I just lay awake in bed the next morning while Maddie slept peacefully away on top of my chest, gently play with hair while I thought about my dad Adam, I knew I had to tell to Maddie sooner rather than later what Adam is really like, what he did to me as kid in Dublin all them years ago, the memories of him just flooded my mind since I seen him yesterday in the first time in years, I gently kissed the top of her hair, waiting till she got up
"Morning beautiful" I greeted her
"Morning, how did you sleep last night" she asked
"Ok why" I informed her, confused
"I could feel that you were waking up in the middle of the night from nightmares you sure you're ok" she informed me
"I'm fine baby honestly I am" I proclaimed, kissing her lips gently "Why don't we get changed and go site seeing today this is like my second home"
Maddie nodded as we got out of bed, she pulled some cloths out of her suitcase and went to the bathroom to get changed, I left the room to make us some coffees downstairs in my grandma kitchen, I returned moments later with two hot cups of coffee and I placed hers down on the bedside table, she entered from the bedroom and picked up the coffee cup, sitting down next to me on the bed
"Can we do some shopping as well today Cal?" she enquired, taking a sip of coffee
"Course we can babe" I replied, turning my head to face her
Maddie smiled widely at me as she pressed her lips against mine passionately, we pulled are coats on and Maddie picked up her handbag from a side table and we left the bedroom, walking downstairs to the kitchen and placing the empty cups by the sink
"Where are you two going?" Martha questioned, raising an eyebrow
"Well I'm taking my gorgeous girlfriend site seeing then were shopping around the capital, we'll be back later" I proclaimed
"You know were leaving late this evening" she informed me
"Yeah I know, bye" I replied
We left my grandma's house and I shut the door behind me, Maddie immediately taking hold of my hand and entwining are fingers together as we walked down the road to the city centre, we went retail shopping first and Maddie bought some new dresses, t-shirts, jeans, leggings, new heels and some new lingerie which I liked, I treated myself also before we went to the pub for quick drink before lunch
"What do you think of Dublin" I asked, placing down her pint
"I think it's beautiful, thank you for buying my stuff for me today you didn't have too" she informed me
"I wanted to Maddie, I wanted to treat you" I stated
"Babe you're so thoughtful, I'm so lucky to have you" she admitted, kissing my lips gently
"There's something I need to show you" I informed her
"What is it?" Maddie asked
"You'll see" I stated
We finished off are drinks at the pub and left, walking hand in hand down some side streets to run down and boarded up pub, I unlocked the back door of the pub and guided her inside, showing her the main pub floor, there was a lot of dust but everything looked the same the last time I was here
"What are we doing here?" Maddie enquired
"This was my granddad pub before it got closed down" I informed her
"What did it get closed down?" she asked
"The recession hit, income became difficult" I explained
Maddie having a quick look around the place, I walked over to her at the edge of the bar as her eyes looked around the whole room in amazement
"Maddie I need to tell you something, I've not been completely honest with you" I admitted
"What is it?" she questioned
"When I was a kid, my family would come here often to stay for summer holidays and one night, when my dad was locking up the pub by himself after everyone was gone, I came downstairs and he, he" I stuttered, my voice trembled
"He what, what did your dad do to you" she asked, taking hold of my hands
"He sexually abused me Maddie, that's why I don't want anything to do with him" I admitted
Maddie was completely speechless and she didn't even know what to say or do, she rubbed her thumb over my knuckles as she swallowed a lump in her throat before finding her voice again
"Does anyone in your family know about this?" she asked worriedly
"No one knows except from you now; please don't say anything to anyone about what I just told you. Promise me" I begged
"I promise Callum" she assured me
I picked up an old dusty pint glass from the bar and threw it as hard as I could at the wall in anger, shards of glass hitting against the wall and falling pieces fell to the ground as Maddie did the same, some tears formed in my eyes as I let the anger out on the glasses, I turned to face Maddie and she pressed her lips up against mine passionately, my hands working their way up her body and discarding her dress off Maddie, we fell to the floor and Maddie straddled me as she started to unbutton my shirt from me, our lips still encased as she unzipped my jeans and pulled them down, my legs kicking them off my ankles, Maddie's lips gently kissed their way down my neck as my hand unhooked her bra, the material falling to the ground as I rolled us over so I was on top of her, my mouth covered one of her breasts, tenderly changing every so often, Maddie gasping as my hand moved down her body, meeting her panty covered mound and gently rubbing up and down slowly before moving her underwear to the side, Maddie straddled on top of me as I slid down my boxers brief, I soothing entered Maddie as my thighs gently caressed her, wrapping my arms around her hips tightly, my thrusts quickening and then slowing as she tightly held onto me, kissing her lips passionately as our tongues fought for dominance and rolling myself on top of her, Maddie locking her legs around my waist, keeping me inside of her as Maddie wanted me to come first which I did, my body falling limply onto Maddie's as her orgasm hit, washing over her, her fingernails digging into my back as I rolled out of her, pulling Maddie closer to me as my arm wrapped around her shoulders…..