Sorry it took ages to update ive had some personal issues but I have my inspiration back now so YAY

This chap will be VERY short so don't complain bout it in reviews cause I have warned you already.

So let's recap…

… Bella has woken up and met the babies, she remembers what happened(more will be explained on the fight in EPOV in cant let go), James is still out there, Jasper was shot in the leg and now they're going home so let's go…

Enjoy

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~ XXXVI ~

I was finally released a week later. We had stayed at the Cullens manor for a month after the accident just so that we were close to the family and if anything was wrong Carlisle would be there. Now here I am in the car with my babies in the back and my loving fiancée next to me driving. To be honest I was still absolutely terrified over the fact that James was still out there. Why couldn't he just leave us alone? I thought looking out the window as we drove up the drive to our mini mansion, as I called it. We took the babies inside and I placed Cadence and Coop in their cribs as Edward placed Elizabeth down in hers. I smiled looking down at my three angels and realized just how lucky I was.

"Bella…" Edward murmured quietly leading me out of the nursery and into our room.

I noticed the dark rings underneath his eyes from lack of sleep and I immediately felt guilty. I reached a hand up to trace the dark rings and then moved my hand to cup his cheek. Edward leaned his face into my hand and sighed closing his eyes.

"I love you so much." I told him barely louder than a whisper.

"You scared me Bella." He murmured. "I don't know what I would do if you were gone. I can't lose you. I love you."

"I know. You'll never lose me, I'll always keep my heart beating for you." I told him placing his hand over my heart. "I love you." I said before kissing him clinging to his shirt.

"Bella…" He breathed before crushing my lips, pulling me up close to him. This kiss was different; it was fierce and desperate, we were both trying to hold onto the other. I didn't even realize we had removed our clothes or even moved until my bare back suddenly crashed down onto the soft bed covers with Edward on top of me not breaking the kiss. I had one hand on his back the other in his hair keeping him to me. Edward had one hand cupping my face tenderly the other had a firm hold on my hip as he guided himself to my entrance. He kissed me harder as he entered me and I realized I was crying slightly. I love him so much, I could never live without him. It wasn't a quick fuck, it wasn't rushed but we were fierce and aggressive in how we didn't let go of the other, and we were caring and loving as we drew it out and kept at a gentle steady rhythm only getting faster at the end where Edward gave me four blissful orgasms and he had three of his own, the whole time our mouths only separating to breathe. We stayed connected to each other after for a long time, Edward only pulling out of me when I shivered so he could bring the covers up over us. I stayed there in Edwards arms for hours just having his arms around me and hearing him breathing soundly next to me.

"I love you Bella."

"I love you Edward."

We heard one of the babies crying out then and got up together to go check on them.

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There told you it was short. Just so you guys know I'm back so I'll try update more though I want to catch up on cant let go n also I have a pole on my profile asking people which stories they want me to work on it can be more than one n at the moment 'Hush Little Bella' is getting the most response.

But I am back n will be updating so remember

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