Randy's Point Of View

I woke up on Ava's couch, we hadn't said much to each other last night after my little jealous fit. I'll admit, it made me jealous, I can't help it I want Ava plus she's carrying my child. Now I know I have no right to be jealous what so ever but still I can't help it.

I stood up as I swear I smell something in the kitchen. I walked around to the kitchen and saw Ava was in the kitchen cooking. What was she doing down here? She should be resting, I told her not to try the stairs until I was with her. She could have fallen, she could have hurt our son. "What the hell are you doing?" I shook my head.

"Cooking, what does it look like." Ava shook her head.

"I can see that, but you came down the stairs without me. What if you would have fainted." I sighed.

"I felt fine so I didn't think it was a problem." Ava sighed herself.

"You felt fine the last time also, you don't know when these episodes are coming on Ava, You could have fallen, or fainted." I almost growled. "You have to think about Ryder."

"Do you think I'm not thinking about him? He's all I think about Randy so don't even start." Ava snapped.

I sighed "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to come out like that." I shook my head.

Ava shook her head turning around facing the other direction. I sighed and started moving closer to her I could hear her sniffling. I walked over to her putting my arms around her from behind. "I mean it Ava, I'm sorry I didn't mean to come at you like that." I said then turned her around to face me, taking my thumb to wipe the tears from her eyes.

Ava nodded. "It's okay, I'm sorry I'm so emotional." Ava said softly.

"You are pregnant it's bound to happen." I laughed, giving her a kiss on the top of the head. "But you have every right to be upset, I shouldn't of come at you like that it was my fault. So what do you say we forget it?" I raised a brow.

"That sounds good." Ava smiled.

"How about you go sit down and put your feet up for a while and I'll finish breakfast." I smiled.

"I can handle it." Ava smiled.

"Alright, I guess I'll get dressed then." I nodded, I know it'd drive her nuts if I keep after her. So I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked out of the kitchen to get ready for the day.

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Ava's Point Of View

I sat down on the couch by Randy after giving him his plate of food. "So I think we should talk about you move into my place until Ryder comes." Randy said looking over at me.

"Before we talk about that, we need to talk about last night." I stated.

"What do you mean?" Randy raised a brow.

"Last night, when you got upset about me kissing Wade." I said and saw his nostrils flare. "See, you are getting upset about it again."

"I can't help it." Randy spat, standing up walking towards the kitchen.

I sighed and wiggled my way off the couch walking after him. "What is your problem Randy?" I sighed walking up behind him.

"Wade, he's my problem." Randy snapped.

"He hasn't done anything." I shook my head, he's acting unbelievable.

"Yes he has, he's standing in the way of us being a family." Randy spat. "I love you damn it, and I can't stand to see him around you, because I know he's the one who is standing in the way of us being a family. I don't want him to come in and-." Randy shook his head and turned around cutting himself off.

"Come in and what?" I shook my head.

"He's already had a chance with you Ava, he's already had a chance to be a husband to you, to be the father of your children. He messed that up more than once. I don't want him to try to take my place, I'm Ryders father, I want it to be me you are kissing. I want it to be me that you are in love with. Not him." Randy shook his head.

I walked up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder. "No matter what, no one is going to take your place in Ryder's life, you are his father. His ONLY father. Whatever happens between Wade and I, it's not going to affect your place in Ryders life." I assured him. "As far as being a family, You and I are always going to be a family, we are always going to be connected. As far as love, I do love you Randy."

"Not the way you love Wade." Randy sighed. "Are you still in love with him?"

"No, I love you both in different ways." I stated. "And I'm not in love with Wade, but I do love him deeply, he's the man I married I've spent 10 years with the man you don't just shut those feelings off. To be honest I can see myself with both of you, but I don't want you to sit around and wait for me, because I'm coming to the realization, that I am in no frame of mind to be in a relationship, I need to get my head right. But more than anything I need some independence. I've been a wife since I was 18, I've had no freedom to be me to find out who I am, who Ava really is. And I need to do that Randy."

"I understand that I do, but you still want to work on your marriage." Randy shook his head. "How is that going to work?"

"I told him I'm not completely giving up, I'm not going to shut him out. But I'm not rushing into something, I'm going to put my self, and my child first. Just because I'm not going to throw my marriage away completely, doesn't mean that my marriage is going to work because honestly I don't know, so much has happened but he's trying so hard to show me he can change. And he is changing slowly but surely. You might not see it but I do, I see the subtle changes in him and I'm happy about it."

"So a relationship for us isn't going to happen?" Randy sighed.

"No, I'm not saying that. I'm just saying that I'm not ruling my marriage out. But you know what? I'm not ruling a relationship with you, either. But as of now the only man I'm committing myself too, is this little one right here." I said rubbing my stomach.

Randy smiled slightly and nodded. "Alright, I guess... but you do know there isn't any other woman who can hold a candle to you Ava." He smiled. "I love you Ava and I'm willing to wait for you, because I feel in my heart you and I truly belong together."

A Note From The Author: Sorry it's not as long as I'd like but I wanted to get a chapter out to you all! Hope you enjoy it, what do you all think? Please leave a review and let me know. Thanks to everyone who read, review, follow, and favorite! You all rock!

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Levesque-Rollins823- Thanks for reading and reviewing! We will have to see if it's a ploy! Wade does have a very sneaky side to him.

Kezzstar- He does love her that's for sure! Thanks for reading and reviewing!

Skovko- Yep he had a little jealous fit But he's passionate about Ava so he can't help it! Thanks for reading and reviewing

RedRose85- Yeah that was scary but hopefully things work out! Thanks for reading and reviewing!

KJ- Yes Wade does love her so much, and so does Randy! Ava is a lucky woman to have those men both pining over her! Thanks for reading and reviewing!