Disclaimer: I don't own anyone, other than Brielle and Lilly.
Rated: M
Warning(s): Slash, Het, Mpreg, Stripping, Exotic Dancing, Violence, Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, etc.

There were no words that were appropriate to describe how much either man wanted this. As soon as Randy pulled back into the hotel parking lot, he cut the engine, walked around to the other side of the car, and opened the door for his new boyfriend. That one word made his heart flutter uncontrollably and made him feel like a school girl that had just experienced love for the first time. And maybe that was true. Maybe this was love in its truest, purest form, and he had been too blind to see it before.

Carefully, he took Adam into his arms and carried him bridal style. A dark blush fanned over the blond's cheeks and he continuously mumbled that 'he could walk', but Randy didn't listen to him. So Adam turned and buried his face in the crook of Randy's neck. He wasn't used to such blatant displays of affection, because the only display of affection that he was used to was usually connected with violence. This felt… off. But that didn't mean that this didn't feel nice. And he realized, with a small smile, that he could become used to this.

Randy carried him like that all the way to their bedroom, pausing only to unlock the door. Adam marveled at the way the younger man could so easily balance him with one arm. He was so strong. Dependable, even. And soon, he would be Adam's. He would own every part of Adam in a way that Adam didn't mind. Randy carried him inside, shutting the door with a soft click behind him. Not wanting to waste any more time, not wanting to remember how many months had been wasted when he was blind, he tenderly set Adam down on the bed.

"Are you sure that you want to do this, Adam? I don't want to back you into a corner that you'll regret later." Randy promised sincerely. Deep inside, he was worried that Adam would change his mind about all this. He wanted Adam so very badly.

Adam climbed onto all fours, slowly making his way to the end of the bed in an almost predatory manner. "I'm sure that this is what I want, Randy." He took hold of the front of Randy's button-down, casually popping buttons this way and that.

"I don't want to hurt you." Randy confessed softly. Adam met his eyes for a moment, before he returned to his task of removing Randy's shirt. "I don't want to betray the trust that you've put in me. It would kill me."

Adam had already started to work on Randy's belt. With a crack of worn leather, it fell to the floor, useless. Adam stared down at it and licked his lips. Maybe later… "It's not easy to win my trust, but you have. I don't think you'd take advantage of that."

Randy sighed. "I wouldn't try to. But, honestly Adam, I think you have way too much trust it me." He ran a hand over his face, doing nothing to stop Adam's wandering hands from unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans. "I don't want to hurt you."

"I think that we've already established that. You won't hurt me. I promise. I may look real breakable, but trust me when I say that, when I'm hurt, I know how to bite." He flashed a charismatic smile, before he stripped him of his jeans and underwear.

Before Randy could even truly fathom what had happened, Adam was naked as well. This time on his knees, he took Randy's face in his hands and kissed him softly. This seemed to be the only persuasion that Randy needed. Adding a little bit more pressure into the kiss, he pushed Adam to lay on his back, situating his legs so that his knees wouldn't break under the pressure. Adam moaned as a heavy, but not uncomfortable, weight settled down between his legs. They fit together so perfectly.

Randy was the first to break the kiss. Breathlessly, Adam could only watch as Randy molded his lips to every inch of visible skin that he could find from just beneath his ear to the junction between his neck and his shoulder. It only took him a few seconds to find Adam's sweet spot, located squarely in the middle of the two. Adam's body lurched forward, his dripping manhood brushing against Randy's stomach obscenely. Randy continued to work at the spot, tenderly laving his tongue over it, loving the sounds that Adam was producing.

"You like that, do you baby?" Randy asked, his face mere centimeters away from Adam's neck. Cool air blew onto the site and Adam shivered, trying not to lose all sense of self-control and cum then and there.

"Fuck yeah…" Adam moaned, barely able to control his shiver. Randy's hands roamed over the flat planes of Adam's body, memorizing every crevice for future use. "Mmm… Randy…"

"What is it, baby?" Randy asked softly. He continued to gently massage Adam's body, occasionally suckling as the tender spot on his neck. Adam bucked into his body, pre-cum dribbling over his chest.

"Need you…" Adam hissed, arms wrapping around Randy's neck and drawing him down so that they were impossibly close, so close that it was impossible to tell one body from the next.

"Where do you want me, Addy? Just say the word and I'll do whatever you want. I'm at your service." Randy muttered into Adam's soft, creamy skin. He trailed his hands over Adam's body, ghosting over Adam's leaking erection.

"There…" Adam gasped out, his eyes rolling back into his head. "There… There… Want you there…" the mantra seemed to never end. Randy smirked, running his hands over the insides of Adam's thighs, studiously ignoring where Adam wanted him most.

"There?" He asked. Adam shook his head breathlessly. "How about there?" He touched the inside of Adam's knee. Adam shook his head, but did arch his back and let out a little moan. "You're gonna have to be a little bit more specific, baby."

"I want you… I want your hand…" with a trembling hand, he took hold of Randy's wrist and put his hand around his leaking cock. "I want you to… jerk me off." From the look on his face, that had taken an immense amount of effort.

"Is that so? Well, why didn't you say so earlier?" Randy smirked. It only magnified when Adam glared up at him from underneath his long, coal lashes. "I'd be more than happy to do that for you."

He twisted his wrist around and gave one hard jerk to Adam's cock, grinning as Adam writhed under his careful ministrations. He started a smooth, but ferocious pace. With one hand, he held Adam's hips down, and with the other, he drew Adam closer and closer to completion. Drawing his nail over the purpling head, the grin turned almost masochistic as Adam whined and tried, failing, to buck his hips. Curses fell from his delectable lips before, finally, a warning that he was close, so close, came.

Seconds later, thick ropes of white coated Randy's hand. Some pooled onto Adam's belly, and the rest of it coated his nether regions. Randy tasted some of the essence that had splattered onto his hand. Adam moaned, a dark flush staining his creamy alabaster cheeks. Randy scooped up some more of Adam's essence and, with his other hand, gently pried Adam's legs apart. He didn't know when the last time Adam had done this for pleasure had been, and he was determined not to hurt him.

"I'm not going to hurt you." He repeated out loud. "And I want you to know that you can tell me to stop at any time. Okay?"

Adam smiled at him. His eyes were filled with nothing but trust, love, and admiration. "I know that you won't hurt me."

Randy touched one finger to Adam's entrance. It slid in easily, sinking in all the way to the knuckle. Adam moaned, all sense of reality gone as Randy twisted the finger around, trying to make sure that he was nice and slick before he tried another finger. The second one slid in just as easily. With one sharp turn to the wrist, both brushed against his prostate and for the second time, Adam saw stars. He was so enthralled by the pleasure that he didn't even feel the third finger slide in and start to stretch him.

Randy slid the fingers out. "Are you ready? Because if you think that you need more prep, I can…"

Adam touched a finger to his lips, before he leaned forward and connected their mouths in a soft, tender kiss. "I'm ready."

He didn't need any more permission. He took some of the lotion off of the bedside table and used it as lube, before he lined himself up with Adam's entrance. Leaning down, he connected their lips once more as he slid inside. Adam was tight, tighter than he could have ever hoped he would be. And he was so painfully receptive. Every time Randy slid in, Adam's channel would clench around him and he would have to stop, breathe, and remind himself that this couldn't… no, this wouldn't… end so soon.

He started out with slow, measured strokes. His hands found the crevices that they had sought out earlier and stroked them lovingly. And his mouth immediately found the pleasure spot on Adam's neck and started to suckle. Adam trembled with pleasure, his channel clenching down on Randy's hot cock. And after that, Randy couldn't take it anymore. With one deep thrust, his strokes started to become faster, more erratic, all in search of that one spot that would make Adam see stars…

And then he found it. Adam screamed, but it was choked off by Randy's lips on his. Randy immediately started to work his hand over Adam's length again, doing whatever was within his power to make Adam cum. And it didn't take long. Within minutes, Adam was screaming his release into Randy's mouth. His second orgasm coated Randy's hand and both of their stomachs, and when he clenched down on Randy's cock, he finished off inside of him.

Carefully, Randy pulled out of Adam and fell onto his back, breathless. With what little energy he could muster, he slung an arm around Adam's shoulders and pulled him into his chest. "That was… amazing."

"Yes, it was." Adam breathed. Weakly, he traced a finger over the crevices of Randy's muscles. "I told you you wouldn't hurt me."

"I'm just glad that I was able to live up to your expectations." Adam giggled sweetly, before he buried his face in Randy's shoulder. "I love you, Adam. And as long as you're with me, I promise, nobody will ever hurt you again."

"I love you too." Adam promised as he drifted off to sleep, safe in the knowledge that Randy would always keep his promises.