A few days have passed and Stiles hasn't left the house since. He sat up in his room staring out the window.
"Stiles you need to eat something, I know that you're hungry." Derek said walking up behind him.
"I am hungry but not for anything in this house." Stiles said.
Derek sighed "How are you feeling?"
Stiles looked at Derek. His eyes were blood shot red. "I'm really trying here Derek but it's hard for me to go outside. Every time I look at someone I can literally taste the blood in my mouth."
"Well you can't just sit in the house for the rest of your life and not eat." Derek held out a bowl. "Will you just eat this for me?"
Stiles looked down at the bowl. "I don't want it Derek!" He yelled storming away from him.
Derek grabbed his arm. "Look Stiles I know that this is hard for you but I'm trying to help you here."
"Well you're not helping anything!" Stiles yelled. "But you know what you can do to help me? You can give me something to eat and I don't that shit in your hand."
Derek looked down at the bowl then back at Stiles. "I'm not going to do that Stiles. You have to fight this."
"I can't!" Stiles yelled "I'm not strong like you alright."
"Stiles you're stronger than me, you just can't see it yet but I promise you that you will and it will get better." Derek said walking up to Stiles.
Stiles pushed him away. "Don't touch me, you're just making things worse for me not better." He walked off.
Derek went after him. "Where are you going?"
"I'm going to get some fresh air." Stiles said
Derek grabbed his arm. "I can't let you go alone Stiles."
"Why huh?" Stiles snapped "Do you think that I'm going to kill someone?"
"No I just don't want you to be alone." Derek said quietly.
Stiles looked down. "How did you get through it Derek?"
"It was tough Stiles. I had to endure a lot of things but in the end I made it out just fine and so will you." Derek took Stiles hand. "We're going to get through this together but in order for us to do that you're going to have to me monitored. The full moon is coming up and it's going to get a lot worse but I need you to stay strong for me."
Stiles nodded "I remember how Scott's first full moon was. He ended up saying a lot of things that hurt me."
"But that's different. Scott wasn't the alpha's mate he was just a Bata." Derek said "So for you it's going to be a little more intense."
"Is there a chance that I'm going to kill someone?" Stiles said looking down.
"It's possible but that's why I'm here to make sure that you don't'." Derek rubbed the side of Stiles face. "But I need you to talk to me. No matter if it's good or bad just talk to me, okay."
"Yeah okay but I really am hungry Derek." Stiles said looking serious.
Derek sighed "I find something in the woods like an animal or something but I need you to stay in the house."
"Okay just hurry back." Stiles said.
Three hours later
Stiles was sitting by the window staring down into the woods. Derek has been gone a long time and he was starting to get impatient. He finally got tired of waiting, grabbed his shoes and coat and left the house.
Stiles drove his jeep pass his father's house. Apart of him missed his father and his friends but a bigger part of him knew that this was his destiny. After passing Scott's house he drove father and father until finally stopping at an empty building. He got out of his jeep and walked around but stopped when he spotted a few guys standing in a circle not far from him. His heart started to quicken as the smell of fresh blood flooded him like a tsunami and his brown eyes turned red.
One of the guys saw red eye and stopped talking. The other's followed his gaze and they all were frozen in place until the red eyed figure started to walk closer to them. All of them ran in different ways but Stiles went for the weaker one.
He chased him down the dark lot of the building and tackled him on the floor. The guy was screaming and trying to fight Stiles off of him but Stiles was to strong. He pinned the boy's hands above his head and went for his throat but before he could bite him he was thrown off by someone else. Stiles watched as the scared boy ran off then he locked eyes with a blue eyed figure. His eyes grew darker and before he knew it he charged at Derek, knocking him on the ground. They fought until Derek got the opportunity to hit Stiles in the face...Hard, knocking him out.
Stiles woke up later that night with a headache. He looked around his bedroom and saw Derek sitting by the window. His shirt ripped and covered in blood. Stiles jumped from the bed and went over to Derek. "Derek what happened to you?"
Derek looked at Stiles "You don't remember?"
Stiles shook his head. "No, the last thing I remember is going out for a walk and ending up in an empty lot. I saw some guys and-" Then it hit him, everything that happened. "Oh Derek I'm so sorry."
Derek smiled "I'm okay Stiles, we heal remember." Stiles walked back over to the bed and sat down. Derek frowned and went over to him. "Stiles?"
"What if I had killed you Derek?" Stiles said looking over at him.
"Stiles you're not and I got you something to eat. It's not much but it will help."
Derek took Stiles out back and lead him into the woods.
Stiles could see and smell the dead dear not far from him. "Derek?"
"Just go eat and then we'll talk." Derek said waving him off. He watched Stiles eat and began to think to himself. What if he couldn't do this? What if next time he won't be so lucky what and with the full moon getting closer and closer things only got worse for Stiles? What if in the end he couldn't save Stiles from himself? What if he'd have to do the one thing he could never do, KILL STILES.
A/N HOPED YOU'VE ENJOYED AND THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE UP SOON.