CHAPTER 37

AUTHORS NOTE:

Just a few chapter more and we are over, I have a new story let her go and I have a new idea for another Paily story, but I want to finish this one first.

Im so sorry Im being really busy with work but I promise myself that I will update my stories this week Im so so sorry.

PAIGE POV

The next day was a little hard I was definitive not feeling good with all the alcohol I took last night, but I remember over hard make out in the bathroom.

Emily: So we need to talk about last night.

Paige: Yeah.

Emily: Im in a relationship.

Paige: I know, and I want you back, but I want you free also, so you know my position I just want to know yours.

Emily: So you are giving me an ultimatum.

Paige: No Im not, I telling you Im free but you aren't so is your turn to decide what you want, because I want you, all you I don't want to be the other one. I have done so terrible things to you but I don't deserve to be the other one, I deserve happiness just like you, so if she is your happiness you should try it, if you are not sure you should finish it but don't come back to me until you are sure, because this time I want you without any doubt.

Emily: So I have a time limit?

Paige: Of course not Em, you can put a time limit to love, I love you, I cant say tomorrow I wont love you is a feeling it doesn't disappear so easy. But Im really asking you to be sure about this.

Emily: Okay.

Cassie: Hey girls are you ready for lunch and then go back to reality.

Paige: Sure, lets do it.

Emily: Yeah.

EMILY POV:

Paige is right I cant do this to her or Jessy I have to be true to my feelings, I know I still love her and jumping in a relationship with Jessy was wrong but she was there and she is good. I need time to think about it so I just took Sunday afternoon to walk downtown and think about it.

TEXT MESSAGE:

Jessy: Hey beautiful I haven't hear for you today, FYI we won today and I score twice you should have seen me.

Emily: Hey, sorry I didn't make it we wake up so late. Congrats.

Jessy: So how about dinner?

Emily: Mmmh not really hungry.

Jessy: Ice cream, coffee, cake, I want to see your beautiful face I have a surprise for you.

Emily: Surprise? Why I didn't buy you anything.

Jessy: Coffee?

Emily: Sure, see you at the coffee shop in 30 min.

Jessy: Yeihh perfect, see you there.

I haven't decide what to do yet, but I knew I need time to think alone, so maybe it was the best if I put my relationship with Jessy in pause and figure out my feelings. So I need to talk to Jessy and of course to Paige.

Jessy: Hey, you look nice tonight.

Emily: Thanks.

Jessy: So I have a big surprise for you tonight.

Emily: You shouldn't do anything.

Jessy: well you see yesterday we went to the bachelorette party of Cassie, and I was looking in my savings and I could afford a ticket to go to the wedding as your plus one, so you don't go alone.

Emily: Well I get it if you can afford it.

Jessy: Well here, I could, I already have the ticket for May because I know that your parents are invited and I want to meet them, and you are going home for a couple of weeks later and then to Miami to the swim Olympic summer program and I gonna miss you like crazy.

Emily: Oh, I don't know what to say.

Jessy: Im so happy, our first trip together and to a wedding is great is it?

Emily: Yeah, it is.

And now what? How could I tell her that I need time, she bought a fucking ticket how will I tell her that I need to break up because I don't know if I want her or Paige. This day sucks.

PAIGE POV:

Cassie: So whats the plan to get your girl back?

Paige: Actually I told her she needs to decide, but that I didn't want to be the other one.

Cassie: I think is the best decision P, lets celebrate and I will buy you Mocha Frappuccino.

Paige: And your diet?

Cassie: I will drink water. Don't worry, that dress is gonna fit.

Paige: Okay, I don't want you to be angry that day.

Cassie: How about we go for an ice cream?

Paige: No, I want coffee.

Cassie: But is late and maybe you wont sleep.

Paige: Cass I want coffee you promise.

Cassie: She is here with Jessy.

Paige: Well, I live with her, I cant avoid her so, I don't have a problem with her. Lets go in.

I was single I don't need to be scare of being in the same places that she is with her, I took my decision now is her turn, I cant do anymore for her.

Cassie: Are you okay?

Paige: Sure, relax, lets talk about your wedding.

I focus myself in our wedding chat, you can see Cassie really happy about it.

Peter: So who wants to hold my favorite girl?

Paige: Princess.

EMILY POV:

I saw her, her beautiful face, her perfect body, her stunning smile and of course her eyes with the little one, her princess the girl that is making my girl smile, I used to make her smile like that and now I just make her sad.

Jessy: Oh they bring the little one, lets say hi and give them the news.

Emily: I don't want to interrupt.

Jessy: Come on, they are your best friends too right?

Emily: Yeah.

Jessy: Lets go.

This is gonna be a disaster and I cant do anything.

Jessy: Hey there, can I hold her.

Paige: No.

Jessy: I wasn't asking you. Cassie?

Cassie: Surre I guess.

Jessy: She is beautiful. Hi baby you are so cute.

Cassie: Thanks.

Jessy: So how are the wedding plans?

Cassie: Great.

Jessy: Perfect I bought my ticket this weekend so I need to buy a dress this week.

Cassie: Oh you are coming?

Jessy: Yeah Ems plus one.

Paige: that is nice of you to go all the way there with her.

Jessy: Yeah our first trip together.

Cassie: Yeah, this will be interesting.

That night Paige didn't come home and I couldn't talk to her that night explain what happen why she was coming to the wedding.

PAIGE POV:

I was back to swimming back to the team, I want to focus and recuperate all that I lose this past months.

Emily: Are you gonna talk to me some time? Or are you gonna keep running?

Paige: Excuse me? Im not running.

Emily: You didn't come home last night.

Paige: I don't need to give you an explanation why I didn't come home but I will, I stay late at Cassie playing with Cloe so I just slept there.

Emily: Oh, sorry, I wanted to talk to you about yesterday.

Paige: Em is okay, if you make a decision to stay with Jessy is okay I get it, I kind of mess our relationship I get it.

Emily: Im sorry I…

Coach: Girls less talking, more training.

Paige: Yes coach.

I didn't want to focus in this right now, Im back swimming and I have to keep up with my scholarship I already lose a great opportunity, I don't want to lose anything else.

Coach: Paige, is so good to have you back, your timing is great.

Paige: Thank you coach I never stop practicing.

Coach: that's good to hear. We will have a final race in one month I want Fields and you to be my stars.

Emily: We will.

Coach: So happy to have my team complete again. Everybody to the showers.

Emily: Paige?

Paige: Em, don't worry about, Im happy if you are happy, so lets not make a big deal about it. We can be friends and roommates and teammates, don't worry, I will respect your relationship.

Emily: Paige?

Paige: Im okay, don't worry. Be happy.

EMILY POV:

Crap, this is just so wrong. But what should I do? I cant break up with Jessy not now that she has this ticket, but I also can be her real girlfriend, because I know her and she will be pushing me to sleep with her.

The next couple of weeks pass like we are just roommates our talks are just so simple I watch her sleep all nights I want to hold her, I hear her talk to her mom some days and she looks happy about that, I think everything is working out between them.

Cassie: So you too are here because I want to go shopping with you?

Paige: Hate shopping and you know it.

Cassie: Well is wedding shopping we are gonna buy your bridesmaids dress.

Emily: Sounds fun.

Cassie: Lets go.

We were trying dresses some really pretty, some not some much.

Cassie: Wow.

Emily: You look beautiful.

Paige: Thank you.

Cassie: I think..

Emily: I think that dress is perfect for you, you just look so beautiful.

Paige: thank you.

Cassie: Wow P, you are red like a tomato.

Paige: I…

Emily: I think that should be your dress for the wedding is perfect for you.

Cassie: Yeah I can see you love it Em.

Paige: thanks.

Cassie: You too really need a bed right now, or a cold shower for you Em.

Emily: I will go and look for a dress too.

Cassie: Perfect.

PAIGE POV:

Cassie: What?

Paige: Stop saying things like that.

Cassie: She wanted to undress you so bad that I almost live you too alone.

Paige: Cassie please.

Cassie: So you too what?

Paige: We are friends.

Cassie: Friends that want to kill each other with..

Paige: I don't want to kill her.

Cassie: Kisses you didn't let me finish.

Paige: I..

Cassie: come on P, I saw the way she saw you and then your face and skin and eyes just glow that is love or sex or whatever but that isn't friends.

Emily: What do you think about this one?

Cassie: okay now Im a little bit nervous about Peter not running away with one of my bridesmaids.

Paige: You should be, you look gorgeous.

Emily: thanks.

Cassie: Okay, now I need the cold shower you too are too hot for me.

Paige: So I think this are our dresses.

Cassie: Perfect.

Emily: Mmm, can I just hold it is kind of a little bit over my bouget.

Cassie: Don't worry I gonna pay for both.

Paige: What no mine is really expense, I can pay for mine and I can pay for Ems too.

Emily: No no, I prefer if Cassie let me the money I gonna pay you back.

Cassie: Is not necessary this is my job as a bride, so just let me, my father is paying for everything I want and I want perfect dresses for you two.

Emily: Thanks.

Paige: Thanks C.

That night of course I couldn't sleep I was picture her with that dress my hands taking it off my mouth kissing her body, my hands touching her in all the right places and then I hear her moan so I just walk to her bed and see her sleeping having a sex dream, while I was having wake up sex dream.

Emily: Paigeee.

What should I do, should I wake her and have sex with her or just sleep if I can, life is so difficult some times.

Emily: Please I need you.

Oh to the hell to all this. It will be a one time only right? She is with Jessy. She has a girlfriend, this is so wrong. I take out my clothes and climb to her bed.

Emily: What? What are you doing?

Paige: Shut up.

I kiss her hard, just like she likes it when she needs for me.

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