Ok bonus update, hope you like! Here is a new point of view, Madison and her true thoughts and feelings. Enjoy!!!! :)

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True Past and Secrets Untold-M.P.O.V (Madison)

I watched Bella from the corner of my eye, as she looked rather bored out the window of the aeroplane. I wondered idly why she was even on this plane, why did she have any desire to go to Volterra. What was her decision to go there based on, I had some idea that it was to do with this Edward guy, but why go to Volterra, and not some other place?

I had come to like Bella very much over the last couple of hours we'd been on this dreaded plane. I had told her everything… well almost everything, everything I was allowed to say at least.

She had initially felt sorry for me after she had learned of my story and then in turn I had felt sorry for her, after learning of hers. We were both rather a mess, the both of us incomplete, our loves far away and in my case gone forever.

I wondered again why Bella was going to Volterra but then stopped to think over my own reasons for venturing there once again. I had been there before, once upon a time, not long after I had been changed all I wanted to do was die, to escape the pain of not ever being able to see john again.

The voluri made me see reason, and told me that john would want me to live and to move on and that if I truly loved him I would do just that, and so I did, well I tried anyway. They had offered me a place on their guard claiming I had an amazing gift, the gift of getting someone to tell me anything I wanted, the gift to delve into their darkest secrets. They told me I could control the person's emotion towards their secrets; make them feel at ease so that they would tell me all.

I however did not believe them. I remember in my human life, I had been a trustworthy and caring girl, people could tell me anything and I would not tell another soul, their secret would be safe with me. The Volturi tried to tell me that I had carried this trait through to my…my new life but still I did not believe them.

I ran away, I left the Volturi and their silly games; they could not control me like they did the others. But now here I was in that very same predicament, foolishly journeying back to Volterra, back to the Volturi and their sick controlling games.

I had thought long and hard over this and had decided not a day ago that I would go back and join their guard; I could not keep this life of journeying alone up forever. It was a lonely road, the life of a vampire, no friends, no family and no mate. I was all alone in the world and so I had decided to put them up on their offer, at the time it seemed a rather good idea. But now after meeting Bella I wasn't so sure.

Had I made the wrong decision?

I thought over this as I watched a young mother and her child sleep in the row next to me. On the one hand I could stay alone for the rest of my sorry existence or on the other hand join the Volturi guard. The two options both had their faults but then again having company for a change would be good.

I was headed to Volterra to start this new life, but I couldn't help but think should I ask Bella what her plans were? Was she thinking of joining the Volturi as well? Or not. Looking over at Bella again I decided against asking her, if she had wanted to tell me she would have, I would give her time, maybe she would tell me by her own accord. I really hoped she would.

For now though we still had time left till we were scheduled to land, which meant I had more time to think. Was it really time to think over my new future? Or was it just time to doubt and worry over the mistake I was about to make…

OK there is your bonus chapter for today, and that goes out to all the people who have supported me and this story, reviewed and alerted. I would like to thank you all for being so patient. Until the next chapter update R&R Love ya xx Alice xx