Then your brother confesses to me he wants to stop the wedding because he wanted me and I told him no my place was with you. I think this about getting back at you and that what he thinks he feels for me is because he misses her. He's in denial EJ so please don't be too hard on him because we both betrayed you. I know this must be hard for you to hear but you needed to know the truth. I don't want secrets between us but there is one more secret you need to know." Sami said EJ's tears were flowing and he was trying to contain his anger inside him. For EJ the thought of Samantha with another man much less his brother. "I just need you to know its over with Chad no matter what he thinks." Sami declared EJ began to shake his head in disbelief.
EJ didn't know who to be angrier at Chad or Samantha but he also had blame in this. He was the cause of her pain and partially for the decisions she made.
Sami was tearing herself "We have done so much to each other and I have to stop the cycle here. I couldn't marry you without you knowing the truth. I refused to hurt you like that after I condemned you for doing the same thing. Now I have to tell you something that will definitely change everything." Sami said EJ could feel what was coming but he didn't want to admit it but he knew he had to know.
Sami sighed and walked by the fire. She stared into the fire she was on a roll and couldn't stop now. Sami sighed again "When I came back to you I was still holding onto my pain and it wasn't fair to you. Then going to work for Azazeal I knew would hurt you as well but what happened next I didn't plan it." Sami confessed
EJ walked towards the chess table as braced for what she was going to say next.
Sami sighed, "Azazeal and I have gotten real close working together and I have been fighting my attraction to him because I wanted to be committed to our engagement. I denied every emotion he made me feel but the other night when he kissed me. I realized there was a part of me that feels for him. Then you showed up and I took that as a sign that we were meant to be and decided to turn my back on my feelings because fate had made me believe you were my life and I was meant to be with you." Sami declared EJ smiled through his tears at Sami's words but he felt another shoe was about to drop. Sami continued to stutter "Then he took me to the cliffs and everything changed. He told me why he was in my life that in another life he was husband and that he made a deal with god that he would be reunited with is wife and soul mate. "Sami declared EJ got up and walked to her and grabbed her arms. "You believed him? Don't you see it's a ploy? He just wants you. He saw you in Chicago and he has been obsessed with you every since. He doesn't love you Samantha. He just wants to possess you. He told me so himself. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to think I was being jealous. There's no way you two are meant to be. We are meant to be but that's not all is it? " EJ asked
Sami shook her head "No its not all when I was about to go to a meeting I looked in his desk and found this." Sami said as she handed him the 100-year-old cameo of her.
EJ grabbed it and was floored by the resemblance to Sami. "This cant is. There is no way this you Samantha. Its one of your ancestors it cant be you. Your life is here with me Johnny, Sydney, and Ali. It's not with him. "Ej said
Sami shook her head "I did the research Azazeal and Samantha Thorne existed and they dies in each others arms 100 years ago. I had my assistant fax me the research." Sami declared as she grabbed the article and gave them to EJ
EJ looked at the paper work "Okay let's say its true that was 100 years ago and it has nothing to do with us now. You have a life here with me. I can't believe this fable he fed you because we are real and we are now. That was the past and this now I wont let this get in our way. "Ej declared
Sami began to sob "But it is in our way because. …Sami said EJ shook his head "Don't say it Samantha! Don't say what I think you're going to say? "EJ pleaded
Sami continued to sob "It has to do with us because I believe him and I care for him so much we made love last night and I think he may be right I think I was destined to be in his life. EJ I didn't want this to happen but I genuinely love you but Azazeal has a part of me too and I couldn't lie about it anymore." Sami sobbed
EJ felt something snap in his head .He felt Sami was distant but not this. She betrayed him with another man while she said she loved only him. The shoe was on the other foot now EJ was feeling almost the same pain as Sami felt months ago but this was different Sami might love this man. Ej couldn't deal with that knowing she may leave him for Azazeal. EJ was shaking and crying in disbelief.
"You made love to me after making love to him. After declaring your love for me Samantha? How could you do this to me or us? I can't even look at you right now. "EJ yelled
Sami continued to cry "I'm sorry EJ for this pain I'm causing and I know a part of you thinks its because of the pain you caused me but its not. I really love you and I couldn't lie to you but I care for him as well. I needed to be honest if I was going to move forward with you. I knew you would think this was revenge for what you did but its not. "Sami yelled back
EJ wiped is tears "Samantha you tell me right now that it was a mistake that you slept with Azazeal. You tell me right now that you have no doubts that you want to become my wife and you don't want him?" EJ pleaded
Sami shook her head "EJ part of confessing was suppose to let you know that I do have doubts and that a part of me does want him. He has entered my heart in a way I never expected. For the first time in months I feel like nothing is 100 % and my life's direction is unclear. I couldn't marry you knowing my heart wasn't in it all the way. I know you may never forgive me but you had to know the truth you deserved that. I love you EJ with all my heart but a part of me died when you had that affair and I'm only trying to get that part back. A part of me is glad you feel this pain because of the pain you put me through but another part is wrecked for the pain I caused you. "Sami said in tears
EJ was in shock and felt he was numb. Ej couldn't think all he could do was hear Azazeal's words in his head and it was driving him insane. Sami tried to go to him to comfort him. EJ pulled away "Get off me I can't look at you. Get out of my house. I don't want to see you. "EJ yelled Sami gasped, "EJ please I'm so sorry. I just wanted you to know the truth. Sami pleaded EJ yelled "Get out I said. I don't care where you go just get away from me." EJ declared Sami sobbed "Okay I will go and leave you alone. I'm sorry EJ for this I can't tell how sorry I am." Sami cried
EJ sank to the floor "Just go, get away from my sight." EJ said somberly
Sami nodded grabbed her purse and walked out the door.
EJ got up and poured himself a drink and whispered "Azazeal Thorne you're a dead man." EJ said as he guzzled his drink and poured another.
Sami got in her car crying and started driving fast. She didn't know where she was going to go but she needed to go and leave EJ alone to absorb her confession.
Her tears were flowing and she didn't notice it was raining real hard. Her phone all of sudden rang and she quickly looked down. She knew it wouldn't be EJ but she answered anyway. "Hello" Sami said in tears "Sami I really need to talk to you its important." Chad said Sami sighed Chad "Right now isn't a good time maybe tomorrow." Sami said Chad sighed, " Are you crying? What's wrong? This can't wait we need to talk today its real important." Chad insisted Sami continued to cry.
Sami sighed "Okay Chad fine hold on." Sami went to grab a tissue and took her eyes off the road for a second. When she looked up a car was coming head on. Sami screamed as she tried to swerve away .It was too late she crashed into a tree.
"Sami, Sami, Sami what happened? Are you okay? I heard a crash answer me! "Chad begged and then the line went dead.