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Latisha POV.

"What?" Brad was shocked so I leaned up onto my tippie toes and kissed him.

"Take me." I said softly and then kissed him again. He didn't hesitate he just kissed me back. My hands wrapped around his neck. I felt all the air inside of my body leave and go into his body while his air was coming into mine. He picked me up and my legs were wrapped around his waist. He walked us over to my bed. I was lying down with him on top of me.

"Are you sure?" He said me between kisses.

"Yes Brad I am sure." I pulled away from him to look him in the eyes. "I wouldn't do this unless I loved you. Trust me Brad I love you."

"Okay." He smiled. He leaned down and we were kissing again. I pulled his shirt over his head. He had a nice body not as nice as Abaddon's but still nice. Shit Lat Abaddon isn't your the way Brad is. I said to myself. Brad had unbuttoned my shirt and was kissing my neck. I felt my pulse jump a little because I wanted him to drink from me. He licked my neck and I shivered under is touch. It was so simple but it was enough to make me roll over on top of him and kiss along his neck and jaw line. "I love you Lat." Brad said. I stopped and looked at him. I smiled.

"I love you to." I said and kissed him. "So fucking much Abaddon." I added. He stopped kissing me back so I looked a at him."Whats wrong?"

"You called me Abaddon." He said and pushed me off of him. It was a light push but it still hurt.

"Brad I am so sorry. I didn't mean to."

"I know that." He said his voice was calmer than he looked. He looked at me. "I love you Lat and I meant it when I said it." He stroked my cheek with his finger.

"Brad I love you to." I said but he shook his head at me.

"I know you do." He said. "But I also know that no matter what you love Abaddon too." He looked away from like what he had just said had stabbed him in the heart. "So I'm not going to tell you some bull shit like you love me more when I know that you love us about the same." He looked back into my eyes and smiled. "I'll always be here for you Lat. I'm not going anywhere but you need to chose who you want to be with. You can't keep going back and forth between me and Abaddon." He got off the bed.

"Okay I chose you." He turned back to look at me.

"Think about Lat. You not thinking your only thinking that you don't want to lose me." He said.

"Brad." I cried because now tears were rolling down my face. "Please don't go. I need you." I said. My voice was so horse and desperate sounding. I was absolutely pathetic. He came over and kissed my forehead.

"I'll be here when you make you choice but I'm going for now. I can't stand to be in the same room as you right now." He said then walked out of the room. Water was pooling down from my face. It was cold, wet and salty. I got off my bed. I didn't bother to put my shirt back on so I walked out of my room in a bra and some jeans. I walked down the stairs and into the den. Abaddon was sitting in there with Ariel. He looked up at me. Horror was in his eyes. Then Ari turned and looked at me to.

"Lat are you okay?" She asked.

"Leave." I said my voice was cold and fierce. She didn't argue she just got up and left.

"Are you okay." He got up and walked over to me. He was about to touch me but I swatted away his hand.

"Do not touch me." I said.

"You smell like him." I nodded. "No Lat you didn't. You slept with him." He looked hurt and disgusted.

"No I didn't. He didn't want me because apparently I am so confused about the way I feel." I said sitting on the sofa. "I don't think I am confused. I think that I know what I want but at the same time I don't really want it."

"What do you want?" He asked sitting beside me. I looked up into his bright eyes. I wiped the water that was about to spill over from my own.

"I want- I want-" I stuttered.

"Anything you want Lat." He said.

"I want you." I said quietly. I looked away from him but he made me look at him.

"What?" He asked like he didn't hear me.

"I said I want you." My voice was stronger. "I said that I want you in my bed sleeping beside me and there when I wake up. I want you to sit beside me in the car and yell at me for turning the wrong way on the street. I want to sit beside you and not be scared that I'm going to hurt you or your going to hurt me. I want to live forever with you by my side. I want you to hold me in your arms, give me your jacket when I'm cold and I want to tell you how you make me feel and how much I am in love with you." Water was running down my face even though I tried so hard to make it stop. Abaddon wiped away my tears.

"I want you to." He said. "But I want all of you not just apart of you." He said. "And I want you to have all of me to."

"You've had me since the day you jumped me in the parking lot. From that moment on you had me. All of me because I was so focused on you and who you were and not matter what happened I was always so focused on you so you have all of me Abady." I laughed calling him his nickname.

"I love you." He said taking my hands in his.

"I love you to." I smiled.

"I mean it Lat I really love you." He got off the couch and got down onto one knee in front of me.

"What are you doing.?" I asked. "Abaddon get up right now." I said.

"No. will you please just listen to me?" I nodded. "As long as we're together nothing can touch us. No one can hurt us. You are the only person I care about and I want no I need you in my life forever. Will you marry me?" He asked he looked so darn serious. He finally smiled and said. "Mind you if you say no I will die instantly." I laughed. He kissed my hands. "So will you marry me?" I looked deep into his fearsome blue eyes and for the first time in my life I felt sure. Sure of myself and sure of Abaddon and the love we shared. I started to cry because this moment was just so happy. "Don't cry." He said and wiped my tear away. "Will you marry me?" He asked again. I was about to say something when a voice came from the door.

"I see you've made your choice. I hope your happy." We both turned our heads and Brad was standing in the door way looking so hurt and sad. I pulled my hands away from Abaddon and stood up.

"Brad." I said.

"Save it." He said and turned and left the room. I looked at Abaddon and I gave him an I am so sorry look.

"Brad!" I called and ran after him leaving Abaddon in the room.

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Hmm did you guys notice that when Abaddon asked her to marry him those exact lines are on the website in the sneak peek part. And it has been updated so please check it out

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Lat!

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