Chapter37

He reached to the house he owned freezing a little after he opened the house's door staring at the inside of it. Lucas started to remember the first day he had in this house, many days have passed already and he missed it already. Being surrounded by the pink haired who always smiled on his face for nothing or payment, the annoying girl who was sneaking into his bed claiming that she doesn't have a bed so she decided to own his and the day she woke up and made him a royal breakfast, it felt like heaven! He stared at the sofa, bedroom, kitchen and every inch in this house which he doesn't feel a house at all. Natsumi's image kept repeating itself in the blond guy's head over and over again. Her hair was bright pink and falling down on her shoulders. Her smile that shined and showed how pure her heart was. Her bright white skin that was colored with milk's color. Her beautiful white short dress that had a big flower in the stomach area that made her looks like an angel that fell from the sky. That… clip that removed half of her bangs that were covering her eyes preventing everyone from seeing how beautiful they were. For him, she looked gorgeous and everything about her was wonderful but the destiny didn't want them together!

Lucas felt a little angry of himself, he took of his bag and threw it hardly in somewhere and God knows where it went. He went to the bathroom in order to take a shower that might calm him a little down. The blond man took of his clothes and threw it in the laundry basket entering the tub and opening the shower as he got under the shower. The water rushed down to his legs making him better and good. He was closing his eyes as he tried his hard to force his mind not to think about the pink haired girl who was travelling through him over and over again. Lucas's eyes suddenly opened when he saw Natsumi's image while she was crying and trying to wipe away those tears which were falling down to her cheeks. Anyone would see her like that would automatically pity her but he didn't do that. Instead of pitying her, he pitied himself. He was so awful and horrible. He made her cry tears and that's the worst thing to do to the one you love. Natsumi became the angel of his dreams and that made him fall awful because he wasn't able to catch his dream. What did that girl do in him to make him like that? What kind of magic she used to make him like a baby who needs his mother?! He hated being weak but because of Natsumi, he would die weak and won't be able to get stronger even though that love make people stronger but they weren't like any other people. Lucas rested his palm on the wall beside him and raising his head to look at the roof feeling hot tears falling down along with the water.

He can't stand it anymore, he was wrong and he is paying what he did wrong. He is gonna be tortured for being wrong!

The pin haired was sitting down in silence while resting her head on the wooden table trying to push herself into sleep but she couldn't but she preferred to keep her eyes closed better than opening them to see some unpleasant things. She had a very tired day, she was surrounded with the annoying eyes of her guild's mates that were only curious to what was wrong with the mighty salamander who was refusing everything and sad of everything and suddenly changed into this. She didn't hate it but she only got tired of being surrounded like that. She didn't hate it because she wasn't doing anything wrong. She was always confident of herself and never got afraid of anyone or any opinion until she reached the climax that made her life changes. The climax of falling in love with the blond guy who was completely ignoring her. The climax of that white milky dress that changed her life into a completely different life and made her look to everyone that she didn't give a damn about anyone's feelings. But, she wasn't like that. She never was like that, she had always cared about everyone's feelings and never wanted to hurt anyone even for Lucas because she loved him from her bottom of her heart and that prevented her from telling and blaming him for giving her such a pain. She wanted to amend everything but she wasn't able, her heart prevented her and her pride prohibited her. What should she say to him when she goes to him? She has had enough of this and wants to forget about that love as fast as she can. She wants to return the old cheerful Natsumi. The truth is, the old cheerful old Natsumi wasn't cheerful at all, it was all pretending and acting and rare people who knew that thing! But, she loved that character more than the character that was weak and crying all of the time. She didn't want to cry and appear weak but wanted to appear stronger even if her inside was so weak and tired.

The pink haired nose moved a little as she started sniffing people that surrounded her. Mira, Erza and Lisanna. The three of them looked at her with worried eyes that made her feel a shiver run down her spine. She wasn't prepared for any facing and was already tired. The three of them sat on the seat before her still looking at her. She didn't know what was wrong with them staring at her all the time and not even speaking and she started to worry and get nervous. "Is she asleep?" asked the short white haired girl looking at her older sister in a nervous look.

"Yeah, she looks like she is"

"Well,…" Erza crossed her arms standing up as walked until she was near the pink haired salamander as she kept looking at her face. She sat down on the seat as she kept looking. "Natsumi is sweating, she is having a nightmare" her sweat was dropping, she didn't feel it. She was nervous but she didn't know why. Erza knew that she was awake and wanted to keep on the act after seeing how nervous she was smirking to herself as she looked at her sweating face. She was evil and she loved being like that! The redhead started to stroke her cheek amused of how supple and soft it was.

"E-Erza, you are going to wake her up!" Lisanna said as she got worried seeing her best friend tortured like that.

"Don't worry, Natsumi is a heavy sleeper" she smirked again. Lisanna remembered how hard time she got when she was trying to wake Natsumi up when they were little. They had a lot of fun when they were trying to take care of the egg Happy acting like the mothers to the coming baby. She smiled at the memory and then looked back at the redhead who was torturing the girl. And when nothing came out from what the titania was doing, she and her sister decided to walk away before Natsmui's volcano erupt in anger.

Natsumi started to get annoyed of the Erza's finger and wanted to cut them for her until her climax of anger when the redhead pushed the skin to the inside instills her nail in the poor girl's cheek and God that was really hurting.

"Erza! Just stop it already!" the pink haired finally erupted as she stood up looking at the redhead in anger as she kept rubbing her cheek in pain. "You are evil!"

"I knew you were awake, idiot" she stood up in front of her looking into her eyes raising her right hand and hitting her with one her nail on the girl's forehead. The girl didn't comment except saying 'ouch!' and then sat down looking away from the redhead's direction in annoyance, how rude she was?! Silence spread in the place and that made the dragon something was suspicious. She sneaked a glance on Erza to find a serious look with glowing eyes making her gulp, today wasn't her lucky day.

"W-What?" Natsumi broke the silence.

"I want to know"

"K-Know what…?" she felt nervous.

"The truth, Natsumi. The truth!"

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Ah, I'm dead!

How've you been guys? I hope you are fine. First of all, I apologize not updating for a while because you know I'm busy with college and stuff so pardon me again.

Anyway, did you see the last chapter?! I'm screaming until now, I can't believe how evil Gray became and why did he became like that, I pity Juvia because I really really love her. I loved how Natsu acts, he is really awesome *-*