ops xD I was gonna post but I got sucked up watching an anime aaand working on a laven xp

"Neh, Kanda..?", Allen pulled on Kanda's shirt for some attention, making Kanda look at the boy with his arrogant eyes.

"Hmh? What do you want idiot?", he growled with a blush.

"You..", the small boy whispered.

"Huh..? What do you mean, bean sprout?" Me..?

"You heard me".

"Che. As if". Kanda had to look away from bean sprout's adorable face. He was like a little cat that wanted someone to play with. Holy shit. Fuck. Cute.

"Maah, Kanda. Why always so mean?"

"That's because the damn way you say things pisses me off.."

"Does it..?", Allen tried to make eye contact.

"Bean sprout- stop- it does...ALOT". Don't look at my face.. don't.. damn you and your uke face..

Kanda closed his eyes after Allen stopped moving. A moment later, Allen's hands hesitantly touched the samurai's face. Allen wondered if the samurai disliked it; a frown on Kanda's strawberry colored face appeared when Allen tried to move a bit closer.

"Stop idiot.., you're wounded. I'll rape you to death if you don't stop".

"Go ahead, Kanda", Allen teased the samurai with his words, making Kanda's fingers twitch. If Allen would kiss him, he could say 'goodbye' to his self-control. The small boy didn't wear a shirt, exposing his thin, bare chest. I've always wanted you. Stop worrying about me, or my wounds okay?

Allen's gentle touches invited the samurai for more, making the blood rush into his veins.

"Kanda, did you even take a proper shower? My blood is still on your back", Allen asked as he patted the bed, wanting him to join.

"That's none of your damn concern, midget", he replied with a sigh. He couldn't say no after all to his lover. Kanda moved on the bed, positioning himself on top of Allen's adorable, pale body, making Allen blush like a cooked lobster.

Allen could feel Kanda's warm breath in his neck, making the boy shiver a bit. Allen wrapped his arms around Kanda. He didn't want Kanda to leave his side.

It was new for them. A new experience to express their love in such a way- it made their hearts race. In a way, they felt closer. As if the invisible wall that separated their hearts, broke down.

"Neh, Kanda. Can you tell me something?"

"Hm.. mh, mo-ya-shi?", he moaned out of sleepiness. The hell he wants.. I'm so comfortable now..

"And will you promise me to say it?", Allen asked with a smile. Please.. Kanda..

"As long as it's not stupid". Che. Knowing the bean sprout it's probably gonna be something stupid. Well, he is stupid sometimes. So stupid I want to eat him.

"Tell me you love me".

W..what? How am I supposed to say it just like that.. "See? That is stupid", The samurai started to blush even more.

"Pff, that is not stupid Kanda. Say it for me, please?"

".. I.. I h-hate.. you.."

Allen giggled. "That's no good, Kanda. Then I'll have to kiss you millions of times until you make up your mind".

"You do realize, that way I'll never tell you what you wanted to hear?"

"Eeeh, no way! But really, Kanda. Please.. say it. I'll literally die here you know if you don't!"

"Che. You idiot won't die.. don't say such stupid things..", Kanda closed his eyes. ..I love you. I love you. I love you. Why can't I say these words? It should be so easy to.. but when I try.. for fuck sake. Annoying! I just need to say it and get things over and done with. Then I wont hear my moyashi nag and I'll be able to sleep..

"Kanda!", Allen pleaded.

"Shut up, noisy clown. ... I.. I lo..-"

No matter how much effort Kanda placed in the three magical words or wanted the bean sprout right now, his tiredness got ahead of him. He was so comfortable, being in his bean sprout's arms and warmth, he fell asleep.

"Kanda.. you silly Japanese hag. You're almost there. Say it! And.. you're becoming a bit heavy for my injuries.."

No response.

"Y-Yuu..?"

Kanda was sleeping in such a way, his hair tickled the bean sprout's face. Allen couldn't help but smile.

Yuu.. falling asleep on me like that. You're probably very tired. I'm sorry, Yuu. For saying unnecessary things. But when I see you like this.. and.. well.. I can't really explain this- my heart feels at ease. Or maybe relieved? No.. I can't really put it into words. Whatever it is, I'll treasure it.

Allen closed his eyes and shed a tear.

Yuu, is there a limit to the amount of love you can have for someone? I don't think there is.. I'll never love someone like this again. After my father, Mana, died, I was traumatized. I believed myself I'd never be able to 'love'. Love in different ways- not only in a romantic way. Does it matter if I'm a guy? Do you want kids, Yuu? I don't care if I'm gonna have to adopt a million kids to make up for not being able to bear any.. Just be happy. I'm an idiot for saying this.. you don't really seem like the father type, neh? Still.. you're the first one, for me. And the last. No matter what you'll do to me, I'll never ever hate you. Nothing will take away the feelings I have for you, the feelings I carry safely in my heart. I'm sorry if I hurt you, I didn't mean to. For you, I'll endure the pain of my wounds. I know you can't help it that you fell asleep on top of me- even so.. it's okay. No worries, yes? I love you, idiotic Yuu.