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Chapter Thirty seven.
Edward's POV.
Even though Charlie had left to go back to work, he must have left Anna with instructions to check on us every fifteen minutes or so. So I headed home to change and get Sally, whilst Bella headed to the stables to get Jack. Bella arrived just as I was heading for the stables, it still came as a shock how fast that damn horse was. I was watching him stomp from one foot to the other in his impatience, snorting his objection to standing still. That's when something occurred to me that I hadn't thought of before.
"How would you feel about us having a baby?" I asked Bella as I walked Sally out to where they were waiting.
"What?!" Bella questioned, the alarm on her face making me laugh.
"How would you feel about me using Jack at stud with Sally?" I asked, trying to not smile as relief washed over her face.
"Oh, I'd have thought you would want to use another Palomino?" She said.
"Yeah, normally, but I was thinking what an awesome jumper they would make, the best of both of them." I said.
"I would say or the worst of both... but Jack doesn't have any bad side do you baby?" She asked rubbing his neck. He nodded his head. "Don't you mean no?" She laughed, and he nodded his head again.
"So? What do you think?" I asked.
"Sure, you can have some of my sperm so that you can have my baby," she said grinning at me.
"Fuck, that sound's really sick, Bella." I said.
"What? Like you wouldn't have said something like that to me?" She said as we rode out into the woods.
"That's different." I pointed out.
"How so?"
"Because baby, we both enjoy it when I give you my sperm." I said, with a smirk, as she blushed furiously. Then something occurred to me. "Did it really freak you out when I asked you if we should have a baby?" I asked.
"You could say that," she said not looking at me.
"Don't you want to have kids... someday?" I asked, it's not like we'd been together long enough for the question to have come up before, but I needed to know.
"Well, yes... someday, but I'm going to be far too busy with college, horses and the band to think about that sort of thing, you know... later, after we're married." She said sensibly. "Why don't you?" She added.
"I want you to have my kids, yeah... I hadn't really thought about it before, like ever... but yeah... I want that." I told her. "I like the idea of you barefoot and pregnant in my kitchen." I said.
"You'll have to buy the house to have the kitchen first," she laughed before kicking Jack on and galloping ahead, giving me an awesome view of her amazing ass.
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It was sometime later when we got to the meadow, we tied up the horses and taking her hand I walked into the middle of the little haven. I sat down in the grass pulling her to sit astride me, her lips on mine instantly. I sucked on her bottom lip tugging it until she opened her mouth allowing my tongue access, our tongues dancing and exploring each other. My cock was already straining against my zipper when Bella's hands moved to release me from my jeans. I flipped her over into the grass and removed her riding boots, then slowly removed her jeans, kissing my way back up her leg when I had them off. She moaned loudly as I licked along the edge of her panties along the apex of her thighs, before divesting her of her panties, and kissing my way back up her other leg. She was positively squirming by the time I had my face back between her thighs, I was struggling to take things slowly. Teasing her as she moaned and writhed to my touch, sucking on her clit as my fingers slid inside her. Bringing her to the brink and then stopping, driving her crazy.
"Edward, please!" She begged, making me grin like a fool, I moved my fingers and massaged her sweet spot, making her scream her orgasm. Seconds later I crawled up her body, as she lay breathless and beautiful beneath me. I positioned myself and slowly pushed into her, watching her face contort in ecstasy as I joined my body with hers.
"God I fucking love you so much." I told her through my teeth as I fought back the urge to cum.
"I fucking love you too," she said.
"I've never heard you swear before... it sounds so dirty coming from you... and it's fucking hot." I said, before I captured her lips with mine.
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After Bella's birthday things between us were so much better, we were no longer hassled at school, not now everyone knew we were engaged. We spent pretty much every waking moment together, plus the orchestra was taking up so much of our time now. Everything else was taking a back seat, it was traveling to music halls during the week and to horse shows during the weekend. It was very tiring, Mom and Anna hired a tutor for Emm, Rose, Bella and myself, just so our school work wouldn't suffer, with all the traveling we missed a lot of school. Getting alone time with Bella got harder and harder, but we managed, it made for some pretty interesting shenanigans as she put it. But the shower cubicle in the horse trailer between classes has to be my all-time favorite.
As the competition for the orchestra heated up we were playing more rock with an orchestra than the other way around. We were getting a lot of media attention, even a few people interested in offering us a recording contract. But our parents were right, we needed to finish school first, and then maybe college.
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It had now been six weeks since Bella and I got engaged, and tomorrow was the start of the trial. I had been hesitant to leave Bella tonight, but Charlie insisted he'd keep an eye on her. I'd been home about half an hour and was just getting out of my shower when my Mom tapped on the bathroom door.
"Will you be long honey?" Mom asked, as I wrapped a towel around myself.
I opened the door to see the worried look on her face. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"Charlie has been on the phone, Bella is freaking out." She said, as I ran to get some clothes. "He asked if we would mind, if you would spend the night with her, she needs to get some sleep and she'll only calm down with you." Mom said.
"I knew I should never have left her," I muttered as pulled on a t shirt.
"Just grab some overnight things, I'll bring your suit over in the morning," she said thankfully turning away while I pulled my boxers on.
The moment I arrived I ran straight to her room, my usually strong, brave girl was in tears.
"Hey, hey, baby it's okay I'm here." I said as I climbed in bed beside her and pulled her into my arms.
"I, I. I..." she tried to say.
"No baby don't, it's okay, you are just fried from all the traveling and shit... we've been so busy you've had no time to process all that will happen. It's okay baby, you have nothing to be afraid of." She had been so out of sorts since the new birth control she went on reacted badly and made her ill, messing up her hormones, making her emotional. She'd had to come off it immediately but we were still dealing with her being emotional.
I slid down the bed pulling her with me, she lay on my chest, as I soothed her and stroked her hair. "I love you baby, I will never let anything bad happen to you." I assured her.
Soon her breathing evened out and she finally fell into an exhausted sleep, I kissed her hair. Grateful that I could be here with her in my arms, to comfort her when she needed me!
"How's she doing?" I heard Dad ask, I looked up to see both him and Charlie in the doorway.
"She's sleeping." I whispered.
"Maybe we should go now she's asleep?" Dad suggested, but as if she had heard him, Bella moaned and hugged me tighter.
"No, it's okay Edward, it's you she needs right now. You can stay." Charlie said, I nodded and he closed the door on us. I settled into Bella's pillows and soon fell to sleep.
I woke to the alarm, Bella still in my arms, she looked up at me sheepishly.
"Thank you for staying." She whispered.
"You needed me... where else would I be?" I questioned. She smiled at me sadly.
"I'm sorry I got into such a state, I don't know how to control these emotions, and it freaks me out." She said.
"You have been through so much over the last few months baby, it was going to catch up with you sooner or later. But you know I will always be here for you." I said emphatically.
The trial was being held in Port Angeles, so we had an early start, Bella never let go of my hand once, well not until she took the chair. She was only there for a few minutes and she kept her eyes on me throughout her ordeal, but the stress on her face was clear. She practically fell into my arms when she took her seat back beside me. The trial went on for four days, and during that time, I spent every night in Bella's bed. I didn't even wait to be asked, I could tell as the night drew in that Bella became more nervous about me leaving, Charlie could see this too.
After the trial, Dad insisted on Bella having tests done to find a suitable birth control and within days of going on her new tablets her hormones began to settle. Though we did kind of neglect telling our parents, until I had been staying with Bella so long that, we couldn't bear to sleep apart and so I became a permanent resident at Bella's. Which in turn Charlie eased up on us when he was sure he wasn't about to become a grandfather any time soon!
This year just kept getting better and better... especially in the run up to Christmas. Nationals and orchestra were on hold while we took our exams. Newton and Crowley were tried as adults and got seven years each in prison. Better still the holidays were here and Bella and I would be traveling alone to Seattle for a four day stay whilst we took our Kung Fu gradings, I couldn't wait.
A/N Sorry this was a very rushed chapter, written at work, this morning! :D hope you liked it...