WoWie… Okay, hmMmMmz… where do I start??

Oh I know; how about for starters Apologizing up and down for my ridiculous MIA act and secondly by explaining why the hell it's been 44 freakin' days since my last freakin' update!!! I know some of you probably want to strangle me… lol or throw sticks, stones, rocks or even pebbles at me but before you do-lol… hear me out….

I am currently visiting Cambodia, yup… Phnom Pehn Cambodia as in Asia, you know the country located on the other side of the world right now which by the way was an unexpected-surprise trip! I honestly thought I posted chapter 35 before I left but I guess with all the excitement I somehow really failed too??!! I'm still to this moment… racking my brain out on how I totally missed that especially since I wanted to give you all something before I left. I didn't think we'd be visiting this long but 2 weeks wasn't enough time per my mom so now it's been a total of 4 weeks since I've been here. So for that I am deeply, truly sorry for leaving you all hanging. Our beloved Brucas is my obsession and god knows we BL'ers need it!! If it wasn't for Kalieghpretty much asking and checking in with me … on where the heck I've been or if I'm okay or not… I honestly wouldn't have known that you guys never got the new update. [So thanks a million Kaliegh :0)] Unfortunately I don't have my laptop with me nor do I have my sandisk not to mention emailing and paying to use their damn slow-very annoying internet here is a freaking nightmare … so sadly I can't re-post the new chapter until I return to the states which by the way will only be a few more-okay maybe more like until Sunday…

SoOoOoOo please, pretty please bare with me!! I promise as soon as I get home regardless of trying to adjust to the time difference between here and there posting that specific update will be one of my first PRIORITES!! You have my word … just as long as none of you guys gave up on me!! DEAL?! :0)

Well I better go since my minutes are coming to an end not to mention my family and friends are more than ready to head out for Siem Reap to see Angkor Watt :0) Once again, I truly apologize for the mix up. It won't happen again!! 44 days is tOoOoOoOo freakin' LoOoOoOng!! Thanks for sticking by me and leaving your reviews and comments!! Like I always say… they mean the world to me!! You guys keep me writing so thank you from the bottom of my heart!! :0)

Lemme tell you though… As much as I've enjoyed a whole month here in Cambodia visiting, exploring and learning my heritage/culture… there's no place like home!! :0) I can't wait to get back to my life and my reality!! Boy did my sisters and I take things for granted!!

PS… I'm doing good Kaliegh… thanks for checking in with me love!!! You totally rOoOoOock buddy!! :0) Hope all is well with you!! :0)

Phearywinkle :0)