My Love

The moonlight shone brightly that night and it reflected on the blue water of the pool. Haruka gazed at the olive-haired male and felt his cheeks flush when Makoto returned his gaze. They had been sitting near the pool in a comfortable silence. From time to time, they would talk about small things, dancing around the more important things. Not that those things didn't matter but they would be dealt with later, when they were both strong enough to face them and they'd promised to face them together. Makoto yawned loudly and he looked at Haruka with a sleepy gaze.

"Shall we go to sleep?" Haruka suggested, quickly pushing himself up to hold out his hand to Makoto. During their life, it had always been Makoto to offer his hand to Haruka but the raven-haired male felt like a switch was in order. Makoto took his hand with a bright smile and he let himself be pulled up.

The tent was really large and there was plenty of room for the two of them. Makoto chuckled when he noticed there was only one sleeping bag, luckily, it was big enough to fit them both. The olive-haired male was glad that Haruka had met such a wonderful person because if it wasn't for her, Makoto hadn't dared to speak to Haruka. He had missed the raven-haired male with every breath he took yet he was too scared and upset to try and mend things.

A few minutes later, Haruka snuggled against Makoto and he inhaled the scent of the beautiful boy. The raven-haired male simply knew he would finally get the sleep he needed. Makoto draped his arm over Haruka's back and he laid his head against Haruka's.

"Hey Haru," Makoto asked softly, closing his eyes because they were starting to droop.

"Yeah?" Haruka replied while turning his head slightly to look at the olive-haired male.

"I'm glad you're here with me," Makoto's voice was soft and filled with love and Haruka couldn't help but smile on of his rare smiles.

"Me too, there's no other place I would want to be," Haruka said softly, rubbing his thumb over Makoto's cheek. The olive-haired male leaned into the touch and relished the closeness he had with Haruka right now. He lowered himself until he could bump his nose against Haruka's. They rubbed noses a little while and suddenly Haruka's eyes widened. He could feel Makoto's lips softly brush against his own and Haruka's heart would flutter out of his chest if it could. Haruka softly returned the kiss, not daring to deepen it because this touch meant so much to him. When Makoto pulled back, Haruka could feel his lips burn. He smiled at Makoto and he couldn't hide his blush.

"Why are you blushing?" Makoto teased while brushing his nose against Haruka's.

"I'm not blushing," Haruka retorted and he could feel his cheeks burn even harder.

"You're so cute," Makoto spoke softly while trying to stifle his laugh.

"I'm going to kill you with kisses if you don't stop," Haruka said and Makoto looked at him with lustful eyes. Haruka was slightly flustered by the gaze and he wondered what Makoto meant.

"W-why are you looking at me like that?" Haruka asked softly while feeling his cheeks heat up for another round of blushing. The raven-haired male tried to look away but not matter what, Makoto would always pop his head in his view.

"Please, no more promises you can't keep," Makoto said softly and Haruka blinked a few times. He cupped Makoto's face in his hands and pressed his lips against Makoto's softly. The kiss was sweet but as time ticked by slowly, it turned into something breath-taking. Haruka pulled away even if he really didn't want to, and he noticed they were both panting slightly. Makoto's gaze had changed into a look of want and desire and Haruka could only comply. He pressed Makoto on his back and crawled on top of him, their gazes never leaving each other. Haruka bowed down to trail kisses on Makoto's cheeks, pressing the last one firmly on Makoto's lips. Haruka didn't dare to nudge his tongue against Makoto's lips so he refrained, he wanted Makoto to make the first move. Soon enough, Makoto deepened the kiss and Haruka felt his mind go hazy. He had no notion of time and space as the only thing that truly mattered, was lying beneath him, showering him with love. When Haruka pulled away he could see a certain sadness crawl on Makoto's face and the raven-haired male wondered what he had done wrong.

"Is something wrong? Did I hurt you?" Haruka asked sounding worried and he bit his lip in nervous anticipation.

"No no, please don't think that," Makoto pulled Haruka into a warm embrace and the raven-haired male could feel himself relax again.

"Then tell me, please, we need to talk to each other about everything," Haruka pleaded because silence and secrets had destroyed everything one to many times. It was a little strange though, hearing Haruka plead for more talking as he was the one that remained silent most of the times. He kept his feelings inside and didn't want to share them with anyone but he realised he had been so wrong about that. He vowed to himself to talk to Makoto at every chance that he got.

"I just c-can't," Makoto sniffed as he hid his face in Haruka's hair.

"I don't understand, Makoto," Haruka tried to look up but he was kept down by the olive-haired male.

"I cannot be too physical yet, it still hurts," the olive-haired male was sobbing and Haruka could feel himself get bobbed up and down as Makoto's chest rose and fell rapidly trying to accommodate his sobs.

Haruka could finally wriggle out of Makoto's hold and he held Makoto's face in his shaking hands.

"We don't have to be, I'm sorry if I pushed you, I just want to be with you," Haruka soothed Makoto by rubbing his thumbs over Makoto's cheeks. The olive-haired smiled even though his eyes were still welling up with tears. Haruka kissed away the salty drops and pressed his forehead against Makoto's.

"You're my only love," he whispered before pulling Makoto on top of him to wish him a good night. He would hold the olive-haired male close the entire night.

Haruka's eyes fluttered open a few hours later. He was feeling extremely hot but he soon realised the cause of his sudden hot flares. Makoto was still snoring softly on his chest, his hot breath blowing over Haruka's bare chest. The raven-haired male took the time to gaze at Makoto, each feature carefully imprinted in his memory. Haruka remained as still as possible, afraid to wake up the beauty on his chest. Makoto stirred and blinked at Haruka with green sleepy eyes. Haruka noticed that the usual sparkle was back and he couldn't help but smile.

"Hi there," Haruka said while ruffling his hand through Makoto's soft hair.

"Hi," the olive-haired male spoke with a raspy voice, still visibly tired.

"Did you sleep okay?"

"Best sleep I've had in days," Makoto said while flashing his dazzling smile, the last bits of sleep finally disappearing from his face.

"I'm glad, say, what shall we do today?" Haruka asked while gazing at the roof of the tent. He wanted to do something special today but he had no clue since most of the things were still rather difficult for Makoto and his broken leg.

"Oh, shall we go to the aquarium today? It's been so long," Makoto's eyes shined brightly and Haruka nodded in agreement.

"Anything for you, my love."

A/N: I apologise for the fluff, I just couldn't help myself!

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