Dear Chloe,
I need your help with something. The last couple entries in this have been nothing but meaningless babble, and outlines of my premonitions. I haven't had any recently by the way—not since I've come back and been sleeping next to Parrish. It seems odd that before he triggered so many of my visions, I could use him if I couldn't get a premonition off anything else. His energy is so strong that it jolts my mind and Sight…but now I can sleep peacefully next to him and all is well. I often wonder if Father did the same thing to Mother. Did he cause her visions because they shared a connection—like Parrish and I do? Or maybe he didn't…maybe my parents weren't soul mates at all…
Anyways, on to what I was really writing you about. A few weeks ago, Adhara came by the house and dropped off a folder of a woman that she and Cathan are hunting. She's a Death Eater who has been killing wizards. Cathan and Adhara are interested in her because she's been killing pure blood wizards—I think they're considered traitors. They must support muggle borns and the like…or they just won't follow Voldemort. I'm looking into the people she's killed more….But the point isn't what she's done, or who she's killed, the point is I think it's Amelia.
The picture of the woman—Atlas Newton—looks like Amelia except with longer light brown hair and darker blue eyes. Also, she has dark circles around her eyes and looks a little paler. But I can see Amelia in Atlas. The haunting look in her eyes is so familiar.
The issue is no one believes me. My Father nearly called me crazy when I told him and everyone else that I thought Amelia was alive. Parrish hasn't said very much, but I don't think he wants to hurt my feelings until he's figure it out for himself. He usually supports me, even when he thinks I'm completely mad. Kendra and Amber both looked upset. Kendra actually said she'd like it if Amelia were still alive—it'd give her a chance to kill the bitch. This shocked me…I always thought Kendra was the better of all of us. But I don't know what happened at the Malfoy Manner (and part of me doesn't want to know)…but I remember the stains on Kendra's pants and that frightens me. Whatever happened when Kendra was held at the Malfoy's Amelia let something very bad happen to Kendra, making her want to kill her.
I just don't know what to do…help Adhara and Cathan find this Atlas Newton and then corner her and prove its Amelia? I wish you or Mother were here to help me through this…I wish so much that you both were here for everything I've been going through.
The only happy news I have is that Parrish and I are getting married in two weeks—oh and Tonks and Remus had their baby. It was a boy, they named him Teddy after Tonks' Father. I'm happy that Remus is taking care of his family like he should. Having Teddy has really turned him around…he's a happier person. The boy is beautiful and will always be loved. Harry is his godfather and Kendra his godmother. Hopefully, we'll be able to give him a better world to live in by destroying Voldemort.
Good night Chloe.
So Signed,
Serena.