Every after noon I would take a walk in the garden, one day half way through I started to feel a little fatigued, like my body lost all the air I was 4 months a 2 weeks. In a few days we were going to do the ultra sound to see what we are going to have. Sam says he doesn't care but I know that he would love for it to be a boy, I don't mind boy or girl. I sat down next to a fountain that we put to get some rest for a moment before heading back to the house. "Mrs. Carter are you alright? You look like you have seen a ghost?" Missy said "Yes am fine I just lost my air for a moment" I said "Give me a moment and ill get David so that he can help take you back to the house" she said and ran off, a few moments later she came back with David "Mrs. is every thing ok? Let me help you get to the house" David said. As we got close to the house I saw at the window Mimi and Brit looking out and then they disappeared and reappeared in the front door. "Jess are you ok" Brit asked "Yes am fine I just lost my air for moment" I said "you cant be walking like that its to much for you" Mimi said "Mimi the doctor said that the best thing for me to do was walk and I have been doing for months now with out any problems but I guess since the baby's bigger I lose more air. Where Sam?" I asked "he went off with Jeff and Bo to the store to get some things for the baby's room paint and decorations" Brit told me "don't tell him what happened" I said "What? No way we are telling" they said together. I couldn't believe it my friends were betraying me, taking Sam's side don't tell him please I beg you, I could have said that crying with blood coming out of my eyes and they will still tell him. I laid down up stairs for a little bit and then Mrs. Pepper came up with some food. "Thank you Mrs. Pepper, it looks really good" I said "Your welcome Mrs. Carter" she said and then left. I ate and then I heard the car pull up I knew that Sam was home and it will take then 2 minutes to tell him and 1 minute for him to get up here with that face that I hated for him to have so in total I had 3 minutes to eat with out feeling guilty. There you go the hurried foot steps and he's in "Jess are you ok the girls told me what happened" he said "yes am fine nothing big just lost some air and felt a little light headed that's all" I said "that's all? How could you say that like if it was nothing. Yeah I lost some air and almost fainted but its nothing" he said, he was mad but he was more worried then anything. "Sam ok I should have been more careful am sorry I wasn't, I have taken that walk to many time's that I didn't think it would affect me so much. I wont do it again" I said "I know you wont because your not going to walk unless some one goes with you" he said and then went into the closet to change, I got up and went to get the shower ready. "Jess please don't try to take care of me, I want to take care of you ok. Jess your all I got and I don't want anything to happen to you" he said as he entered the bath room "actually I was thinking in taking a shower with you, we haven't don't that in such a long time I thought it would be nice" I said and then laid down in the bed. He came over to were I was, he loved rubbing my belling and talking to the baby. "Hey baby tomorrow we get to find out who you are. Cant wait for you to come out so I can play with you and your mom can sing to you" he said "Rock a bye baby on the tree top when the wind blows…." We heard a knock and I stopped singing "Come in" I said "Mrs. Carter there is some one down stairs to see you" Missy said "Who is it?" I asked, she just nodded, "Tell them she can't come down that she is busy and for them to leave their information with you and she will get back to them soon" Sam said and Missy left, closing the door behind her.
We spend the whole night up stairs, Sam had Missy bring us dinner to the room. The next morning we left for the doctor "Sam when we get back I want to check on the things going to with the house what people are learning and were are they at, what they need help in and things like that ok" I said "Jessica you shouldn't stress your self out with that you need to relax" he said "Sam I have done everything you wanted until now please let me do this when we get home" I said "ok fine what ever you want" he said. We got to the hospital and went in to get the ultrasound done. "Well so far everything is good, this baby is growing to be a strong health baby" the nurse said "can you see what it is?" Sam asked "Not yet just give me a few minutes and ill tell you just a moment I almost got it. There it's going to be a very health baby girl" she said "A girl" we said. "Yes let me take some pictures so that you can take home with you and show your friend" she said. When we got home Sam's parents and everyone in the house were waiting for us in the living room "Well what is it?" Brit asked "IT'S A GIRL!" we said and everyone jumped and screamed. "Dude you need to buy a shot gun" Jeff told Sam "What shot gun ill just stab the kid and dig a hole some were in the back this land is big no one will find him" Sam said. That night Mimi had Mrs. Pepper make something special for dinner and started planning the baby shower. "So what colors do you want?" Mimi asked me as I turned on the TV in the room "Something like the ones we put in the baby's room, natural colors. Green, brown, yellow those type of things" I said and she tough of a theme Nature baby. It was cute I liked it and it was what I asked for, I went down stairs and told her to give me every ones files that has gotten a write up to my surprise only 4 had a write up and 1 of them had 2. "What happened with Erik? What's going on with him?" I asked "Well he wakes up in the middle of the night screaming and then if some one tries to tell him something about it he gets mad and then starts punching people" Mimi told me "Where is he now?" I asked "In PE with the others" she answered "ok go get him and bring him to me I want to talk to him" I said "Jess that's not a good idea" she said "just go get him please" I said. She left and came back a few minutes later with Erik, he was one of the guys that was a drug user and wanted to stop. "hi Erik, I want to talk to about your write ups I know you don't want to talk about your dreams with people but if you don't talk you cant get pass them" I said "I don't want to talk about it" he said "ok fine since I care about you and I want you to do better and get a head in life I will send you to do some community hours with Pastor Mike, you don't feel comfortable talking to us but with God you should be ashamed because he knows everything and there is nothing that you can hide that you he does not know, before laying he knew what you were going to say and if you felt bad for saying it" I told him, he didn't even look at me "Ok so ill tell Pastor Mike to expect you today in the afternoon around 3 o'clock no later. You can go thank you" I said and he left.