Chapter 37 (I don't own anything ) Read and Review please thank you! Thanks so much to those that are! Some of the reviews had me laughing a bit thanks!

Deanpov

"She's asleep…"

I nod at Alice as I walk into the hotel.

"See I told you I wouldn't hurt her."

I look over seeing Bella still knife and gun intact but cuddled up to her pillow out soundly.

"Um... thanks."

Alice just smiles and goes to leave but not before giving Sammy an odd look.

"Hmmm." She says then looks back to me.

"You better watch this one."

"Tell me something I don't know."

She vanishes and Sam rolls his eyes. I sigh wanting to send my brother to his own room to keep him away from my girl. Then I'd then notion to stay in a room with him so I could fucking babysit his ass but then I didn't want to leave Bella alone. I knew Bella was going to fucking hate me and I was going to hate myself but the only option I could see where I could keep an eye on the two people I loved was to be in the same damn room, which meant I was going to have to watch the both of them to make sure Bella didn't kill Sammy and to make sure Sammy didn't touch her.

Ugh my stomach turns in thought and I pinch the bridge of my nose feeling that headache already forming.

"Look you're staying with us. I'm not letting you out of my sight so don't even think about it. Bella is hands off and after what we've witnessed…"
"What are you going on about? What exactly did you witness?"
I shake my head.

"You wanna know bro? You want to know why Bella might put a cap in your balls as soon as she wakes." I whisper harshly.

He shrugs and I set up the tape and start it. I continue to watch his face as he watches and hears everything. His eyes close and he looks back to Bella.

"Jesus…"

"Yep…"

Sammy grows white as he scoots back sitting on the edge of the bed. Before I can even blink Bella jumps up and has her knife to Sammy's throat his eyes widen looking to me. I shake my head.

Bella looks to me seeing I'm in the room as well.

"It's ok angel… I'm right here." I say calmingly.

She looks back down to Sammy who's swallowing back nervously. Bella closes her eyes and puts away her blade. I hold out my hand for her to come to me and she cautiously does. I wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her neckline to get my point across. Sammy looks to the diamond on her finger. He covers his face with his hands and falls back on the bed.

"You get the couch Sammy. Bella and I get the bed. Next hotel we'll get two beds I'm not letting you out of my sight. We're going to get through whatever this is all three of us."

Sammy sighs rolling his eyes and pulling at his hair.

"You heard what Bobby said Sammy and I doubt never doubt Bobby's word. So this is it tuff break kid time to get over it and move on."

Bella clings to my arm not even looking to Sammy. Ugh I knew this was going to be the hardest case yet. It was personal and it involved the two people I loved most in this world. Two people I'd die for with a fucking smile on my face. Yet oddly one of them was in love with or at least in lust with the other and the other I was sure hated the other at least at the given moment.

"For now let's get some sleep. Oh and Sammy…"

He looks to me like wounded puppy.

"Don't even try to think about sneaking out."

"Whatever."

"Don't even whatever me. You've put us through enough hell and if you want help solving whatever it is you're going through then I suggest you stay your happy ass here."

He nods and heads to the bathroom. Once I hear the shower start I turn to Bella.

"I will watch his every move. I won't let him hurt you ok."

"It might need to be the other way around tiger."

I swallow back knowing she's fucking serious. She takes her gun out of the holster and places it under the mattress on her side of the bed and places her knife in the nightstand drawer for easy access. And thus just proves how far off the edge things have become when my girl fears my brother. I couldn't blame her hell if it were the other way around I'd have shot the son of a bitch. She quickly places on a t shirt and sweatpants something she never ever sleeps in but once again I perfectly understood. She brushes her hair and gets under the covers cutting off the lamp on her side of the bed.

"I'll join you shortly."

She nods and places the covers her head another thing she doesn't do but once again knew why. "Goodnight angel."

"Night tiger."

I sit at the table waiting for Sammy to finish up and listening for any signs of him pulling some sort of suicide attempt or window escape but thankfully the bathroom had no way of escape. He comes out combing his hair with a pair of jeans on. He looks over to the lump on the bed that is Bella. I watch him curiously. He closes his eyes and heads towards me he takes a seat and we both just sit there for a moment.

"Want a beer?"

He nods and I head to the mini fridge and toss him one. I take my seat once again.

"So how do we go about this now?"

"The hell if I know. But we'll manage somehow I suppose."

I notice Sammy looking off to the corner of the room. I sigh shaking my head.

"Let me guess you're sitting here but you're also standing over there mocking yourself perhaps?"

He nods yet again looking ill.

"So how is yourself represented? Is he more handsome, angelic?"

"Far from it. He's a demon Dean."

"Huh, well how bout that black eyes and all huh?"
"Yep."

"So what's he doing right now?"

"Waving."

"Huh…"

Sammy chugs at his beer still eyeing the corner.

"So that's who you were firing at when you shot the old homeless man?"

He nods.

"He lived by the way Sammy so you can tell your little shit ass demonic self he didn't succeed in making you a murderer."

Sammy freezes and looks to me.

"That's right Sammy. He's ok…"

He nods all teary eyed and wipes his face downing his beer. Eventually Sammy lays down on the couch. I wait until he falls asleep and I'm about to go to join Bella when there's a knock on the door. I open it up and almost shit myself.

"Crowley…"

"Well are you going to invite me in or not?"

"How about a big fat not?"

"Ah, and I thought we were friends."

"I think you need your head screwed on just a bit tighter."

Crowley pushes his way past and Sammy jumps up.

"So how's the old noggin' my boy?"

Sammy narrows his eyes confused looking. Crowley laughs. But Sammy and I both jump to full attention once he stares upon the bed. I swallow back and make my way towards the demon blade hidden under my pillow.

"Not so fast…" He says with a smile.

"I must say I'm not every happy with you Dean."

"Yeah and now why's that?"

"You rather put a damper on my plans taking out that crossroad demon and his precious mutts. You really ruined my night that day. That is why I waited I needed to calm down."

What the hell?
"What does this have to do with anything?"

"Ah, yes well it most certainly has to do with everything. You see…" He points to the bed Bella continues to sleep upon.

"I rather needed that one. Pretty little thing now isn't she."

He walks over to the bed and I pull out my gun.

"Close enough."

I toss Sammy his as well.

"Really boys? Have you forgotten? You honestly think those frighten me."

He motions his hands about leaving us both weaponless. Crowley takes it upon himself to remove the covers.

"Hmmm… Delicious… Isn't she boys?"

"Don't you touch her!" I quietly hiss not wanting her to wake scared out of her mind seeing this fucking demon right in her face as he's kneeling down looking upon her.

"You know I really should have come after daddy after all… but this… now she'd be so much more fun. I'd love to play a little dress up with her. Now wouldn't you agree?" He looks directly at Sam.

Sam winces and Crowley does that husky laugh of his I fondly hate.

"What do you want Crowley?"

"Oh well she's about yay high, sweet innocent chocolate brown eyes, long deep coffee hair…" He leans over sniffing her hair. "Hmmm much like Taster's Choice I must say, long sexy legs, pouty little lips, very lucky man aren't you?" He looks to me curling his lip. "If you're into that sort of thing…" He hints running his hand along her waist.

"And you just can't stand it huh bubba?"

"Get your hand off me you son of a bitch."

Crowley's eyes widen and a huge grin forms on my face, hell I couldn't be prouder. She holds the demon blade to his throat.

"Now, now that's not nice." She starts to dig it in and he vanishes.

Bella turns to me startled all to hell.

"Now who the fuck was that?"

"That'd be Crowley one of our BFF'S." I say sarcastically and rush over towards her as Sammy takes the salt and starts to prepare the room.

She sighs rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

"Jesus…" She says getting up and going to the bathroom.

"Now what could Crowley possibly want with her?" Sammy says.

"Not sure but whatever it is it can't be good and now it's just yet another thing we have to concern ourselves with and watch our backs."

"Of course…" He says with gritted teeth.

He then looks towards the bathroom door.

"Knock it off!" He says sternly.

I shake my head.

"Why entertain the son of a bitch like that?"

Sammy shrugs and lays back down. Bella comes back out of the bathroom.

"Go back to bed angel he can't get in here now and Crowley's the type that taunts a bit first before he gets where he's going. He's a little bitch like that."

I throw off my shirt and crawl into bed with her. There was a million things we probably all needed to discuss now for sure but the three of us were fucking exhausted. I cut off my lamp and put my arm around Bella and conk out.

I awake to Bella looking right at me.

"You ok babe?" I say tiredly.

She nods I turn to see Sammy's still out. I pull her in closer and kissing her.

"I'm sorry about all this angel but for now I can't let him out of my sight."

"I understand tiger."

"You should know that when I found him he had a gun in his own mouth."

Her jaw drops.

"He thought he killed an innocent man trying to take out whatever it is that's taunting him."

"Jesus…" She says looking over to my brother.

I caress her cheek and pulsate against her something I can't control. Ugh morning wood that and well yeah I wanted her something awful, all things considered though she and I both would be going without now because of the idiot over there on the couch. I wanted to take her to the shower and have a little fun but sure enough that'd be when Sammy would take his leave. Son of a bitch… I think in suffering.

"I better shower angel before he wakes. I don't want you alone with him."

She nods and I lean over kissing her lips once more.

"Just so you know after we fix Sammy you're not going to be able to walk for months on end."

She smiles and giggles softly.
"Hmmm damn…"I sigh forcing my way out of the bed so I could hurry and get ready.

Bella pulls her gun out from the mattress looking to Sammy. Ugh this sucks so much I think as I nod her way and enter the bathroom pulling the door shut.

Sammypov

I roll over on the couch almost falling catching my bearings as I look around. I look to see Bella gun resting on her stomach eyeing me. I swallow back and raise. I hear the shower going and know Dean's in there. I needed to piss something terrible. Normally this would be the part where I say something along the lines of hey Bells, hun, good morning or make some joke about Dean. But instead we just eye one another. I give her a simple nod. She nods back but could tell she didn't even want to do that.

Hmmmm yum Bella in the morning…

I grab a shirt and pull it over my neck putting it on.

"Can we talk?"

She shrugs. I keep my distance but sit at the foot of the bed looking her in the eyes.

"I know there's nothing I can possibly say to make any of this better. I also don't expect forgiveness I know for something like this there isn't any. All I can say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done Bells." I try to keep the fucking tears away as I look to her.

She starts to tear up herself making me feel worse hell I've already done enough to this poor girl. God damn it Sammy you prick.
"That wasn't my intention… I don't want to make you cry Bells not anymore than you have already. I'm not worth your fucking tears hun."

She bites her lower lip shaking her head.

"What can I do to make up for this? IF there's anything… anything at all what can I do?"

She blinks as the hot tears make their way down her face and onto the comforter.

"Anything Sam?"

"Yes I'd do anything."

She looks to the bathroom.

"Well for starters you could start by backing him up, support his decisions because even if he won't admit it he needs you Sam, just as much as you need him. He loves you Sam. He was worried sick about you even through his anger he wasn't going to give up on you. Yet when it came to him you dropped everything and so quickly. You just gave up Sam."

I note how she's not calling me Sammy anymore and for some silly reason it felt like a dagger going through my heart. But I continued to listen because even if the son of a bitch is still there mocking me and trying to convince me to do the wrong thing and say the wrong things I couldn't hurt this girl. Not anymore. I'd kill myself making sure I do what she asks of me. I owe her that much and more and honestly I owed my brother as well.

"OK…" I say with a nod looking to the bathroom.

I reach over and pat her leg and scoot off the bed so Dean doesn't blow my head off when he comes out.

"Sam?"

I look to her.

"I'm glad you're back but you should know things are different between us now." She says sadly wiping her tears away with the palm of her hand.

"It'd be best for the time being to leave me alone."

Fuck that hurt. I think as I bow over a bit trying to catch a breath. But I nod and Dean comes out of the bathroom at that point toothbrush in his mouth looking to us both. He looks to Bella breaking from brushing.

"Everything ok?"

"It's fine tiger."

He nods and goes to spit.