Today is the last day of spring break, so I'm just trying to squeeze in as much fun I can with my boys. I don't know if I will be able to update again today or late tomorrow. My boys have a wrestling tournament down south so I will be at that, but I will make you a deal, if i get 75 reviews, I will post another chapter.

Ana POV

I'm in disbelief; I can't believe he just asked me to marry him. Christian is staring at me I assume waiting for me to answer. I don't know what I want to say. I always thought when this big moment happened; it would be a little different than this.

"You're killing me Miss Steele, what do you think of my proposal," he asks starring right in my eyes.

As much I want to say yes, I don't know if I'm ready to be Christian's let alone anyone's wife.

"Do you think we are ready for this?"

I can see his expression change and I feel horrible. The last thing that I want to do is break his heart again, but I know he would want me to do what I felt right not just to please him.

"We've already lost so much time, I feel this is right? Do you not want to marry me?"

"Christian, it's not that, I love you but you can't just spring this on me, I mean the timing is so sudden. I just need time to think about it."

"Not the proposal you were expecting."

"It's not that, I'm just wasn't expecting it. I mean living together is one thing, but marriage is on a whole new level."

"So, will you move in with me?"

"Yes."

He kisses me.

"I will give you all the time you need Ana, but know that one day hopefully soon you will agree to become my wife. Now, as much I would love to stay in bed trying to convince you to become my wife, I have to be in Portland for a big meeting with the Taiwanese over the purchase of some port property. I will be home in time for dinner with my parents. They are dying to see you."

"Do they know we are back together," I ask unsure what his parents think of me and the wake of destruction I left behind.

"Yes."

"Now, I will send the movers over to your apartment today to get you all moved in today," he says.

Kate!

What am I going to tell her about moving out? I wonder how her night with Elliott went.

"I don't want to push you, but I want you here when I get home."

I have never seen Christian this serious about anything.

"Okay, I can go home and start packing, I just hope I don't walk in on anything like Kate did the other night at the store," I say and giggle.

"Me either," he says starting his shower.

I look over at the clock and see that it's not even five yet. I decide to go back to sleep at least for a few more hours as Christian really didn't let me sleep last night.

I wake up three hours later and find a note on Christian's pillow.

I didn't have the heart to wake up before I left, you looked too beautiful. I was serious when I asked you to marry me this morning. I will do whatever you need me to do to prove to you that I can be the husband you need and deserve. I don't want to pressure you so I will give you all the time and space you need to decide. I love Anastasia Steele and I will see you tonight.

What that man does to me?

As Taylor drives me back to my apartment, I can't stop thinking about Christian's proposal.

"Why aren't you with Christian? I thought you never left his side," I say trying to make a joke, but I failed miserably as Taylor opens my door when we arrive at my building.

"Normally, but today, he's using Charlie Tango so there was no room for me. Sawyer was driving down to meet him and his party. Mr. Grey put me in charge of you today."

And obviously he isn't happy with it.

"Charlie Tango?"

"It is Mr. Grey's helicopter."

Of course he would have a helicopter. I bet he even has a plane too. See, this is what I mean. Even though we have admitted that we are in love, it's been six years and I need to know a lot more about him and he so me.

Instead of just unlocking the door to my own apartment, well it will be my apartment for only a few more hours, I don't want to see anything I don't want to.

I'm surprised to see Elliott open the door.

"Good morning beautiful," he says and has the most annoying grin on his face.

"I take it you had a good night," I say and walk in looking for Kate.

"You can say that, now I'm going to be late to the work site so I guess I will see you tonight at dinner with my parents."

"I will be there."

"Don't worry; my parents are so excited that you are back in Christian's life. All of us are actually."

"I'm happy too."

"We'll tell my girl I will see you tonight."

"Kate's coming too?"

"Yes. Well, laters."

And then he is gone.

Kate emerges from her room dressed and ready to go to work.

"Well, I can see from Elliott's face that you two had an enjoyable evening?" I laugh and for once I get her to blush.

"If you mean did we have sex, then yes, we did, several times over. I didn't think he had it in him, but man do I feel good.

I hold up my hand not wanting to hear all the details that I know Kate wants to share with me.

"Now, I have some bad news, I'm moving out," I say grabbing my suitcase out of the hall closest.

"Where are you going?"

"Christian asked me to move in with him and I said yes." I'm not ready to share that he really asked me to move in and that I haven't given him an answer yet.

"That's not bad news, I mean I'm sad to lose you as a roomie, but I couldn't be happier. Elliott filled me in on the details after you left all those years ago and how Christian handled it or I mean didn't."

I can't believe Elliott told Kate.

"Look, I would love to stay and help you pack, but I've got an interview and I'm running late, so I guess I will see you at the Grey's tonight?"

"I will be there."

"I can't believe that Elliott asked me this morning, I mean we just met last night. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, but I guess these Grey men move fast."

"You have no idea."

The movers arrive two hours later to move my few boxes of belongings. I really could have done it myself; I mean it would have been two, three trips max. Thanks to Kate's parents, they furnished the apartment for us and they didn't ask me for a dime of rent, just like when we were in college.

At four, Christian calls me telling me that he's about to take off and will see me in less than an hour. He tells me that I should expect a large delivery in the hour.

What is he up to I wonder?

I've just unpacked my last box when Taylor knocks on my new bedroom door.

"Delivery for you Miss Steele," he says and I then I see three men in nice suits carrying several garment bags and boxes into the room. Taylor directs them to the closet.

"What is this?" I ask Taylor and he hands me a note that I can tell is in Christian's handwriting.

Just call this a house warming gift! Love, Christian

After hanging up everything I look in the bags on the bed and find 'casual clothes and undergarments' and an endless amount of shoes. I run to the closet and find dresses, gowns and skirts. Are you kidding me? There has to be thousands of dollars worth of clothes in here.

I wonder if Mia had any hand in selecting everything as this is exactly my style.

I selected just the perfect outfit out of my new assortment of clothing for dinner tonight. I'm just walking out to the kitchen to find Mrs. Jones cleaning the kitchen.

"Anything I can get you Miss Steele," she says and smiles.

"Please call me Ana and I would love a cup of tea."

"Of course."

Mrs. Jones is a lovely woman and I can see why Christian adores her so much. She's like another woman to him. I can tell by the way she speaks about him.

I find that Christian has already told Mrs. Jones that I was moving in before I arrived with my boxes.

"May I be frank, Ana," she questions not sure if she can trust me yet.

"Yes."

"I may be overstepping here, but I have noticed a real change in Mr. Grey in the short time you have come back into his life, it's so refreshing, thank you."

"I haven't done anything, it is all Christian."

Just then I hear a large boom from down the hall and then I see Taylor who is white as a ghost.

"Jason, what is it," Mrs. Jones asks looking concerned.

"It's Christian, Charlie Tango has gone missing and there has been a report of an explosion with no reported survivors."

Christian can't be dead. I've only just got him back.

I don't think it has hit me yet, I don't know how to feel right now. I don't feel he's gone. How can this be happening? I sit on the couch and turn the TV on to see if there is any more news on Christian. This is nothing on any channel. Damn it, I need to know.

A few minutes later, I hear Mia before I see her.

"Ana, I just heard from Sawyer, he's enroute to the crash site, but the initial report is that there are no survivors.

Then I finally know he's gone. The only man I ever loved is dead.

Mia has tears running down her cheeks when she sits down beside me and hugs me. I can't cry, I'm frozen. It's like I've died too.

Over the course of the next hour, I hear more voices enter the room, but I can't see or really hear anyone. It's like I'm in a glass box and I can't get out. It's not until Kate arrives, that somehow I break the glass.

"Ana, talk to me," she says shaking me.

"He's dead," is all I can say and then I feel the tears rolling down my cheeks.

"I'm so sorry. They still haven't found him so don't give up. He loves you."

"He asked me to marry him," I whisper. "And I said I needed more time."

"What did he ask you?" A voice I can't quite place until I look up and see her face. Grace. "Ana?

I stand up and I walk into her arms.

"He asked me to marry him."

I've always considered myself closer to Grace than I ever did to my own mother and I feel safe here.

I just let her comfort me, but it should be me who should be comforting her. It is her son and I just the girl who didn't answer her son's marriage proposal.

It's getting dark and there has been no new news either from Taylor or any media outlet. Sawyer is still at the scene along with investigators looking for clues.

Mrs. Jones brings me another cup of tea. I haven't been able to eat anything; tea is the only thing I know I can keep down right now.

"Is there any news," I hear the one voice I never thought I would hear again and then I look back and see her go and make herself at home in my house.

Taylor gets to her before I do, which is lucky for her. I can't believe she's here. I just remain on the couch contemplating what my next move should be.

"Mrs. Lincoln, you have been explicitly told you are not welcome here, now please leave before you are forcibly removed," Taylor says.

"Taylor, its Elena she is a close family friend, I was the one who called her to tell her what's going on, she is welcome here."

"Mrs. Grey, I have my orders."

"You have some nerve to show up here," I blurt out, I don't know how I mustered the strength but I did. I'm doing this for Christian.

"Ana!" Grace scolds.

I ignore her and get off the couch and make my way straight to her.

"I'm sorry Mrs. Grey, but you have no idea what this woman has done to your son and we both made it quite clear to her the other night that she wasn't welcome in our home."

"Anastasia, I don't what you're talking about. I haven't seen you in what six years and I just had dinner with Christian a few days ago."

I can't believe she is lying to everyone.

"I want you out of my house right now, Taylor."

"You have no right," Elena says.

"This is my home now as of this morning when Christian asked me to move in."

Elena is stunned, she can't believe it.

"Oh my god," I hear Mia scream.

"What is it?" I ask and then Mia points to the television screen. Elliott turns up the volume.

"CNN has just learned that the helicopter containing Seattle Billionaire Christian Grey has been located and we can now report that all onboard have been killed. Authorities have recovered four bodies from the wreckage and we are just awaiting the positive identification of the victims."