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36 : CONSOLATION

As if the Gods themselves were weeping at Marvel's loss, rain came pouring down from the sky. Everyone in the stadium had quietly dispersed within 30 minutes, finding no point in staying after the team's loss. Out on the field, only one person remained standing motionless in the rain.

Steve couldn't move. He was completely unaware of when the stadium had emptied or where his friends had gone.

Why would they care when he was the one who let them down?

His arrogance and stupidity had led to his own down fall. His desire to prove to his father that he was a winner had led him to fail the people around him, and ignore common sense. What burned the most was not just that he had failed but that he had done it in front of the person he had wanted to prove his worth too.

"Steve?" A voice beckoned him back from his pity party. He felt a hand being placed on his shoulder and a gentle force pulling him to face that voice.

Natasha was standing there with an umbrella in her hand. He couldn't believe she was still there after the disappointment he caused.

"Come on. Let's get you inside" She told but Steve didn't move.

Nat could see the emptiness in his eyes and sense he was on the verge of a break down. She dragged him inside the empty locker room and helped him strip out of his protective gear.

"Take a shower, Steve. I will wait for you outside"

"Why do you even care?" He quietly asked.

"Because I care about you, Steve. So stop being a baby and hit the shower because you stink"

Before her, he felt no need to hide. He let her see his weakness.

It was the first time she saw Steve Rogers cry. She hugged him tightly and Steve returned the hug.

"I shouldn't have done it" He whispered, voice shaking, "I shouldn't have let them down. I let everyone down. Oh God. I let you down! I'm so sorry. So sorry."

"You didn't let me down, Steve. I'm right here with you." She replied, looking deep into blue eyes "Everyone makes mistakes, Steve, even you. The heroic thing to do is to rise up after you've fallen. And if there is one thing I know about you is that you are a fighter. So fight. Be Steve Rogers, captain of the football team, campus superstar, and fight!"

He rested his head on her left shoulder, holding her tight almost as if he were afraid to let her go, as he sought refuge from her body, while Natasha whispered encouragements into his ear.

Steve pulled away to look into her eyes, and saw nothing but love reflecting back. Something inside of him seemed to break at seeing her eyes devoid of judgment or disappointment. He felt a heat burn through his body at that moment and could do nothing but capture her lips with his hungrily. With a little resistance at first, Natasha gave in to their deep dark desire.

She kissed him back. Their kiss was animalistic, a battle of teeth and tongues, with neither willing to back down. They needed more from each other, they couldn't get enough of the other.

His hands grabbed the hem of her jersey and pulled it up over her head, moving quickly to undo her bra, and rip it off her. Once he had her torso bare, his hand slid down to her waist possessively. He pried the button of her jeans open one handed, then brought his other hand to her waist band and without thought, harshly tore her pants from her. He then lifted her off her feet, walking her to the stalls of the shower, quickly pressing her against the wall. His blue eyes burned with desire as his gaze lowered from her kiss swollen lips to her ample breasts down the flat surface of her stomach lower until he had taken in the full extent of her voluptuous body.

He growled deep in his throat before lunging forward to assault her neck with his teeth and tongue. He took no mercy on her flesh, sucking, nipping, and biting down hard on her pale skin hoping to leave his mark. Nat could do nothing but hold onto him as he devoured her, her breath coming out in ragged moans. Steve groaned at the sound, trailing his lips down to her supple breasts. One hand squeezed her left breast, bringing it up to his mouth so he could suck her nipple hard past his lips into the moist cavern of his mouth. Natasha nearly screamed at the steady suction of his lips on her nipple contrasted by the kitten soft flicks of his tongue with each pull. Steve hoisted her up, telling her to wrap her legs around his waist. She did as he asked, grinding her hips against his in desperation. She could feel his hard length pressed up against her core. Steve growled at the sudden friction, weighing whether to just follow his instinct and fuck her right there.

But instead, he fought his primal instinct and just slid his hand down to her folds. Nat gasped and arched her back when his thumb found her clit. She flushed deep pink when he felt how silky wet she was for him. Steve applied pressure to her sensitive bud, making Nat scream out his name. Her breathe caught in her throat and she dug her fingernails deep into his flesh of his shoulders. She was so wet that he was able to slip two fingers inside her with no resistance. Her walls tightened around his fingers as he thrust his fingers into her hard and slow. Nat closed her eyes to savor all the sensation.

Steve continued to suck to on her nipple as the speed of his thrust fingers increased. His speed increasing until his hand became a blur. He felt her getting closer to the edge. Nat whimpered and shivered as she came, her walls clenching tightly around his fingers. His pace slowed but he didn't withdraw his fingers until he felt her orgasm subsided.

They were both panting while Nat clung tightly to his body.

"Are you feeling better now?" She asked softly, hands cupping his face to force him to look at her.

"Yes, Natasha." He licked his lips before replying, and kissing her tenderly on her plump lips.

He set her down onto her legs after she regained control of her body.

"You can wear my clothes" He smiled smugly "I have an extra shirt and shorts in my locker"

"What about you?" She asked, mentioning his hard length that was painfully confined in his boxer.

"Leave it. I'll live."

"Are you sure? I can…"

"No, I can handle it. Just go get dressed."

"Steve…I…"

"I'm not looking for a quick fuck with you, Natasha." He said. Even with his eyes sparkling with lust, he tried to stop himself. "Baby even though I want nothing more than to fuck you in every way imaginable right now, I want our first time to be special. Besides, if I've been able to keep myself from fucking you into a mattress until now I think I can wait a little longer." He said with a smile. "But trust me Natasha after what just happened, I won't be waiting that much longer."

She pulled him in for a kiss. She knew she was threading a very thin line by kissing him when he was so aroused but she couldn't stop herself from kissing him.

When she pulled away, he hesitated in letting her go but with effort he did and turned away from his temptress.

Nat grabbed a towel and wrapped it around herself and dressed as Steve told her. Meanwhile, Steve took a very cold shower and was able to calm himself down.

After dressing, Steve took her hand and led her out of the locker room to his car.

They returned to her room after a quick dinner. Natasha was tired and Steve had to carry her back to her room. She hummed happily as Steve gently placed her on the bed but she didn't let go off him.

"I should go" He said, fully aware of how close they were.

"No, stay" She replied with a sleepy smile

"Oh god!" Steve groaned in his mind. That was the sexiest smile he had seen in a while. "And dear god help him! He didn't know how long he could last before he just parted legs and took her." She was sparking another fire storm inside him.

How could this girl get anything from him with one smile?

Steve found himself on top of Natasha, how and when he got there, he didn't know, his senses dulled by his all-consuming lust. Only Natasha Romanoff had this effect on him. After she pulled him into her web, intoxicating him with lust, she would completely own him making him want nothing but her.

"Natasha" He murmured "I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me these past couple of months"

"It's nothing, Steve" She said and smiled again

"Let me repay you" His sexy voice whispered in her ear.

Once his lips were on hers, she let him take control. He was thorough in his kisses, searching out every crevice of her mouth. His hands worked off her clothes faster than she expected, peeling them off with lightning speed. Her body exposed to his eyes. Steve groaned as he pulled back to admire her loveliness. Natasha's arms wove around his neck and pulled him back for a kiss.

But he pulled away.

"Natasha, wait. I have to ask you something" He quickly said

"Shut up, Steve" Natasha responded

But the expression in his eyes immediately caught her attention.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Steve asked hesitantly

"Was my response to your touch not enough for you, Steve?

"Nat, I respect you, and I want to be sure you want this as much as I do. I don't want any regrets so I'm going to ask you again, are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yes, Steve…Yes….Please Steve I need you." Natasha replied squirming beneath him in impatience.

Steve stared her in the eyes, his pupils blown and his nostrils flared as he said in a voice gone hoarse with lust "There won't be any turning back now, Nat. I am going to fuck you, and I won't stop until we've both cum."

Natasha smiled devilishly at that "I'm all yours to take, Captain. So take me already."

He didn't have to be told again, she had made her choice, and who was he to say no to his lady. He devoured her mouth in a hungry kiss, all the while thinking How could a girl possibly make him drunk off her kisses? Not to mention her every touch was setting him on fire. He felt like the human torch ready to go super nova at any moment. Steve hungrily trailed his lips from hers down her neck. Treating her soft skin to soft bites, and harsh sucks that would leave deep purple marks dotting her flesh with his ownership. Somewhere deep inside Natasha's mind something was screaming a warning but the pleasure was too intense for her to question what was happening.

Steve's thoughts were racing with how right this felt. How this new level of intimacy was exactly what he wanted, no, what he NEEDED. He couldn't be happier than to be beside her, underneath her, above her, inside her, all around her, and in his heart he knew that this was exactly what was meant to be. He never thought they would get to this point, considering his reputation. But when he looked into her eyes, he knew the reason they were here right now was solely because she trusted him with not only her heart but with her body.

He knew that he would always cherish them both.

And with that thought in mind, Steve slowed his motions. It took all his will power but for her he could be gentle and tender, take his time to savor, and worship. It was what she deserved, and a way he could show her with his body what she meant to him.

His lips trailed down to her breast and closed around her hardened nipple. He started by giving it lavish licks, preparing it gently before sucking it hard into his mouth. The sudden suction of his lips on her turgid flesh so surprising it was enough to make her whole body arch up off the bed with a broken scream. He brought his free hand to her other breast, circling her nipple slowly, then stopping to pluck it between his thumb and forefinger, before starting up again with lazy circles, only to stop and flick it gently with his thumb in a back and forth motion, before starting up with the circles again. It was enough to drive Natasha crazy. The strong pulls on her right nipple from his mouth, while his fingers played incessantly with her left nub had her arching her hips towards him in plea. Beautiful moans escaped her mouth and shot straight down to his cock. And he was hard, so very hard, and all he wanted was to feel her warm walls encase that hardness. He ground his hips down hard on every one of her pushes up all the while maintaining the duel attention to her breasts. When she was literally whimpering and begging him to stop, that it was too much, that she couldn't take it, he slowly began kissing his way down to her center. He took his time, making sure to kiss and lick every inch of her skin. When he reached where she needed him the most, he started to slowly building her up, kissing her, sucking on her lips, tonguing between them in slow licks that went deeper with each pass. She gasped his name with each lave of his tongue. Sensually he cupped her thighs in both hands, slowing trailing them up, until he reached her wet heat. He traced the fingers of his right hand along her cleft, while his left hand cupped her hip to hold her in place. He continued tasting her, as he softly dipped his finger between her lips, deeper until he was at his first knuckle. Then pulled out slowly, collecting her moisture on his finger, before dipping back in with more force. He continued this for a couple minutes until Natasha was beyond delirious, begging him, pleading with him to suck her. But he ignored her, smiling into her skin as he maintained his slow ministrations.

So slowly that Natasha barely felt it, he parted her lips with his thumb and index finger, opening her wide for his mouth, before sucking her clit between his lips so hard she almost blacked out. Her hands raced to his head, knotting in his hair, pushing his face into her while she lifted her hips for him. He sucked at her in rhythmic pulls; every so often flicking her clit with the tip of his tongue. He pulled away from her to look at her face, replacing his tongue with his thumb, rubbing her in back and forth motions.

"Look at me, Nat" his voice so deep it was barely recognizable.

She opened her dazed eyes, but, quickly closed them as the speed of his thumb on her clit increased. "Please, Steve, Please!" she begged no longer caring about pride or appearances.

It was all he needed to see. He quickly lowered his head back to her, flicked her clit with his tongue, before sucking it into his mouth, at the same time as sinking his thumb deep into her. Natasha cried out in ecstasy but she needed more, she needed him!

She pulled his head from her core, and met his eyes.

"Steve, enough." She cried out. "I need you, NOW"

Steve surrendered under her caress, under her eyes, under her everything. Whatever she needed, he would be the one to give it to her, without thought, completely. He rapidly moved up to straddle her, balancing his weight on his forearms. He pressed a kiss to her lips. She could taste herself on him. Steve aligned their hips. She could feel the tip of his length at her entrance before he was slowly pressing himself into her. They both groaned at the sensation. Her fingernails digging into his shoulders as he filled her completely.

"God, you are so tight, so fucking perfect" He growled at her

Her legs wrapped around his waist. She bit down on her bottom lip and whimpered as Steve slowly pulled himself out to thrust back into her. They found their perfect rhythm naturally as if they had been doing this for years. Natasha moaned and arched her back as he increased his pace, hands scrambling for purchase on his arms, his shoulders, anywhere she could grip. As he pounded into her, she moved her arms around his neck to pull him down for a sweet kiss. As they gasped into each other's mouth, Natasha's moans became whimpers, his name becoming a prayer on her lips. Steve too was whispering sweet nothings against her lips, telling her how good she felt, and how perfect this was.

Nat felt her climax building. His every thrust now deep, and hard, hitting all the right places inside her. Her lips parted in a silent scream as she felt her orgasm closing in, and just as she closed her eyes, she heard Steve's voice.

"Look at me, Natasha. Eyes on me, and keep them on me this time." Steve commanded. She did as he said and saw his intense blue eyes nearly glow in their intensity. He kept his eyes on her the whole time, watching her pupils dilate as his powerful thrusts sent her over the edge. Nat held his gaze as her body was wracked by shudders, raking her fingernails down his back as he watched her come undone. When she was near convulsions, she broke eye contact to bite down on his shoulder to muffle a scream.

He slowed his thrusts down, but didn't stop, and she realized he hadn't come yet. He wanted to pleasure her. It's about her, to make sure that she got everything she needed from his body. She was panting, lips parted and it's the most exquisite sight he had ever seen.

Steve nuzzled his head gently into her neck, the pace of his thrust languid and deep, while he placed light kisses along her neck.

"You haven't come yet" She said when she managed to catch her breath.

"I wanted to make sure you get yours first" He smiled "Because baby, we got a very long night ahead of us"

Steve took advantage of her overstimulated body, dragging his calloused hand all over her. His mouth returning to her nipple once again, suckle gently, raising goose bump everywhere he touched her. He was trying to come up with a plan for their next round but he couldn't think, when his cock was so painfully hard.

"Do you trust me, Natasha?" He asked her in a serious tone.

"Yes, Steve, of course I trust you" She replied without hesitation.

"Natasha, I need more. I need to be in complete control. I need your full consent, baby." He said as his thrust slowed to a stop.

Natasha stared into his eyes, squeezing her inner muscle around the hard length he still had buried inside of her, and knew she was willing to give him the complete control over her.

Natasha completely took a nodded her head in acceptance to his request.

"No, Nat, I need you to say it. Tell me you are willing to give yourself over to me completely. Tell me … you're mine."

"Yes, Steve…I'm ….I'm yours." She said

At her response, Steve kissed her again with a fierce, brutal need to possess, to claim her as his. Nat moaned against his lips with pure need that had Steve losing what little control he had had left. His primal instincts completely took a hold of him. No one could make him act like this but her. There was no turning back now when he so caught up with lust for her. He felt like an animal, ready to mark his mate for the world to see. Steve growled and swiftly flipped her over on to her stomach, lifting her up until she was on all fours. He leaned over lightly biting her shoulder before aligning himself. The head of his cock now pressed against the entrance of her wet folds.

Nat shrieked at the position "Steve, I'm not sure…"

"Relax, baby" He gently told her and pressed a kiss to the pulse point of her neck, eliciting a moan from her lips.

"Is it going to hurt?" She asked. Steve audibly heard the shaking in her voice "I've never done it like this before"

"It's not going to hurt. I promise. I am going to make you feel so good, baby" He whispered into her ear, nipping her earlobe teasingly and making Nat squirm beneath him. "Just relax, baby, trust me. It's going to feel so good when I fill you up, baby. I'll be able to go so deep, Nat. Do you want that, Natasha? Do you want me to be so deep inside you that's you'll feel me there for days?" He asked seductively, all the while painting her wet heat with the tip of his cock in up and down motions.

She shivered at his words. So graphic, and delicious. He kissed up her spine to her neck and watched even the smallest of her reactions. He continued to whisper about all the things he was going to do to her and how they would feel so good for both of them. He made her knees grow weak with the images he was filling her head with. He felt Nat relax under him and he slowly pushed himself into her.

Nat was now moaning, and clenching the pillow as he filled her inch by slow inch. Steve was huge and rock hard inside her, and this position she could feel every inch of him spreading her. Even with the wetness from her recent orgasm, she was still tight and it only made Steve fall deeper in his lust. Nat muffled her screamed into the pillow as he seated himself fully inside her. She had never felt so full in all her life. Steve reached around her head and grabbed her chin pulling her away from the pillow, forcing her to look at him. Her eyes were half closed, her lids heavy, and she was panting.

"Don't hold back, baby. I want to hear you scream my name" Steve told her in a husky voice

He grabbed her hips to steady her, before pulling out slowly, and Nat did screamed his name as he slammed all the way back inside of her with enough force to jar her teeth.

"Oh my God, Oh God, Steve…Yes….Steve….Oh my GOD!" Natasha screamed in pleasure as a he hammered into her.

There was no going slow or gentle this time. He thrust hard, driving into her and making her take all of him with each slam of his hips. She felt too damned good and he couldn't stop. He wouldn't stop until they were screaming. She was tiny but stronger than she looked, and she took his pounding perfectly. Although, Steve was afraid of hurting her but she felt too good to stop his hard thrusts into her hot, sweet heaven of a body. Judging by her moans and screams, she loved it too. He rutted away at her, caught in an animalistic lust.

Nat too was caught up in this deep dark desire she'd never knew she had. Steve made it feel so good, almost too good. At this point, she allow him to do whatever he wanted with her. She felt him filling her up over and over, stretching her out, and drawing more wetness from her. All she could think of was more. There was nothing this compared to. The things she did with Alexei couldn't compare to what Steve was doing to her. His hand reached around and stroked her clit, forcing out a scream from her lungs as her body thrashed wildly. Her body was covered in Steve, by his body, by his scent, and she loved it. His lips was at her neck, growling possessively into her skin, as he owned her body with his.

"Mine. You are mine!" He pounded into her harder, seemingly turned on by his declaration of ownership. His hand rubbed harder, and faster at her clit as he felt her orgasm closing in . "Say it, Natasha. Say your mine!" he ordered, grabbing a fist full of her hair, and pulling her head back.

Natasha shuddered, and her inner muscle milked at his cock. "Yours…Steve…Oh God, I'm yours!"

Steve grunted, and licked the side of her face. "That's right, baby. You're mine. FUCK… I'm going to make you come hard."

"Come with me, baby" She whispered.

He kissed her shoulder "I am, baby. I am, but, you first" And he thrust so hard into her Natasha felt him bump against her cervix.

Nat screamed out his name as blinding orgasm ripped through her body. He roared as he filled her up with his hot cum, hands gripping tight at her waist more than likely to leave bruises. Their screams were probably waking the neighbors around them, but neither cared at the moment. He bit down on her shoulder to keep himself from screaming further at the sensation of her convulsing walls gripping and milking every last drop of his essence.

When the last tremor passed, Steve collapsed on top of her. Both of them panting, struggling to gain control of their bodies and force oxygen back into their lungs. He rolled off her a minute later and Nat rolled herself so she was facing him. Steve kissed her and slowly spread kiss over her body.

"Oh my god, Nat. That was amazing. You are so good, so perfect." She heard him murmur something against her skin.

She could feel him getting ready for another round against her leg but she didn't have enough energy to do it. Steve was kissing her passionately and lustfully before trailing his lips down her neck, leaving purple marks along the way.

"Steve…I don't know if I can take anymore"

"Just tell me if you want me to stop" He whispered in her ear before nipping her earlobe playfully.

She didn't answer because she was lost in waves of pleasure as his fingers began to play with her nipples, closing around the milky globe to shape her breast in his palm. How could she possibly say no to whatever he was doing to her body.

He knew it too. He lifted her body up with ease so she straddled him. She could feel his hard length rubbing between her thighs. He had never had such a fast refectory period but with a naked and wet Natasha, every part of his body just seemed to ignite.

He lowered her onto himself, sliding into her again with ease from her prior orgasms. Nat could only lean into his body, the pleasure so intense she was needed his support to keep herself upright. She let him do whatever he wanted to her. Steve lifted her up and down on his hard length,and he thrust his hip upwards to meet her. Nat whimpered every time she felt him hit her g-spot, in this position he was hitting it with every thrust. Natasha placed light kisses along his jawline, neck and chest. She moaned in his ear, only making him fuck her harder. He raised his legs to support her back, looked into her eyes, told her to hang on, and immediately began to jack hammer up into her with a force that lifted her off her knees.

Her voice was raw as she let out a piercing scream as her fourth orgasm of the night took hold. Steve came with her, throwing his back into the pillow, as he filled her up again. He continued to fuck her through their orgasms until Nat could only whimpered. He pulled out, and was delighted to hear her whimper at the loss of him from inside her. Natasha laid limply on top of him before exhaustion took them over. Nat closed her eyes as Steve pulled her closer to his body and kissed the top of her head.

Steve, not fully conscious and about to drift off into his slumber, said intimately, lovingly "Tá grá agam duit"

He was speaking in a language Natasha didn't recognize but she would ask him tomorrow what it meant.

Before she knew it, she found herself replying to his intimate sentence in Russian, "YA tozhe tebya lyublyu"

He wrapped his arms around her small frame protectively as they drifted off together, blissfully.

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