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Chapter 37: Clouds pt.2
I open my eyes and all I can see is a sea of clouds out the front window of Kylos ship. I pick my head up and stretch my legs. Kylo looks at me and frowns.
"Im going to get you some medicine as soon as we land. And fluids. You woke up right in time." Kylo says and points to outside. I get up, walk next to him, and look out the window. I see endless blue sky and scattered large white clouds. Within a few seconds a cluster of structures comes into view. Some hidden half in clouds. It's has a series of small and large, silver, slightly rounded, saucers. All with surrounding windows to overlook the clouds. Coming off each saucer is a long downward point. There could be endless buildings here. They are all connect somehow with long enclosed glass bridges. Off each of the smaller saucer buildings are ship landing ports.
'It's pretty neat.'
Kylo lands on one of the structures ports. In front of us is a two story house of glass under a slightly curved silver roof. When I step down the ramp a small breeze blows against me. It's cool and refreshing. The air is crisp and it makes me feel a little better. I guess sleeping for basically a whole day was good for me. I turn and half smile at Kylo. He turns around and waves the ramp up and he places his hand on the small of my back and motions me to keep moving forward to the large silver doors. His helmet between his arm and side.
Once inside I'm taken back by what I see. We are standing in a quaint living room with a large sectioned black couch and 2 large grey chairs mirroring it. It's on a fluffy black rug. The floor is black wood and everything else is either silver or black.
"Very First Order." I say, admiring the color choices. I can't deny it feels comfortable in here.
"What else did you expect?" He raises an eyebrow at me. He sets his helmet down on a table near the other door.
There is a long table of coals in the very center of the couch and chairs, a fireplace coffee table. It's looks cozy. Around to the other side of the living room is a kitchen, everything is open concept, allowing you to see almost 360 view of the outside. There is a spiral staircase in the center of the structure. You can't see the other buildings from in here. It's extremely private but also open. But you are really floating in the sky. It's amazing.
"What is this place?" I turn towards him and he removes his helmet.
"It was my home for a long time when I was training my Knights. It's the safest place to be. Completely hidden from the Resistance, they don't even know it's exists. I designed this place myself. Everything in here acts on force." He walks over and waves a hand over a light and it turns on.
"And Snoke trusts you to bring me here?" I ask.
"He trusts me not to let you screw up again. And I plan to make sure you don't." He says. His eyes narrow and then his whole face relaxes.
"How are you going to do that?" I ask. "Are you going to put me in a cell again?" I lower my head and sigh.
"You are going to be staying here. Im taking in account how long it would take me to reach you if you did decide to do something stupid." He says.
"Is that allowed?" I grin up at him. He steps forwards and wraps his arms around me, just lowering his head so his cheek is in my hair. He squeezes tighter. I wrap my hands around to his back and squeeze him in response. He pulls away, holding me away at arms length.
"It's forbidden." He chuckles. "You need to eat, you are far to thin. The fridge is full. Go find something. That's a demand." He says. His eyes serious again. He lets go of me and walks over to the other door and turns on a control panel. He types in a few codes and the doors beep. He walks over and waves his hand over the fireplace and beautiful red and yellow flames spring up and dance. All the sudden then the shades start lowering. It saddens me.
The clouds were so beautiful.
"When was the last time you ate? Your as pale as snow right now." He asks, ignoring my thought. I turn around and walk, arms crossed, to the kitchen. It's like, thanks for reminding me how much the only thing I miss about home is the sun. I open the fridge and I pull out a piece of fruit and examine it in my hand. I place it back because I don't think I can even force myself to eat if I wanted to. I close the fridge and turn around. Kylo is standing right there, I actually bump into his chest.
"You trying to slowly kill yourself?" He asks. I brush past him but he catches my arm before I get to far.
"I just don't feel well."
"Why didn't you tell me sooner. I could have gotten you medicine earlier." He says. He looks worried. I should of said something but it didn't seem like a big deal. I figured it would pass.
"I was to busy worrying about if I would have a life to live. Sorry." I'm mad that he's mad at me for not telling him about it. "I want to eat. But I can't, every time I look at or smell food I want to throw up. I'm just sick and really tired all the time, I have horrible cramps and I am super soar. It happens. Okay? Your putting me through a lot." I yell at him and he squeezes harder. His eyes narrow.
"When did this start exactly?" He ask, his tone deep.
"A week ago." I say. "Let me go." I pull at my arm again but he pulls me back into him and he grabs my other arm. His eyes darting back and forth between mine. He lowers his eyes and looks back up at me. He loosens his grip on my arms alittle.
'Could it be possible?' I have no idea if he's talking to me or himself.
"What?" I cringe. He lets me go and walks over to a drawer in a chest behind the couch. He pulls out a small silver mechanism that I don't recognize. He turns it around in his hands a few times and walks over to me. He grabs my hand but he's being gentle, but he never looks at me. From the bottom of the machine, a small pin emerges. Kylo turns the silver device and holds the pin above my finger. Hesitates and shakes his head and then presses it down just hard enough on my finger to draw blood.
"Ouch". I gasp.
He removes it and gives me my hand back. I start sucking on my finger to stop the bleeding. He takes of his gloves and sets them on the back of one of the grey chairs. He stands next to the fireplace. A small hologram flickers on over the device. A DNA strand and a bunch of small data I can't read from this far away. I walk and sit on the couch waiting for him to tell me what deadly illness the First Order gave to me. Probably slipped it in my food.
He suddenly crushes the device in his hand and looks dead at me. I can see his eyes over the flame and I swear they are yellow. I have never seen such a thing before. He doesn't even resemble Kylo. He ignites his saber and slowly stalks towards me. I go to freeze him, I am so confussed. He gets me before my butt leaves the cushion. He points his lightsaber inches from my face. I can feel it's heat.
"I should kill you right now." He says through his teeth, even without his mask... his voice sounds terrifying.
Is it contagious? Tears fall from my eyes, I don't understand.
"Your not sick." His voice so cold. I can't see his face past the glare of the saber in front of my face. "Your pregnant." His words bleed into my ears. My heart stops as it registers what he just said.I cant be, I can't have this mans child. My chest literally aches in what feels like grief, my heart breaking at what have I done by allowing this to happen. And how I could be so blind to it.
He unfreezes me, "I should kill you." His voice venomous.
Do it! I didnt want this! I scream into his head. Tears dripping from my face. I clench my chest and moan out in pain. My life is over anyways. I heave in between sobs. This can't be happening. My body already so weak and giving out.
"Do you have any idea what is going to happen to you? To me!" He brings his lightsaber to right next to my ear. I can't breath I'm crying so hard. I let everyone down. I specially let Luke down. Until now I still hoped I could somehow escape. And now I'm pregnant. Kylo disengages his lightsaber and stands in front of me. He reaches down and puts his hand in my armpit and pulls me up. Thankful because my arms throb but it's still painful. Hes looking down on me. His eyes are still piercing yellow so I close my eyes so I don't have to look at him. The sobs keep coming. My chest feels so tight right now. I'm still clutching it.
"What am I suppose to do with you?" He says through his teeth.
"I...don't... know" I manage to say. My eyes still closed.
"Me either." He lets me go. I hear him hiss on his helmet and I open my eyes. He punches in a code next to the door and leaves towards the other buildings. The door slamming shut behind him.
I will always be Kylo Rens prisoner. Now more than ever.