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Here is Chapter 36:


I opened my eye's to see a huge russet wall...only it wasn't a wall it was Jacob. My Jacob.

I was comfortable, even with the my personal sun right beside me. Lying across his burning chest, his arms wound around me, felt very easy and natural. I wondered idly what I'd been so panicky about last night. My fears all seemed silly now.

His fingers softly trailed down my neck and spine and I knew that he knew I was awake. I shut my eyes tight and tightened my arms around his neck, holding myself closer to him.

It had all been simpler than I'd expected; we'd fit together like corresponding pieces, made to match up. This had given me a secret satisfaction—we were compatible physically, as well as all the other ways. More proof that I truly belong to him.

The night was absolutely perfect.

I looked up to see Jacob's face, beautiful smooth russet skin. Ruffled black bed hair. And his dark ebony eyes stared back into mine with deep lust.

We stared at each other for quite some time, both of us reviving the memories of last night.

Jacob broke the silence, " Hey " He said in a soft almost dreamy sigh.

" Hey " I replied back, smiling.

" You okay? " Jake asked, rubbing his hands softly against my pelvis.

" Yeah " I nodded. " Just a little sore. "

He sighed and flipped over so he was facing the ceiling, pulling me onto his chest in the process.

" Last night was the best night of my life " He chuckled.

" Ditto " I replied nodding against him.

I tilted my head towards his and opened my eyes to see a very confused Jacob looking down at me. He didn't say anything, he didn't move. He was probably trying to anticipate my next move. I looked down at his full lips then back at his puzzled gaze, trying to give him a hint.

Jacob took a hold of my top biceps and pulled me up towards him. My bare chest was against his chest and my face directly above his. Jacob pressed his lips to mine gently. I circled his tongue with mine a second after and suddenly the kiss turned passionate. I tangled my hands in his hair and his hands roamed down to my thighs.

As our bodies moved closer together, My wolf howled inside and I heard a growl emit from Jacob and down my throat.

" Bella " He whispered against my lips. I turned my head to the side as he bit down on the mark he left on my neck last night.

Billy clattering pots and pans in the kitchen snapped both of us back into reality.

" Bells " He panted as his mouth left mine. There was something about the way he said my name, that warmed my heart instantly - It was laced with adoration and love.

I pulled away reluctantly and gave him a final quick peck on the lips. " I guess we should stop " I mumbled.

" Or we could - " Jake comprised waggling his eyebrows suggestively but I cut him off.

" We can't Jake your dad's up " I sighed.

" I guess your right " He agreed looking like a little child who looked like someone took his candy away from him.

" You know I'm right " I smiled, Jake just rolled his eyes.

" You hungry? " He asked.

" Yep " I said as my stomach began to grumble quite loudly. Jacob chuckled and rose as I propped up on the bed.

Jacob got up and pulled on a loose pair of khaki shorts and I was just about to put my clothes on...only they weren't clothes anymore, they were shredded strands of fabric.

" Uh Jake? " I asked picking up my strands of clothes. " I need some clothes " I laughed a little.

" Sure Bells " He murmured into my hair as he came to stand behind me,wrapping his warm strong arms around my naked torso.

He rummaged through his tiny dresser and started throwing random clothes out, all hitting the wall behind. After a few minutes of searching, he dug out one of his shirts I seen him where a couple of times before patrol - it was covered in grease stains and looked bigger than my entire body.

"Here," he said. He turned with an apologetic smile on his face. " This is all I got bells "

Sighing I took the oil stained, ripped shirt and shrugged it on pulling it just below my knees. It was slightly warm and smelt like wood, motor oil and musk - to sum it all up, it smelt just like Jacob.

Jacob took my hand in his hands warming them up instantly. " Let's go face the world or in this case my Dad "

" I was hoping you wouldn't say that " I mumbled, feeling the blush coming on from just thinking of what Billy might say.

Billy was sat at the table reading what looked to be the forks forum news, He was observing the paper rather intensely as if he was memorizing it.

He managed to tear his gaze from the paper when Jacob cleared his throat.

" Hey kids " He replied smiling a little too widely almost smug. He looked at jacob with a nod and when his eyes landed on me I cowered behind Jacob knowing the blush would appear any second now.

" So kids had fun last night " He smiled and then looked up at me putting his paper down.

I choked and froze, my heart started beating erratically and I'm pretty sure I all red right now. " I uh...I " I stuttered and looked down, pushing myself into Jacobs side.

Billy started chuckling at my response and Jacob was trying not to grin - I kicked him in the shin for that.

" Please don't tell charlie " I blurted out at Billy.

" Relax Bella, now your old man be a little tough on things especially when it comes to this " He motioned at us. " But me on the other hand I'm how you kids say these day's tight " He pointed to himself and nodded.

Jacob groaned into his hands and shook his head. " Dad, Just don't ever say that again "

" Just brushing up on some twenty first century lingo" Billy defended himself.

"Dad your from the thirties you don't need the ' twenty first century lingo' " Jacob mocks his dad.

" I was a teen in the back in the seventies, son " Billy scowls at him.

" Don't worry Billy, at least you don't use sing some song name the reflex like my Dad " I assured him.

" Those were good times back then, but I'd like to see that " Billy takes a sip of his coffee and chuckled.

We talked a lot about Charlie's funny moments and then moved onto Jacob's little childhood stories for which every story I laughed my butt of the seat and Jacob hid in my hair furiously blushing while weakly trying to deny that it ever happened.

Billy finally calmed down and then turned serious making us grow quiet. He had a determined look on his face making him look older and wiser yet his eyes gleamed young.

" Kids this doesn't mean I'm still not of the topic " He said.

Me and Jake glanced at each other with curious looks.

" You know what happened between you two...last night"

We both stared blankly at him.

" We need to have the talk " Billy said bluntly.

" Oh...oh " Me and Jake both said in unison both of us staring at each other wide eyed.

" Uh Billy you don't have to do that...My mom already had the talk with me when I was twelve " I said quickly wanting to get out of this conversation fast.

" You had the conversation with me too dad " Jacob added. " And there was health class "

" Yeah but back then you guys weren't In a physical relationship I assume " Billy cocked his head at us - mostly at me - and we shook our heads.

Billy continued on with his lecture ignoring our futile protests. " Now you guys need to understand the concept of being safe it's just something you have to do so it doesn't affect our future..."

And that was basically my morning at the blacks.

Me and Jake were now sitting at first beach on our driftwood, practically groping each other in public and it's not that I didn't enjoy it - Trust me I did but something has been bugging me for some time, something I chose to ignore but now I can't.

" What's wrong honey? " He asked kissing the furrow between my brow.

I shook my head not wanting to make a big deal out of it.

" Was it me? Was I really that bad? " He asked wary of himself.

" No, no " I assured rubbing his arm soothingly. " It's not you "

" Then what? " He whispered against my neck.

" Aaron " I sighed deafeningly.

" What about him? " He asked. " Is it woman troubles? You know I could help him out with that " He grinned smugly at me and flexed his biceps.

" Sure you can " I said sarcastically and whacked his arm making him chuckle. " If Aaron did have any ' woman ' troubles the first person he'd probably go to is Joey - Who by the way is a complete jerk to girls. "

" Okay so if it isn't woman troubles? What's wrong with Aaron?...Is he gay? " He asked his brow furrowing slightly. "Does he have a crush on me or something " Jacob stood up and looked shocked.

" Relax Jake " I laughed at his absurd theories. " He's not gay and he certainly doesn't have a crush on you...who would " I murmured the last part but obviously Jake heard.

" I heard that bells " He pushed me slightly, frowning at me playfully. " And last time I checked you were practically drooling over this " He pointed to his body.

" I wasn't drooling per say " I defended myself weakly.

" Sure you weren't " He shook his head smirking a little at my attempts to cover my blush.

" Let's just get back to the problem at hand " I said a little flustered, Jacob laughed and nodded.

" Aaron is just drifting away from the family..." I started. " He seems to want to hang out with the Cullen than us as a family, he rarely has time for us and Charlie's pretty worried "

" He's friends with the Cullens? " Jacob asked and stiffened beside me.

" Not just friends he seems to have replaced mom for Esme and now us for them and he rarely talks to me about it " I sighed and buried my head into Jacobs chest.

" Don't worry bells " He soothed my rubbing my back in slow circles. " It's not like he's going to turn into a leech and join there coven " He laughed but I stiffened.

Jacob must have felt me stiffen because he kissed my head and added " Don't worry bells, the leeches may be leeches but their pansies they won't take him away from his own family " He assured me in his own way.

" Thanks Jake...I think "

" Nothing will happen to Aaron, trust me and we'll all protect him, you, me, the pack, your brothers everyone "

" Thanks Jake I really needed that " I pecked him softly on the lips and he smiled down at me. " Let's just not worry about that now, it's just you and me. "

" Jake and Bells "

" Yeah, I like that Jake and bells " I grinned back at him.

Just then a howl emitted from the forest not far from here. It sounded like Sam's howl and this didn't sound like just any howl, it sounded frantic something was definitely up.

Jacob stood up in less than a second and stood facing the trees where the howl came from. His face was torn as if he was having an internal battle with himself , his face was angled and looked older than the Jacob I know - It looked like Sam's but still had the glow in his eyes that kept Jacob - My Jacob.

"There's a bit of a complication," he told me, his voice carefully unworried. " I need to go Bells, Sam's calling it seems as though it's an emergency "

"Hurry back," I whispered.

He kissed me lightly on the lips, and then disappeared into the forest. Jacob was still in the shadow of the trees; I could see that he was regretting to leave me alone.

"I won't be long." he promised and with a final smile he turned to leave casting one small look of adoration towards me before running towards his pack.

I sat up and stared towards the trees for a moment. Wondering If I should Join them, What if it was a vampire? Or a huge coven? Could they handle them all? Should I go there and help?

But I knew in the back of my mind, that I should soulfully and purposely trust Jacob and just hope that he's alright and await for his return.

I walked back to Billy's house humming softly to my self and sent a quick hello to Harry and his wife Sue as I passed the local grocery store.

" Hey Billy " I said as I walked in. I knew he was in the house his scent was still the most potent here.

" Hey Bella " He wheeled himself into the living room. " What brings you here? Where's Jacob? " He asked noticing that I came alone.

" Pack meeting, apparently it important " I said sending him a comforting smile, not wanting to worry the man. " I'm sure it's fine "

" I sure hope so kid " He only smiled a tight smile in response.

Billy and I watched some baseball - Well I tried to but after a while I think Billy got annoyed at having to explain the rules over and over so Instead I opted out to make food for Jacob and Billy instead - and it's gonna take awhile, Jacob eats a truckload.

I wanted to make something special for them so I decided to bake apple pie exactly the way Sarah used to make but just not as great as hers.

After I took the pie out of the oven, Billy came rolling in trying to sneak a slice - I shooed him away and he chuckled taking a beer out and going back to the game.

Gabe came in a few minutes after with Joey in tow. Their hair were almost black and soaked wet from the rain, their cheeks pink and puffy and their brown eyes dark to an almost ebony.

" Hey bells, smells good " Gabe poked his finger in the pie, I kicked him in the shin.

" Don't do that " I scowled.

Billy came into the kitchen just then asking about the wolf business with Joey. Joey replied back in a neutral pack, telling him where he last spotted a nomad which was in the west of Oregon heading towards Nevada. Both packs do need information like this so we can be on high alert - it's a good thing Joey comes in handy with this. Joey has also noticed that there was a group of vampires in Seattle but was sure they weren't coming towards Forks - Joey looked uncertain of this and Gabe too.

" Great to have you kids high on alert, your doing the country proud " Billy nodded and smiled as though any proud father would.

" Thanks Billy " Joey laughed and Gabe saluted.

" So what brings you here kids, Charlie bugging you too? " He asked with a small chuckle.

" Nah Billy, we're just here for bells we got a pack meeting " Joey motioned towards me.

" Never seen your pack, how big is it? " Billy asked seeming interested.

" Not much just a couple of guys and a few girls " Joey shrugged a little upset by this.

" Girls too? " Billy asked surprised.

" You didn't think Bella was the only freak did you? " Gabe laughed and I whacked him in the head earning a chuckle from Billy and Joey.

" There are some girls but most are just to chicken to phase, they prefer to just talk and do their nails " Joey muttered irritated by this.

" I'm sure they'll come around, they're new to this "

" I guess so " Gabe nodded and Joey shrugged.

" Well we better get going see ya Billy " Joey waved as he took my arm and toed me to the front door.

" See ya billy " Me and Gabe both said in unison and Billy chuckled as he rolled himself back to the TV.

We got in the Car and drove for what seemed like miles going above 100 on the speedometer. We flew past Forks and Aberdeen, past Seattle and stopped just near Idaho right at the border. We came into what seemed like a field but with trees surrounding us, there was a lake in the distance filled with swans and ducks and a few logs arranged into what looked like seats.

Joey sniffed the air, as did Gabe - I joined them but was confused as to why we were but then I smelt it.

Scents colliding into a mix of burnt fire, perfume and sweat. The scent got closer and closer and I felt their presence dawn on us. They made me feel secure and safe, in almost and instant.

Gabe held me closer to his chest and Joey stepped forward awaiting their arrival which was just less than a few short seconds.

We were finally meeting the pack. Our pack.


This is it, hopefully I can update sooner but I have a week of tests from English to spanish and Geography! I'll see if I can update soon! Don't worry!

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