Chaleen got back to her place later that night.
"Hey baby how is she."
"Well she did eat but not much. I think she's sleeping I'm not sure I haven't checked on her in awhile."
"Thank you Greg. I'm gonna go check on her."
Greg kissed cha on the cheek and headed into her spare room. She knocked on the door.
"Lisa honey." Cha opened the door and saw lisa sitting on the bed listening to her ipod. Cha smiled and walked over to the bed and touched her leg.
"Oh hi cha I was just trying to relax."
"It's ok honey. I stopped by the house. And I got you some clothes and phil asked me to give you these."
Cha handed lisa the photo album and the small box containing her necklace. When she opened the box she saw the necklace phil had given her on her 18th birthday.
"My necklace. I took it off when I took a shower the other day I forgot it was there." Lisa said feeling the tears in her eyes well up.
"Honey are you ok."
"Yeah I'm as ok as I can be. Did you see him."
"Yeah honey I saw him, He's worried about you. He also asked me to give you this." Chaleen said pulling out of her pocket the envelope phil gave her.
"What's this."
"It's from phil. Do you need anything a snack maybe something to drink."
Lisa just shook her no.
"Ok well I'll check on you later." Chaleen left the room.
Lisa stared at the envelope not know what was inside she sat back on the bed and opened it, it was a letter from phil. She took a deep breath and read it to herself.
"My dearest lisa,
Words can't describe how sorry I am for not telling you about the baby. I was still in shock when I came home that night I came into the bedroom and saw you sleeping you looked so peaceful just an angel my angel. I didn't sleep that night I wanted to but I just couldn't.
When I saw you in the morning I wanted to tell you then but I couldn't. I took the coward way out. And I'm sorry. God I miss you so much. I miss your smile your laugh your touch your kisses the way your mouth curves up when your sleeping. I wish I could go back and change things but I can't. I love you I've loved you for a very very long time. I wish you were here so I could put my arms around you and hold you and tell you everything is gonna be ok.
I promise on my life I will make things better I don't know how but I promise I'll fight for you. I love you I know you said you wanted you space and I respect that. Just please know that I didn't propose to you in hopes that this would all go away I want you to be my wife because I love you I want a future with you I want that life I've always dreamed of having with you.
When I was on the road when I first got my start with ROH I would always carry a picture of you with me. And when I missed home or you I would look at it and I would smile cause I knew I would be seeing you soon. As I write this I'm looking at a picture of us from Halloween when we dressed up as batman and batgirl. We played the part well didn't we.
Lisa just remember I love you I can't say that enough. I hope one day you can forgive me for betraying you and not tell you about the whole Jessica baby thing. It's getting late I should try and sleep but I don't think I'll be able to without by my side.
I love you, Forever.
Phil."
All lisa could do was cry. She knew he was beating himself up for what happened. She held the letter close to her heart.
As the days dragged on lisa became more and more depressed she wanted every day to run back home and tell phil she didn't care about the baby but she couldn't.
On thanksgiving morning lisa was still in bed when cassie came in the room.
"Ok lisa come on out of bed."
"Cassie what the hell are you doing."
"You have be held up in this room for almost a week. So come on get dressed."
"Why. Where are we going."
"You, me, chez and cha are going to the parade."
"But I thought Cha was cooking."
"Are you serious she's dating a chef Greg is doing all the cooking well with mom's help now come on the parade waits for no one." Cassie said leaving lisa in the room alone to get dressed.
Lisa wasn't in a parade mood she threw on some mare clothes and a old grey hoodie she pulled her hair up into a ponytail and threw on a old cubs hat.
"There she is. Come on honey lets get you out of this house for a couple hours." Chaleen said.
"Guys I'm not really in the mood for this."
"Come lisa it will be fun."
"Ok. But I don't have to like it."
"Great come on girls. Mom, Greg were leaving."
"Ok baby. See you in a couple hours."
Greg kissed cha.
As the girls walked to the parade lisa trailed behind her hands in the pockets of her hoodie. She wasn't much up for a parade today but thought it might take her mind off things.
The girls got to the parade and stood right in front to get a good view.
"Hey you having fun." Cha asked lisa.
"Yeah I guess."
"See I told you."
Lisa gave cha a smile.
But her smile faded when she looked across the street and saw phil standing there with scott watching the parade as well. She gasped when she saw him and cha noticed.
"Lisa what's wrong." Cha looked over and saw why lisa gasped. "Do you wanna go talk to him."
Lisa just shook her head no.
"Phil go talk to her."
"You saw the look on her face scott she doesn't wanna see me."
Phil saw lisa lean over to cha and then walk away from the girls.
"Now's your chance phil go after her. Dude do I have to kick you in the ass and make you go." Scott said shoving phil to go after lisa.
Phil took off to catch up with lisa. When he finally caught up to her he called out her name.
"Lisa wait."
Lisa stopped and turned around.
They both stood there not know what to say or what to do.
To be continued in the next chapter.