Cam POV

I can't believe I change clothes 3 times for this, I twirl around while I see myself in the mirror. Ty and Norah left for a date, I told Nora about my Skype date with Moose and she didn't want Ty to interrupt me which he was so planning to do. I talked to John twice this week he was in charge of this call, he coordinated with Moose and me our time for the call, well mostly me because he said Moose told him that whenever and wherever I wanted to talk to him he will be there. Yesterday I actually heard him while I talk to John, he is hanging at the apartment lately it was only in the background but still I heard him telling K that he ate the last cookies and then K insult him. Is it wrong that I almost jump of joy when I heard them talk? it was like everything could go back to where it was. Twenty more minutes for the call I turned on my laptop and sign in but my I status was invisible I could see John and K online but no Moose, that made me nervous so I rang John cell.

J: Cam, hi.

C: Hi, how are you?

J: Fine. Are you nervous because Moose isn't online yet?

C: Yeah, where is he?

J: He is coming. He said he had problems with his connection so he is running here, he call like 5 minutes ago and if it makes you feel better he sounded terrified to say the least.

C: It does make me feel better.

J: I thought so. He is really excited Cam he made K and I helped him pick clothes for the call.

C: Oh that's lame * I blush furiously*

J: Who helped you?

C: What?

J: Cam

C: Norah did. I look pretty ok?

J: I bet.

Just then I could hear the door bell sounding several times and K shouting to someone to stop it.

J: I think Romeo is here Juliet.

C: I'll go then..bye

J: Luck! I'll tell him to go to my room so you two could have some alone time.

C: Thanks.

I waited for Moose to come online there he was I double click on his name and I saw that his Skype picture was one of us in Seattle and his mood message said I miss you Cam come back to me. I wanted to jump and down, oh what the hell there was no one here to see me so I jump like a little girl. I sit myself in front of the screen and check myself for the last time waiting for his call but it never came, why was he not calling me? was I supposed to call him? Is he kidding me? I'm not calling him, ugh! Well hell is going to freeze before I call him. I was about to change into my t-shirt and pj's when my cell rang and it was John.

C: What!

J: relax there missy, Moose here is wondering if everything is ok. He is checking and rechecking his connection but he doesn't see you online.

C: what?

I heard John tell moose to sign out and then back in and they he whisper to me.

J: Cam are you invisible? Please put yourself online before he drives us crazy.

C: Oh crap sorry sorry. I'm doing it now.

I heard him again oh really? she's online yeah it was the connection then, go talk to her and stop freaking out!.

J: Bye Cam, Romeo is going in.

C: hahaha thanks.

Ok I need to be more careful about my online status then. Suddenly my laptop start ringing it was Moose calling me, I took a final deep breath before answering. There he was, he look so handsome and different like he wasn't his usual relax self. He was wearing a blue button up shirt and he was looking at the screen like a little kid that is being introducing to the world of Skype.

M: Cam? Cam! hey sorry I'm sorry I was late. I was here on time but I couldn't see you so..

C: Is ok, John told me, no problem.

*I wasn't about to admit that I was here too but I didn't remember to change my status, no way*

M: So, how you've being?

C: fine, I like it here. Ty and Norah are really great and they are going on tour so I was thinking that..

M: Please come home, please don't go on a tour with them.

C: I wasn't planning on it. I was thinking of making them something special for them to remember there home, like a movie or something like that.

M: thank god.

I just smile at him we keep looking into each others eyes, well technically screens, for the longest time and I saw him leaning in and I was confuse until he kiss his screen at least I think he did all I could see was his forehead or a zoom of it. I couldn't help myself so I started to laugh hard and he came back in full focus completely red.

C: You ok there?

M: yeah, I..I got lost in the moment.

C: I saw that.

M: I wish I could kiss you.

And then I was a tomato in the form of the human being and I was speechless.

M: Cam..Are you ok?

C: Yeah sorry.

M: So first of all thank you for listening to me.

C: It's ok. So do you want to start?

For a little over an hour Moose explain to me everything from how he was feeling when we were together, the outburst he had at the vault, how he decided unilaterally that we had broken up to his relationship with Molly to the conversation he had with her at the beginning of the week.

M: Do you hate me?

C: Never

M: thank you. Do you have any questions?

C: Did you loved her?

M: Never, Cam I told you before you are it for me.

C: Yeah I'm "it" until you have problems then someone else is "it".

M: No, that's not true.

C: Oh I'm lying now?

M: What? No, I didn't say that. Cam you are ...

C: No, don't you dare say "it".

M: Okkkk,Cam I love you, you have to trust me.

C: I wish I could, I thought it was going to be easy but there is something in me that doesn't want to trust you.

M: Cam please, give me a chance give US a chance.

C: I..I have to go.

M: now?

C: Yeah, bye

I didn't let him talk I close my laptop I don't know what happened I was ok but in the middle of his story I just couldn't take it anymore I felt anger building in me. I panic I was so ready to say yes let's do this! that I got scare I heard the door downstairs and knew Ty and Norah were home, thank god I needed a distraction. The rest of the night I spend playing ball with Ty and then talking ,he wasn't fool by my sudden need for brother and sister time but he gave me a free pass.

It was 2am and I just couldn't sleep I kept replaying the entire conversation with Moose, well it wasn't so much a conversation as Moose telling me about what happened from his point of view. I understand that he felt neglected like I felt at the beginning but why wouldn't he tell me that instead of ruining everything. I try to think back to the last time we had a fight and it was really hard it's like we almost never fight, maybe we needed to fight, that's what normal couple do right? That's how one can maintain the balance in the relationship, I decided to sign in skype and see if K was online I needed some girl talk. The second I was online my computer started ringing it was him, what was he doing online..should I talk to him? I didn't but he started sending me messages.

Moose: Please Cam, answer me.

Moose: Cam? Are you there?

Moose: Cam please talk to me.

Cam: Fine, call me back.

The second I press send my computer started ringing again, ok this was it deep breath..wait my hair was all messed up and my t shirt was stain there is no way I was answering the call looking like this. I ignore the call and type:

Cam: wait a second, I'll be back.

Moose: I'll be here.

I look around the room and found a t-shirt and change, I was going to start looking for some pants to change out of my pj's but I really didn't need them I would just keep the laptop focus on my face and upper body. Now my hair I just comb it a little..make up? maybe it was too much maybe a little gloss. Ok another deep breath, if I keep breathing like this I was going to pass out.

Cam: ready

Once again the ringing start I press answer and a very nervous Moose appear on the screen the place look familiar.

M: Cam hi.

C: Hi, where are you?

M: Oh i'm in John's room.

C: What? Why?

M: I was hoping you would come back.

C: Where you there all this time?

M: Yeah, he tried to get me to leave but he gave up a couple of hours ago. He even brought me food.

C: Good, you should drink something too.

M: No way, if I drank something there was the possibility of you coming back and not finding me and I just couldn't take that chance.

This is why I was so eager to go back to him, when he acts like this it makes me want to forget about all the bad things he did.

M: Cam? Are you ok? you space out.

C: Yeah, I just can't believe you didn't move.

M: Neither did John.

C: So?

M: Cam I meant what I said, I'm sorry.

C: I know you are. I'm sorry too this is not all your fault I just think I'm going to need more time.

M: I'll wait, I don't care how much time you need.

C: Thanks, so is everything ok?

M: Not without you.

C: I meant how did you end the semester?

M: I pass. I'm doing a showcase next week for some .. I really don't know for who I space out when the teacher was talking.

C: You should probably stop doing that.

M: I couldn't help it, I was thinking about you and everything else seems less important.

Ok I don't think I was ever going to stop blushing if he is going to be this sweet.

M: I like making you blush.

C: Well good job then.

M: It shows me you care.

C: I do care.

M: Then give us a chance.

C: What happened to giving me some time?

M: Sure, no pressure sorry. So when are you coming back?

C: Next week.

M: You can come to my showcase then?

C: We'll see.

M: So?

C: So?

M: I miss you.

C: I have to go.

M: Again?

C: Is late and I`m going out with Norah at 9.

M: Is too late to sleep, let's just stay awake together.

C: No way, some of us need some beauty sleep.

M: You are beautiful already.

C: Stop it! You are making me feel awkward.

M: I didn't mean too sorry.

C: Let's just go to sleep.

M: Ok, when can we talk again?

C: I'll tell John.

M: No, tell me. Please give me your cell number.

C: I'll email you then. No cell privilege for now.

M: hahaha ok I'll work myself up the cell numbers.

C: good.

M: Hey don't I win something for staying online all this time waiting?

C: You talk to me. Not enough?

M: best prize yet.

We both smile at each other for a while and again he start to lean in but he stop in the middle of it and started to blush.

C: Talk to you soon.

M: I'l be waiting here.

C: No, please give John his room back.

M: Your wish is my command.

C: Bye Moose

M: Bye Cam.