Jessica's Point of View

I stared at Xemnas and Daddy, not really knowing what to say. I don't know why I bothered to come here. Mommy is dead. What more is there to say?

"Can I become a Nobody." I asked. Xemnas and Daddy stared at me in shock. I braced myself for the yelling that was sure to come. "No Jessica." Xemnas replied softly. "Please. I don't want to feel this pain anymore." I begged. "It is not a way to run from your problems. Jessica, I understand that this will be hard for you, but escaping your feelings is not the answer. Please don't talk about it again." Xemnas pleaded. I was silent. It would be so much better if I didn't feel emotions. They don't know how lucky they have it.

"Jessica, you need to trust me when I say that it's a good thing that you're not a Nobody." Daddy stated. Tears poured down my face.

"How did this happen? What did she do to deserve this?" I sobbed. "She didn't do anything to deserve this Jessica. Never forget that. She gave her life to protect you, and you must never waste the precious gift that came at such a high price. If there is no other reason, you can't become a Nobody because she wouldn't have wanted you to." Daddy replied. I wiped off my tears.

"Okay. But at least... Please let me have revenge." I said. "No, you can't do that either. Your mother wouldn't want that either Jessica." Daddy insisted. The tears came back. I have a feeling I'll be crying a lot for a little while.

"Can I- can I go to The Land of Departure?" I asked. "That's fine Jessica, but I don't want you going anywhere else today." Xemnas sighed. "Thank you." I said managing a small smile before leaving through a dark corridor. The only person who can help me right now is Master Eraqus.


Samantha: Yeah, I wish she had more than Zexion too, but at the very least he'll probably be able to help her seeing that it was indicated in Birth By Sleep that his parents died.