CHAPTER 37 KARMA POV

"She is coming." I said to Nick. "You should go."

"Use me and then throw me away." He said smiling. "I feel like an object."

"Shut up." I said smiling. "But thank you."

"I'll ask again." HE said giving two steps towards me. "Are you sure that I can't change your mind?"

"Positive." I said walking away. "I like you but I love your sister."

"I can see that." He said looking around. "This place is fantastic."

"I know right?" I asked looking around too. "The first time I saw this house I thought it was something else but eventually this place became my favorite."

"I can see why." He said looking at the lake that now was reflecting the orange from the sky. "It's so calm here."

"Nick?" I called and he looked at me. "Thank you for helping me with this."

"Anything for my best friend's little sister." HE said smiling. "I can't believe I didn't recognized you when I saw you in the school. I mean I was always in your home with Zen and we tortured you for years."

"I remember that." I said laughing. "You two were the worst."

"I miss him you know." Nick said his face turning sad. "He really was my best friend. Even after I moved back to London we still maintained contact. Zen was a good guy."

"He was the best." I said felling the sadness touching my soul. Nick noticed my change and hurried to hug me. "You are a good guy too."

"I try." He said and we smiled together.

"That is a sweet moment." Someone said and we pulled away looking at Amy and she didn't look happy at all. "I can't believe you made me drive to the country house so I can see you and your boyfriend together."

"I think I'm better go." Nick said and I nodded.

"Oh don't bother." Amy said looking at me with the angriest expression I ever saw in anyone's face. She looked like she wanted to kill me or something. "I'll let you guys go back to your little moment and you can just pretend I was never here." She turned away but stopped. "You know what Karma? I thought you were better than this."

"Hey." Nick said. "Look the way you talk to her."

Amy laughed and it was her natural laugh. It was full of sarcasm, disgust and anger.

"A prince charming." She said looking at Nick. "How nice of you defend your girlfriend like this. Tell me did you get down in one knee to ask to be your girlfriend or this kind of pathetic…"

"Amy it is enough." I said and she looked at me. Her eyes cold and the only thing I could see reflected on it was anger. "Nick go. I need to speak with Amy alone."

"Okay." He said but gave Amy a warning look before walk away. Once he was far enough not to hear us I opened my mouth to say something but Amy did it first.

"You shouldn't have send your boyfriend away." She said. "I was about to leave and you two could…" She stopped and looked around seeing the decoration I made for the first time. Her eyes burned with hate. "How nice off you make all this to him. Tell me did you really have to choose my favorite place in here just to ruin this to me too?"

"He is not my boyfriend." I said starting to feel anger burning inside me. "And if you knew me like I thought you did you would know that that I would NEVER bring someone else here in the place we first kiss."

"Oh so that wasn't a person?" Amy said and I rolled my eyes.

"You know what I meant."

"Actually I don't think I know anything about you anymore." She said and I felt my heart breaking. "I guess I never did."

"I know that you are hurt and that you think I cheated on you but…"

"Think? No, no, no. I know you did that. Your boyfriend was just…"

"HE IS NOT MY FUCKING BOYFRIED." I yelled running to her and stopping just a few inches from her. "How can you be so blind and stupid?"

"Stupid?" She said her eyes burning min. "I guess I'm stupid. I'm stupid because I believed in you when you said you loved me and…"

I kissed her before she could finish the phrase that would hurt both off us for real. For a second I thought she wasn't going to kiss me back but when she did it wasn't like any other kiss we shared before. This one was not sweet and caring… It was a full battle. She pushed her tong inside my mouth devouring it and I was holding her like my life depend on it. She craved her nails in my lower back and I mooned with pain but that was only the space she need it to push me against the tree. There was no space between us anymore and she was kissing me with so much fury pushing me so hard against the wood it was actually hurting me but right now I didn't care. I need this. I need Amy.

I bit her lower lip hard and felt the taste of her blood in my mouth but she didn't care. She continued kissing me and I was so caught up in the moment I didn't realized where her hand was until it was already between my legs. In a second my underwear was gone and she was inside me.

"Amy." I manage to say but her mouth covered mine again with a kiss that blew my mind. Her movements were desperate and fast. Like she was afraid that the moment would end at any minute. "Amy look at me."

She still had her eyes close and it was getting hard for me to focus on anything but her movements. She tried to kiss me again but I turned my head which made her bit my neck. I screamed with the pain and then bit her shoulder and it was her time to groan loud.

"AMY." I said again. My heart was beating so fast I thought I was going to explode. "Look at me."

I screamed again when my orgasm hit me and she slowed her movements her eyes on mine.

"I never kissed Nick." I said in a low voice my breathing gettin slower. "I didn't want to kiss him or anyone else because I LOVE YOU."

"Don't." She said and her eyes sparkled with tears and she closed it again. "Don't do that to me."

"AMY I LOVE YOU." I repeated. "Look at me. Look into my eyes and tell me if I'm lying."

"I can't." She said in a low voice pulling away from me. "I can't do that again. I can't believe in you and have you breaking my heart again."

"Amy." I called reaching out to her and holding her hand. "I Love you. I know that you don't want to believe in me but I LOVE YOU. I didn't ignored you because I stopped loving you. I might had given you that impression after my silence treatment but the only reason I was ignoring you was because I couldn't just try be your friend when every cell of my body wanted you. I can't be your friend because I know how it is to be more than that and I can't be less. Amy see my mother in that hospital bed mixed my thoughts and made me confused about many things but never in any point I was confused about how I feel about you. It was the most difficult thing I ever had to do… push you away. I realize I can't do that because you're a part of me… the most amazing part of me and I couldn't live with myself if I let you go without a fight so I asked Nick to help me do all this so I could show how important you are to me and how much I love you and also to apologize for all this mess my brain made."

"So you two are not together?" She asked looking at me and I shook my head. "But I saw you two hugging."

"He was hugging me because we were talking about Zen and I got emotional."

"Your brother?" Amy asked frowning.

"Nick was Zen best friend for a whole year when he moved to Kansas with his mother for a time." I said smiling. "That is how my father know Mr. Peterson and I didn't recognize Nick until my father told me he was the same stupid British guy that made fun off my with my dork brother when we were children."

"Why didn't you tell me this before?" She asked her eyes wide. "I was a jerk to you."

"I deserved." I said smiling. "I was a jerk to you too. I'm sorry for this passed weeks."

"Oh my god Karma." She said. "I called you a bitch."

"What?" I asked surprised with the confession. "When?"

"It was so many times that I forgot when it started." She said giving me an apologetically look. "Well… I think it was because of your name. Lauren said it first."

"It's okay." I said smiling a little. "You wouldn't be the first to say Karma is a bitch anyway."

We both laughed and then we were in silence for a long time just looking at each other.

"Did you really mean it?" Amy said her green eyes focused only in me.

"Every word." I said. "I can scream to the world if you want to. I'm not afraid anymore."

"That won't be necessary." Amy said smiling and I felt my heart race. It was a long time since I last saw her beautiful smile. "I believe in you."

"Good." I said and silence fell again while I was looking for courage to ask my next question. "About London…"

"Don't worry I'm not going." She said. "Someone send the school my old school history… the one that the principle before you dad made. It was bad and the head from the school in London said that I wasn't the kind of student they had in there."

"What? Smart and beautiful?" I asked and she smiled. "They are stupid not to have you."

"My mother and Mr. Peterson tried to tell them that." Amy said. "But there is nothing more important than a signed paper that has every single one of my bad behavior on it."

"How did they get it?" I asked and Amy looked pissed off. "Let me guess… Liam?"

"The one and only." Amy said. "He had the courage to say it in my face."

"I can't believe in this." I said feeling myself get pissed off. "Why does he hate you so much?"

"Because I never loved him." She said. "He was the one that took your mother at school that day. He was preparing her to see us together at the library but you kissed me in the hall and he job got easier."

"We have to do something." I said but Amy just smiled. "What?"

"I love you, Karma." She said and I froze. I wasn't expecting to hear this from her again so soon. "That is enough to make Liam hate himself."

"So we are just going to let him get away with this?"

"Oh no." Amy said. "I've something ready for him. However, I spend the last weeks thinking about the moment I could kiss you again and I'm not spending this precious moments talking about Liam."

She kissed me again and I felt myself dissolve in her arms. Any kiss with Amy is an amazing kiss but the ones that she just gave wasn't anything closer to this one. They were just pure sexual and the result of angry and frustration. But this one… This one represents everything we feel and all the words in the world couldn't speak in a better way. It was a question too that I responded in the same language.

"Did you do all this for me?" Amy asked looking around. "This looks like a romantic comedy scene."

"You told me once that you wanted to make a picnic but you changed your mind about it." I said looking to the blanket, the pillows and the basket along with the candles and the flowers. "So I made it for you."

"You remember that?" Amy asked.

"It was the day after the pink party. I was at the pool burning with jealousy after see the photo of you kissing Adriana."

"She kissed me." Amy said and I shot her a 'really?' look and she smiled shyly. "Let's not talk about that now, okay?"

"So what do you want to talk about it?" I asked smiling too.

"I prefer not talking right now." She said her hand in my waist bringing me closer to her. Our faces were inches from each other, our lips brushing. I pulled away and hold her hand walking towards were the blanket was.

"I brought donuts for you." I said seating but in a second Amy pushed me in the blanked and her mouth was on mine.

"The donuts can wait." She said in my ear, her hands hovering inside my shirt, her mouth making me shiver with every touch.

"We are in the outside, Amy." I warned my voice deeper with desire.

"I don't care." She said kissing my neck. Her warm breath and the touch of her lips were enough to put me on the edge again. "And you didn't cared about it before… on the tree."

"I wasn't thinking…" She bit my jaw and I shivered. "At all."

"Then let me make you stop thinking again."

I'm not going to comment this chapter because I will be waiting for you and I have a lot to say about the show.

First…. Well I don't know what to think after the 'first look' on season 2. So many things happened in that one minute! But the thing I'm glad the most beside all the Karmy moments was the guy in Karma's window (It was just me or he looked a lot like Sebastian from cruel intentions?). Also… sorry Reamy but I think you ship just DIED and I couldn't be happier about it. Hate me or not… I just don't like Reagan.

Second and the most IMPORTANT thing I need to say: KARMA KISSED AMY in that pool. She was the one who initiated the kiss right? It was do damn fast… I can't actually be sure but Adri is sure that Karma is the one kissing Amy. (LIAM"S FACE SEEING THEM WAS PRICELESS.) I Love Gregg but now he has some competition with PseudSebastian and Felix. While Karma don't have any competition because that Rita girl is so boring… I mean if you are going to cast someone to be Katie Stevens rival at least cast someone that can put up a good fight.

MTV ARE YOU TRYING TO TURTURE US? You give us this trailer and then say the show is only coming back in August? The last day of the month? Are you f*** serious? And Teen wolf in June? Don't even let me start on the wait for the second season of Finding Carter.