, and Santana. We heard from our lawyer that you guys were having financial trouble so we wanted to help. This should help as well" said Mercedes handing over another envelope.
Brenda had tears coming out of her eyes as she opened the next envelope, "we know in the divorce you moved out but during the investigation, they ceased Dr. Pierce's house and put it on the market. Our family purchased the house and put your name on it Mrs. Pierce…that's the deed and you can move back in whenever you're ready. Brittany said to me previously that she missed her old room and home so we figured why not give it back to you if we could."
Brittany looked up at her with watery eyes and Mercedes knew that her family had done the right thing.
"There are a few stipulations though" said Nana as she pulled out a file for them to sign.
"What are they?" asked Susan, who seemed to be emotional as well.
"Well for me, Brittany you know what you have to do…right?" said Mercedes with a raised eyebrow.
"Graduate from high school next year and focus on dancing…my natural God given ability" said Brittany almost verbatim from what Mercedes had told her earlier.
"That's right" smiled Mercedes "and for you Mrs. Pierce we would like for you guys to do family counseling, my Nana knows some really amazing therapist that would be willing to help. And Santana and I talked along with my mom and we would like for you to start your own business."
"My own business doing what exactly?" said Brenda looking shocked.
"Selling baked goods" shrugged Mercedes, "That cake you baked for Rachel's party was amazing and Santana said your cookies are the best things she's ever tasted. If you agree to these conditions you don't have to worry about working outside the home."
"That's all you guys want, for Britt to finish school, therapy, and for Brenda to work on starting a business?" asked Susan.
"Yes ma'am…that's it" replied Nana.
"That's almost too easy to believe" Brenda said.
"Yet it's all true…we want to begin the healing process for both of our families…I think this is a good start" said Nana.
Brenda got up swiftly and walked over to Mercedes and gave her a big hug, "Thanks for this" the woman whispered emotionally.
"You're welcome" replied Mercedes.
Quinn
It was now spring break and on the first day of her break, Quinn found herself back in court watching Russell Fabray getting sentenced to over fifty years in prison. His trial took a little longer than the others to get started because the lawyers wanted to make sure timelines and details were exact.
Quinn showed up along with Terry and Uncle Stephen because they needed her to testify about certain aspects of her life before becoming a Corcoran. Quinn was strong when she went on the stand and recalled moments from when she grew up. It got hard to talk about her unplanned pregnancy and the late night fights her parents used to have. When describing her mom and their reconciliation Quinn got really emotional as she talked about Judy Fabray.
"My mom was really trying to be better for me" Quinn said as her eyes watered, "she was attending AA meetings, getting involved with my schooling, and helping me deal with the fact that I gave my daughter away. Even when I was being stubborn and not wanting anything to do with her she kept pushing and striving to make up for the past. She was standing up to Russell…something I never seen her do before. She was trying to be better and that's something I'll always remember and appreciate. Mom was trying to be better for us and Russell was trying to take me down. Not really parent material" said Quinn with finality as she eyed her sperm donor. She had backed down from the man her entire life and it was about time she stood up, held her head high and make him come to terms with all the wrong he'd done in her life.
In the end he got what he deserved and was sentenced to the maximum time they could give him. Quinn was satisfied with the justice served and she congratulated herself for being strong enough to watch him being taken away in handcuffs. She celebrated by hanging out with Kitty for the rest of the day, having serious make out sessions and watching movies.
Things with Kitty were moving really slowly but Quinn felt it was for the best and honestly Kitty felt the same way after they'd shared some deep conversations. The fact was that their hearts were damaged when starting this relationship and if they didn't do things right, they could end up damaging one another more than they intended. Quinn figured it was for the best so they could proceed with caution although her libido was going in overtime lately.
Her birthday was this week and Shelby had adhered to her request not to make it a big deal at all. Her sisters weren't huddled together making up some magnificent party. The only thing she noticed was the amount of food that had been placed into the refrigerator and she knew Santana would be cooking her birthday meal which was going to be awesome. She just wanted to relax and for once not have her shoulders feel so heavy.
The morning of her birthday, which fell oddly on a Wednesday, Quinn was awakened by Beth climbing into bed and placing a wet kiss on the side of her forehead, "Happy Birthday Inn" Beth said quietly.
"God girl Beth" congratulated Nana as Quinn opened her eyes, "you did that nice and quietly like mommy asked." Quinn shook her head and focused her eyes and smiled up at Beth who was beaming because she woke Quinn up in the right way.
"Happy birthday love" said Nana as Quinn sat up and cuddled Beth in her arms.
"Thanks Nana" croaked out Quinn.
"Breakfast is ready, so let's hop to it" said the older woman.
A large spread was placed out for the family and her customary bacon was there along with sausage. Shelby was at the table with the family and after breakfast was over they sang happy birthday to her and handed her several cards and one beautifully wrapped gift. Quinn opened up the cards and they were all homemade from her sisters and each card held money in it. Her favorite card was from Beth, which held her handprint in paint, and it also had her little signature. Quinn knew she had help writing her name but the thought count and Beth was excited when Quinn opened her card. Quinn fought her watery eyes and gave a quiet thank you in response. She ripped open her wrapped gift and was greeted with a high tech camera. She actually gasped when she pulled the camera out. Getting up she ran over to Shelby and Terry and gave them big hugs. For the rest of the morning Quinn went around snapping pictures of her family and any and everything.
She ignored Santana's smart comment about her turning into a paparazzi photographer and tried out the different sized lenses and settings. Her favorite pics so far were the candid ones of Beth and Shelby taking a nap after breakfast in front of the fireplace in their formal living room.
Around lunch time Puck knocked on the family door and Quinn was surprised that he was on time, but she knew it was because he was getting a chance to spend with Beth.
Nana brought Beth out of the room dressed in her little sunflower dress, matching tights, and sweater. A tiny yellow bow was pinned in her hair and she looked to be the picture of innocence. Quinn looked at her best accomplishment in her life and knew that anything she ever did in life wouldn't be able to top the birth of Bethany.
"You excited to hang out with me and Puck today?" asked Quinn as she watched Beth happily bounce over towards them.
"Yes! We going to go see the movie!" said Beth as she clapped her hands, something Quinn noticed that she must have picked up from Rachel.
"Beth you be a good girl and follow directions" said Terry as he was helping her put on her jacket.
"Daddy, ima be good" said Beth earnestly, "I promise."
"Good girl princess" replied Terry as he placed a soft kiss on her forehead. Terry stood and handed over some money to Puck "take care of them" said her dad a little stiffly. Quinn knew Terry was still having difficulty trusting Puck after the last time with him and Santana.
"Dad, we'll be fine" said Quinn as she walked over and gave the tall black man a tight hug. She felt Terry sigh before pulling away and looking down at her, "call if you need anything and dinner should be ready by the time you get back…okay?"
"Okay" smiled Quinn.
She walked over and grabbed Beth's tiny hand while Puck grabbed her other one and they walked towards her car. She had put Beth's car seat in her car earlier and her and Puck got Beth situated together before they moved to the front of the car and were on their way. Quinn brought her new camera with her and when they got to the movies, Puck rushed out and purchased their tickets. Quinn got Beth out and as they made their way to the movie theatre she asked a nice couple could they take a picture of her and Beth because it was her birthday.
In the middle of a few shots, Puck showed up and the three of them took a few of pictures. Quinn thanked the couple for their kindness and Quinn checked out the photos and adored the fact they looked like a true family. 'Maybe in another life' thought Quinn as looked down at the three of them smiling widely into the camera. She placed her new present in the trunk of her car, safe and secure and the trio made their way to enjoy their movie.
Puck was extra attentive to the both of them making sure they were settled and going to buy the snacks. Quinn just watched Beth watching whatever cartoon movie was playing. Seeing her laugh and clap and utterly enjoy herself was a major highlight of her day. Puck seemed to be just as into the movie as Beth was and that was not entirely surprising to Quinn.
After the feature film they decided to walk around the mall a little and they ended up in Build-A-Bear, where Beth just had to build one along with Puck. Quinn relented and decided to make one as well.
They were getting clothing and things and helping Beth choose what she wanted. She decided on a boy bear instead of a princess one. "What are you going to name your bear Beth?" asked Quinn.
"Puck" she said as if it wasn't obvious enough. Quinn looked over at him and watched him fight back tears. "So I guess it's only fair that I name my bear Beth, huh" replied Puck.
"Yup" said Beth cutely as she shook her head.
Since Beth was already taken for a name, Quinn decided to name her bear Kit Kat; it was dressed up in a cheerleading outfit after all.
Puck paid for everything and the small group made their way back towards the Corcoran household, feeling happy and quite peaceful.
Beth couldn't wait to get out of the car to go and show everyone what she'd gotten that day. The girl had enough toys to begin with and she knew her mom was going to say something about it but Quinn couldn't help but spoil the curly blonde haired her girl…she was just too cute. Puck quickly followed after her while Quinn was retrieving her camera from the trunk. As she closed and locked her car doors, Quinn could hear Beth running through the house and telling anyone who would listen about her afternoon of fun.
When Quinn walked through the doors, she was assaulted by the great smell of her birthday dinner. Kitty was already at the table, clearly waiting for Quinn to arrive. She felt her face break into a huge smile as Kitty got up to greet her with a small kiss.
"Happy Birthday babe" whispered Kitty as she pulled away and looked up at Quinn.
"Thanks" whispered Quinn quietly as she tried to control the nasty thoughts that instantly popped into her brain, "this is for you" she said holding up Kit Kat the bear.
"Aww Quinn!" squealed Kitty, "it's your birthday, why are you buying me gifts?" asked Kitty as she squeezed the bear close to her heart. Quinn just shrugged in response, "her name is Kit Kat, so you have to take care of it" she instructed with a smile.
"I will and thank you" whispered Kitty.
Nana was in the kitchen helping Santana put the finishing touches on her meal and she noticed that her normal seat was decorated with ribbons and a birthday banner. Uncle Stephen came out of nowhere and demanded she put on a birthday hat. She relented and was ushered to her seat by Kitty. Her family one by one came out of the hallway and sat down, with Terry helping her mom into her normal chair. Puck was asked to stay but he declined saying he had to hurry to get back home. He gave Beth a soft kiss before whispering in Quinn's ear a simple 'thanks and happy birthday'.
Beth was sitting in Terry's lap and everything seemed normal, just like Quinn wanted.
Everything except the food.
Santana had gone all out with the cooking and her mouth dropped open at the plate she was served along with everyone else.
"Peanut…this looks so good; I don't even want to mess it up. It's like a painting" exclaimed Shelby.
"Yeah, this looks amazing" agreed Quinn.
Nana sat down, while Santana was fighting off a blush, "alright chef, tell us what the dinner is" said Nana with a smile.
"Um okay so we have sirloin steak, with bacon wrapped scallops, and skewered tiger lemon shrimp with mushroom and herb infused risotto. On the side it's a simple salad with raspberry vinaigrette. If you don't want that we have ranch" shrugged Santana, "Rach you have smoked rock fish instead of steak" she added, "bon appetite I guess."
Nana said the quickest prayer Quinn ever heard and the family dug in. It was the first time Quinn could remember them being so quiet since the first time they'd become a family. There was no awkwardness to accompany the silence; it was just everyone eating the great meal Santana made.
"Compliments to the chef" said Terry as he held up his wine glass filled with sparkling cider.
Everyone followed suit and Quinn found herself laughing at Beth. The young child held up her sippy cup as she struggled to say the word "compliment" before giving up entirely by falling back on Terry's chest and rubbing her little pot belly.
"This was perfect guys" said Quinn "thanks a whole lot. This day was exactly what I wanted mom…I appreciate it."
"You're welcome darling" said Shelby as she smiled at her.
"We have cake and ice cream as well" said Santana.
"Yep, and after we do that Terry and Stephen you're both on dishes duty" said Nana getting up to help Santana with the desert.
Later on the evening Quinn found herself cuddled up with Kitty in the privacy of her bedroom. Terry whispered to her earlier that Shelby had relented along with Nana McLaurin and said that Kitty could stay the night.
"Do with it what you will but be respectful." he whispered in his deep voice before walking away with a wink.
As the weeks were passing by, Quinn was learning a lot about herself.
One thing she was noticing was that she loved sex...like really loved it. Before, she always knew she was a fan of the actual act of sex but she never thought about it beyond that point. Now her favorite moments were actually working Kitty up, whispering dirty things in her ear, and watching her girlfriend damn near climax from the words and slow grinding they had been doing lately.
Quinn found herself in that very position at the moment. They had showered separately and Quinn turned on Netflix to watch a marathon of Private Practice…one of Kitty's favorite shows. Quinn quickly loss interest in favor of ogling Kitty's in her short pajama bottoms and baggy v neck tee shirt. It had been awhile for Quinn; longer than she was used to. She wanted to take things slowly but that resolve was becoming really hard.
"Quinn please" whimpered Kitty as Quinn placed open mouth kisses on her chin and her neck, causing Kitty to buck up and try to slide her hips around Quinn's thigh, "um um" smiled Quinn as kept up her ministrations.
"Why?" Kitty said desperately, it damn near sound like she was crying and Quinn had to look into her eyes to make sure she was okay. Big mistake. Kitty's eyes were mixed with lust, desperation, and a hint of pain from being denied what she really wanted.
"Kit Kat we're supposed to be taking things slow" said Quinn softly but seriously.
"How, when every time we're alone you do this to me" said Kitty in frustration as she slammed her fist down on the mattress, "my underwear are ruined Quinn and you won't help me fix the other problem I'm having" said Kitty as shimmied from under Quinn and rolled over.
Quinn pulled Kitty back towards her so her front was pressed against Kitty's back and she whispered deeply into her ear, "what problem are you having baby?"
She felt Kitty shudder against her as she moaned out, "you're not playing fair Lucy" replied Kitty.
"Tell what your problem is Katherine and I promise I'll take care of it" whispered Quinn again as her fingers began dancing around the hem of her pajama bottoms, with the threat of opening them up and helping Kitty, "c'mon baby, tell me what you want help with" whispered Quinn as she began grinding against Kitty from behind.
"I need help cumin" whispered Kitty desperately as she began meeting Quinn's thrusts.
"That's all you had to say" replied Quinn as her hand moved slowly inside of Kitty's pajama pants and underwear and slipped her hands into wet cleaned shaven folds. She immediately hit Kitty's clit and the girl hissed in appreciation. Lower her fingers she began teasing Kitty's opening as she met a little more heat and wetness.
"That feel good baby" whispered Quinn but received no answer in return, so Quinn pulled her finger away, causing Kitty to give her the angriest look she's seen in awhile. It didn't faze Quinn though in the least, "you gotta answer me if you want what you want" said Quinn teasingly in her ear. Kitty let out another frustrated groan before answering Quinn's original question with a simple 'yes it felt good'.
Quinn chuckled before pulling Kitty's pajamas and underwear all the way down to her ankle. She took the previous position of being close behind Kitty, while her fingers were making Kitty moan softly and whisper her appreciation for what Quinn was doing. It was very reminiscent of when they were in the back of Quinn's car for the first time but.
Back then Quinn was only concerned with what she wanted and what she wanted to do. She used Kitty back then but not now. Now her only concern was to take care of Kitty and to love her. This thought process caused Quinn to stop suddenly and sit up.
"Quinn I swear if you don't get me off, I'm not gonna talk to you for the rest of spring break" said Kitty as she sat up and looked at her girlfriend in frustration.
"You know I'm not using you" said Quinn as she turned to face Kitty suddenly, "right?"
Kitty looked stunned as she eyed Quinn, "Where is this coming from?" asked Kitty in return.
"While we were going at it a couple minutes ago, it just reminded me of our first time and how dirty I did you" said Quinn as her voice started to break and her eyes watered. "I just want to know if you understand this isn't like how it was last time…I'm not using you I swear. I really care about you" said Quinn urgently. Kitty had to understand where she was coming from if they were going to progress to the next level.
Kitty looked a little speechless before she leaned over and engaged them both in a deep kiss that left both of them breathless, "you really are dumb when it comes to relationships" smiled Kitty as she settled her forehead against Quinn's.
"I told you" shrugged Quinn in response.
"I know this isn't last time" said Kitty, "I've known this hasn't been anything like the last time because every day you prove it to me. Last time you only called me when you wanted sex. Yesterday you called me just to hear my voice" said Kitty emotionally as they both kept their heads close and their eyes on one another, "You brought me a bear and named it after me, you gave me that nickname, you make sure I'm safe in the house before pulling off, you call when you get home just to make sure I did my homework, you ask about Cheerios even when I know you don't care in the least, you wait for me after practice. You held me and let me cry when my own mother walked away and you never once judged me. Before we started fooling around sexually again, you kept asking me if I was alright…you never did that before. You kiss me softly and rub my back when we cuddle, you let me cheat off your old notes and let me make fun of you for still having them years later" laughed Kitty as Quinn saw tears fall off her face. "You spoil me and you take care of me and it's nothing absolutely nothing like the time before" said Kitty as she inhaled and exhaled deeply. "I know you're scared to say it and I don't think either one of us is ready to admit it but your actions have shown that you do like me and you like me a lot. I can tell you want to be with me and more importantly you want to be my friend. I know you care for me Quinn because you show it baby" said Kitty as she placed a soft kiss on Quinn's lips.
"Now let me show you how much I care for you in return…especially on your birthday baby" said Kitty sexily. She pulled away from Quinn and discarded her tee shirt quickly onto the ground, while kicking the comforter off of the lower half of her body. She slowly laid down on the bed with her legs wide open and her still wet center on display, while her hair was sprayed across the pillows. Kitty dipped her middle finger in her mouth and sucked it slowly before traveling it down her neck, through the space in between her breasts, down her stomach, and right into her waiting and slightly swollen folds, "I need help baby" Kitty whispered, "and you told me before that you wanted to use a strap-on. Tonight would be perfect for that" she said sexily.
"Oh damn" said Quinn as she hopped out of bed quickly, made sure her bedroom door was closed before jetting to her closet and pulling out what she always wanted to use…especially on Kitty. She ripped her clothing off in record timing and stepped into the harness and adjusted it around her waist. When she walked out of the closet she could see Kitty was still working and her face was completely flushed.
"Kitty don't you dare" gasped Quinn.
Kitty stuttered out the word sorry and her entire body jerked forward as she climaxed around her hand with no sound coming out of her mouth. It was one of the sexiest things Quinn had ever seen but she was still slightly annoyed that Kitty finished early.
"Kit Kat" said Quinn irritably as she watched her girlfriend coming down from her apparently very strong orgasm. Quinn walked over to her bed slowly and noticed she liked the feeling of the strap-on around her waist. She crawled over Kitty's sweat covered body and began lightly peppering kisses on her lips. Kitty's eyes fluttered close and she looked like she was getting sleepy but Quinn wasn't having that. She pushed Kitty's legs open with her knees and began rubbing her sensitive area with the head of the strap-on causing Kitty's eyes to pop open.
"Quinn" she whined out with a slight hiss.
"Um um don't wanna hear it" Quinn said as she kept rocking back and forth, "it's my birthday and this is the present I really wanted all day" whispered Quinn huskily in her ear.
Kitty smiled but then her mouth turned into a perfect 'o' shape a she moaned because Quinn kept working her body right back up.
"You okay?" asked Quinn with concern. This would be Kitty's first real time with penetration.
"I'm good…I'll tell you when I don't like something, I promise" said Kitty as she looked at Quinn.
Quinn nodded and engaged them both in a deep kiss as they both took part of the foreplay.
"Happy Birthday Quinn" said Kitty before she attached her mouth onto Quinn's nipple.
Santana
Her mom and dad were sitting in Elliot's office along with her Nana and Uncle Stephen. They had made a request a few weeks back to see if Santana could go to the colleges out of state that she applied to, if she got accepted into them.
She hadn't even tried to apply to any schools in state because she just wanted out of Lima and out of Ohio.
When Tyler reminded her that she couldn't go anywhere because of her probation, that seemed to knock a little more wind out of her sail, that seemed to be deflating as time went on. Instead of bottling it up she went to her parents and they said they would take care of it.
Santana knew they would go to Elliot, because it was like he only worked with their family nowadays and she hoped the talented lawyer would be able to pull another rabbit of his never ending back of tricks.
But looking at the man's face now, she knew that she wouldn't receive the news she wanted to hear.
"So I tried…I really did but Judge Anderson is not budging on the probation" said Elliot somberly.
"Why?" said Shelby shortly, "she's done everything that the woman asked of her. Santana has made up all of her courses, she's gone beyond the call of duty with her community service hours, and her drug tests are always clean. Yes she started off a little roughly but she's landed on her two feet Elliot. This one mistake shouldn't decide her whole future" said Shelby through flared nostrils.
"Shelby…calm down a little" instructed Terry in his deep voice before Elliot spoke.
"I hear you Shelby and I made all of those same arguments to the judge" sighed Elliot, "but she feels like Santana has been given enough chances as is. The fact is, she plead guilty to a felony charge of assault and battery and got off pretty light when you think about it. Her records are sealed and when the probation is up her records will be expunged when her probation is over…but until then, she stays here" said Elliot.
"She got off lightly" said Nana slightly offended.
"Yes ma'am she did" interjected Elliot, "and as a family you guys know this…especially you Terry. You saw Shelby what she did to Brittany, you saw with your own eyes. Santana received time served, which was two days in jail, four years of probation, house arrest and got kicked out of glee club and Cheerios and a suspended license…for felony assault" he said pausing for effect. "If it were anyone else they would be serving a five year sentence in prison…without the possibility of parole" said Elliot. "Now I'm sorry, you know I fought for you and I will continue to fight for your family…but if you want to go to college Santana, it has to be in Ohio. And honestly that's a gift too because she could've said that your probation is to be served here in Lima and Lima alone."
The wind in her sail lessened even more.
Santana nodded her head, held it high and fought off the watery eyes as she stood and thanked Elliot before walking out.
She was stuck and it was nothing she could do about it.
Santana waited for her family by the truck as they shuffled out of Elliot's office slowly, she heard the doors unlock and was grateful that her uncle could read her mind. She didn't want to be comforted or encouraged right now…she just wanted to feel sad.
Tears fell down her face as they rode home and she felt a strong arm squeeze her shoulder in a show of support and she knew it was her dad, "It'll be alright kid" said Terry deeply but Santana really couldn't see it being that way.
All the things she wanted always seemed to be a little out of reach and she was getting sick and tired of it.
As soon as her uncle parked the car she was out of it at a lightning fast speed and went straight to her room where she locked the door behind her and slid down the back of it as she covered her mouth with her right arm to try and cover up the sobs that were escaping her.
"Santana" came the strong voice of her Nana as she heard the doorknob being shaken back in forth, "Let me in" commanded the woman.
Santana nodded her head 'no' but didn't answer the woman; she just continued to cry as she forced herself off the ground and into her bed.
"Santana!" called out the older woman again.
"I just want Sage!" she shouted back…all she wanted was her girlfriend and nothing else in that moment and she couldn't even get that. If she couldn't have Sage or the ability to get out of Lima, then at the very least, she just wanted to be left alone.
She cried herself to sleep. It was the best thing for her in that situation.
When she woke up, it was three in the morning. The house was quiet and her door was cracked open.
'They must have found the key' thought Santana as she stretched out her muscles.
She looked over at her dresser and noticed that it was a PB & J sandwich, apple, and bottled water and a note with Shelby's handwriting. Santana walked over took a bite of the sandwich and read her moms note. A simple "love you" was written with Shelby's signature and Santana placed a tiny kiss before devouring the rest of the sandwich and water.
She went to her closet and began changing her clothing and noticed how much of a mess her closet actually was. Every time her parents asked her to clean her room she just threw everything in the closet and now it was starting to overflow into her bedroom. Since she had slept the day away, she wasn't exactly tired anymore so to keep her mind on anything but real life she doesn't to organize and clean her closet.
Santana locked her bedroom door once again, and then grabbed her iPod. She put on her headphones she'd gotten for her birthday and put the device on full volume. She started with placing her dirty clothing into proper piles before hanging up the clothes that was actually clean. She found her McKinley practice basketball uniform and frowned her face up at the smell that came from it.
The girls did pretty well that year but unfortunately they didn't make the playoffs. Coach Beiste let her keep all the uniforms she wore since it was her senior year. After organizing her clothing, she threw some stuff in a bag that she didn't wear anymore that could go towards the clothing bin at school. She was in the process of organizing some old school books that were gonna go back to McKinley as well when she found a small box full of old pictures and junk. She avoided the pictures at all cost but the stuffed duck sitting on the side of the box caught her attention. Santana pulled it out of the box slowly and gave the duck a once over. She had hated the thing when Brittany gave it to her the day after her parents died.
She didn't understand then what her ill feelings towards the stuff creature was but after a year and some month's she actually got it.
That duck reminded her of a time period before everything in her life had changed, of a more innocent time. Sure her relationship with her parents wasn't that good but they were still very much alive and still there, her abuela hadn't completely rejected her as of yet. The older Puerto Rican woman was still calling her every Sunday to invite her to church for the cleansing of her soul. Marcellus was still very much alive and she and Brittany were in a good space and going strong. When Brittany had given her the blasted thing, she was trying to remind Santana that she was still there…still Britt Britt. Santana couldn't identify with it because she wasn't the same Santana and in some ways she resented Brittany for it. She would've never admitted it then but she could be honest with herself now.
Santana walked out the closet and placed the duck on her bed. She eyed the thing for a long time before pulling out a sheet of paper and writing on it. That night she finished cleaning her closet and watched cartoons until it was time for breakfast. She climbed down the steps gingerly and went into the kitchen where most of her family was still there…even Nana. Shelby must have been put back on bed rest and Beth probably was eating with her.
"No more locked doors Peanut" said Terry softly as he leaned over and gave her a small kiss on the top of her head.
"Okay" was her silent response.
Rachel leaned over and placed a folder beside her breakfast plate as Nana began serving them.
"I did some research last night Peanut and I listed all of the awesome places in Ohio, where you can apply and go to school" she said softly. "The first four are schools that have culinary and restaurant business majors. If you give me a little more time I can do some more research and narrow down the best ones."
Santana felt herself becoming very irritated even though she knew Rachel only had her best interest at heart.
"Thanks Rach, I appreciate it…I really do but I don't wanna talk about this right now" she said quietly.
"Okay…whenever you're ready we're here. I'm here and we all love you" replied Rachel before turning to face forward. Santana breathed deeply and ate her breakfast in silence. When the meal was over Nana grabbed her strongly and pulled her into a hug. Santana felt a swat connect with her ass, "Open the door next time young lady…you had us worried" said Nana as she clutched Santana even tighter.
Santana didn't fight the hug like she wanted to but just melded into the woman until she was released. She stopped in her moms room to let the woman know that she was okay and to apologize for worrying her. Santana then stopped at Quinn's door and asked to borrow her car for the remainder of the morning.
Quinn chucked her keys over and gave Santana a pointed look. She verbally promised that she wouldn't do anything crazy and that she just needed to clean her head.
Santana was soon driving towards Lima Park and she quickly parked knowing she would find her sister and Brittany down by the pond.
Mercedes and Brittany were sitting close together feeding the ducks and her heart experienced several emotions at once. She was happy that Mercedes and Brittany were getting along but she also missed the friendship that she and Brittany once shared.
Santana walked slowly over towards the pair and stopped several feet away from them until Mercedes noticed she was there.
"Santana!" Mercedes exclaimed, "What are you doing here?" Brittany turned her head and looked slightly surprised that she was there.
"I uh…I uh wanted to give Brittany something but I didn't want to get into her personal space. I was hoping you could give it to her Squirt but only if she'll allow it" said Santana as a lump began developing in her throat.
There was a long pause between the three of them before Brittany issued a quiet "its okay."
Mercedes got up and walked to Santana, who handed her the letter and a small box, which was wrapped in newspaper a la Brittany S. Pierce.
"Thanks Brittany and sorry for interrupting you guys day" said Santana before turning around and leaving. She drove home, chucked the keys back at Quinn and spent the rest of what was left of her vacation in her room, crying alone.
Shelby
The pain started in the middle of the night, it was a dull ache that increased exponentially as the night wore on.
Terry stayed calm as he woke everyone up in the middle of the night and they hurried to get Shelby to the hospital. It was two weeks before their scheduled c section but it seemed the littlest Corcoran-Johnson was ready to make an appearance.
Dr. Kendrick was scrubbed and prepping for surgery. Terry had on the surgery hat and scrubs and Shelby's hair was tied back in a little surgery hat as well. She was given a strong dose of pain medication and there were several nurses buzzing around them getting things ready.
Her mother was also in the room upon Shelby's request because she was really starting to freak out. She was so afraid that something was going to go wrong because they were two weeks ahead of schedule but her mom's presence and Terry's encouraging words were reassuring her that everything would work out just fine.
"Aright Shelby, we're about to proceed" said Dr. Kendrick, "everything looks great thus far. I just need for you to keep remaining calm and trust God first, then trust me…can you do that?" he asked looking down at her.
"I can do that" replied Shelby.
"Then we are on our way" he said before squeezing her shoulder affectionately and disappearing behind a curtain that had appeared out of nowhere to cover her bottom half.
"Shelby I'm starting the incision" said Dr. Kendrick but Shelby couldn't feel a thing in her lower half because they had doped her up so much. She just tightened her grip on her mom's and Terry's hand, while looking Terry in the eye. He was saying all the things she needed to hear and supporting her full time.
Dr. Kendrick continued to talk her through the surgery and before long she heard a loud wail fill the room, causing tears to fall out of her eyes and her mouth to open in surprise.
"He's here guys!" said Dr. Kendrick quickly, "Terry you want to cut the umbilical cord" she heard her doctor ask.
"I sure do" said Terry as Shelby saw tears fill his eyes. She felt so helpless and all she wanted to do was see her baby boy. Next thing you know Terry was next to her and holding him down towards her face. He had baby guck all over him and was crying rather loudly, until Terry placed him right next to her head.
"Hey there Brandon" said Shelby to her baby boy and he immediately stopped crying and opened his eyes to look at her. Her son broke into a large toothless smile and her heart immediately melted as she looked at his deep dimples and brown eyes that reminded her of Rachel's. He had a slight tint too him and a lot of hair sitting on his head. Shelby saw a little bit of everyone in Brandon. He looked a little like Terry, a little like her, and she saw some of Joshua in him too. He was utterly beautiful and she found herself praising God for getting him here okay. He was a little underweight but she had gotten him to the third trimester and they went over extensively would the possible health effects could be with him.
The nurses came and grabbed him so they could clean him off and wrap him up. He had to be weighed and a whole host of other things and Shelby was a little emotional when they took him away. Apparently they were putting her back together and she was doing really well. Her stats were good and so were the baby's.
The next time she saw Brandon he had on a baby blue hat and was wrapped tightly like a little bundle. They had put him in an incubator and were the nurses were both prepping a room for the both of them. Terry was insistent that mother and son be in a room together while Shelby healed and her baby boy worked on getting his weight up. They put him in a small incubator while Dr. Kendrick was finishing up on Shelby. When she was done they were all transported the back way to the room reserved from them on the next floor up. Apparently the girls were there and were waiting patiently to meet the baby.
Once they were settled in the room, the nurse introduced themselves and they went on getting the incubator set up and a breast pump for Shelby. She still wanted her son to have breast milk, even though he was going to be bottle fed.
"You ready to show him off before they hook up the monitors" said Terry as he was looking down on Brandon like a proud papa.
"Yeah I am" yawned Shelby, she was getting tired and this was the first time in months she was going to sleep with her only occupying her body.
Terry pulled the curtain back and they were instantly met with excited faces of Quinn (who was holding Beth), Santana, and Mercedes.
"Where's Rachel?" asked Shelby worriedly.
"She couldn't take being her Belle" said her mother when she walked into the room, "she called Tyler to come and pick her up. She apologized but it was a little too much and too soon for her."
Shelby nodded in understanding; it still amazed Shelby that Rachel had taken the pregnancy news as well as she did. They all were still working through their issues with Marissa but Shelby definitely could see how being in this very place would make Rachel uncomfortable.
Terry wheeled the small carriage over to the window and Shelby watched as her daughters face broke into series of adoration and awww's. They were waving down at Brandon even though she was sure her baby couldn't see them, and they were cooing and pointing down at him with excitement. Everyone except Beth, who wasn't quite sure how to react, Shelby noticed. Her eyebrow was perked up as she looked down at her baby brother and Terry pointed it out and noticed as well.
She hoped Beth wouldn't go through a jealousy bout because the new baby was here.
The nurse came over and reluctantly pulled him away from the window and the girls waved goodbye as the nurse closed the curtain. Brandon was moved to the incubator where they hooked a few heart monitors. Dr. Kendrick walked in and began listening to his breathing.
"He's doing okay with the breathing right now mom and dad" said Dr. Kendrick, "we're gonna monitor him through the night and have the ventilator just in case. He's a strong boy this one is, he made it guys" said Dr. Kendrick with a smile.
Shelby smiled brightly with watery eyes as Terry came on her side and grabbed her hand.
"I love you Mrs. Johnson" he said as he leaned over and placing several kisses on her lips, "thank you for my gift" he said emotionally.
"I love you too Mr. Johnson and you're welcome" replied Shelby as she engaged Terry in a deep kiss.
"Alright, alright you two…that's how you got that one over there and the rest of em scattered around Ohio" said Nana as she laughed causing Shelby and Terry to laugh with joy as well. Their baby boy was here and all right.
Tyler
Rachel was cuddled up against him and she had just calmed down from her crying fit a couple of minutes ago. His girlfriend had called him in the early morning hours slightly hysterical to come and pick her up from the hospital. Her youngest sibling was about to be born and she was just too overwhelmed with all types of emotions.
Tyler damn near did ninety the whole way there and Rachel was outside waiting for him when he pulled up in the parking lot.
She had tears falling out her eyes and they didn't stop at all when he finally got her back to his house and down into the basement. He cradled her and allowed her to talk it out and cry.
She loved the idea of having a sibling that shared the same DNA she did…it's something she always wanted but never thought was gonna happen. Just like she never thought she'd be a teenage mother and have to bury her child. Being back in that hospital just brought back painful memories of Joshua, how he was born and how he died and she just couldn't do it.
Tyler was the perfect boyfriend as he sat and consoled Rachel, letting her cry and wipe her snotty nose all over his shirt. It didn't matter thought because his baby was upset and he would do whatever he had to do to help her through this.
Rachel's phone rang out and vibrated against the table she'd placed it on and she hoped up and grabbed it quickly.
"Hello" she answered frantically before placing it on speaker phone.
"Hey Rach, how are you?" Tyler heard Santana ask.
"I'm fine, how's mom and the baby" asked Rachel as more tears fell out of her eyes.
"They are good Rachel, everything went fine…she had a boy, we have a little brother" said Santana.
Rachel broke out into a sob and Tyler was quick to wrap her up in a tight embrace, "can…can he bre-breathe…is his lungs okay?" Rachel asked struggling to get any words out through her tears.
"Yes, he can breathe just fine. Nana said when he came out he let out a loud wail and then smiled when he saw mom for the first time" replied Santana emotionally, "he's doing well Rachel…you know the hospital is gonna keep them both for observations because he's premature but he's about as healthy as you could get for him being early. They didn't even have to hook him up to a machine Rach…he's fine Munchkin" said Santana clearly trying to reassure her.
"Was mom mad at me?" asked Rachel.
"Not at all…she was worried when she didn't see you. She understands and she gets it…no worries" said Santana.
"You sure Santana" asked Rachel.
"I'm positive, mom wanted to make sure you were okay" replied Santana.
They were silent for a few minutes while Rachel tried to calm down, "what does he look like?" she asked into the phone quietly.
"I can send you a picture if you want" Santana responded just as quietly.
Rachel began shaking her head furiously before responding, "no don't do that Santana…just-just tell me."
"Well he looks like a typical biracial kid named Brandon" said Santana clearly trying to lighten up the mood. Tyler listened as Santana described in perfect detail what the newest member of their family looked like. Rachel was now smiling through her tears, "he sounds perfect San."
"That's because he is…he's got a part of you in em too" whispered Santana into the phone.
"Thanks" she replied quietly.
"I gotta go now, I gotta call TJ and tell him is brother's made an appearance" laughed Santana. It was good to hear because Tyler hadn't heard it since Sage was home.
"Okay be careful getting home" replied Rachel.
"You too and tell Tyler to take care of you" said Santana seriously.
Rachel chuckled, "I will" she said before hanging up and collapsing against Tyler's chest, "I'm tired" she yawned out.
"C'mon let's get some rest then" said Tyler as he pulled them both onto the couch and pulled the couch throw over them.
The two of them had settled and Rachel had curled into him like her liked when suddenly his phone rang out into the night. He groaned slightly as he maneuvered the both of them and picked it up and squinted his eyes as he looked at the unrecognizable number.
"Hello" he answered gruffily.
"T-Ty" said a shaky voice that cause Tyler's blood to run cold, a chill to run up his spine and him to bolt up and sit straight up with Rachel.
"Sage! Sage! Is that you sister?!' he almost screamed into the phone.
"Yes it's me" she replied. He could tell already that his sister was weak and that she needed help, "I ran away Ty and I need you to come and get me" she stuttered out.
"I'm on my way" he said as he began to get off of the couch. He looked over and noticed that Rachel had her shoes on already and was bringing his to him, her face was resolved and she was headed upstairs, most likely to wake his grandparents up. He loved that short girl and he hoped he spend the rest of his life showing her that.
"Sage, hang on for me…we're on our way. Tell me where you are" said Tyler as he ran up the steps.
Finally!
So let me say all mistakes and errors are mine, please forgive me.
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