Ch 36: Regretful

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…but little did he know that she had teleported right behind him.

"Gray!?" Lucy said loudly, "You saw?"

"Yeah… I'm sorry Luce, I just couldn't…" Gray was cut off by Lucy.

"Oh, great! Now I have another thing to worry about. Gray, I've had enough of you bursting into my life, ok? You do things like read my diary and question my past, but how can I tell you? How can I tell you about the things, that I don't even remember?" Lucy began to weep, "I've tried staying strong, I've done everything I could to try and keep you away from my secret past and now you are trying to interrupt my life, my past, my experience, my known future! GRAY I WANT YOU TO BE SAFE, I WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE! GO, GO BEFORE I DO SOMETHING HORRIBLE TO YOU!" Lucy was now shouting.

"Luce…" Gray said a little bit afraid.

"I SAID GO, GRAY. JUST USE THOSE LEGS OF YOURS AND RUN, RUN OUT OF MY LIFE!" Lucy said it, she said something she didn't mean, was she going to regret it?

Gray quickly jumped up and ran, he didn't know how much this stuff messed with her, he didn't know how much Lucy was suffering because of his mistakes. He just didn't know and know he was in trouble. He could possibly never see his Lucy again. What had he done?

When Gray had disappeared, Lucy wept louder than she had ever before. She couldn't believe that she had just yelled at the man of her dreams and told him to get out of her life. Now she was ashamed of herself, she had made one of her biggest mistakes ever. Now she realised that after the commotion of her future, she might never return to Fairy Tail, knowing that he would be there.

Lucy POV…

I just yelled at him. I can't believe I did that? Maybe, he wouldn't want me anymore, he probably thinks that I'm some creep, he watched me do all that to those things. What do I do? TT^TT

I probably can never return to Fairy Tail, what if he moved on? What if I returned and he was dating someone better than me, someone like Juvia? What if… what if… what if…. THERE ARE JUST SO MANY WHAT IF's! I will probably never see him again.

Normal POV…

Lucy just broke down, she was truly regretting it. She couldn't live with herself, but she had bigger fish to fry. She thought to herself, 'I need to first finish Zeref-nii's task, my life will come second, I might not even have a future afterwards.'

~~~~Looking at Gray~~~~

Gray ran and ran until he reached the train station, there he went to Fairy Tail and he was truly sad this time. He began drinking again, he drank and drank and before long he was smoking too. Oh, what will become of Gray? (We are just going to look at Lucy for the next few chapters, GRAYLU WILL COME BACK I PROMISE, BUT LET'S FINISH THIS MYSTERY FIRST :P )

~~~~Looking at Lucy~~~~

Time flew by and Lucy had reunited with Stella and Lillian. "Strong and Pretty, what happened to the other human?" Lillian asked curiously.

"Oh, Lillian! I did something horrible to him." Lucy said while trying to keep the tears in.

"You killed him?" Lillian shrieked.

"NO, no… I could never kill him!" Lucy said, "I said something, I said something horrible to him, something I regret, but it's too late to apologise."

"Oh! It's ok Strong and Pretty! You are the strongest being I know! There is no way you can lose to a petty little relationship, love comes and goes Strong and Pretty. You just have to find the right time and place for things." Lillian said.

"Woah! Lillian, since when did you know so much about relationships?" Lucy asked astonished.

"That's a secret!" Lillian smirked.

The trio was now asleep. Or were they? Actually, Lucy was still awake; she was just pretending to sleep since she had too much on her mind until suddenly…

"mmhmm! Mmmhmmm!" –muffled screams-

In the morning, Lucy was nowhere to be found…

Cliffhanger, I know. Soz!

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