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Author's Note: So here is the 36th? chapter of the story. I hope you enjoy it and yes, the story is still in the year 2007. It's such a shame. I got a littttttle behind on updating, don't you think? Lol. Yes, I flipped POV's just three times but for good reason :). I hope you enjoy it.

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-One Week Later-

It was October 1, 2007, the exact day that Kaidyn was born exactly four years ago. We were currently backstage at a live event but it was at least two hours before the RAW show would begin. I was busy keeping myself busy or trying to keep my mind at ease. I was now eight months pregnant and only one more month to go before my baby was born. My stomache had expanded a little more than what I was used to and I could no longer see my feet. I wasn't even that big but still big enough to not see my feet. I sighed as I walked through the hallways of the arena. I was alone and on my way to Vince McMahon's office to talk about my storyline when I returned in January. I stopped in my tracks as I saw him just down the hall. It had been a week since I had seen him and let's just say that I wasn't exactly thrilled to see him, either so I turned and walked into a storage closet to hide from him.

The door opened a minute later and I saw John standing there in front of me and I pursed my lips and looked at him, not sure what to feel towards him.

"Kaley, what are you doing in here?" he asked, frowning a little.

"Hiding," I whispered.

"From?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Adam," I whispered again.

John frowned as he looked at me and I knew he was wondering why I was whispering. I couldn't take the chance and let Adam hear my voice. I didn't know what he was feeling towards me and I didn't want to be the one to trigger his wrath. I didn't want to be the one to get hurt again and especially not by him.

"Adam's not going to hurt you again, Kaley; I promise you and I'm sure Randy and your father promises that too," John said softly with a tender look in his blue eyes.

I looked into his eyes and I could see the tenderness and I could see even deeper the hurt that I had put into his life because I had done what I had done with Randy. I felt a little guilty for what I had done to him. He thought he had the ideal life with me and Kaidyn and in one night I ruined it all and tore it all away from him. Tears flooded my eyes as I looked at John and he noticed them instantly and pulled me into his arms.

"Don't cry, Kaley," he cooed to me in a hushed voice as he rubbed my hair, smoothing it down. "It'll be okay, nobody's going to hurt you."

I hesitantly wrapped my arms around John, hugging him back. I felt bad now that I had thought about what I had done to John. I had kept Kaidyn from him without even realizing it and I had hurt him by doing what I did with Randy.

"John…I'm sorry," I mumbled into his shirt.

"Hey, what are you sorry about?" He asked softly as he ran his fingers through the back of my blonde hair.

"For ruining your life," I mumbled as more tears flooded my line of vision and began to spill down my face.

"Kaley, you didn't ruin my life," he said, trying his best to get me to stop crying.

"If I didn't ruin your life then why did I cheat on you with Randy?" I asked, sniffling.

John took a deep breath and rubbed my back, softly. I'm sure he was choosing his words because I wasn't in an exactly 'calm' state.

"Kaley, it didn't make me happy but I have a lot more to look forward to; I have a beautiful son with you and even though we aren't together, I am going to consider you a friend," John said and then he pulled back to look at my face.

"Oh," is all I could say.

"Kailyn, I have a question for you," John said cautiously and I nodded my head, letting him know that he could continue. "Why are you so terrified of your father?"

I bit my bottom lip. That was a touchy subject. I hadn't told anybody why I was so—scared of him; not even Randy. Could I trust him with the truth? Did I want him to know? I wasn't so sure about either of the answers but I figured it might be better for somebody to know other than myself.

"I'm a child of rape, John," I said quietly, looking down at the floor.

"What?" He said, confused a little and he gently tilted my chin up so he could look into my eyes.

"My father raped my biological mother," I sniffled as I looked into his ocean like eyes.

John's mouth dropped open a little as I revealed one of my dirty little secrets. I looked away from him, not wanting to see the shock on his face.

"How do you know?" he asked.

"I met her about a month or two ago and she told me that she was raped by my father and that I was conceived that way," I sniffled loudly.

"And you believed her? Come on, Kaley, you should know that she's never been there for you and could have easily lied to you to make the bond between you and Shawn to break," John said in the nicest way possible. He didn't want to hurt me at all but he had to question my biological mother's motives.

"John, she was raped, I was raped. I know when somebody is lying and when they're not. You haven't been raped, John and you don't question somebody when they say they were raped," I snapped at him, angrily and I jerked away from his hug.

"Okay, Kaley, I'm sorry," he said with a sigh even though he wasn't sure if he believed what I had said or not. He didn't want to believe that Shawn would have done such a thing because of the man he is today and because of the bond that he had with Kailyn.

"It's okay. I want to go get my—our son," I murmured softly as I rubbed my arms before walking out of the storage closet we were in.

"I want to come with," John said as he followed me out of the storage closet. I nodded as I, too wanted him to come with. I didn't know when the last time that they actually had a great bonding moment and I knew that Kaidyn needed his father in his life and I knew that Randy was a father figure but there was nothing that could break the bond between John and Kaidyn.

I took a deep, calming breath as we walked towards Stephanie's father's office where she was watching Aurora and Kaidyn. I had a new emotion surging through my veins now. I wasn't feeling sorry for myself anymore but I was feeling angry more than anything else. John stopped me before we walked into the office and I looked up into his blue eyes, wondering what he wanted.

"Kaley, promise me you'll let me hold your daughter when she's born," John said as he looked into my green eyes, almost pleadingly.

"Of course you can hold her; you are Randy's best friend, right?" I asked him, my eyes looking into his. I knew that John and Randy's friendship could never be what it used to but I knew somehow they would always be friends.

"I know but just promise me," John said before letting me walk into Vince's office to get our son. I nodded my head before pushing the door open and I let a smile cross my face as Kaidyn's eyes instantly lit up as he saw me and then he saw John.

"Daddy!" He shouted happily before running over to John and leaping into John's arms. I smiled at the interaction between Kaidyn and John.

"Hey little champ," John said as he stood up with the four year old in his arms. "You know what today is right?"

"Is my birfday, daddy!" Kaidyn shouted happily as he looked at John. "Did ya get me presents?!"

I laughed a little at Kaidyn's eagerness. He had gotten presents last week too but I had made sure that Randy and I had saved our presents for him till today. We had let him open them when we woke up early this morning at the hotel. Randy had insisted in buying the four year old a brand new Playstation 3 and only about ten or eleven games to go with. I had protested, of course but Randy wouldn't listen to me at all. I had decided to get Kaidyn some new clothes and a bike with training wheels because I thought he would soon need to learn to ride a regular bike instead of a trike.

"Of course I did, Kaidyn. What kind of daddy would I be if I didn't get my only son some presents," John grinned at his son as he held him in his arms. "But you will have to wait until after the show because daddy left them at the hotel. You have to go with mommy now because daddy has to go get ready to wrestle. You make sure mommy lets you watch Daddy and Randy on the TV okay?"

"O'tay, daddy!" he giggled before he reached his arms out to me but John was hesitant to give him to me.

"It's fine John, I can hold him," I laugh as I lift Kaidyn up and I hold him close to me. He grins and hugs me before kissing my cheek. "I love you buddy."

"I wubs you too mommy," he told me with a toothy grin. I laugh a little before looking down at Aurora who finally decided to make her presence known by hugging my legs.

"Kawey!" she shouted at me demandingly.

"Yes, princess?" I asked her looking down at her as my hair fell in front of my face. She made me excited to have a little girl and I could barely wait the remaining month to give birth to my own little girl.

"I wubs you too," she said as she peered up at me and I squatted down, carefully keeping Kaidyn in my arms and I hugged Aurora close as well.

"I love you too, Roars," I said before placing a kiss on her temple before standing back up and adjusting Kaidyn in my arms. "Thanks for watching him, Steph."

"It was no problem, Kaley," Stephanie said, smiling at me. I was close friends with her and I think she considered me her sister due to Paul's relationship with me.

"Well, I really appreciate it," I told her as I walked out of the room with a wave goodbye. Kaidyn plopped his thumb in his mouth and I took no notice of it but John did.

"Why's he have his thumb in his mouth?" John asked as he watched Kaidyn rest his head against my shoulder with his thumb still in his mouth. John had always had an issue with Kaidyn sucking his thumb but I didn't seem to mind because he only did it when he was tired.

"He's tired, John," I told him as I rubbed Kaidyn's back as I made my way to the divas locker room where I felt I would be safe since the superstars were supposed to knock before coming in. "I'll see you later."

"I'll bring you your presents at the hotel, okay little champ?" John asked as he placed a kiss on Kaidyn's cheek.

"O'tay daddy," Kaidyn said sleepily as he rubbed John's kiss off his cheek earning a mock hurt face from John. John paused before standing back up and I knew he had thought about kissing me like he had done before but I refused to think anything of it.

"Is it okay if I come around to yours and Randy's room around 10:30?" John asked, his blue eyes piercing into my green eyes.

"Yeah, it's fine," I told him, nodding my head as I kept a hand on Kaidyn's back as I held him. I had no problem with John coming over to give Kaidyn his birthday presents. "I'll see you later."

He nodded his head as he watched me walk into the divas locker room before he turned and walked towards the superstars' locker room. I sighed and sat down on one of the couches in the locker room and I laid Kaidyn down as he was asleep now and I ran my fingers through his light hair just as Maria, Mickie, and Candice walked into the locker room. Maria instantly walked over to the couch as she saw Kaidyn lying there.

"Oh Kailyn he is so cute," she gushed as she looked down at my sleeping boy. I smiled as I nodded my head and looked at Maria, who's eyes were now on me. "Are you okay? I heard about what happened…."

I sighed and ran a hand through my straight blonde hair before I pulled it up into a messy bun. I smiled at her and nodded my head. What did I expect? I knew that it would get out because my father had to talk to Vince McMahon about it even though he is still on injury leave. My father was furious still about what had happened and I didn't blame him either but I wasn't happy with my father either.

"I'm fine, thanks Maria," I said with a smile on my face even though I wasn't sure if I was okay or not.

3rd Person POV

John walked into the superstars' locker room to get ready for tonight's show and he looked around and saw Jeff Hardy, Mr. Kennedy, Randy, Triple H, and Ric Flair who was busy conversing with Triple H about something. John shook his head before walking over to where his stuff was located. He glanced at Randy, who looked better than he had in previous weeks.

"Hey man," John said as he grabbed his bag to unzip it.

"Hey," Randy said with a half smile as he pulled on his black signature t-shirt before sitting down on a stool and leaning back against his locker. He looked up as the door opened and he saw Shawn Michaels walk in and he felt bad for the man as Shawn's daughter still wanted nothing to do with him and he looked worn out and emotionless.

John turned his attention to the door and he narrowed his eyes at the man. John still didn't know if he believed Kaley but he had no reason not to either. He dropped his bag and walked towards the bathroom, right past Shawn.

"Pathetic," John muttered loud enough for Shawn to hear as John passed him.

"What'd you say to me, John?" Shawn asked grabbing John's arm and stopping him; Shawn's green eyes glaring into John's eyes as they stood close to the hallway door.

"I called you pathetic," John said before he punched Shawn in the face.

Shawn took a deep breath before he retaliated by punching John back. John glared at his former fiancé's father before tackling him out into the hallway where they began to fight, struggling to gain control before Triple H and Ric pulled Shawn away from John and Randy and Jeff held John back from getting to Shawn.

"What the hell is going on here?" Triple H shouted over the scuffling from Shawn and John's feet against the floor. Triple H hadn't seen John act that way towards anybody backstage.

"You're the reason your daughter is so screwed up," John yelled at Shawn as Randy and Jeff jerked him back the opposite way as he struggled to get at Shawn.

"What?" Shawn asked his voice barely above a whisper as he stopped moving and stared at John in wonder. "What are you talking about?"

"Kaley is a child of rape, Shawn! You raped her mother but I shouldn't have to remind you of that fact," John sneered at the older and more talented man as Randy and Jeff kept their grip on him.

Everybody stopped the talking as they stared at John then turned their stares to Shawn who stood there, confused. He had no clue what John was talking about but he wrenched himself away from Triple H and Ric's hold on him.

"I did not rape Kailyn's mother; I would never do anything like that so you better watch what you say to me, John. I love Kailyn and I thought I had loved her mother back then but when her mother told me she was going to abort Kaley, I lost all the love I had for her. I had to plead with her to keep Kaley and that I would raise Kaley by myself," Shawn said as he got in John's face, angry. "I love my baby girl, John so don't you ever tell me that she was a child of rape."

"Her biological mother told her she was a child of rape, Shawn," John said as he shrugged Randy and Jeff's hands off of him as he took a step back from Shawn.

"Leslie's a lying bitch and would do anything to ruin the close relationship that I have with Kaley. She's seen the relationship on RAW and she's read things on the internet about it," Shawn said shaking his head before walking away to go find his daughter to explain things to her.

1st Person POV—Kaley's

I sighed as Kaidyn continued to sleep. The divas were talking amongst themselves and they had tried to get me interested in their conversation but I couldn't be bothered with it. I sighed before lifting my head up as I heard a knock at the door. I frowned but I got up and walked over to the door and pulled it open to see my father standing there. I looked at him wide-eyed and took a few steps backwards. I wasn't sure what to do either but I just stared at him.

"Kailyn we need to talk about your biological mother and what she had told you," Shawn said calmly. I could see some hope in his eyes that were the same as mine.

"Who told you I talked to her?" I managed to say in my normal tone as I look at him, my green eyes curiously looking into his.

"John did. Kailyn I didn't rape your biological mother; she lied to you. When you were conceived, I was in love with your biological mother but when she found out she was pregnant two months later, she wanted to abort you and I convinced her to have you and let me raise you by myself. She wanted to ruin our relationship, Kailyn. I know she watches RAW and I even know that she has searched on the internet about us; she's jealous and upset that she had given you up to me but legally she couldn't do anything about it after she signed her rights away," my father explained to me with his eyes on mine the entire time.

I didn't know whether or not I was supposed to believe him so I continued to stare into his eyes before finally believing him due to the sincere look in his eyes. I stepped forward and I wrapped my arms around him in a hug, burying my face in his t-shirt as his arms wrapped around me.

"Oh daddy, I'm so sorry," I sobbed as I started to cry as I hugged him back.