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~Chapter Thirty-Six~
~Jade's POV~
When I woke the next morning, I was sandwiched between Gracie and Alexa. I wasn't really sure how all three of us fit on the bed, but we managed it. The only bad part was there was no way to get out of bed without waking either of them up.
"Los, stop moving, I'm trying to sleep." Alexa mumbled in her sleep, and then she threw an arm over my stomach and tried to bury her head in my chest.
I could not believe this was happening.
"Los when did you grow boobies?"
To make everything that much worse, she brought her hand up and started to squeeze my chest. God this could not get any worse.
"Momma Bear, you up yet?" Los called out opening the door at the same time.
Nope, I was wrong this was about to get a lot worse.
"Momma Bear, why is Lex groping you?"
"Because she thinks I am you, and that you've grown boobies overnight."
"And why haven't you stopped her?"
"Because it's the most action I've gotten in a while."
"You are too funny, Momma Bear."
"You think I'm kidding, I'm not. At all."
"Right, I should take my girlfriend back." He walked into the room all the way and over to Alexa's side of bed.
He gently shook her awake.
"Morning Los." She rolled over and practically fell into his arms. "I had a really weird dream."
"Oh really? Tell me about it." I could tell he was trying so hard not to smile or laugh.
"I had a dream you had boobies. They were nice boobies too."
"Sweetie, you were feeling up Jade, not me."
"No." She shook her head.
"Yeah." I sat up looking at her.
"I'm so sorry."
"Don't worry about it. Wasn't the first time I was felt up by a girl, and it won't be the last."
"Gracie doesn't count."
"Who said I was talking about Gracie?" I raised an eyebrow at them.
"Right, we're gonna go." A red faced Carlos and Alexa practically ran from the room.
"Mommy, did you have to do that to them?"
"Yes, yes I did." I grinned at her. "Why don't we go get you some breakfast."
"I'm hungry."
I just shook my head and laughed. I slid off the end of the bed and headed towards the front, where everyone but Kendall and Ryan were. I didn't even want to think about where they were or what they were doing.
"Morning Momma Bear." Everyone but Alex called out.
"Morning Cubs, anyone take Fluffy Marshmallow out?"
"She's been out, feed and watered." Logan grinned at me.
"Thank you, so who's cooking this AM? Because I sure as hell aren't." I sat next to James at the table.
"Breakfast is here!" Mark bounded onto the bus. "Just in time I see. How are you this morning, Boss Lady?"
"Better when someone gives me food and coffee?"
"Here you are, one large chocolate chip frap, two hash browns and a stake bagel, without egg." He placed my food in front of me. "And for Miss. Gracie, we have pancakes and bacon."
"And this is why you are now my favorite." I grinned up at him.
"I thought I was your favorite?" James put his arms around me and pouted.
"If you don't let me eat, they will never find your body." I pointed my straw at him.
He sat up and folded his hands on the table in front of him.
"Good Boy." I patted the top of his head. "So did you talk to my sister yet?"
"Yes, we're good now."
"Keep it that way."
"Yes Momma Bear."
I nodded and took a long drink of my coffee. It's been so long since I've had one of these, it tasted so good. I was in heaven.
"So what's on the agenda today?"
"Not much, it's a free day."
"Well is there anything around here you guys want to do?"
"For real?" Logan looked at me shocked.
"Why not?" I shrugged. "There's no point being bored here all day."
"You woke up in a good mood this morning." James laughed.
"Yes I did." I winked at Carlos and Alexa, who just blushed.
"Something happen we need to know about?" Alex seemed like he was the only one who caught my wink.
"Nothing you need to worry your pretty head about. By the way, why are you here and not with your sister?"
"I just wanted to make sure you were okay."
"As you can see I'm fine."
"You'll have to excuse Momma Bear, so can be, for lack of better terms, a bear in the morning." Logan laughed.
"Love Bug, where would you like to go today?"
"Can we go to the zoo?"
"Of course, and your uncle's will be so happy about it too." I glared at all of them, letting them know they didn't have a choice.
"Can Ryan and I go?"
"Sure, more the merrier."
"Great, I will go let her know." He stood up and walked off the bus as quickly as he could.
I just shook my head and took a bite of my sandwich.
"I'm not sure Nick will okay this." Mark rubbed the back of his neck.
"Yeah, Nick may think he's in charge, but we all know that I am. And if he has a problem with that, then he can walk out the door, and if he does, I hope the door hits him in the ass on the way out."
"Got it Boss Lady, if he has a problem, he can take it up with you."
"Yes, pretty much."
"Good to know." He laughed. "I will go get everything set up for you guys. Who do you want to go with us?"
"Tyler for sure and whoever you want. I trust you to pick. Leave around 10."
He nodded and walked off the bus.
"So you gonna tell us what happened to your hand?" James asked, not looking at me.
"I hit a wall and it won and that's all I'm say. James you can tell Kendall where we're going."
"Are you guys fighting again?"
"He's not here, is he?"
"Right, dropping the subject."
I just shook my head and finished breakfast.
"Okay, you guys go get ready for a day of fun at the zoo." I ginned at then daring any of them to groan.
They all knew what it was like to take Gracie to the zoo. I almost felt bad for those who don't know what it's like to go to the zoo with her, key word almost.
This was going to be a fun day, I could just feel it.
~Kendall's POV~
After a long night of tossing and turning, I finally got up. Like I figured, Logan was nowhere in sight. He always took Jade's side in our fights.
I was actually shocked he was the one who told me that Jade was back from the ER and resting. I had really wanted to go talk to her, but Alexa and Gracie had been with her, so I didn't bother.
There was so much I need and wanted to say to her, but I couldn't because she was always around someone else. What I had to say was just between us and needed to stay that way.
I was just walking around trying to get rid of my boredom. Everyone else was on Jade's bus. As much as I wanted to be there, I knew she didn't want me there. It hurt, but I really didn't have anyone to blame but myself.
"What's with the long face, Kendall?" Ryan's voice broke my thoughts.
"I just thinking, what are you up too?"
"Looking for my brother, but I can't seem to find him."
"Did you check Jade's bus?"
"Why would he be on there?"
I just shrugged.
"Do you know where Jade was last night?"
"The ER."
"Why?"
"She broke her hand."
"OMG, how?"
"She hit a wall."
"Why?"
"I don't know."
"Are things okay between you guys?"
"I really don't know." I shook my head and ran my fingers through my hair.
"Well she lied to you about coming on tour, what else has you lied you about?"
I shrugged and didn't answer her. I really didn't want her to make sense, but she really did. What else had Jade lied about, or just didn't tell me. I hated feeling like I didn't even know my own wife.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you sad."
"It's not your fault." I looked at her. "I get stuck in my head sometimes."
"We all do." She touched my knee. "I'm here if you want to talk."
"Thanks." I smiled at her.
"There you are, Ryan." Alex walked over to us. "We're going to the zoo today, so go get ready."
"Why are we going to the zoo?" Ryan looked at her brother confused.
"Gracie?" I looked at Alex.
"How did you know?"
"Let me guess, Logan said something to piss Jade off and then Jade asked Gracie where she wanted to go?"
"It happened that way, how did you know?"
"I know my girls." I shook my head, chuckling. "This should be a good day."
"Why don't I like the sound of that?"
"Because you're a smart man, we'll just say Gracie loves the zoo."
"It's a good thing I love the zoo too." He laughed.
"You won't after today." I stood up. "I should go get ready."
I walked away without another word. I wasn't even sure I was invited to go, but I should get ready just in case. As mad as Gracie may be at me, she wouldn't want to leave me behind. Plus Jade and I had to act like a happy couple in public, at least until I can get her to forgive me. I wasn't ready to give up on us just yet, not after we've come this far.
When I was done getting ready I headed over to Jade's bus to see if I could talk to her before we left. Plus I wasn't sure what time we were going.
Climbing onto her bus, I wasn't ready to see what I did. I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. I stood there frozen, until Jade smacked the stupid fucker upside his head with her cast.
"You stupid fucker, what gives you the right to try and kiss me like that?" She pushed Alex away from her. "Yes I may be fighting with Kendall, but that will never, ever mean I will cheat on him. He wouldn't do it to me, and I would never do it to him." She pushed him again. "You better stay the fuck away from me, before I decide I want to beat you ass anyways."
"You will be sorry you pushed me away." He glared at me as he stormed passed me.
"Are you okay?"
"Fucker is going to get what's coming to him."
"What happened?"
"He came to 'check' on me again, and then he just grabbed me and tried to kiss me. He's lucky he's not singing soprano."
"I'm kinda shocked he's not."
"I didn't want to lose my towel, so I did the next best thing and clubbed him with my cast. Even though it hurt like a bitch, it was worth it."
"Anything I can do?"
"No, I'm still upset with you."
"We need to talk."
"I know we do, but I just can't right now." She shook her head. "I may say something's that I really don't mean."
"As long as we talk soon, okay."
"We will I promise."
"Okay."
She nodded and headed to the back of the bus. I sat on the couch and put my head in my hands.
God how did things get so fucked up? Why did this always happen to us when things were so good between us.
I know it wasn't because of the lack of love between us. Maybe it was because of the fact we both loved to deeply.
"Daddy, what are you doing here?" Gracie broke my thoughts, and I couldn't be more grateful for that.
"I came to talk to Mommy."
"You guys okay now?"
"We're working on it."
She nodded and climbed up on the couch next to me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her onto my lap.
"Am I going to still get my brother or sister?"
"Of course you are. Why would you think you wouldn't?"
"Because you and Mommy were fighting."
"Just because Mommy and I fight sometimes, doesn't mean we don't love each other anymore."
"I know that Daddy." She snuggled into my arms. "I love you Daddy."
"Love you to, Baby Girl." I kissed the side of her head.
God how I hope everything I just said to her are true. I know they are for me, but I have no idea how Jade is feeling. I know she will always love me, but there's always a chance she would fall out of love with me.
I was just going to have to show her that I was here to stay and I wasn't going to let anything come between us ever again.
Not Ryan or Alex. Nothing and nobody will ever break us up again.
I was going to prove to her that I want to be here and that I want to be with her.
I just pray that she will let me back in and she will believe me.
I can't lose her or Gracie now or ever again.