Chapter 36 BPOV

He wanted me.

Edward said he wanted me and I was elated.

We were in my bed again, naked and kissing. After I got over my shock, I had attacked him like he was the last man on Earth. Well, he was, for me anyway.

We started tearing off each other's clothes on our way down the basement stairs and ended up in my bed.

I knew I was inexperienced at this sort of thing, but the way that Edward was kissing me was almost like he was trying to tell me something. His kisses were even more expressive than they were the first time we were together. Neither one of us could get enough of the other. We hardly came up for air. It was frantic and wild and amazing.

He knew just how to touch me to drive me insane with desire. I was almost embarrassed at how wet I was when he touched me down there. My body actually ached from the want of him.

The first time we made love we kissed a lot. This time it seemed that was most of what we were doing. The only time he broke our kiss was to move down to my neck or my breasts. Maybe he had already figured out that those were my two biggest erogenous zones. He was slowly driving me insane.

I guess that explained why I was so wet!

As well as he knew my body, Edward's was still a mystery to me. I wanted to know how to drive him crazy like he was doing to me but I didn't know how to go about doing that.

He played me like a finely tuned instrument, plucking every conceivable sound out of me. Dear God, if anyone were listening in on us I was sure that I sounded like one of those girls in a porno movie! It was kind of embarrassing really.

Currently, he was sucking on one of my nipples and pinching the other. Lord, did I love that. I wished that I could just lay here with him forever. Food, water? They had nothing on Edward. He was every delectable meal rolled into one.

He moved down my body slowly tickling my sides a little and spreading my legs as he moved in between them and continued his descent. Oh God, he wasn't going to…?

Holy shit, I didn't think I was ready for that!

"God, you are so beautiful," he said.

"Um, Edward?" I squeaked out breathlessly.

He looked up at me with those piercing green eyes. "Yeah?"

"Ah, well… um, what are you doing?" I asked him. God, I felt like such an idiot.

He smirked a little at me, and with a small grin he asked me, "What do you think I'm doing?"

Oh, he was enjoying this a little too much I'd say. He knew I probably had never done this and now he was teasing me!

"Well, unless you have changed your specialty in medicine to gynecology, I'm not sure what you're doing or I wouldn't have asked!" I retorted.

"Come on baby, I'm sure you have some idea of what I'm doing down here…" He gave me one of the most devilish grins I had ever seen before he bowed his head and licked me down there. I don't usually feel comfortable calling that area by the usual names I have heard. I usually referred to it as my cookie, but at that very moment, with Edward's mouth on me, I couldn't even think of that word.

My back arched off the bed in pure ecstasy. W O W

Now I knew what all my friends had been talking about when they whispered about their boyfriends going down on them. It felt amazing. Before I realized what I was doing, I had reached down and buried my hands in Edward's hair urging him on. His tongue quickly found my clit and started making circling motions. Then I felt Edward stick his finger inside of me at the same time.

"Oh my God!" I gasped. He was taking my breath away and I was helpless to stop it.

He continued his ministrations on my cookie, eventually adding another finger and aiding the onslaught of my orgasm. It rocked through me; my entire body shook with the force of it.

I was still in awe of how this man could affect me body and soul.

He slowly started kissing up my torso and gave each of my breasts a bit more attention. Then finally he was up to my level again where I kissed him with total abandonment. I could taste myself on his mouth and strangely enough it didn't bother me. I didn't particularly like it but it wasn't abhorrent. The thought, however, that he had just been between my legs and that that was the source of the taste turned me on.

"I want to do that too," I told him.

He looked at me curiously. "You want to go down on yourself?" he asked and then started to laugh softly.

"No!" I smacked him on his chest. "I want do to that to you too."

The smile left his face as he audibly swallowed. "Are you sure? You don't have to."

"Yes I'm sure. It's just that, well… I've never done it before, but I want to do that to you."

He looked deeply into my eyes and then he kissed my nose.

"God, you are irresistible, did you know that?" Then he started to kiss me in earnest this time as he rolled me over on top of him.

Both of his hands were holding my face while he kissed me senseless once again. Then he reached for my hand and guided it to him. What surprised me the most was how silky soft he was and that any movement I made at all made him groan. His hand remained over mine, guiding it up and down and showing me how much pressure to apply. Soon I was doing it without his assistance, and the sounds he made became even louder.

"Am I doing it right?" I asked hesitantly. I was so afraid I was doing something wrong. Edward just knew how to touch me and I, well I didn't know what the hell I was doing.

He groaned again on a down stroke. "Oh Jesus, yes… it feels so good!"

I smiled a little then. I guess I wasn't so bad after all, but I wanted more.

I snaked down his body so that my mouth was directly over my hand. Hmmm… where to start?

At first, I watched my own hand work its magic on him and then I reached out my tongue and licked the tip. Edward's response was immediate as he bucked his hips off the bed and groaned once more.

Well, that was a good sign.

I gently put the head in my mouth and rolled my tongue over it. This time Edward's hips didn't buck up, but I felt his hand reach into the back of my hair and start to massage me gently, urging me on with his unspoken words. I was so happy that whatever I was doing was working. I started licking him everywhere, up and down his shaft and around the head, over and over. Then I decided to see how far I could get him into my mouth.

This was the part that had me really nervous. My friends and I had watched porn before. I was only imitating what I had seen in a movie. I had also seen many of those girls gag while performing this particular act, and I didn't want that to happen to me. This was the source of my real nervousness.

So I went slow, inch by inch, a little more each time, up and down using my one hand to hold the base of his cock while I moved my mouth and tongue. Once I started really getting in to it and I could hear and feel Edward's positive feedback, I started to feel more confident. I loved doing this to him. He seemed to be completely undone and I was the one undoing him.

All of a sudden he stopped my ministrations. "Baby, as wonderful as that feels, you gotta stop or I'm gonna cum!"

Would that have been a bad thing?

He pulled me up to him again and kissed me.

"Are you sure that was your first time?" he asked me with a big smile on his face.

I returned his smile and turned beet red. I was proud of myself but also a little embarrassed to be talking about this with him. "Ah, yeah."

He kissed me again softly. "You are so adorable sometimes."

Then he rolled over on top of me again, sliding his body easily between my legs. He started kissing my neck again over and over… what an amazing feeling. Then he tore open a condom, put it on and immediately began sinking into me.

The first moments that I felt him enter me were indescribable. It was like all of my nerve endings were on alert and I could feel every sensation throughout my body. We both groaned at the same time from the perfect feeling of his entry.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"I'm perfect," I responded. "Are you?"

"Never better," he replied softly. He leaned down and kissed me again while he started to move inside of me.

Nothing could ever feel better than this, this right here between us. I had never felt anything so right before. I felt tears well in my eyes. I was overwhelmed with feelings, both physical and emotional. I was on overload and my body knew it.

I could hear us both breathing heavily as Edward picked up his pace. He lifted both of my legs and put them over his shoulders holding them in place while he thrusted faster into me. Holy shit! Wow. I guess I hadn't really thought about other positions yet. This one felt great too. As long as I was connected to him somehow I didn't care what position we were in.

The look on his face was priceless. He was concentrating so much. Most of the time he was looking right at me, but at this moment just before he was falling apart, his eyes were closed and his forehead was bunched in a bit of a frown. He was so cute and definitely very sexy.

I heard his breathing spike and then he started making little groaning noises again, all the while moving faster and faster.

"Oh God, I'm gonna cum baby! Cum with me," he said.

Come with him? I didn't know how and definitely wasn't there yet, but I wanted him to.

And he did moments later, collapsing on top of me as he released my legs and they fell to the side.

We were both breathing heavily while entwined together. I was loathe to let him out of my arms. My muscles felt weak and rubbery and I was mentally exhausted.

The last thing I remember was feeling Edward kissing my neck, and then I felt nothing.

When I woke up it was still early. Edward was lying next to me deep in sleep. His gorgeous hair was a wild mess all around his face and his mouth… oh his mouth! One of his arms was still wrapped around me. It was the best waking up moment of my life.

I tried to stay as still as possible to hold on to the fleeting quiet moment as long as possible. No babies. No conversations. No misunderstandings. No grief. Just us.

I stared at his perfectly sculpted face. Damn him! No man had the right to be so beautiful, so flawless.

I raised my hand and lightly brushed some hair away from his face so I could stare at him uninhibited. I snuggled in closer to his body and breathed in deeply. God, I wished I could bottle his scent and carry it around with me all day. It was better than puppy breath.

I couldn't tear my eyes away from his face. He looked so peaceful and angelic. I could see the pulse point on his neck and it called to me like a beacon. I couldn't help myself. This man was better than chocolate! I had to taste him briefly.

I bent my neck slightly towards his and kissed him very lightly on that pulse point… and though I had only intended on lightly kissing him, my tongue had a different idea. It snaked out and licked him too!

Well… can you blame me?

Edward definitely felt that because he started to squirm a little and adjust his body to the side to face mine. He peeked one eye open at me.

"Morning," he croaked out.

"Good morning," I responded.

"What time is it?" he asked.

"I think about 5:15," I told him.

"I dreamed of you," he replied sleepily.

He what?

"Really?" I asked skeptically. "What did you dream about?"

"Why don't I show you?" Then he rolled over on top of me and made the best morning of my life perfect.

A/N:

First off, many apologies for the day late posting last week…we've never been late so far and it was my fault. I had out of town guests and lost track of what day it was! So sorry!

Special thanks to our beta Lulabelle98. Birthday shout out to Risk11111…Happy Birthday again dear!

Rec: We both fell in love with Inside Man by ooza, take a look…it's a quick read and quite good!

Lastly, the most often asked question is how long will this story be. I believe we addressed this before but will do so again now. We don't know. Though we have written ahead it is still not finished and I know everyone is nervous about the prologue. We hope you won't give up on ATR just because we don't know how long it will be. Thank you for being such big and loyal fans to the story! We so appreciate all of you.