EPOV:

I stood there for a time- thinking of what to do and came to the conclusion that Bella needed her time right now. I walked back to the others and sat down. Everyone looked at me- waiting for an explanation. I didn't know what to say. I was so mad at everyone- especially Alice and Talia. I didn't want to open my mouth because I thought I would loose control about what I would say. I looked down to my plate which was still empty. She said she needed time. I didn't want her to think about this. I didn't want her to need time. Why was everything so complicated? Why couldn't everything be normal?

"Edward!" Someone said in a loud tone. I looked up and saw that everyone was still staring at me.

"What." I asked angrily.

"How is Bella?" Alice asked worried. I gave her a confused look. Was that a bad joke? I was about to laugh when I saw that everyone looked at me with a serious face.

"Bella? You want to know what she said to me?" I yelled and got up. My chair fell to the ground and I kicked it away.

"She said that she is not sure if she can deal with this shit which is my life. Her mom just called and yelled at her because some freaking photographers didn't leave her alone. EVERYONE is mean to her all of a sudden! What's wrong with you people? I try to protect her but I can't protect her from my own family. And if you guys can't deal with Bella and me being together I don't know you anymore!" I yelled.

"We love the fact that you two are a couple." My mom said confused.

"Yes. But Talia apparently doesn't. Oh and by the way. You are not going to sleep in my bed tonight. Just because you are the little one doesn't mean you get everything you want. And yes, I can be mean to you, too. You were mean to Bella- and who ever goes against Bella looses me, too." I yelled and turned around. I walked away shaking my head. I was so stupid. How could I leave Bella alone right now? She needed me more than ever and I left her!

I got up to her room and knocked at the door. No answer.

"Bella?" I asked and knocked again. "Bella it's me." I said and knocked louder. No answer. I leaned my ear against the door and tried to hear any noises from the inside. Nothing. I was about to call her cell when I remembered that she gave it to me before she ran away.

"Bella please!!" I yelled. I started panicking. I had the strange feeling that something wasn't right.

"Bella??" I yelled and banged at the door. I sighed and leaned my forehead against the door. That's when I noticed an envelope on the floor and written in Bella's script I saw my name on it. I sat down and opened it. A letter:

Dear Edward,

when you read this note I don't want you to be mad at yourself.

What I did- my decision- is not because of you or anything you did.

You were perfect. Even though it lasted only a day.

You know. The whole three month I had these feelings for you and I wanted us to be together and now that we are- I am the one that breakes up. How ironic.

Yes Edward, I break up with you and it is the hardest thing I ever did.

And even now that I am writing this letter I ask myself if it really is the right thing to do. But than I think of my mom and what she told me on the phone. She said she doesn't even recognize me anymore. And that's when I suddenly realized that she was right.

You changed me Edward and the whole time with you was awesome- like a carnival right. I closed my eyes and let you lead the way. It was an awesome ride... the end was just not what we- I expected!

Anyway. The reason I cried at the beach today was not just because of Talia or because of the photos. The reason I cried was my realization that I could never be enough for you and your life. I am just a poor German girl. We are just too different.

So when I decided what I was going to do, I knew I could never tell you in person- because, you being Edward wouldn't let me. Gosh you are cute.

So I wrote you this letter to tell you just one thing... no, two.

The first thing is that I have feelings for you that are so much stronger than I ever thought possible. If I wouldn't know it better I might think you are my soulmate!

The second thing is a little bit more sad. I want to tell you what I did. Why I am not in my room. But I guess by now you already know what I did. Well anyway. Here you go:

I am going back to Germany.

I know you will forget me. You will I know. But I know I will never forget you and I am sure I will never feel for someone else how I did for you.

In deepest and eternal love,
Bella

My hands were numb and my stomach was cramping. I stared at something but didn't really see it. She-was-gone. Bella left me. I rested my head on my knees. All this time she was afraid that I would leave her and now she left me. How could she!! Why would she just run away? I felt how my sadness turned into anger. I got up and put the letter in the back pocket of my jeans. This was not how it was going to work. I wouldn't let her run away. I wouldn't give up that easily. Never. I went down to the reception.

"Edward Masen. I need my car... quick." I said impatiently. The girl looked something up on the computer and gave me a confused look.

"I am sorry Sir. A girl took your car an hour ago." The girl said confused and my mouth fell open. She was smart.

"Than I am Jasper Hale right now." I said angrily. She took my car so that I couldn't follow her. That made me mad. The girl got Jasper's keys and looked at me.

"So Mr. Masen. I need an ID so that I can see that Edward Masen is Jasper Hale." She said with a smug. I groaned.

"Yes, I am Edward Masen. And this is an emergency. Jasper Hale is my best friend and I need his freaking car right now." I yelled.

"I am sorry sir. I can't do that." The girl said and put the key back on the desk.

"What the heck! This is an emergency." I said angrily.

"You already said that sir." She said and turned away. I leaned my forehead against the table. And now?

"Natalie? Could you come here for a second?" Another girl asked I raised my head and watched the girl from the reception leave. I stood there for a second staring down at Jasper's car keys. Without hesitating another second I reached over the table, took the keys and ran outside to the parking lot to get the car on my own.

JPOV:

After Edward left everyone was really tensed and the worst thing was that Talia didn't stop crying. Everyone was annoyed and didn't say a word.

"I want to leave." Alice mumbled. She had a bad conscience because she asked Bella about the article. I gave her a kiss on the back of the hand.

"I am not sure we can." I mumbled right than a security guy from the hotel reached our table.

"Mr. Hale?" He asked and everyone looked at him. Relieved for a topic change.

"Yes." I asked and almost laughed about the fact that I was glad about this, too.

"I am really sorry. But unfortunately your car got stolen." The guy said and everyone gasped.

"WHAT!" I yelled and than felt Alice's hand on my arm. "I mean how."

"Well. It seems like there was a conflict with the girl on the reception desk. She left your keys there on the desk and well. Mr... well the guy who stole it just had to grab them." The security guy said. My mouth fell open.

"How could that happen! And why were my keys on the desk?" I asked confused.

"Because Mr. Edward Masen asked for them but he couldn't get them. So he stole them." The guy said and I relaxed. Edward took my car. But than another bad feeling spread through my whole body.

"Why didn't he take his car?" I asked and everyone looked at the security guy.

"Because Miss Isabella Swan took it about 75 minutes ago." The guy said and everyone gasped for air. This was not good.

"Thank you." I said and the guy disappeared. Not really a topic change after all.

EPOV:

This was INSANE! I was chasing after Bella and I didn't even know where to go. I decided to drive to the airport. But what if that's what Bella expected me to do and she is going somewhere completely else? Maybe she is driving to another airport right now. This decision could ruin my life! I was driving 50 miles per hour over the speed limit and I freaking didn't care.

And even if she was on her way to the airport- maybe she took a different way! Maybe she is already gone! Who knows!

I drove down on the interstate- the fastest way to the airport. I was already driving since thirty minutes when I suddenly had to hit the breaks because there was a line of cars just standing there on the interstate.

What the heck! I thought and tried to look ahead. I just saw police and ambulance blocking the street. Perfect! An accident! This was freaking perfect! Bella's airplane could be gone by now and I was standing in line because of some stupid police stuff. I got more and more impatient and I just couldn't believe that I was actually standing on an interstate. I wasn't moving a bit. The fire departmentwas driving by and I banged my head against the steering wheel this couldn't be true. This must be all a big joke. I started laughing uncontrollably and than the cars moved slowly forward and so did I.

"Well thank you!" I yelled and was glad that I was finally moving again. Slowly I saw all the paramedics running around and the fire department wastrying to get a grip on the fire which came out of a up-side-down laying car... I swallowed. A sliver Mercedes SLK- to be exact. My hands got shaky and my breathing was heavy. I tried to concentrate on the license plate. It couldn't be. No, it just couldn't. Something like this always just happens to other people. My heart picked up speed and I hardened the grip around the steering wheel. Now I was right next to the broken car. I saw blood on the ground and on the window of the driver side. There was the license plate: Washington D.C.- 539 EAM That's what it said. That's what I read over and over again. That's what I hoped it wouldn't say. Because that- was my car. That was the car Bella sat in. I made it over to the shoulder and got out. I ran across the street ignoring the honking of the other car.

"I'm sorry Mr. you can't be here." A police officer said. I looked around looking for Bella.

"Where is she?" I asked with a shaky voice.

"I can't tell you." The police officer said.

"Is she ok?" I asked.

"I am sorry Mr. I can't." The police officer said. I looked at him. I was mad.

"Listen officer. I am Edward Masen and the car that is laying there is mine... which is not important at the least because my girlfriend is the one that was sitting in there. So you see no matter how you look at it- I have the right to know what is going on!" I almost yelled. The police officer looked at me with big eyes.

"You are Edward Masen?" He asked.

"How-is-she?" I asked again.

"I don't know." The officer said.

"I want to go to her." I said but the officer shook his head.

"You are not family." He said.

"She is a foreign exchange student. Right now I am the only family she has!" I said and walked to the ambulance where I found a paramedic.

"How is she?" I asked and at the same moment I feared the answer.

"Excuse me... are you family?" He asked.

"Ahm..." I hesitated. I wasn't family. But she had no one and I NEEDED to know what was going on with her. "Yes, I am her fiance." I said and the guy gave me a surprising look.

"Hey you are Edward Masen... aren't you?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.

"How is Miss Swan doing?" I asked and the doctors smile fell.

"We are not sure yet... the accident was really bad. She drove about 130 miles per hour when she came up from the road and lost control. The car flew through the air and landed on the roof. That's how it slided about 200 feet." The guy said and I had the feeling my heart stopped.

"When we came she was unconscious and had lost a lot of blood. The problem was that we had to wait for the fire department because we couldn't get the door open. So we got her out of there since five minutes." The doctor said.

"Five minutes?! When did the accident happen?" I asked loud.

"About 30 minutes ago." The doctor said.

"So why aren't you helping her!" I yelled furious about the fact that Bella was in that car since 30 minutes and no one did anything.

"Because there are already 7 paramedics in the ambulance." The paramedic answered and I felt dizzy all of a sudden. I grabbed my hair with my hands and got down on my knees. Right than the back door of the ambulance opened.

"Whe need help in here. Her heart is not beating." The paramedic said. The one that talked to me gave me a hand.

"We are on our way to the hospital. You can follow us with your car." He said quickly and disappeared into the ambulance. I ran to my car and followed the ambulance. The sirens and the lights made me feel like I had to throw up. I felt tears coming. This was not right. This is not how it should be. Bella was dead right now... and there was nothing I could do.

Don't you die Bella... don't you dare leave me here.

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Wow! I hope you don't hate me for this! I know how much you guys LOVE my cliff hangers!! ;-)

Well anyway... lot's of you didn't like the fact that everything is getting so dramatic again. And I got this one review I REALLY loved because it said what I think! Without conflicts in a story the story is getting REALLY boring and well... more or less is a piece of shit! So... thanks for the coment because that's EXACTLY what I'm thinking! On the other hand I can promise that there won't be another big conflict. The question if I do a sequel or not... well I no the answer but right now I won't tell you guys because... well cliff hanger and all!! ;-)

I am mean... I know!