I know it seems like forever that I've updated but forgive, as I was grounded mixed with writer's block. I'm extremely sorry, so I give you this (what i hope to be) long kinda chapter, and hope you forgive. I'm still grounded, secretly using the PC at a friend's house. So do me a favor don't get mad, because next update will be late Feb. SORRY!
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It was cold outside, and it had started to rain, Lily could feel chills down her spine as she sloshed through the puddles on the streets. Lily didn't know where they were very well, actually she knew nothing at all.
She was wet and freezing, but took no thought into the fact that by the morning she would be sick. The only thing really did understand is that, all though her and Remus might have broken a friendship or two, they didn't do anything wrong, because they weren't married or tied down, she knew this, but it didn't help the horrible feeling in her stomach.
'How do I do this, how do I some how seamlessly destroy everything I love, I loved my life; hating Potter, friends with Adelina, and a nice relationship with Remus. I loved being best friends with Petunia, and I ruined that too. '
Lily slipped out of her self-hating thoughts when she saw what she knew to be Adelina's auburn hair, and those electric blue streaks. Discolored from the rain, but bright as ever, she saw Adelina walking down the street named "indigo" she was holding herself and shaking her head. Looking at her, Lily wanted to throw herself to the ground and scream, because she didn't understand how she caused so much pain.
Lily crossed the rainy streets and quickened her pace, she was behind Adelina now.
"Adelina, "Lily shouted through the rain. "Adelina!"
Adelina shook her head. "GO AWAY, LILY!" she shouted behind her.
"Addy, please I beg you, I know you hate me now, but you'll hate yourself more tomorrow if you don't come back to the room!"
Adelina shook her head. "I don't care!"
"Yes you do," Lily stopped in her tracks. "You care, I know you care, you care about Remus, and you cared about me. I'm sorry Addy."
Adelina stopped as well; she turned around to face Lily. "You're wrong Lily," Adelina said angrily.
"I know you care, I'm not wrong!"
"Yes you are!" Adelina was now crying. "You're wrong because I still care for you, you're my best friend. Which is why I'm so confused and so upset, because how could you not tell me, how could you hide this, I DIDN'T HIDE MY FEELING ABOUT JAMES!" Adelina had slowly let herself fall to the ground.
She was not on her knees, staring up at Lily, Lily couldn't tell if she was still crying because the tears and rain were now mixed.
"I know, and when you told me about James, I felt horrible, I felt like I was the worst friend in the world, and that is why I decided to tell you," Lily got down beside Adelina.
"I know I hurt you beyond measures and I know you'll hate me forever, but please Addy, just come back, I don't want you to hate me and be sick."
Adelina cracked a smile. "I can just hear my mum now, 'Lily Evans how could you let my daughter run around in the rain!' Ha that will be a laugh." Adelina got up with the help of Lily; she walked back to the room, neither of them talked.
---Sirius---
I was with Remus, but he insisted I come back and help look.
So here I am soaking wet, Morgan on my back saying "You smell like a wet dog!" as I help her look for her friend.
James is a mute, and Adelina is nowhere to be found. "I say we give up searching," I said shaking my hair. James and Amy looked pissed at me.
"No," Amy said flatly.
"I have to find her," James said loudly- finally he talks!
"Fine," I said rolling my eyes. I'm usually not like this, I'm all up for being in the rain, but I just don't like these girls, I mean what is with Morgan and Evans and McIntire, they say they're best friend, but honestly, they're psycho backstabbers.
But then again, Remus and James and I, we're going through the exact same thing as these girls. I'm glad I've taken that one piece of advice from my dad 'Girls are only needed for one thing and one thing only, otherwise they'll play with your mind like an unforgivable curse.'
"It's been hours; maybe Evans found her and took her back!"
James and Amy agreed to see if she was back at the room with Remus and Lily.
I'm only hoping when we open that door McIntire is there.
---Lily---
Lily, Adelina and Remus were all awkwardly sitting in the room together.
Remus had gotten Adelina a blanket, some hot water and a towel to dry her hair; which she took very reluctantly.
Sometime had gone by when the door burst open, revealing Sirius, James and Amy.
"Oh thank heavens," Amy said, sounding exactly like her mother. Amy rushed over hugging Adelina. "You had me worried sick!"
Adelina giggled lightly. "Sorry, mum," She said with a smirk.
James moved past Remus and set on the other side of Adelina, he put a protective arm around her and whispered something to her that made her smile, she rested her head on his shoulder, and James rested his head on hers.
Sirius just snorted. "I'm glad you're here," Sirius shook his long hair, water hitting Amy, James and Adelina, making them all laugh and throw rude comments at Sirius.
"I have a question," Adelina said pulling the blanket off.
Everyone seemed kind of frightened, wondering what she wanted to ask.
"Where is Kali?"
Amy suddenly raised her hand. "Yes, Amy?"
"She was with us looking for you, but she said that she needed to call her mum about something and she would be back at the room later, she's been gone for about an hour," Amy said shrugging.
"Oh no…" Sirius groaned. "Not another search and rescue!"
Everyone laughed at this. "No, Sirius, I think Kali will be back soon," Adelina said with a smile.
'Not everything is normal, but sometimes that's okay, because things can be broken and repaired.'
"Lily, can you please stop making poetry in your own little world, I can see that dazed look on your face," Amy said rolling her eyes.
Lily just sighed. "Right, sorry."
---James---
'That's what I have to do…'
---Amy---
I don't know anymore. I don't know what to say, see this is why I never keep a boyfriend for long, too much confusion! That is why my relationships end so easily, Sirius and I won't care at the end. I'm proud of how insensitive every relationship I've had has ended.
---Sirius---
This is why I don't have more than a one month fling, at the longest, I mean this is too serious for me, and my name is Sirius, which means I had to be a very un-serious person, because it made my life ironic.
I wonder if my mother knew that was going to happen when she named me after Sirius Regulus Black. Another good question is how do I trail off when I try talking about something important? I don't think she did, because she doesn't enjoy my bubbley personality.
----Adelina----
It's so odd how you think you know someone, but you really don't. I honestly thought I knew Lily better than anyone in the world, better than myself even! Remus, I didn't know him too well, but I never thought- ah what am I talking about, I knew everyone at Hogwarts wanted Lily... I just wanted to pretend different...
I thought I knew James, I thought he was just a hooligan, but now that I think about it more, he's more than that.
----Remus----
I can't explain exactly how the night ended, everyone went to their rooms, and I stood exactly where I was when everyone was still in Kali's room.
Kali still hadn't arrived, so I figured it safe to think here, of course I could have gone to my own room, but I just didn't have the energy...
Well, I thought it would be a while before Kali returned, so I plopped down on her bed, relaxing, I just need some time to think this all over.
-- Kali---
I returned to the room hours later, I had a extremely long talk with my mum, she found it all very funny, less dramatic then most of this lot...
When I walked in the lights were off, I really didn't pay attention, I guessed that they found Adelina, not that I didn't care, but it's been so much drama with these kids, you'd think they'd never had a bit of fun in their entire life!
Only two who seemed even a bit normal are Sirius and Amy, although those two maybe too free flowing...
I didn't change my clothes, I just got in bed, I didn't really feel like changing, I'm tired and still kind of damp, I'll have a cold by tomorrow, oh well more drama to our oh-so relaxing trip.
---Remus---
Remus felt something warm near him when he woke up hours later. He yawned wrapping an arm around Lily, "Did Kali ever come back, Lily?"
A familiar voice said urgently, "I am Kali!"
Remus rolled off the bed. "Sorry, Kali!"
Remus saw a figure get out of the bed, walk towards the door and turn on the light, Kali appeared. "Ah, Remus no problem, you can share a bed with me anytime." Kali said with a smile.
Remus felt most uncomfortable. "Err- thanks?"
Kali nodded. "I think you best get to your own bed, don't want Lily punching me!"
Remus gave an awkward laugh and stood up; he made his way to the door. "Night, Kali."
"Night, Remus."
---Kali---
I can't lie, Remus had the whole 'geek you just wanna snog' thing going for him, but I think there is enough drama going on at the moment, I don't want a cat fight between Lily and I- I'd win of course!
--- Remus---
'I'm just glad it didn't end like mine and Lily's little encounter... Oh I can only imagine the terror!'
Soooo? What did you think?
I know not much, but there is the last bit of the fighting, a lot more fun comes after this,
and the thing everyone is waiting for L/J will happen in about... oh say.. nine updates... LOL I'm soooo mean !
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