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Wade laid down on top of John and kissed his lips as he came. "Mine!" Wade growled. "Yes yours! Always yours!" John cried. Knowing his true love had seen the whole thing. John knew the peace that came from outside the window was Randy, he could feel him.

John turned his head away from Wade as the tears fell. He knew then he had lost the love of his life forever. Wade stood up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. So lost in his happiness he never saw the bottle of pills John picked up from his gym bag. A pill bottle Wade had offered John after the rape to dull the pain.

John opened the bottle and chewed two of them because he had no water to swallow them with, He knew eventually the pills he took would get him high and mask his pain.

John Cena began to give up...

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Hearing those words come from John's mouth as Wade fucked his lover, Randy ran and ran. Running to nowhere he ended up at the beach. He did the only thing he could do, Randy picked up a rock and threw it out into the ocean as he screamed.

The beach was deserted but for one couple who heard the screams and ran to be by Randy's side. "Hey fella, everything alright here?" Sheamus asked as he and Zack walked up to the distraught man. Randy just turned to them and gave his famous Viper glare. He turned and walked away.

"Come on bro, You can talk to us. We were just going to the pier for a beer, join us?" Zack asked the man with his back turned to him. Randy turned and walked up to Zack, he took him by the neck. "Hey now Fella, he was just tryin to help ya out. No need for violence." Sheamus stated and pried Randy's hands from Zack's neck.

Zack coughed but gave Randy a look of pity. "What do ya say? Get a beer wit us?" Sheamus asked. Randy's dark eyes grew a tad lighter and he nodded his head yes. He knew this was going to be a long day and a beer couldn't hurt.

The three men walked down to the pier and into the restaurant oddly enough named "The Pier". They walked up to the bar and ordered three beers. Randy looked in the mirror behind the bar as he took a drink of his beer and sighed. He knew the man with angry eyes was himself he just wasn't used to seeing him...Sadly within the next few months that man is who he would be seeing often.

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"John I ran a bath for you. I hope you like grape bubbles." Wade asked. John looked at Wade with dull eyes and smiled. "Bubbles? I love bubbles!" John squealed out and stood up from the bed. Wade jumped back not knowing how to take John's chipper attitude.

"Whoa John are you alright?" Wade asked as John almost fell, John's legs about to give out on him. "Yeah couldn't be better! Now bubble bath here I come!" John yelped out. Wade watched in silence and bewilderment as John made his way into the bathroom. He became even more bewildered when John sat down into the hot water and didn't complain about the pain of the water being too hot.

Wade stood at the bathroom door as John began to sink into the water filled tub. John's face becoming buried by the water. John held his breath as the water covered his face. Wade began to wonder if John was trying to drown himself when John suddenly sprang up.

"Woo Wee! Now that's a bubble bath!" John said. He turned his head and looked at Wade while he wiped the bubbles from his face. "Hey! Join me! You can have bubbles too!" John squealed out like a child and slid back to the wall so Wade could fit into the tub. Wade was lost in John's actions. He didn't know what game John was playing by being nice to him but at that point he didn't care.

Wade removed his clothes and stepped into the tub. He sat down and looked into John's eyes. He could see a change in them but at that point he just wanted to relish in the fact that at that moment he sat naked in a tub with the man he had obsessed over for years.

"What's wrong Wadey? Don't you like bubbles?" John asked as he scooped up a bunch of bubbles and blew them in Wade's face. Wade smiled as he wiped the bubbles from his nose and chin. "Yes I love bubbles John. Just as much as I love you." Wade said as he took some bubbles into his hands and smeared them over John's head.

"Kiss me Wade. Kiss me and make me love it." John asked with longing in his voice. Wade looked at John with wonder in his eyes and leaned in. He placed a gentle kiss to John's lips as a lover would. Wade waited patently for John to accept the kiss and kiss him back. His heart leapt as John parted his lips and ran his tongue over his bottom lip asking for entrance.

Wade parted his lips and claimed John for all he was worth. Time stopped for Wade as John tried to give what bit he could. The drugs were working and John was feeling flush and warm. Wade took it as acceptance.

John pulled back from the kiss and looked at Wade. "Thank you." John said. "For what love?" Wade asked. "Making me want you more. I accept you now and the life I must live with you." John said. Wade sighed he knew then John must have takin the drugs. There was no way John would accept a life without Randy.

Wade began to feel his choice was wrong but He wanted to enjoy his obsession as long as he could. "Your welcome John. Now come finish bathing the water is getting cold and the bubbles have gone." Wade stated as he helped the older man to stand. "Will you dry me?" John asked cutely as he stood naked dripping wet in front of Wade.

Wade simply nodded and grabbed a plush bath towel. Slowly he dried John off and then himself. "Do you wish me to dress Sir?" John asked. Wade looked down at John in all his naked glory. John began to get warmer from the drugs and his cock grew harder. "Wade, could you?" John asked as he looked down at his growing cock.

Wade spoke no words as he dropped to his knees. "Mmmnn" John moaned out as Wade took his member into his mouth. Wade skillfully sucked on the shaft in his mouth. He was enjoying the feel of John's cock. John held on to the sink behind him and got lost in the sensations of Wade on his cock. Wade reached up and played with John's balls.

"Mmmnn going to cu...!" John warned a bit too late as he shot his load down Wade's all too willing throat. With a smile on his face Wade swallowed every last bit. "Mmmm that was good Wadey." John stated. Wade looked up at John's drug stained eyes. "There can be more where that came from love. I'm here to please you sexually too. I'm not all bad John. I love you and you will love me." Wade stated he knew the drugs he gave John was working.

But at what cost? Will there be dreadful side effects to the pain killers he gave John or has John truly accepted Wade as his lover?

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