So, the first one's done for today, two to go :) And thanks to AnneCpc for all the lovely reviews :D
Sense
For the longest time, a lot of things didn't make sense to Blaine Anderson. He couldn't figure why his heart skipped a beat whenever Kurt smiled at him like that. At first he thought it was simply because his friend was one of the most attractive boys he'd ever met – if he wasn't on top of the list – but at some point, that excuse didn't seem to work anymore.
To add to his confusion he found himself flirting with Kurt more often than not. But he didn't even want anything more than friendship, or did he? His subconscious seemed to decide for him when it came to the Warblers' countertenor. And obviously, said subconscious wanted to tell him something.
Valentine's Day had been a revelation in more than just one point, but Blaine was still unsure of his feelings. As he'd said: He didn't want to ruin their friendship for something he wasn't sure had any potential. And then came the train wreck that was Rachel's party and Blaine didn't know what he should be more confused about: How good a drunken kiss with an equally drunk girl had felt or how desperately he'd wanted the bottle to stop on Kurt.
When he woke up in said boy's bed the next morning, his lazy mind at first drew the obvious conclusion. Blaine wasn't really grateful for the confusing surge of happiness and belonging that rushed through him at the thought of possibly having done the deed with his best friend, neither was he for the shock and self-hatred at the idea that they might have had sex and he'd completely forgotten about it (later on he'd think back to that moment and deem himself stupid; there was no way he could have forgotten what it felt like to be that intimate with Kurt, no matter how drunk he'd might been – he spoke from experience).
Luckily, the situation was explained soon enough and Blaine was more than relieved, both at the fact that he hadn't made their friendship even more complicated than before (though he was about to do that anyway by agreeing to a date with Rachel) and that he hadn't done something like that and just forgotten about it.
Their conversation after the Warblers' short trip to Sexyland almost had his head bursting with contradicting thoughts. He tried to tell himself that his interest in Kurt's sexual education was of a completely platonic nature. Blaine just cared about Kurt as a good friend and didn't want him to get hurt or catch some random disease in the future. It was normal to want to protect him after all he'd already been through.
Blackbird, however, made it all clear to him. For the first time in months, everything made sense. Blaine was madly in love with Kurt and subconsciously he'd known what they would become the moment he'd turned around on that staircase. That was why he'd kept flirting even though he hadn't meant to consciously. That was why he'd wanted to kiss Kurt so badly at Rachel's party. It seemed him talking to Burt hadn't happened out of completely honorable intentions, either. Blaine had to swallow and shake his head a few times before the mental image of making out with Kurt lost its power over his wandering mind.
Now he only needed to present his best friend this revelation. He just hoped that he hadn't made him wait for too long because he was pretty convinced that things would make even more sense with Kurt's lips pressed against his.