Thanks for being ever so patient. I have Regents week so I'm now off all week. And with this week I shall get everyone caught up with the story. yay. Be warned there are 53 chapters so I'm goanna be busy. I'm basicly reposting them from an old website we used so yeah. Hope you like these chapters. Loves you all PuppyloveYue!! Any questions or complaints don't be afraid to ask.

Jacob(POV)

Nine Thirty. Where is she? Yas still hasn't come home yet and her phone keeps going to voice mail. Thats it I'm going to her house.

"You going out again?" My dad ask truning his head away from the basketball game.

"Yeah yas still hasn't picked up her phone. I'm just getting worried."

"Don't get your boxers in a buunch. She's fine. She's a strong girl."

"Yeah your right but still. Can you blame me?" I grin.

"No I guess I can't. Ohh I forgot to metion Rachel called she said she's stopping by for Christmas this year. Maybe Rebecca and her new husband will too." My dad smiles.

"Cool. They can meet Yasmin. I'll be back later." I call heading for the door.

"Don't do anything I wouldn't." He calls back.

I roll my eyes and close the door. I phase and run too Yasmin's house. I phase back about a block from her house. I'll change the pace for once. I look up and see a shooting star.

"Make a wish." I whisper.

I wish for Yasmin to always be happy. I knock on her door and wait.

"Ohh Jacob. She's still not home yet." Stacey says answering the door with a smile.

"Okay umm if you don't mind if I wait for her right?"

"Not at all come on in." She swishes her hair moving to allow me in.

"Umm I kind of wanted to wait outside. Its way to warm in your house. Don't want to give anyone a heat stroke." I joke hoping she would buy it.

"Okay. I'll send her out when she gets back." She smiles. Does this woman ever not smile?

"Okay."

She closes the door and I go sit on the chair swing. I close my eyes and remember when me and Yas sat out here and just talked about our past. I was really weird but aslo it felt like we could tell each other anything we wanted. It was bliss. Maybe this is what real love feels like. I asked Bella, Sam, Quil, and Jarred, and they all aid the same thing.

"When your with them its like your whole. but when they leave its like your missing a peice of you. Its hard to breathe." is what Bella described.

"Its like having something with you thats valuable and you can't have anyone else have it. Its like a soul protection." Sam told me.

"I don't know really. She's still four so its not really much. But you gotta admit she's cute." I remember Quil telling me.

"Its really awsome. Its like having someone you can talk to and not be judged. The only let down is you can't say no to them." Jarred said to me.

That is the only let down but I'll probably break that. Mostly. I hear the door open and about to jump up and hug the person but the scent is different. Its like roses and lemons. Odd combo.

"Um Jacob? You awake?" Jessica asks.

"Um yeah. Whats up?" I say opening my eyes to look at her.

"Oh nothing much. Mom just wants me to keep you company and wants me to give you this." She blushes handing me a mug of hot chocolate.

"Cool I'm parched."

She hands me the mug of hot coco. It taste kind of watery not like Yas makes it but I'm not gonna judge it. Its the thought that counts right?

"So how's everything been?" she tries to make small talk.

"Okay I guess. Slow but good."

"Ohh I see. Well its kind of weird don't you think?"

"What is?" I ask taking another sip.

I better be careful here. Jess is known to twist words.

"Well don't you think its weird that the day Yasmin's ex died she said yes to go out with you. Maybe she killed him herself so she could be with you. If you ask me thats kind of creepy."

"I'm positive thats not what happened. She's still kind of tramatized by the whole thing." I explain to her.

"Well how do you know I mean its kind of weird. I mean she was constantly rejecting you then she just comes out and says yes. Its kind of fuzzy." She tries to push it.

"Its a bond I guess. Trust me the mythical world is something way different." I chuckle.

"Whatever. To me its just people who are just differnet types of freaks." she scoffs.

"Excues me?"

"No not you guys I mean you serve a purpose. You and everyone else protect us. But what about everuone else. La Push is only so big." She blushes.

"Everything is differnt. To each there own life. Maybe I should be getting home. My head feels funny. Thanks for the Coco Jess but I'll just see her tomorrow then." I say feeling my head slip in and out.

I'll Check with Alice then come back and bunk out in her room.

"Okay and no problem. We always got enough for you Jake." she blushes again.

"Okay well if Yas does come home soon Tell her I'll see her tomorrow."

"Sure." She smirks.

I get up to leave but something tugs on my arm. The next thing I know I'm face to face with Jessica and our lips crash. I feel a pain in my heart and my body goes numb. I can't move. Jessica winds my hands around her body and drags me to the wall. Like I'm pushing her against it. Why can't I move? I smell the air. Honeysuckles. Yasmin...

"Jacob..." I hear the hurt in her voice.

Jessica breaks and glares at her. My feeling is coming back. That took long enough.

"You mind were busy." Jessica smirks at her.

The look on Yasmin's face wants me to tear into tears.

"I trusted you. You know what you can have him. He's not worth the time of day." She spits looking at me in discust.

She slams the door and I smell the salt in her tears. No. Not again. I break from Jesica and glare at her.

"What was that?!" I growl at her.

"Just some payback. Besides you know you liked it and there will always be more. Bye." She says smirking and walks back into the house.

She walks in the house and I just stand there. That little b*tch. I run around to Yasmin's window and the lights are still on. Good she's up. Please let me explain. I jump up and touch the window. I see myself chokeing and I feel my head start to go fuzzy. What was that? I look into the room and I see Yasmin crying on her bed. I hear some type of music but I don't understand it. But the beat sounds sad.

"Yasmin please open up. Let me explain." I yell through the window careful not to touch it again.

She glances up and glares at me. She gets up tears running over her face and opens the window.

"You leave me alone. Come back again and I'll blow your brains out. You got that. I've been hurt enough. I thought I could trust you but I guess I was wrong. Now leave. And take my heart with you cause you already tore it to peices."

She slams the window shut and closes the curtain. I hear the music change from sad to her track demo and she turns it up. What have I done? I do as she wants and phase back but I turn one more time when I hear something go boom. I wonder what she blew up. I howl and run home. I gotta make this better but how? I only know three people who can help me. And I hope I get to them before Its too late to get her back.