I have been on a writing binge guys I have been so deep in this story that I have updated for like three days straight of maybe four I don't even know im sorry if that's annoying if it is ill stop and update like weekly not sure yet... So I decided about the baby and you will find that out in this chapter... Thank you so much to everyone who reads this story it means everything to me.

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Clary's Pov

I couldn't sleep I kept tossing and turning so I pulled my phone out and started looking through my news feed on instagram I seen Sebastian's post about him having a party and I wondered if Jace had gone to the party my mind raced at the possible things he could be doing right now but I pushed them away I needed to stay away from stress for the baby. I tried so hard to go to sleep but nothing was working, Zeus was sleeping on my pillow with his head on my neck so I couldn't move. My phone started to ring playing Jace's ringtone and I fumbled to get it almost falling out of the bed. "Hello?"

"I didn't expect you to be up." He said.

"I didn't expect you to be home."

"What do you mean?"

"Sebastian's having a party isn't he?"

"Yeah he is."

"Why didn't you go?"

"I went for about ten minutes and realized I have nothing in common with any of these people, they were telling me about how they just got back from backpacking across Europe and i'm like that's cool my son once stuck four jelly beans up his nose." He said and I laughed so hard it scared Zeus.

"You said that?"

"Yeah, they didn't find it as entertaining as I did and it made me realize that the party scene isn't really my thing anymore unless it's a kids party and talking about the weird things our kids do is normal then."

"So what are you doing now?"

"I'm at home.. I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't so I called you just to hear your voice."

"I couldn't sleep either."

"You okay?"

"Yeah I just couldn't get comfortable… I miss you." I said

"I miss you too.."

"I'm gonna miss the kids this weekend."

"You could uh come with…"

"Jace please….."

"I know you need time, I just thought i'd ask.."

"I'm gonna go to sleep."

"Okay… Night Clary."

"Night Jace."

I was woken up to yelling and the sound of someone crying and then someone throwing the door open and screaming. "Mommy." Logan said crying rubbing his eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"Liam being mean to me." He said and I unwillingly got out of bed and walked into the kitchen where Liam was standing on the counter.

"What are you doing?"

"Looking for food."

"Get down and i'll make you guys food you don't have to climb on top of stuff you aren't part monkey."

"I can be." He said and started making monkey noises and walking around on all fours.

"You are crazy." I said and he nodded happily.

"Where is Jessie?"

"She's sleeping." He said, I walked into the room and she was falling off the bed.

"Jess baby time to get up." I said shaking her which scared her and she fell off of her bed.

She rubbed her head and put her hearing aids in and walked out of the room and straight into the bathroom. Ryland had walked out of his room with a Kings For A Day shirt on and I smiled at him. "That's not your school uniform.."

"It's music appreciation day, we get to wear clothes of our favorite musician someone who inspires us." He said. "Dad never gives up on his dreams and that's why I wanna be just like him."

"So your dad's band is your favorite?"

"Well he's in the top five." He said jokingly.

"Really?" I said laughing.

"Just don't tell him that he's my favorite it might go to his head." He said and Jess walked out in her uniform and frowned at him.

"Why does Ryland get to where what he wants and I have to wear this?" She asked pointing to her white shirt a dark blue skirt.

"Because you're in kindergarten, you're a baby."

"I'm not a baby, you went to kindergarten before too and I bet you weren't a baby."

"Chris always said I was a very mature five year old." He said with a smile and Jessie raised an eyebrow.

"Who?"

"No one…" He said frowning and walked away.

"Hey.. What's wrong?"

"It's Gigi's birthday today."

"Ryland-"

"I was just saying… Do you still have her number?"

"RyRy-"

"Please?" He asked and I sighed handing him the phone and he ran into his room and closed the door.

"Who's Gigi?" Liam asked.

"No one baby.." I said and he nodded and walked back into the kitchen.

The kids eat and we were out the door when I seen Kelly who was walking her dog looking miserable, "Hey, you okay?" I asked and she looked up and smiled.

"Yeah… I'm okay…"

"Would you like to hang out after I come back from dropping the kids off at school?"

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah."

"Oh my god yes that would be so awesome!" She said and I seen her normal happy self come to and I smiled at her.

"I'll be home in like thirty minutes so just come by okay?"

"Yeah totally."

I dropped the twins off first since there preschool was closer than Jess and Ryland's school. "Bye mommy!" Liam yelled running into the building and Logan kissed me and hugged me. "Bye mommy." Logan said softly and walked slowly swinging his arms back and forth looking at the trees.

When we got to NDA there was a few camera men waiting there. "Dad never said they were gonna be with us at school too." Ryland said.

"I'm sorry bubbie I had no idea I can tell them to leave-"

"It's okay.."

"You don't have to do this."

"It's important to dad, and it will be cool like i'm a famous person or something." He said and smirked.

"You sure?"

"Uh huh." We all go out of the car and one of the Cole one of the only camera men I liked came over to us.

"Hey Clary, kids."

"Hey… I didn't know you were gonna be filming here too."

"Well we didn't even know about it until this morning Al said it would be cool to see the kids at school for a little bit it's not the whole day so i'm with you today."

"Great.." I said as sarcastically as I could.

"You know you like me."

"You're the only one I don't wanna strangle." I said and he laughed.

"Be good you too."

"Yes ma'am." Ryland said and grabbed Jessie's hand and two of the camera men followed them into the school.

"We can start when you get back to your place." He said and I nodded when I got in the car Izzy called me.

When I got back home Kelly was waiting at the steps and when she seen the camera she quickly wiped her eyes. "What's this?" She asked.

"The band signed this contract for them to film home life." I said.

"Am I gonna be on tv or did you want me to go home?"

"You can stay, is that okay Cole?"

"Yeah she would just have to sign a contract saying she's okay with being on tv."

"Well I have nothing to lose so let's do it." She said making a face at the camera and then quickly saying. "That things not on yet is it?"

"No not yet.." He said and she sighed with relief.

"Good that would've been embarrassing."

"We can start whenever you two are ready." He said and we both nodded and he pointed at us to let us know he was recording.

"Come on, how long have you been sitting out here?"

"Only like five minutes, I was bored so I decided to just wait for you."

"Why were you crying.."

"I wasn't.."

"You were."

"Was not."

"Yes, you were.." I said and she sighed and plopped down on the couch and I sat down next to her.

"Well I think you can guess already why I was hanging around a OBGYN."

"But I seen you, you were with friends…"

"After my appointment I ran into them and then were questioning me why I was in there so when I seen you I said you were a friend of mine and I went towards you I was gonna ask you to pretend to know me until they went away but then I realized you were Jace's wife and yeah… They ended up waiting for me and I didn't want to bother you anymore then I already had so I went back to them.."

"How old are you?"

"I'm nineteen."

"I was seventeen when I got pregnant with Ryland and eighteen when I had him."

"I told him and he left me, I can't do it I can't take care of a baby."

"So what are you gonna do?"

"I'm looking into adoption, someone can give this little one a better life then I can."

"Are you all alone here?"

"I moved from Texas here for college, so my parents are back there and when I told them I was pregnant they told me I couldn't handle being a mother and i'm pretty sure they are right.."

"Do you like kids?"

"I love kids, but i'm not financially stable enough for a kid, I just lost my job on top of all of this so now i'm gonna be homeless at the end of the month.."

"Would you like a job?"

"Doing what?"

"You know who Jace's sister is right?"

"Isabelle Lightwood queen of the fashion world." Kelly said with an expression that bassically said ' duh everyone knows that.'

"Yeah, she has this fashion show going on next month and she needs someone who knows there way around clothes and all that stuff and she asked me knowing very well I know nothing about it and you look like you'd be so much better at it than me."

"Are you joking right now?"

"No… You are really sweet and I think Izzy will love you, I told her i'd try and find someone, and you seem perfect for the job."

"Oh my god, thank you so much." She said and pulled me into a hug.

I sent a quick text to Izzy telling her I think I found someone perfect for the job. "So are they gonna make a spin off show called The Real Lives Of Band Wives?" She asked and I laughed.

"Oh god I hope not, I really hope not.

"Oh come on you could get a fan club."

"Really?"

"Teen boys would love you."

"Please stop, I almost have a teenager." I said and she laughed.

"So does Jace want it to be a boy or girl?"

"I don't know…"

"Oh he doesn't care?"

"He doesn't know.."

"What?" She yelled.

"I mean with all the fighting we've been doing it seemed wrong to just toss 'hey i'm pregnant' into a conversation."

"You need to tell him."

"I'm going to I just want to make sure we are okay when I do tell him I don't want him to feel like he's obligated to stay with me because of a baby it's already happened before and I don't need it happening again."

"He's crazy about you, he always tells stories on stage and it's always about you or his kids I always wanted to meet his kids just because his stories made them sound like they were his world you know." She said and I frowned I never really had a conversation with a fan before about Jace.

"No, I didn't know that.."

"Really?"

"Yeah it sucks he's canceling the new tour."

"He's doing what?"

"Something about family issues. I guess that's why you're living here." She said biting her lip.

"I'm sorry can you just stay here for one minute." I said and walked into my room with Cole following right behind me and I called Jace.

"Hey baby."

"You are the stupidest person in the entire world you know that?"

"Love you too…. What did I do?"

"You canceled your tour?"

"How did you find out about that?"

"That's not the point.."

"It is, I was gonna ask you if you wanted to go on a date and I was gonna pour my heart out to you and tell you that if you wanted i'd happily go flip burgers if it meant you coming home."

"Jace I wanted you to make time for the kids when you're home not give up on your dreams."

"You and the kids are my dreams now."

"I'm not letting you cancel the tour."

"You're not?"

"If you cancel it I will never come home."

"Clary-"

"Jace I know how much you love being on stage, that's why i'd never never ask you to give that up because I know how much that means to you. I don't want you to give up a part of what makes you being you just because you think it will better our relationship."

"What if I told you I wanted to do this."

"I'd say you need to go see a doctor because you have wanted this since you were five."

"I don't like the empty house and not having our kids running around screaming and pulling the dog's tails, if giving it all up means I get you and the kids back I will happily let everything go, for my family."

"I don't want you to do that."

"But-"

"What makes you the man I love is the fact that you can go on stage and people feel so much better with your music you help people and the band's music means so much to so many people I won't let you give up on something you love so much… What kind of message will that send our kids?"

"That I love them enough to give it all up for them."

"Today was music appreciation day for Ryland, he's wearing one of the band shirts from your band, he said you inspire him because you never give up on your dreams."

"I don't want to lose you guys."

"Jace we are here and we love you."

"I love you guys so much."

"I know you do…"

"I won't cancel the tour…"

"Thank you, don't be stupid anymore." I said and I heard him laugh a little.

"Also I didn't say this last night when we talked. Thank you for Zeus."

"Well you were right, why should my princess get what she wants but not my queen."

"Jace…."

"Yes?"

"Please tell me you did not."

"Did not what?"

"I will kill you if you bought Jessie a horse."

"But you love me."

"She's five she doesn't need a horse."

"You didn't need a puppy but I got you one."

"Big difference between a puppy and a horse."

"Not the puppy I got you he's gonna be like a horse." He said and my phone vibrated.

"We aren't done talking about this but Izzy is calling me so I gotta go."

"Love you baby."

"Love you too." I said.

Jace's Pov

The next time I see Clary i'm gonna have to ask her how she does this by herself for months at a time. Currently Liam and Logan were naked fighting over a pair of shorts they both want to wear, Jessie is yelling because she can't find her blankie, and Ryland is making jokes saying he hid it somewhere. "Guys come on." I said but the chaos continued. Ethan who was my camera guy was laughing really hard. "Ryland leave Jessie alone, Logan, Liam put some clothes on, Jessie baby stop yelling."

"He took my blankie and got his stupid boy germs all over it." She said and hit Ryland.

"Hit me again and see what happens."

"You aren't gonna hit her Ryland."

"Tell me where my blankie is?" She yelled and he shook his head and she jumped on top of him and kept hitting him over and over. "Tell. Me. Where. It. Is." She said as I tried pulling her off of him.

"You guys come on, please can't we all just be nice to each other?" I said.

"Once he gives me my blankie back."

"Nope."

"Fine." She said and ran up the steps.

"Ryland can you please give her the blanket back."

"It's fun messing with her." He said with the Herondale smirk as Clary called it.

"Ooh Ryland guess what I have?" She said and held up his stuffed turtle.

"You put Timmy down right now." He said and jumped up.

"My blankie now, or his head come off." She said and Ryland ran towards the tv and pulled her baby blanket out that she had when she was first born with little elephants all over it and he handed it to her and she gave him the turtle.

"Are you okay did she hurt you?" He asked Timmy and I frowned.

"You know it's just a stuffed animal."

"He was my only friend at one point." He said and I ruffled his hair.

Well I solved one problem the twins were still fighting and I had no idea how to get them to stop, finally I just picked them up and walked into there room and put them into there beds. "If you too can't behave then you can go to bed."

"But daddy."

"I don't want to sleep."

"Then stop fighting it's giving me a headache." I said and they both nodded and started towards the door.

"Put clothes on." I said and they both groaned.

I was heading back downstairs when my phone rang I didn't know who it was so I let it go to voicemail. Five seconds later Izzy called me. "Hey Iz what's up."

"I'm on my way to your house to watch the kids."

"Why?"

"Clary's in the hospital.."

"What the hell do you mean she's the hospital?"

"I was over at her place meeting Kelly and something happened and Kelly took her to the hospital and i'm coming to watch the kids while you go to the hospital."

"What happened?"

"Jace please just get ready."

"I'm looking for my wife, please I don't know what's going on or what's happening please I just…" Tears fell as I talked to the lady at the information desk

"What's her name sweetie?"

"Clary… Clary Herondale." I said and she typed and nodded and made a call she asked me to wait for a minute for someone to bring me up to her I felt like it was taking hours when someone called my name.

"Are you Jace?" He asked and I nodded. "I'll take you to your wife."

"Is she okay, what's wrong?"

"Her blood pressure is very high and we believe that's what caused her to faint we are putting her on bed rest for the next few days so we can monitor them and make sure they are both okay."

"Both of them?"

"Your wife and the baby."

"B-baby? W-what baby?"

"Your wife is pregnant yes?"

"She's pregnant?" I know I sounded like a complete air head but I couldn't believe what he he was saying why wouldn't she tell me? I walked into her room and she was sleeping he nodded towards me and told me not to do anything to upset her so I sat down and put my hand on her stomach. We were having another baby I thought to myself and tears came to my eyes as I moved closer to her and kissed her stomach thanking god they are both okay right now. "I love you baby, both of you.." I rubbed her stomach and let her sleep taking her hand in mine and closing my eyes.

Okay so a few chapters ago I told you guys I had news to share and I was thinking that when this story ends i'd do a story that follows one of the kids and I've been going back and forth between Jessie and Ryland so let me know thoughts on that. I will do a summery for both the possibly stories and you guys can choose.

Also im not sure many people will notice this but i'm starting to make the twins different so far they've only liked the same thing and I think its time to make them like complete opposites well working slowly up to that... As always I love you guys