Hello guys, sorry but I cannot right now assure you I will be able to write stories for a certain period of time...

A close old family friend of mine just...got killed in an accident but evidence leads that it was a suicide.

I don't know how angry and bittered I feel from the inside, I'm really now not in the best mood right now because this person is like a grandfather to me.

We all know suicide is not an easy subject to discuss...but it is something that needs to be dealt for real, not only through messages or something like that but also through talking, offering help and listening, listening is what we need to do.

I am not going into detail to this but I want to share a message and I hope all of you take a not to this because you might be able to help someone out:

To those who see something off to a person, who you know is depressed or in a bad way right now, believe me, try and comfort the person because my mom who isn't a family member of him but he considered him as a daughter was the last person to see him alive and said his farewell to him...

If you know anybody, ANYBODY close to you or your friends, family, neighbors, schoolmates or even someone who you're working with, please. Try as best as you can to talk with that person because if we fail to help another human being out then what is this world coming to...

And to those who may be right now are in a depressed state and are thinking of something like if your life is meaningless or you don't want to live anymore, PLEASE! don't think that way.

I know it is hard for you in the position you're in right now, believe me. I had these same thoughts a few months back...

If you cannot talk to anyone close to you, feeling embarrassed or like there's no one who you can talk to, I will listen. Because I personally believe you are not what you think you are! Even if you don't agree with my views or no, I believe God has given you a reason to live and that you should never be ashamed on what you're going through, no one has ever had a life without pain, horror or shock.

If you need someone to talk to, I open my doors to you; send me a message, I will answer. I went through the same dark thoughts you may have had. But if you don't feel comfortable talking to a stranger, then please do talk, to your teacher, or parents, your best friends, or even your local religious clergy, they may help you get through those dark thoughts.

That's all I got to say right now, sorry If you guys were expecting something else.

Please hold tight and feel for your fellow human being.

Allah/God bless you all!