(A/N; Ok people I'm back! I know it was weak for Kagome to cry but I need a little drama. Remember the 3 or 2nd chappie when Kagome said 'The roll of thunder comes before the rainbow'? Well here's the roll of thunder for you.)

Disclaimer: Coolgirls?

Coolgirls: Oh no, not you again Sessy

Kagome: no it's me

Coolgirls: Oh. Well then, what's up?

Kagome: What did Sessy get me for Christmas?

Coolgirls: Na-uh no way I'm not telling you. And I'm not telling Sessy ether

Kagome: Please?

Coolgirls: No

Kagome: Please?

Coolgirls: No

Kagome: Please?

Coolgirls: No

Kagome: Fine be that way

Coolgirls: I will

Kagome: Hmph!

Coolgirls: I DON'T OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS FROM MY STORY!!!!!!!

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As Kagome was laying in her own bed by his room, cursing herself for crying like some dork Sesshomaru heard her nearby.

''How could you cry for some guy you planned to kill someday Kagome? What's wrong with you? You don't even slightly like that loser! I'm such a idiot. Why cry? It's not like the remark hurt me or something. I mean come on it's Hojo the Hobo for Petes sake! It didn't hurt me. Or did it really?...''

FLASHBACK!!

''Kagome your nothing but a wench. Why don't you go home?'' Inuyasha said just the day before she left

''Because I have a jewel to look for! You think I like being here with some stupid rude dumb ass?'' She said yelling

''You think I like being around a loud good for nothing wench like you!'' He said yelling back!

''Well I'm glad you feel that way you baka! You can go burn in hell asshole! I'm outta here! Get that dead piece of shit to help you with the jewel shards! I don't give a damn! I have things to do in my life anyway!'' She said yelling straight in his face

''Don't call her that you dirty whore. Nobody wants you anyway. Just go already!''

''DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE!'' She said walking off.

Inuyasha thought that the remark about calling her a dirty whore wouldn't hurt her. But inside her heart broke. It's not like she hated him then. But when she saw him with Kikyo she knew in wasn't one of his fazes. What she said was true. Nobody did want her after all. That day she went home. But when she saw him Kikyo she took her stuff and left.

END OF FLASHBACK!!!

Was Hojo right too? I mean Inuyasha already said she was. Hearing it from another made her believe it. Maybe she was a whore. Maybe Sesshomaru was keeping her for pleasure or some sick thing. That's why he said he loved me. He doesn't mean it. I'm just a freeloader with nowhere to go.

Kagome cried her heart out for all the things she didn't cry about. Inuyasha with Kikyo. Her falling in love with the wrong people. Hojo and his sick ass. And she cried. Sobbed. And wept because of her love. The person that she now hated that she loved him so. Sesshomaru. He was the person that knew her best.

No other compared in her heart. The way he denied doing something but doing it while he said he wasn't. The way he insulted her and was amused by it. The he would let her drag him around the mall like a cute puppy. And most importantly, the way he made her smile a mile wide.

He made her feel so great inside. Her feel so happy. Like she was on air. He was the one to pick up the pieces of her heart and put them all together. He was perfect. Perfect in so many imperfect ways. He was just as good as he was bad. If that meant stubborn. That made her smile. The way he pouted. Just like a baby.

But did he feel the same way? She knew he loved her. At least she hoped it was true under the circumstance she was in mentally. Like did he love to have her around? Like he didn't want her to leave his side? Or he would be depressed?

All those questions and statements were getting her dizzy. And just like with Christmas there's coldness. In the sheets all the things she was think about made her shiver to the bone of her being. She had the worse headache. And to top the misfortune off she hadn't eaten in days. 6 to be exact. With that entire happening she wanted to puke.

None of it to her made sense. She needed something. It wasn't food. Or warmth. Or was it? No she knew it wasn't something it was a certain someone. Before she could think any longer her hunger over taken her and she collapsed in her own bed.

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As if on Que. Sesshomaru came in. He heard her cry. And her cursing. He knew she collapsed because lack of food. But some how he knew it was something else. Like despair.

But why would she feel despair? Of all things! He thought she was happy here. She had to be. Something must have happened at the 'talent show' as they call it. She was fine before they left

''Kagome!'' Sesshomaru said shaking her

''Ugh...Sessy'' She said smiling

''You haven't ate in a while'' He said smiling in relief that she was awaked. He look down at her belly. It was so flat. And it was flat already.

''Oh that. Well I'm not hungry. I'm kind of sick. How I wish I had some Slim Jim'' She said touching he head

''Your really have over done it. You've changed so much for my kingdom'' He said. She just started coughing

''I'm mean our kingdom'' Then all of the sudden her coughs went away

''Well I have think I've done just a little to much.''

''Kagome. You forgot to feed yourself. Do you see were I'm getting with this?''

''No.''

''Kagome I think you're stressed out''

''Me? Stressed out? C'mon with the come on!''

''No I mean look. You pale. Did something happen at the talent show?''

Then it all came back to her. The flashback and everything. Then her face turned blue. She couldn't breath. She laid out of Sesshomaru's arms. She needed to breathe. She couldn't move. Like something was causing her to be paralyzed. Then she took a breath. But out came tears.

''Kagome are you all right? Listen to me! What happened at the talent show?'' He said shaking her out of her tears. He knew it. It wasn't him

''Every...(sob)... thing...(sob)...''

''How?''

''Hojo...(sob)...that...(sob)...(sob)... vulgar...(sob sob)...loser!...Called me a whore.'' Then she broke her crying.

She wasn't sad anymore. She was pissed.

''This is all Inuyasha's fault!'' She went on

''Kagome I think-''

''I should kill both of those idiots! Inuyasha, Kikyo, and Hojo!''

''Kagome I really-''

''And I think I will''

''Kagome CALM DOWN.'' Sesshomaru said looking at her in the eye.

''I'll try.''

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Ok there you have it! I'm sorry for the kind of short chappie.

Funnies With Sessy-Kun

Kagome: INUYASHA!!!!!

Inuyasha: What?

Kagome: Prepare to die

Denise: Now now, we don't need to start violence

Kagome: Did you hear what he did to me?

Flirtymiyu: I think you should sit him to death

Denise: Hey I just said to hurt him without Coolgirls changing this story to rated R.

Coolgirls: What she said

Kagome: OH!

Inuyasha: Is there anyway you can't threaten my life like this?

Kagome: Nope.

Inuyasha: Crap

Kagome: SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT!!!!

Inuyasha: K.O 0-0

Coolgirls: Oh you got him good!

Denise: READ AND REVIEW!!!!

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