Disclaimer: I don't own PLL.
Chapter Thirty-Six
Negative.
I let out a shaky breath as tears gather in my eyes, threatening to fall down my smooth cheeks.
I feel the relief rush threw me instantaneously, with a stab of disappointment and regret.
I don't look up to meet Ezra's eyes, afraid to see the emotion portraying in those beautiful pools.
I feel a tear slip down my cheek before closing my eyes trying to block out the painful images flashing through my head like a movie.
The first doctor's appointment, tears streaming down our face as we see out baby for the first time. The first time I feel the baby move inside me, but it's only a flutter. Months later the baby is moving around and kicking, allowing Ezra to feel the miracle inside me.
The birth. Holding my baby in my arms for the first time, running my small fingers down his or her delicate face.
The first day of preschool, kindergarten and high school where only my words can provide comfort and security.
One day.
My eyes finally move up to meet Ezra's and I see the understanding reflecting in his eyes as he draws me close to his chest.
"Aria, this doesn't mean we won't ever have kids. One day when we're both ready it will happen. But when that time comes I want us to have achieved more. You need to finish college, and I need to have made you Mrs. Aria Fitz before that happens." My breath hitches in my throat at his last declaration and my eyes fly open in shock.
"What?" I whisper quietly, unsure I heard correctly.
"Aria, I promise you that one day I will ask you to marry me. You are the love of my life Aria; I don't know what I'd do without you." He tells me seriously, with sincerity laced in his tone.
"Just promise me one thing." I ask looking up into his blue eyes.
"Anything." He answers automatically.
"You'll get down on one knee." My tone is serious and he blinks at me in shock. I giggle at his face before pressing my lips to his.
"Kidding. Well not really... but promise me that you'll never hurt me." My tone is desperate with a hint of anxiety in it.
"I promise. I love you." He picks my left hand up and kisses my ring finger gently before lowering it, and gently running his thumb over it in a silent reminder.
A promise of forever.
"I love you too." I whisper back before reaching up to attach our lips in a feverish kiss.
Ezra's hands reach down and grasp my ass and pulls me up to his height, I take the opportunity to wrap my legs around his waist as he places me on the bench.
I yank his shirt over his head before attaching my lips to his neck, nipping and sucking feeling his hot breath on my face.
His hands work their way up my shirt before sliding it over my head and throwing it to the ground before meeting me for an open mouthed kiss.
His fingers fumble with my bra clasp as his tongue slips into my mouth, once the bra is off he picks me up once again, our bare chests crushed together.
He spins us around before trapping me against the wall adjacent to the bathroom door. I pull my legs tighter around his waist, my want heightening.
Ezra's hands hastily slide into my sweat pants as our tongues battle for dominance. His hands firmly grab my ass before shoving me harder against the wall causing a hiss fall from my lips.
I feel the wall disappear as Ezra moves from the Bathroom, carrying me into the bedroom. He throws me down on the bed, smirking down at me as he unzips his jeans and slides them down his legs.
I twist in anticipation as he removes his boxers and reaches down to yank my sweat pants off before trapping me against the bed his hard cock pressing into my panty clad entrance.
I reach my lips up to his in frustration as he grinds his cock against me, causing my wetness to grow. I moan as he slips a finger in my panties and runs it along my begging entrance.
He starts to slip his finger in before he withdraws it, leaving me trembling with need. I shove his hands off my body to pull my panties down my legs and fling them across the room.
I guide his cock to my entrance, stroking him once causing his breath to speed up.
He pins my hands above my head, before pushing into me causing a loud moan to pass my lips.
His lips swoop down and capture mine, our moans melting together as one.
He picks up his speed as my hands run up his toned back, my nails digging into his skin leaving behind red marks.
"Ezra." I moan as I wrap my legs around his waist, bringing him closer.
He starts pounding into me faster and harder as my walls start to tighten.
After a few more thrusts we cum together yelling each other's names.
Ezra collapses on me, our sweat covered bodies pressed against one another.
Once our laboured breathing returns to normal Ezra rolls off me, and pulls me into his side running his hands playing with a strand of my hair.
"Oh crap." Ezra whispers closing his eyes tight.
"What?" I ask worried about his possible regrets.
"You know what this means right?" His blue eyes open and pierce into mine.
"No, not really." I answer slowly, shaking my head.
"We have to tell your parents." I feel my eyes widen and mouth fall open in shock.