Happy new year!! i know it's late but well, i've been busy at work and at home, i haven't had time to sit down and write, anyways, i'll try and update as soon as i can, lately i've been having a problem on what to write, can't seem to decide on where to go on this fic, but i think i know where to go now, or at least that's what i thought so, anyways, let's get to the fic, again i hope you guys have had a great new year!!! coz i had a blast!!!
K&R bldg.
Kate opens the door to her office and smiled at the blonde, "Excuse me, Ms. Kelly.." she said getting her attention.
"Yes, Kate?" Alex then looked up and smiled at the girl.
"This just came for you.." Kate walks towards her desk and gave her the package.
"thanks.." Alex took the package and then thanked Kate, the girl walked outside her office, leaving her looking at the envelope.
She looked at the envelope, no card?! no nothing?!, and opened it slowly then saw a paper inside it.
She pulled the card out inspecting it.
[enjoy....] she reads then furrowed her brows and looked at what is inside the envelope.
She stared at it wide eyed. "oh shit!!" She stood up quickly from her seat holding the pictures with her hands.
Alex looked at the picture one by one in disbelief, she can't believe on what she's seeing, this can't be happening to her, she wanted to scream but she thought better of it and then just throws it all in the trashcan. She quickly grabs a lighter and burned it in dismay.
Who the hell is messin' with me? She thought as she looks at the trashcan and at the pictures being burned in front of her.
Ring! ring! ring!
Alex grabbed and answered her cell without even bothering to look who's calling her.
"Hello?" She said, anger still evident in her voice.
"so you didn't like it?!" the other voice on the line said making Alex' more upset than she already is.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?!" Alex exclaimed angrily as her face turns red out of anger, "Do you think this is funny? What do you want from me?" she stood there inside her office pacing back and forth.
"I just want you to suffer....that's all." she said casually.
"Suffer? What did I do to you?!" Alex said exasperatingly, "I don't deserve this?!" she stopped and clenched her jaw at this.
"Yes you do.....did you forget how you let me believe that I was the one for you?"
"Excuse me?! Whoever you are....I didn't let you believe that you are the one for me.....maybe that's what you thought and wanted to believe!!?" she countered, gripping on her cellphone tightly.
"it doesn't really matter now!! all that matters is that your girlfriend will see how big of a LIAR and a CHEATER you are!!!"
"You know what...i'm done playing games with you....you do what you have to do!!" Alex quickly shuts her cell off and then quickly walks out of her office slamming the door behind her.
"Kate...cancel all my appointments for today!" Alex said as she walk pass her, Kate stood up quickly and followed her, "But Ms. Kelly...you have an important meeting at 1?!"
"Just cancel it or reschedule it! I have to go now!" Alex answered dismissing her, she continuously walked to get to the parking lot and left her behind.
"But?!" Kate says confused, she sighed and just followed Alex with a concerned look.
L.A.
Alex walking straight to the secretary's office, "Where the hell is that bitch?!"
"I'm sorry ma'am??" the secretary said looking at her confused.
"Loraine?!!! Where is she?" Alex said angrily at her.
"Ms. Lorraine is not here?!" She said frightened at the blonde girl, moving her chair away from her, like it would help.
Alex stood infront of her desk and yelled again, "Where is she? I need to speak to her!!"
The secretary looked at her terrified, "She's actually taking a vacation as we speak...in Newport..." the secretary said, Alex clenched her jaw and left her without even saying goodbye.
I knew it!! that bitch is the one behind all this.....she's going to pay for this!!! Alex thought to herself as she went straight out of the building leaving the secretary speechless.
K&R bldg. noon....
"Alex have you signed this already?" Jodie opened the door to her office but she didn't see the blonde inside. She sighed then closed the door to go back to her office when she noticed Alex' secretary.
"Where is Alex?!" Jodie asked when she saw Kate walking over to her desk.
"I'm not really sure where she is?!" Kate answered honestly sitting down on her chair, Jodie looked at her confused, "What do you mean?"
"She was rushing to get outside earlier and then she told me to cancel all her appointments.." She explained.
"Where is she going?" Jodie walking up to her and waited for her to answer.
"Ms. Kelly didn't really mention where she was going." she shrugged then looked back on her monitor.
"She did know that we have a meeting later right??" Jodie asks for confirmation.
She nodded, "Yes, I reminded her about it but she said to cancel it."
"Argh, she can't do that!" Jodie exclaimed.
Alex....Alex...Alex... you're always doing this!! Jodie said to herself as she turned around and get back to her office and left Kate alone wondering to herself.
"That would be all.." She said as she puts down the phone after ordering her lunch then hears the doorbell ring.
"That was fast?!" She muttered to herself and then she quickly rushes over the door to open it.
"Hi?!" She said smiling but her smile soon faded when she recognized who the person standing infront of her is. The person just stared at her in disdain.
"Alex?!" She said shocked and couldn't move a muscle.
"Are you surprised to see me? or you're waiting for me to really come to you?" Alex said sarcastically then walked inside her room without an invitation and closed the door for her, she just followed her with a look, not quite believing who she's seeing.
"Don't act like you're surprised to see me..you've been following me around since you got here...isn't that right?" Alex said glaring at her and walks inside her room.
"I don't know what you're talking about?!" She said acting innocently follwong the blonde inside her hotel room.
"You don't?" Alex looked at her then smiled sarcastically, "oh really??" the girl just shook her head and stared at her.
"So you're not the one who sent me all those pictures?" She said looking at her closely.
"Pictures? What are you talking about?" She said still playing innocent.
In one quick move the blonde is already standing in front of her yelling, "Fuck you Loraine!! don't act like you don't know what i'm talking about....what the fuck do you want from me?" Alex said exasperatingly as the other girl looked at her nervously, barely able to stand the blonde's accusations.
"I don't get it.....when we hooked up before...you know and I know that it was just for fun...so how come you're doing this right now.....what the fuck is wrong with you?" the blonde said again trying to control her anger.
"Don't blame this all to me..... I didn't do anything?!" She still insisted on saying.
"You didn't?" Alex angrily said as she thows the pictures in her face. "Tell me that you didn't do this!!"
"Ok...so I took the pictures but you fucking deserve all this!" She yelled at her as she took a picture and then throws it at her face as well.
"Nobody deserves this..." Alex said shaking her head, Loraine looked at her not backing down, "From my experience....you sure deserve to be treated like this!!" She angrily said.
Once she heard her say that, Alex couldn't help herself but hit her straight on the face before anyone can react shocking them both. Loraine held her face and then smiled at her menacingly, "so typical of you..."
Alex looked at her angrily trying to control her rage, she tried composing herself but Loraine continued talking not backing down, provoking her, "By the way, did your girlfriend like the picture of you and her cousin getting it on?"
"What did you say?" Alex looked at her furiously as Loraine smiled at her, "Why don't you go now? maybe you can still catch your girlfriend looking at your pictures..."
"You're pathetic!" Alex exclaimed then pushed her to the side and then walks out of the room. Loraine smiled to herself knowing full well the consequences of her actions.
NLC bldg.
"Marissa Cooper?!" the delivery guy said, he knocks on her door and opens it.
"Yes?" Marissa responded as the guy walked towards her and gave her an envelope, "Ms. Cooper, kindly sign here.."
Marissa took the envelope and then looked at the guy, "thanks?! Who is it from??"
"It doesn't say here…sorry?!" he shrugged.
"Hmm…" Marissa then took the pen and signed it, "Thanks."
"You're welcome.." the guy said as he turned around and left her with the envelope.
"What is this??" she looks at the envelope and then tears it open.
[open your eyes] she looks at the card that she sees inside it. She flips it open but that's the only word written on it. open your eyes??weird?!
She took all the things that are inside it and she was taken aback by what she sees.
She looked at it slowly, one by one, her eyes couldn't believe what she's seeing. Her hands were shaking as she looked at all the pictures in her hand. She was mortified of what she's seeing, not wanting to believe that it was just hours ago that she was with this girl having the time of her life and now she's looking at the picture of her with another woman. Slowly, tears fell out of her eyes and she wasn't sure what to think of it all.
K&R bldg.
"Where is she?!" Marissa walks towards her and looks at Alex' secretary as Kate looks at her startled, "Ms. Kelly is actually not here at the moment but if you want I'll…" She says but Marissa cuts her off.
"Where is Jodie?" She said instead.
"She's inside her office." Kate says.
"Where?" She exclaimed.
"There…right side." Kate says pointing at Jodie's office as Marissa turned around and walked quickly to Jodie's office leaving the other girl confused.
Jodie's door is open so she walked straight to her office startling the small brunette.
"Marissa? Hi, Alex is not here right now." Jodie said standing up and putting aside all the paper works.
"Just give this to her…" Marissa slams the envelope on her desk with all the pictures of Alex inside it. Jodie just stared at the envelope and then back to her.
"Tell her I don't wanna see her face again!!" She said full of anger in her voice as Jodie looked at her confused.
"Excuse me?!" Jodie furrowed her brows questioningly but Marissa didn't answer and walked out of her office leaving her with the envelope.
She looked at the envelope raising her brow, she picked it up, opened it then she gasped when she saw the pictures of Alex with another girl in a compromising position, she dropped it and then rushed to follow the brunette.
"Marissa wait!!" Jodie rushed over to her and grabbed her arm, "What's going on?" she said looking at her confused now more than ever.
Marissa turned around quickly, staring back at her, "Didn't you see all the pictures?!" she said trying to control the tears to fall from her eyes, "I can't take this anymore….I can't be with a person who lies and cheats on me!!" she wipes away the tears from her eyes after saying it.
Jodie looked at her sadly, she walked towards her wanting to console her but Marissa stopped her, she just stared at her sadly, and before she can do something the brunette walked away quickly leaving Jodie worried about her.
"Marissa..wait!!" She said but Marissa continued on walking as fast as she could, she didn't even turn around as she entered the elevator and closed it.
Jodie sighed and got back to her office, she then grabbed the pictures and looked at it one by one.
"Who the fuck took all this pictures?!" Jodie exclaimed, not believing what she's seeing. She knew Alex is not a saint but seeing her like this, she's not really sure what to think of her. She knew Alex loves Marissa very much so she doesn't understand how the blonde can do this, if she really did this. She shook her head and sighed to herself as she stared at the picture.
"Alex where are you?? you're in big trouble!" Jodie said instead as she picks up her cell and dialed Alex' number.
"Damn it!! where is a good cellphone when you need one?" Alex hissed as she looked at her cell that just died on her then she manuevered the wheel and head back home.
Ring! Ring! Ring!
Marissa looks at her cell and then picks it up.
"Hey Marissa!!" Alex said as she hears the cell being picked up by Marissa. Thank God she answered.
"I'm sorry....I didn't call you a while ago." She said apolgetically, she waited for her to answer but she didn't and then she heard a sob from the other line.
"Marissa, are you ok?" Alex continued to say as she waited for Marissa to answer.
"Are you crying??" Alex asked worriedly as Marissa softly said. "Alex…"
"Yes?" Alex then waited for her to answer, she held her phone closely to her ear not wanting to miss anything that she's gonna say.
"I don't wanna see you ever again…." She said then shuts her cell off not letting the blonde reply.
"What? Marissa wait!!" Alex said and then looks at her phone, she dialled again her number but it's already busy, she holds it tightly on her hand then all of a sudden throws it away.
"SHIT!!"
Her phone then rang and she quickly picked it up from the floor and answered it.
"Marissa?!" She said.
"It's me Jodie…"
"Oh? hey?" She answered trying to sound normal again.
"She saw it.."
"Who saw what??" She said annoyed.
"Marissa knows about you and your other girl.." Jodie said disappointed at her.
"My other girl??" Alex said not liking what she said.
"Alex, I'm your friend but right now I have to say that this is really too much….you say you love Marissa but what the hell are you doing with another girl? damn Alex when are you gonna learn??"
"Wait… you say you're my friend? But you're already judging me?" Alex said hurt from what she said.
"I'm not judging you…I just don't like the way you're treating your girlfriend…it's not fair Alex!!"
"I know….but believe me….it's not entirely true…" Alex said trying to defend herself.
"You have to explain that to your girlfriend….she went to your office earlier and then she left me an envelope containing all your pictures… she was devastated to say the least."
"I actually just called her and she said she never wanted to see me again…." Alex said sadly.
"That's what she told me to say to you also.."
"I'm fucking screwed!!" Alex exclaimed not liking what's happening to her, she walked back and forth inside her room while talking to her.
"I'm afraid to say this…but yes you are…you better get your act together!" Jodie advised her.
"Don't worry…I will…" She said then shuts off her phone.
"No matter what I will get her back!" Alex said determined and then went outside to get to her car.
Marissa's room.
"Marissa, I came as soon as I heard…I'm so sorry." Summer sat beside her and hugged her friend who has been crying for hours now.
"I'm so stupid Summer! why did I let myself fall for her so hard when I knew that she's just using me?" Marissa said crying on her shoulders now.
"What happened Marissa?" Summer said looking at her worried, she stroked her hair trying to comfort her friend.
"Alex, she's cheating on me!!" Marissa said crying, she pulled away from her and then looked at her bestfriend sadly, "She's having an affair with Jamie!!"
"What? Are you sure??" Summer said shocked. "Maybe they're just being friendly with each other?!" she said in Alex' defense.
"Friendly??" She said sarcastically then stood up, "Alex has her hands under her skirt? Is that how friendly you can get with another girl??" She said full of aggravation in her voice.
Summer sighed and then continued, "Are you sure?? I mean..maybe your mind is just messing with you…did you see them like that?"
Marissa paused then answered, "I didn't actually see them doing that…"
"See, so how can they be having an affair and where did you get that idea that they are having an affair??" Summer asked again, Marissa walked over to her bag and opened it, she took something inside it and showed it to her bestfriend.
"This is the proof.." She threw it on the bed as it scattered around, Summer picked it up one by one and has a hard time believing on what she's seeing.
"Oh my God!! I dunno what to say.." Summer said in horror, she looks at the picture and then walked over to her friend who's still crying.
"I'm so sorry Marissa…." Summer said for she did not know what to say at that time.
"Me too…." Marissa said as she continued to cry on her shoulders, Summer sighed deeply and hugged her.
"Have you talked about this with her??" She asked, Marissa pulled away from her and said angrily, "I don't wanna see her ever again…..i've had it with her….she is never gonna change!" she looks at the picture of Alex and then cried again, Summer sighed and looked at her friend sadly.
"I never thought she could do this to me…we were just talking about this the other day and she told me she just kissed her….but this.." Marissa grabs a picture of Alex and Jamie and then looked at it disappointed, "She never mentioned that she's fucking my cousin!!" She said and then rips the picture into pieces.
"But who will send these kind of pictures to you??" Summer looked at her questioningly but Marissa shrugged it off.
"I don't fucking care….all I know is they're fucking behind my back!!" She said angrily, tears falling from her eyes again.
"Alright….no need to yell… just calm down." Summer said ushering her over to sit down on her bed, she then looks at her seriously and asked, "So is it really over between you and Alex??"
Marissa looks at her and then sighed deeply as she once again felt the tears falling through her eyes.
Cooper Mansion..
"Marissa!!" Alex opens the door to her room and sees her lying and crying on the bed. She cringed at the sight of her girlfriend looking so down and devastated.
Marissa looks up at her angrily and then quickly stood up from her bed shouting, "What the hell are you doing here? Get out!!! I don't wanna see your face ever again!!"
Marissa looked like she wanted to lash out on the blonde but Alex didn't budge and just closed the door behind her and walked up to her.
"Marissa, let me explain.." she said walking up to her but Marissa moved away from her.
"Explain what?? How you fucked my cousin?? Is that what you wanted to explain to me?" She said sarcastically, smiling bitterly, "I sure don't wanna know about that!"
"Marissa, it wasn't like that….believe me…it wasn't!" Alex said honestly walking slowly to her but Marissa laughed at what she said, "It wasn't??" she looked at her in disbelief, "tell me…." she paused, "your hands under her skirt? And you're not fucking her?"
"Marissa?!" Alex said again trying to explain and moving forward to her but Marissa continued talking and backing away from her, "Please Alex…." Marissa said shaking her head, "I don't wanna hear it!"
"But Marissa…I didn't do that with her…" Alex cried out, walking again towards her but Marissa motioned her hand to stop Alex from walking towards her.
"You didn't??" She said not really believing her.
"No, I didn't?!" Alex shook her head then Marissa cuts her off again.
"Ok, let's say you didn't…but you have fucked her before right??" Marissa said again and this time Alex didn't answer, she sighed and stared at the blonde, "So you really did!?" She said not really wanting to believe what's happening, she turned her back to her trying not to cry again.
"Marissa…let me explain first!!" Alex insisted again but Marissa spun around and shouted at her instead, "Explain what? That you two have known each other before and you acted like you didn't know her when she got here?"
"I.." The blonde said but Marissa shook her head and asked again, "Tell me…did you fuck her before or after we got together??" she said aggrevated, she looks at her for an answer but Alex looked away not knowing how to explain it.
"I'm waiting for your answer!! Tell me the truth!!" Marissa exclaimed walking towards her now, Alex didn't answer and just looked at her sadly.
"Come on! Explain yourself now!" She said again standing in front of her, waiting for her to answer.
"Do you really wanna know the truth? Ok…I'll tell you the truth!!" Alex said taking a deep breathe and then started talking again, "I know Jamie even before I have known you…..I know I should have said something when she came here….but I didn't…and I'm sorry….when I saw her outside your house, I didn't recognize her, so I didn't say anything...I just..." She paused then spoke again, "we've gone out a couple of times….it was a long time ago….but that's about it…. There's nothing more to it.." She said trying to reason out with her.
"Nothing more to it? don't tell me you didn't fuck her?" Marissa said again accusingly, throwing it in her face.
Alex looked down and didn't say a word, Marissa looked at her disappointed, she was gonna say something but the door opened and Jamie walked inside not really knowing what's happening.
Jamie looked at Alex and then at Marissa worried, "Is everything ok? I can hear you guys yelling from downstairs?!" She said.
"Everything is ok till you came here!!" Marissa said sarcastically as she looked at her cousin in dismay.
"Excuse me?!" Jamie looked at her dumbfounded and then back to Alex, the blonde sighed but didn't answer.
"So have you enjoyed fucking my girlfriend?" Marissa then said making Jamie turn her head quickly to her, she looked at her shocked. how did she..
"What?? Did I say something wrong?" Marissa looks at her like she wanted to rip the girl's head off, she walks forward to get to Jamie but Alex was fast and stood in between the two girls.
"Marissa stop it!!" Alex exclaimed, she knows that she might do something stupid and she's not gonna allow that to happen.
"What? I'm just asking if she enjoyed you? is that bad?" She said as she looks at her cousin angrily. Jamie didn't answer and stood there more confused than she already is.
Marissa looks at her as the tears fell to her eyes once again."You're more than just a cousin to me….you are like a sister to me….and yet you've managed to do this to me?" she said looking at her cousin, "How could you?" she cried again, Jamie walked over to her but Marissa shook her head, "Don't come near me!" she exclaimed.
Jamie stopped on her tracks and looked at her sadly,"Marissa, I'm sorry but it was a long time ago….I didn't know that Alex was really serious in dating you…..it was my fault…I came unto her and I initiated everything." She said explaining.
Marissa hissed at her, "You didn't know?? Why? do you think we're just playing here?" she yelled again.
Jamie shooked her head quickly, "No..that's not what I meant…I just didn't know that the Alex now, is not the Alex that I have known before…."
"Oh, so you just noticed that now??" She answered sarcastically, Jamie sighed and looked down again ashamed, "It was a mistake…I'm really sorry about this." she said apologetically and looked at her sadly.
"It's all been done now.." Marissa said anger still evident in her voice, "you lied to my face!" she said looking at her cousin.
"And you cheated on me…." She looks at Alex after saying that.
"Now you can both get out of my face!!" Marissa exclaimed angrily to both of them.
Jamie looked at her while the tears fall out of her eyes as well, "I'm really sorry.." she said softly to her then at Alex, she was ashamed of what she did and slowly turned around and walked out of her room leaving the two behind.
Alex on the other hand didn't budge and just stared at Marissa.
"I said….get out!! Are you deaf now??" Marissa said looking at Alex furiously.
"I'm not going anywhere until you listen to me!!" Alex said adamantly walking towards her and then grabs her arm.
"Don't touch me!!" Marissa pulled her arm away from her, "Don't fucking touch me!!" she yelled again, Alex sighed and then let go of her arm.
"Marissa, the pictures that you saw…" She started to explain but Marissa stopped her again, "Alex….I don't need your explanation…….we're over…..I can't be with a person who lies and cheats on me…I don't wanna see you ever again…..i'm done with you….now get out of my face!!" she exclaimed but Alex shook her head instead.
"No…we're not done yet…..we're not over…not until I say so!!" Alex said condescendingly.
"I said get out!! Get out!!" Marissa yelled at her but Alex walks up to her and tried holding her hands again.
"I said don't touch me!! I hate you!! I fucking hate you!!" Marissa said hysterically, pushing the blonde away from her but Alex pulled her and tried hugging her instead. "Marissa….i'm sorry…I fucking screwed up…..i'm a liar…..and I'm sorry…I feel like I'm never gonna change…..but please….don't tell me that we're over…I can't take it…..not now..not ever!" Alex said as the tears that she was trying to hide fell quickly from her eyes, "I'm sorry….what I did to you is wrong….but please give me a chance….." Alex pleaded, Marissa just looked at her not saying anything, not moving as well.
"I dated her before…but it was a long time ago….and when I saw her here…I know that I've seen her before..I just dunno where…and then I remembered…and well, I didn't know how to say it to you..and she didn't say anything too…so I thought.. it wouldn't really matter since it was a long time ago…."
Marissa still not saying anything as Alex took that time to speak her mind and stare at the her straight in the eyes.
"Marissa, I'm so sorry you had to find out this way..and about the pictures….it wasn't really like that…I admit I did kiss her but that's it….the pictures was shot like we're doing it but we're not….i'm really sorry about this…."
"I am too…." Marissa softly said and then looks at her sadly. "Alex….i'm tired of you explaining yourself to me..apologizing….saying you're sorry…but always doing the same thing….i'm tired of all this…"
"But Marissa…" Alex cried out again but Marissa shook her head, "We're over…so please leave me alone now…..I don't wanna see you ever again…..just leave me alone…."
There was a moment of silence between the two, neither girl spoke up and just stared at each other, Alex sighed then looked down saddened by the fact that her girlfriend is breaking up with her and she can't even do anything. Marissa slowly moved away from her freeing herself from the blonde.
"Marissa, I never meant to hurt you…." she whispered sadly.
Marissa stood there looking at her as well, her visions blurry because of the tears flowing freely from her eyes. She didn't utter a word and just stared at her, the blonde looked at her crying as well and then slowly walked away from her defeated as Marissa covered her face with her hands and cried heavily.
feel free to tell me what you think....again, thanks for reading!!!