Weight
who thought
it would be a good idea?
i feel like uphill,
upstream,
up something where i can't
get down.
you were supposed to
try harder.
or listen.
and if you knew,
then at least be honest,
when it matters.
i keep going in circles,
and can't concede
as i am,
or find whatever revelation
is supposed to be
lied out for me.
because there isn't one.
i didn't think
there would be,
but things like that
don't listen.
we've had practice.
you were supposed to
let me prove to you
i was right.
i still want to.
even if i didn't have to.
it was unexpected,
like usual,
and yet still familiar.
like usual.
you were supposed to
do something,
and now i have to,
and i don't know how.
Recommended Listening:
Disintegration - Jimmy Eat World
Speechless - Lady Gaga
Character Focus: Riku and Terra, though it ended up a little angrier than I'd originally intended.