Hey guys! Did you rest this weekend? Did you do something amazing, incredible or you just rest? Well I just got back after being out all day!! Couldn't stay away for long.. Hope you like the new chapter..


Chapter 36

Anxious? Nervous? Happy? Nervous? Marrying? Oh, my God I am marrying Spencer.

"Could you please relax a little? Oh, my God Ash."

"Kyla.. please.. just shut the fuck up"

"Why you always speak to me like that? Really I don't know. Is it because our father cheated your mother? It wasn't my fault you know. I didn't cheated with him.."

"KYLA.. please.. could you please help me? I think that I am going to throw up"

"Ok. Do you want a paper bag or something to breathe? You seem.. I don't know.. pale?"

"Yes.. a bag.. bring it to me.. now.." I said between breaths.

It was December. And the day that I would finally marry my love. We found the place which was what else? The beach. It was a beach wedding. And what the perfect wedding near to our house? We even found a priest to perform the wedding here. We wanted something simple and yet elegant.

We made a wood pass from our house to the altar so we could walk without walking on sand. White chairs to the right and to the left. We didn't invite many people. I believe that when you want to marry you should have beside you the people you love or the ones they are your friends. Also if you have a family that loves you would be perfect. But having a dead father and a bitch for a mother I guess this part of my family wouldn't be here. But I am lucky I have Kyla. And Aiden. They were the most important persons I wanted here with me. From Spencer's side, Glen of course and Spencer's dad, Mr. Carlin. Nice man. Not as her mother. Bitch. Friends from Spencer's hospital and friends from the label for me. Not that I had many.

We had white roses all over and pedals down to the wooden path to the altar. Of course I made my mind of what I would wear and I was curious of what Spencer would wear. Very curious. And so did she. Kyla told me several times that Spencer asked her what I bought. She even threaten her. But my sister stood as a rock because she knew that if she revealed what I would wear she knew she would be dead. So I guess my threat was better..

A week before I adopted Christine and now she is legally my daughter. And I am so happy. Everything seems to go to the right place. One thing left and that is my last gig in California. After what happened with everything we postponed the gig. After this I quit and I'll make sure my exit is as awesome as my entrance. At least now I will have my loving wife with me. Seeing me singing only for her and our daughter.

"Here.. Now breathe"

"I feel.. better.."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yes?"

"Why are you feeling anxious? Hello… you are marrying the one you love. Spencer.. The woman of your dreams, of your life.."

"I know.. I just.. don't know. I couldn't wait to marry her and now I am marrying her."

"Eh? What?"

"Come.. We should get to the altar. Do you have the ring?"

"Yes.. here.."

"Are you ready?"

"Are you ready Ash? You won't faint or something?"

"Jesus.. you are talking too much"

"You know you love me.."

"I do.. Now come.. I can't wait to see my woman"

Our guests were already there waiting for us. Glen was the best man for Spencer as Kyla was mine. Mr. Carlin would be the one who would give Spencer. Aiden told me if I would like to be given by him and I told him "Are you kidding? I am not the bride dude.." he just laughed and I just did the same. To be true I wanted to be given by someone. And that someone was my father. I guess he could see me from above..

I sensed her. I knew she was coming to me because I felt my heart beat harder and faster. Kyla was talking to me and then I saw her.. We looked each other and she was the prettiest girl on the world. She was wearing a simple white dress. Her hair was straightened and down with a coronal on her head. She was an angel. My angel. From the one side she had Mr. Carlin who had a smile in his face. I loved this man because he never criticized us. When he learned about us he stood for both of us. I wished her mother wasn't hard with Spencer. I wished she could be here to see her beautiful daughter. But it's her lost. And from the other side she had a little blond one holding her hand. My girls..

Mr. Carlin gave Spencer to me and said "Take care of my little girl. Will you?" and of course I couldn't say anything that 'yes'

"Hey"

"Hey"

"You are beautiful"

"Nice outfit" she said looking at me. Well what did I chose? Something I would feel good. White pants with black hills. White jacket with a deep V-cut and black lace bra.. I thought of wearing a vest but it was my wedding and I wanted to be less sexy?

"Thanks?" she smiled at me and I was already feeling jumpy inside..

The priest said what he had to say. I didn't listen anyway. I was just waiting to put the ring on Spencer's finger..

It was the time we were saying our vows. I have to say that I stayed up all night to figure out what I would tell. Even if I can write songs I didn't know how to tell my wife that I should love her forever.. I took my card from my pocket and looked at it. I guess I didn't need to read.. So I just threw it..

"Guess I won't need that.. Spence.. I love you. And I will love you till my heart stops. You and our daughter are my everything and I will try my best to be the best wife and mother. I love you baby"

"Can I have the ring please?"

Kyla stepped front giving me the ring I bought for Spencer. It was a ring with pink sapphires and round brilliant diamonds in platinum. The perfect ring for my perfect wife..

Now it was Spencer's turn to say her vows and I couldn't wait for the priest to say 'Now you can kiss your bride'

"Ash.. I never thought that I would meet the love of my life. I always believed that there was someone out there for me. Somewhere I lost my way but you were there to lighten my life. You are my soul. I love you baby"

"May I have the ring please?"

Glen was the one who stepped front this time giving Spencer the exact same ring I just put on her finger. Mine had blue sapphires. At first I thought the blue one for Spencer but then pink wasn't my color. So I chose blue for me because then I could have Spencer with me all the time. I would look my wedding ring and I would see her perfect blue sapphire eyes..

"Now I pronounce you wife and wife. You can kiss your wife Ashley"

"I thought you would never finish"

I kissed Spencer tenderly sealing our love, our new life. It was our first kiss as a married couple. And it was better than every kiss we had..

"Hello, wife"

"Hello to you too my wife"

"It sounds good eh?"

"Very good" she said and we kissed again until we were interrupted by our family and the photographer..

"Girls.. it's time for some photos. You can kiss later.." That was Glen in case you didn't understand. Well what can I say? I forgive him. He will look after my daughter after we leave for our honey moon..

We took photos of just me and Spencer, Spencer with her family, me with mine and all together. A perfect day.. My perfect day..

After the wedding we told everyone to come inside the house. I brought a catering. Spencer wanted to cook but of course the most sane one, aka me, said that we should have the catering. We would choose what we would like to serve and we wouldn't get dirty..

We partied till late. We put Christine in bed really early because my girl was tired with everything. But she was happy that her moms were now married. She didn't forget to mention that before she said goodnight to us..

At 4am everyone was gone and Spencer and I were alone.

"Baby.. I am tired.."

"I know sweetheart.. Me too.. Do you want me to give you a massage?"

"Ash.. don't temp me.."

"What? I didn't do anything.."

"Ash.. if you put your hands on me right now baby I will want you to do more to me and I will be so turned on and I really believe that I will sleep on you because I am that tired and that wasted.."

"Ok, hands off then.. What if I take you in my arms and take you to our bedroom?"

"Hmmm… yeesss wiffy. Pleeaase"

"Come on baby.. I guess you won't drink for a month"

"Say for a year.."

I took her in my arms and we got to our bedroom. We were both so tired. I undressed her and I did the same to me. We were naked under the covers. I didn't even think of touching her because in a moment I was already in the hands of Morpheus..

Next morning we were awake from a little blond jumping on our bed..

"Mommy, momma wake up wake up wake up"

"Princess what are you doing up so early?"

"Momma, it is late"

I opened my eyes so I could see what hour it was. It was clearly late because the watch said 3pm.

"Spence.. baby.. wake up. It is late"

"Five more minutes.. I promise I get up"

"Mommy, wake up.. wake up"

Spencer was still in her dreaming world and I am sure when she would wake up she would have a very bad hangover. I leaned to her naked back to kiss her and to wake her up of course.

"Mmmm.."

"Spence.. wake up baby.." I continued kissing her but I guess she was playing with me..

"Whyy?? I like what you are doing.."

"Baby, wake up. Christine is already awaken.. She is downstairs.. Now come on.. Get up.. We should go out and eat.."

"What if I want to eat you?"

"Well that could be arranged. Late at night.. Now get up. I am going to have a shower"

"I am coming.."

"Ah.. now you are awake.."

"What can I say..?"

"Come on silly"

We did share a shower but we didn't do hot steamy sex. I wouldn't want a jumpy Christine be all jumpy inside our bathroom seeing her mothers do each other. What can I say? I have issues. I don't want to traumatize my child..

When we finished we got down to the living room. Christine was watching cartoons network and when she realized we were down she forgot about everything and run to our arms..

"Mommy.. you wake up"

"Yes, baby girl"

"What do you say of us going out and eat? Eh?"

"YES.."

"Well I have one vote. What do you say my beautiful wife?"

"Well.. I would never say no to my beautiful wife."

"Ok.. come on girls. Let's go.."

I never imagined that I would have a family of my own. And it was a dream I started to believe when I met Spencer. Now all I could think of is my family..

TBC

Wedding chapter. Hoped you liked it. To be totally true I don't like so much of the weddings. So maybe I didn't give so much of a credit but I tried my best.. Hope you liked what you read..

Reviews are always welcome..

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