SM OWNS TWILIGHT.

I asked my husband if he could buy Kristen for me...he said that wasn't a normal thing to say/or ask for... :(

So I also don't own her, Roberto does.

Mistakes are still mine. :/

Of all days for this man to give a dam about me, he chooses today. And more specifically tonight.

I'm pretty pissed that he ruined an almost fake kiss. I was really looking forward to it.

"Edward, what are you doing?" I shake my head at him incredulously. He ignores me, still throwing daggers at my "date" as he stands right in front of us.

"You know this guy, Bella?" David pulls me back, protectively. Swoon.

"Of course, she knows me you prick! She's my daughter's mother," Edward sneers.

Fuck, he's pissing me off! Where does he get off being all possessive?

"Hey!" I get in front of Edward, one hand on my hip the other pointing an angry finger at him. "What is your problem you asshole?" I hiss.

"My problem is that you're making out with some…fucktard!" he glares at David.

Oh for the love…

I turn my back to Edward and face David.

"Dave, I'm so sorry about all this," I tell him. I'm completely humiliated. "I'll see you Monday, okay?"

"Are you sure Bella?" David eyes Edward warily. And I really don't want a pissing contest on my door step. This needs to be over.

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I wave my hand dismissively. "I can handle him."

David walks away, casting concerned glances at me. I assure him with a nod that it's cool for him to go. I will not get murdered or anything.

"Are you done staring at your boyfriend?" Edward grinds out.

"For fuck's sake Edward!" I storm into the house and I hear him follow me in.

I reach the living room and I throw myself on the couch, rubbing my eyes with my palms.

I don't understand him. I'm so pissed and I'm hurt—I just want to cry in frustration. I feel my eyes burning but I fight the damn tears.

"Who is this guy?" Edward asks.

"What are you doing here Edward?" I glare at him, avoiding his question. It pisses him off.

"So are you fucking him or something? I thought you wanted me back?" he asks angrily.

"Fuck you, Edward. You're the one that doesn't give a shit about us. I told you what I wanted and you backed away from me. Did you expect me to just sit and wait for you again? What a fucking joke!" I laugh.

He growls and pulls on his hair. "What did you want me to do, Bella? You said you wanted slow, I think that means you don't want to fuck yet."

"This isn't about that. Don't make it about that!" I say. "You made it seem like you didn't even want to be in the same room with me, what did you expect me to think? If you don't want me, just tell me. I can't be playing these games."

Cause god knows I'm tired of this. He's either in or he's out. I can't live my life waiting on him to make a decision. The decision needs to be made and I want to move on with my life. I want to give my daughter a stable home and I want to know if he's staying here for her too.

He sighs, frustrated and angry…and everything. "Look, I have some things I'm dealing with. It's pretty heavy and I haven't been in my right mind. Fuck, I haven't even taken you out on a proper date 'cause this shit is messing with my head!"

"Stuff like what?"

What could possibly be going on that he couldn't tell me before?

"I didn't want to upset you, baby," he says, reaching for my hands. He squeezes my hands and rubs them with his thumbs. "I don't always make the best decisions, but I thought it was for the best to wait to tell you," he sighs and then takes a deep breath. Fuck, he's killing me here. "There's this girl that I was seeing back in Texas…she's claiming….she's claiming that she's pregnant." He hangs his head and I let his words sink in.

He got another girl pregnant?

What is it with him getting girls pregnant and then leaving the state? This is fucked!

"It's probably not even true…but I can't just walk away from it...what if she is? I need to find out for sure. That's why I came today."

I hear him talking, but I don't know what to say. This happened before he came here…before he met Sophia…before he made those promises to me.

"So why are you here?" my voice shakes. Please don't cry, please don't cry! I chant.

"I'm driving to Texas tonight. I'll be back on Tuesday the latest. I wanted to see you and Sophia before I left." He scowls. "But then I find you here with some douche trying to kiss you. What the hell was that?" For a grown man, he has the cutest pout.

"He's a friend, Edward…well, he is now. We kinda went on a date and it's not gonna work out."

"Of course it's not gonna work out, you're taken." Possesiveward, much? I roll my eyes.

"Well, I didn't know that." I look at him pointedly. "You had me thinking otherwise." I cross my arms.

"Well you know now." He pulls me forward, toward him and he cups my cheek. "I told you I wanted you, Bella. I still do. I'm sorry I didn't come to you before…but I'm making this right. Whatever happens, you're still the one I want, okay?" he dips down to look me in the eyes before he lightly presses his lips against mine.

I pull away, I'm still wary about what's going on—I need his reassurance.

"What if she is? What then, Edward?"

He sighs and shakes his head. "I'll try to work something out with her. But it's not gonna change anything between me and you. At least I hope not. It's up to you, Bella…and I know it sucks that I put you in this position."

"You should sneak into Sophie's room and say goodbye," I tell him.

"Are you angry at me?" he asks hesitantly. I shake my head and pull him toward me, burying my face in his neck. He pulls me closer, tightening his hold on me.

I missed this smell.

"I'm not angry," I mumble. "I'm just really disappointed and hurt that you were so reckless…that doesn't change the fact that I love you, though." I pull away so I that I can look into his eyes. "And it doesn't mean that you can drag me along while you make mistake after mistake. That is your past and I have to accept it." I narrow my eyes at him. "So don't make me regret it, or my daughter will be fatherless…I'll make sure of it."

"I love it when you threaten my life." He grins and I swat his arm. Ooh…his arms are so strong. He holds his hands out in front of him. "Okay, okay. I was kidding." He nuzzles my nose. "You're amazing, you know that?"

"Yeah, I know."

I close my eyes as he leans in for a kiss. He presses his lips softly against mine.

Nothing has felt sweeter. His warm breath tickles my nose, and I savor his manly smell. All Edward. So good.

So good.

I am in my happy place with my girl Kristen. She's in her SWATH gear ready to take the daggers for me. I fluv her.

Bring it :D