I sighed sitting on the couch connor in his bouncer sleeping, mark had went to the shop, and I had canceled getting looking for my wedding dress today, it was a bit after three and to say im nervous would be an understatement.

I saw a car I didn't know driving up the drive way, I knew it was Paul, I got up and walked outside sitting on the porch, he stopped the car and sat there for a moment before getting out.

He looked like shit "Hey" he said sitting across from me I nodded he winced at my face which was a yellowish bruising by now "How are ya?" he asked sounding nervous.

"I'm good Paul, so what's up?" I asked getting straight to the point, he sighed.

"I fucked up and I know legally you can tell me to hit the road and there's not a damn thing I can do about it, truth is Stephanie made me chose between our baby and him, and I didn't know what to do Sam come to find out Shane threatened her and our baby if she didn't get me away from you, I fucked up Sam, but I would like a chance" Paul said, I sighed looking down.

"Paul I, uh I don't know what to say" I sighed hearing connor start to cry, I stood up "Give me a minute" I said walking inside, I smiled at my son who was wide awake, I bent down picking him up and walking outside, Paul's eye's instantly went to him and he smiled standing up looking at him "You wanna hold him?" I asked he nodded as I handed connor to him.

I leaned against the door watching son and farther meet "He looks just like me" Paul said, tears in his eyes, I smiled nodding.

"Yea look Paul I don't know because you chose someone over your own son, and I understand its a tough situation for you, but here's the thing, mark chose your son not his over everything, and im not yanking connor from mark or mark from connor, but it would be nice for him to have a relationship with you as well" I said wiping the tears from my eyes, he nodded as we heard marks truck pulling up.

Mark walked up kissing me lightly and nodded to Paul who still had connor I sighed not sure of what's going on "Paul why don't you tell mark what you just told me, while I go and change mister here" I said taking connor from him and walking inside.

I slowly changed Connors dipper giving the guys time to talk, legally Paul has no right's but I don't think I could take my son from his farther, not knowing how that feeling is.

I walked down to the kitchen and got connor a bottle of juice and then put him in his swing, I walked outside to see Paul and mark sitting in quiet, mark looked up at me and nodded as I sat next to him.

"Paul I have no problem you being your son's dad, the only issue I have is I don't want that little boy to have you in and out of his life" mark said Paul nodded.

"I did that once and couldn't live with it, im sorry I did this, I was trying to keep things peaceful for everyone especially Sam, she had enough to deal with" Paul said, I nodded.

"OK Paul I understand, the one thing I ask is he is to never go near Vince or Shane, Linda and Stephanie im OK but not near Vince or Shane ever Paul or I will yank him from you so quick" I said my voice trembling from a mix of fear and anger Paul nodded.

"i understand" was all he said, I nodded as we sat out there a bit longer before I got up and sighed "Well then you guys can enjoy daddy duty I have a wedding dress to find, I told your mom if I got this done early enough I would meet her in town so im off" I said bending down kissing mark he smirked nodding as I headed out.

Paul looked at him and smirked "Never thought I'd see this day" he said, mark shook his head standing up.

I sighed trying on a fifth dress "I cant deiced they just keep getting better" I said looking in the mirror when the sale's lady came and smiled "I have just the one" she said and came back holding a gorgeous off white 1800's style dress, it had a deep u neck cut, and qauter sleeves, it was beautiful.

I tried it on and it fit perfectly, I wouldn't need any alterations on it I walked out to show Cathy who gasped putting her hands over her mouth "Thats it honey" she said, I smiled looking in the mirror this was they perfect dress.

I quickly changed and paid for it and hugged Cathy bye as I headed of to the house, I couldn't help but smile I felt like life couldn't get any better then this.

a/n sorry its so short and so long, I think ill wrap this in the next few chapters, but please check out my new story consider me gone...