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Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh GX
Title: Scenes From a Reversal: Taming Johan: 37-50: Giving Oneself
Romance: Juudai x Johan
Word Count: 962
Genre: Romance, Drama||Rated: PG-13
Challenge: 50scenes: Juudai x Johan: use me
Summary: Fifty scenes from a story unwritten, with one fact reversed: what happens when the Gentle Darkness is not gentle?

Juudai's icy fingers trailed down Johan's spine and to the cleft of his buttocks. Johan bit his lip as hard as he could to avoid crying out; he knew Juudai wanted that and he couldn't let himself say it. Not yet. Not now. Not so soon.

You will, though. He knew it was true. It had happened before. It always happened, no matter how hard he fought against it. Juudai battered down his defenses every single time.

Again Juudai's hands roamed freely over Johan's sweat-streaked body, slow echoes of desire slithering through Johan with each passing moment. He swallowed and tried to hold onto his resistance as best that he could. He didn't want to look down. He didn't want to see how aroused he was from Juudai's sinful, sacred touch. It was enough that he knew it.

Juudai leaned closer and Johan jumped as his tongue trailed past Johan's ear. "I don't know why you fight so much. You know you want this. You know you deserve this." At the second 'this', pain replaced pleasure and Johan danced and squirmed in the chains that held him to the ceiling, tears of shock starting down his cheeks.

His heart thudded in his chest as he tried to get himself back under control. His control, not Juudai's.

His control shattered as Juudai's fingers slid more intimately into him, cool pressure brushing deep within. He wriggled and writhed, but as always, nothing he did could prevent Juudai from doing what he wanted. Juudai's fingers brushed against that one spot within and Johan gasped, his head and spine arcing backwards at the rush of pleasure.

Nothing coherent stood a chance of leaving his lips. Only a half-gasped moan that could have been a single word, and what word it was even Johan himself didn't know, echoed back from the tapestry-covered walls, even as Juudai set to his careful preparations.

But even as those preparations ended, Juudai's hands pulled away from Johan. Johan tilted his head, raw confusion replacing almost everything now. A questioning noise sounded deep in his throat. Juudai never just stopped. Even in the midst of inducing Johan to beg for his release that just didn't happen.

"Do you want it?" Juudai's voice purred low and taunting into Johan's ear, and Johan couldn't have said where the other was. The room was too dark; Juudai didn't need the lights, and Johan had to strain to see anything. Now, however, the voice appeared to come from everywhere and nowhere, and Juudai wasn't touching him at all. The lack of sensation, the lack of contact burned away at Johan's resistance. "Do you deserve what I give you, Johan?"

Pain. Pleasure. Food. Shelter. Everything in his life depended on Juudai now. He was helpless to do anything and Juudai could do anything that he wanted to him. Juudai owned him in every sense of the world. He hurt when Juudai wanted him to hurt. He moaned in ecstasy when that was what Juudai wanted from him.

He…only hurts me…when I've done something wrong… Johan hated the realization even as he acknowledged the truth of it. Juudai punished him liberally in the beginning because Johan had fought him, in so many ways. Now punishment came when he'd resisted too much or offended Juudai in some other way.

"Yes…" He only half-heard the word, but he accepted Juudai's caress through his hair as his reward for it. "Yes…master…"

Another moan slid from his lips as Juudai pressed inside of him. Juudai's hands closed on his shoulders and Johan moved in tandem with him, knowing the reward of pleasure would be his soon. Every movement and motion told him that Juudai was pleased with him. He arced and writhed, both because of how good he felt and because he knew it would please Juudai even more.

Johan had no idea of how long it was before he reached that peak of pleasure, only that Juudai had done so long before he had. Hands, mouth, and delightful trickles of power kept him at a feverish pitch until Juudai chose otherwise. His cries once more echoed back to him, filled with dark pleasure of a kind he had never dreamed existed until Juudai showed him the glories of submitting to his master.

Afterward, Juudai's hands brushed through Johan's hair once more and Johan nuzzled against the touch. He wanted to say something, but he had no more strength left. All he could do was hang in his chains.

He almost didn't notice when the bonds released him, until his feet touched the ground and he stumbled into Juudai's waiting arms. His master held him for a few moments, murmuring words Johan couldn't understand but which soothed him nevertheless.

Warm water sluiced over him, cleaning up all the residue of recent events. Johan managed to recover enough to help get himself and his master clean. His stomach rumbled and a dark chuckle sounded from the other as he gestured Johan back to the main bedroom. Johan knew what he'd had to do for food and his gaze dropped for a moment before he looked back up at Haou.

"Of course." Haou caressed Johan's hair once again, easily reading his unspoken desires. "This is why you're here, isn't it? To please me."

Johan's knees melted at the words and he nodded, eagerness gleaming from his eyes. "Yes, master." He wanted to please Haou. He needed to please him. There would be no going back this time. He would devote himself to his master in all ways. Only then would he be fulfilling his purpose. Only then would he be complete. Only then would Johan truly be happy. He gave himself with all of his heart.

What else did he have to live for?

The End