Jacob's POV same day as last chapter…

There was too much going on today, if having two members added wasn't stress enough. I can't believe a girl actually phased! I thought this was just a guy thing, but I guess everything you read isn't always according to legend.

Imprinting is rare, that is what was always taught amongst our people. Sam imprinted, and we thought he'd be the only one. Jared went to school, BAM instant love. Quil goes to tell Sam about Leah and Seth phasing…

But he couldn't take his eyes off of a baby in Emily's arms, Claire, I think her name was. I'm afraid that imprinting is going to control my life, if morphing into a werewolf doesn't already. I won't let this happen to me. I will not accept imprinting.

I knocked on the door lightly hoping Bella would answer, but no one came. I heard movement within the house, verifying that someone was in the house. I turned the doorknob opening the door. I walked into the kitchen where I heard the most noise. Bella was standing looking perfect in her sweatshirt, and jeans. I leaned against the doorway watching her move around the kitchen confidently still unaware of my presence. I wish we weren't thrown into this world with vampires and werewolves. It was hard enough trying to get her to love me without it having imprinting decide my fate for me. I didn't want just anyone. I wanted Bella. She was the person who understood me, and accepted me for who I was without the excessive strength or wolf capabilities. I know that if I hadn't turned into a wolf Bella would be mine, now. I had a plan, but my life had a plan for me, which makes it inconvenient for me. I love thinking about Bella, but it's hard to listen to others think about her in ways…that only I should be able to.

I couldn't resist watching beautiful naive Bella, innocently walking around the kitchen. I glided across the floor, without a sound, sneaking my arms around her dainty body causing her to jump. Her heart skipped a beat, as her breath hitched with fear. I leaned in breathing lightly on her neck.

"Miss me?" I confidently questioned. Bella released her held breath turning abruptly in my arms.

"Jacob Black! You scared me! Don't you ever do that again to me!" She playfully hit my arm, with a smile.

"You should really lock your doors." I sternly gazed into her luscious eyes, being lost within them.

"What would that help? Anyone after me wouldn't be stopped by a locked door." She sarcastically added. I reluctantly pulled away from her, missing how perfect her body fit with mine.

"True, but not locking your door is only advertising your vulnerability." Bella raised an eyebrow, before turning to her cooking.

"How mad is Jared?" She asked, revealing her soft layer of sadness.

"He isn't mad at you…well… ok he isn't happy you left with the lee-vampire, but he was more worried about your safety." Bella snorted.

"Why is everyone so worried about my safety? I'm more worried about all of you fighting for me!" I threw my hands in the air, out of frustration. I will never understand her way of thinking.

I grabbed her shoulders pulling her into me "What will it take for you to understand? We…I can't even imagine a world where you don't exist. I wouldn't be able to complete my life knowing I could've done something to keep you out of harm's way, and even if it meant risking my life to save yours." I slowly raised my hand cupping her cheek, stroking her cheek with my thumb. I was lost in Bella's eyes.

"Jacob, I would feel the same if I lost you, or anyone else from the pack. Do you understand the amount of guilt that would be placed on my conscious?"

"Bella, the only way I'm able to accept what I've become is knowing, I'm able to shield you from any danger. This is what I was made to do, please don't make me fight my instincts."

The front door was thrown open, startling me and Bella. I was too enthralled in our conversation to know someone was coming.

"Bella, it sure does smell good in here." I sighed with relief Charlie, I could handle. Bella smiled moving back to the food, pulling it out of the oven. I quickly grabbed the plates dispersing them to their places. I glanced up when Charlie entered the room.

"Well Jake, what a surprise. It's good to see you." Charlie walked forward slapping me on the back before sitting in his usual seat, ready for his meal. Bella sat down as we all dug into the food.

"What are you kids up to today?" Charlie inquired raising an inquisitive eyebrow at Bella.

"Nothing, just hanging out…" Bella too quickly answered. Good… I'm making her nervous, so that's always a great sign. Bella glanced in my direction until our eyes met, making her blush under my gaze. I smiled, laughing lightly to myself.

"Jake when are you going to have Bella's truck fixed?" Charlie questioned. I had forgotten she was unable to have transportation unless we were with her. The reeking leech is still here so she can't have her truck back. I feel so controlling for keeping her truck, and a little guilty that we put her in the position to have to get a ride from the vampire today. This brings me to so many questions…

"Soon, just a couple more things I have to finish before its safe for her to drive." Bella gave me a quick unhappy look. I hadn't taken my eyes off of her when I asked my next question. "Charlie was it busy at the station today?" Bella's face turned more shades of red, fidgeting in her chair. That was all the proof I needed to know that she didn't call Charlie. I don't understand Bella. She doesn't understand she is a danger magnet.

"It wasn't busy at all." Charlie scooped in a helping of mashed potatoes. Bella stood gathering the dishes, avoiding me at all costs.

Charlie grabbed his beer, moving towards the living room. I watched Bella preoccupying herself with the dishes.

"Bella, I don't understand why you would risk yourself like that." Bella stopped scrubbing the dish. Her eyes glistened, making my heart sink. I stood walking towards her, embracing her in a hug.

"Please don't cry… I just want you to be careful." I heavily sighed.

"I'm sorry. I won't put myself in that situation again. I just needed to get answers, understand why they would send him here." I felt angry with myself for being so hard on her. Bella pulled back giving me a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.

"Thank you." Bella nodded.

"Leave your bedroom window open." I whispered. Bella's smile widened, as she pushed back into my arms. I leaned her back mouthing 'Charlie'.

I walked towards the edge of the kitchen speaking loud enough for Charlie to here. "See ya tomorrow, Bells." Bella walked past me towards her room, probably opening her window for me. I smiled.

"Jacob, are you leaving so soon?" Charlie asked from his chair, halfway looking at me and the TV.

"Yeah, I've gotta tuck the old man in bed." I laughed out.

"Well I wouldn't want you to miss that." Charlie countered.

Bella came down the stairs with a wide smile. "Bye Jake." Bella said. Charlie waved me off, as his game became more entertaining.

I walked out the door closing it behind me. I walked towards my favorite tree leading to Bella's bedroom climbing it easily.

The phone started to ring, once I entered the house. I could hear Charlie pushing his recliner down to grab the phone with a huff, mumbling 'who would be calling at this hour.'

"Hello." Charlie grumbled into the phone.

"Charlie, it's me." I could barely hear my father's voice on the other end from this distance, but he didn't sound like his usual self.

"Billy?" Charlie asked.

"Harry Clearwater is in the hospital, he's had a heart attack." I thought I could hear sobbing in the background, probably Sue. I felt a gut wrenching pain sweep over me. Harry means so much to our tribe…

"I'll be there in just a little while." Charlie hung up the phone, silent and unmoving for what seemed like forever.

"Bella, Harry Clearwater is in the hospital." Charlie said. Bella gasped from the kitchen running towards the living room.

"I'm going with you." She stated. Charlie shook his head.

"No, you have school. I'm sure everything is fine, I'll be back later." I heard the door close. Bella ran up the stairs completely devastated. I walked over moving her towards the bed before she fainted.

"It'll be ok, I'm here Bells." I soothed her.

Bella and I lay on the bed relaxed, comfortable without any conversation. I pressed my cheek to the top of her head, moving strands from her face. Bella's warm eyes found mine. I wanted to kiss her, more than anything in this moment. I bent my head towards her to gauge her reaction, but she was unmoving. I listed her breathing hitch, and her heart speed to an erratic pace. Butterflies assaulted my stomach as we inched our faces closer together.

My own heart was beating wildly trying to beat its way out of my chest. I had always dreamt of this moment, but never considered it could happen so soon. My lips touched her cool ones. I opened my mouth, sweeping my tongue across her bottom lip asking for entrance. Bella happily opened her mouth. I rested my hand to her cheek, before moving it into her hair. My free hand moved down her back, finding exposed skin on her lower back. I hoped I was kissing her right. Bella whimpered, showing her appreciation. I felt amazing. My dreams didn't come close to the way this felt.

I had forgotten the lack of oxygen, until she pulled back. We were both panting and grinning uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry…I know you don't feel the way I do, I just couldn'…" Bella placed a finger on my lips.

"Jake it's ok," She whispered. I moved Bella against my chest, trying to imbed this into my memory forever. Bella moved her head into the crook of my neck. I pushed the covers off of the bed, knowing we wouldn't need them.

Bella soon was asleep in my arms, the way it should be. I kissed her head, loving how everything felt.

A loud whine from a wolf off in the distance, made me freeze in place. I gently moved Bella, as I tore off my shirt climbing down the tree. I started to run through the woods. I turned back one last time, to look at Bella's bedroom window. I couldn't help but think we finally had a future together. I was about to phase when I heard crying. I walked through two huge maple trees, seeing a clearing. The sobbing was coming from a girl, wearing a tattered green dress, lying on the ground. I knew I was intruding, but I felt I needed to comfort her. I walked closer towards her, trying to be quiet.

"GO AWAY SAM!" She screamed. I froze is this Leah Clearwater? I cleared my throat. She lifted her head slowly. She was glowing. The love I once knew meant nothing and everything centered on… Leah Clearwater. I turned on my heels, leaving her on the ground, running towards what I had chosen, Bella. I need Bella! This can't be happening to me! I love her! I don't want to love this girl! I must see Bella.

This is I know… A STRETCH… I'm sorry to the Team Jacob people who will not read my story any longer, because of the pairing. It will all balance out! I promise! I'm sorry to those of you who hate this story now! Thanks for reading my story so far..! Please review and let me know your honest opinion… I'd really like to hear…