Suzume felt the warm rays of the sun beam through the window on her back. She was thankful it wasn't in her eyes as she stretched out her legs and cracked open her eyes. It took only a moment for them to adjust and for her to see the pale skin in front of her. She moved her body slightly closer to the sleeping form in front of her and, closing her eyes again, took in the sent of the other. She didn't know why, but this was the safest place she felt she could be. She felt as though no one could touch her as long as she stayed within this small circle of protection. Taking another deep breath she smiled and snuggled her face deeper into Hidan's chest, feeling his heartbeats against her cheek.
Hidan awoke to Suzume snuggling herself closer to him. He stretched his own body out and pulled Suzume in at her waist with his arm. He opened his eyes and looked down at her. Brown eyes meeting his own violet ones.
"Good moring."
Suzume looked up at Hidan, letting herself get lost in his perfect eyes. She smiled as she waited for his reply.
"Mm moring."
Hidan let a small smile play on his lips as he started to wake up. He couldn't help but let his mind wonder back to last night.
Suzume saw the change in Hidan's eyes. She noticed how they seemed to get another brightness within them. She wondered what he could have been thinking about before it finally came to her. A faint blush hit her cheeks as she recalled the events of last night. She let her eyes wonder back down to Hidan's chest, not wanting him to see her flustered. She didn't hide her face for long as she felt herself being dragged onto Hidan's chest. She looked down to see Hidan, now on his back with his arms still wrapped around her, sporting the biggest sly grin she had ever seen him wear.
"Wh..What are you doing?"
Hidan watched as Suzume's cheeks brightened with red color. He was pleasantly surprised when he felt her legs slide down either side of his hips and noticed that the slit in her robe was slightly open, revealing the tops of her breasts from a deep V cut. He wrapped his arms tighter around her waist bringing her hips closer to his as he felt himself becoming more excited.
Suzume put her hands on Hidan's chest to try and gain leverage to push herself off of him to no avail. She only felt the strength of the arms around her waist keeping her in place. She finally looked back into Hidan's eyes waiting for an answer to her question.
"I was just thinking about how I was the only one who got to have fun and play last night. I thought it was only fair to give you a turn now."
Suzume's eyes widened as he spoke. She didn't know what to think about his words. He had been her first experience with everything so far, she didn't know how to do anything that he would consider 'playing' or 'fun'.
Hidan saw the look of confusion and hesitation in Suzume's eyes. It only took him a second to come up with an idea to help her along. He let his right hand slip down to her left one and brought it up to his face.
"Like this. See?"
Hidan took her hand and pressed it against his cheek before slowly dragging it down over his neck and chest and finally stopping just above his naval.
Suzume watched as he dragged her hand down his body. She felt every muscle under her hand and found herself craving to touch him more. She felt him release her hand and bring his back to her hip, waiting for her to continue on her own. Slowly, she traced her right hand down Hidan's chest, letting her fingers spread out and rub every muscle they could reach. When her right hand came to a stop beside her left one she began to move them back up Hidan's chest in tandem. She let her eyes roam over his torso as she let her hands wander around it. One might be going down his muscular arm while the other was busy tracing out the lines of his abs. She slowly found herself lost in all the curves and lines of his perfect body.
Hidan watched as Suzume's eyes slowly tinted as she lost herself in his body. He relaxed his head and closed his eyes as he focused on her touches. They were like agony to him. She only used her finger tips to lightly press against him. He had always like the rougher aspect of foreplay and sex, but having such a light touch against him was a torture he didn't know he needed. He felt his own hands wanting to roam her body again. To feel her soft flesh against his rough hands. He squeezed her hips in a poor effort to keep them in one spot. He opened his mouth to allow more air in his lungs as he found himself losing his battle for self control. He felt Suzume move back slightly and, in that action brushed over his pants, sending a small amount of friction down over his member.
"Ahh...Fuck I want you."
Hidan let out a small moan and whispered as he dug his fingers into Suzume's hips. Bringing her hips down onto his, again sending a shiver through him. He rolled his hips up to meet hers as he need for more friction intensified.
Suzume felt his hips push into hers as a tingling sensation ran up her spine. Her head tilted back as the tips of her nails gripped Hidan's skin.
Hidan opened his eyes and watched as Suzume closed her eyes and let her head fall back. He saw her mouth open as her breath hitched from his action. He realized he didn't just want her. He needed her. He needed to hear her call out his name. He needed her to only look at him, to only be by his side for all of time.
Losing his internal battle he wrapped one arm back around Suzume's waist and the other around her head. In one smooth motion he rolled both of them so that he was now on top.
Suzume was snapped out of her daze and looked at the man above her. She noticed that Hidan's eyes had a glaze to them, almost like he was lost in his own mind. As his face crept closer to hers she felt her chest tighten and her breath hitched.
"Hidan."
Her voice was little more than a whisper. Her brain still trying to registar normal functions after getting lost in Hidan's body.
Hidan leaned his face down to Suzume's ear as he took his hand out from behind her head and placed it on the neckline of her robe.
"Yeah….Say my name just like that."
He needed to hear her say his name. He needed to know that he was the only one she was thinking about. That every part of her belonged to him and him alone.
He pulled the neckline of her robe away to make room for his mouth as he began to bite and suck on her neck. It didn't take him long to find one of her sweet spots as she arched her back in approval.
Suzume found herself letting out small moans and pants as Hidan worked on her neck. Her hands wrapped themselves around Hidan's neck as she turned her head to give Hidan more room to work on.
Hidan was lost in the smooth skin and sea of long brown hair to have any more restraint. He heard Suzume's soft pants and moans wich only gave him more confidence with his actions. He moved his right hand from her hip to the knot on her robe, becoming slightly mad when he found she had tied it a little too well for him to get undone with one hand. He discarded the idea as a new one quickly popped into his mind. He moved his hand back up and grasped the other side of Suzume's robe at the neck. He shifted himself to give her one last rough suck on her neck before moving to her lips. He felt her hands begin to tangle in his silver hair egging him on even more. In one swift motion her pulled the opening in her robe apart, revealing her breasts.
"Ahh Hida-"
Suzume opened her mouth to protest but was silenced by Hidan's tongue. She didn't know what to do with the new sensation. She let Hidan explore her mouth while also trying to mimic some of his movements. She felt him take his weight off her as his hands came under him. Without breaking their kiss she felt Hidan grasp her breast and begin to knead them in his hands. Her body felt like it was moving on its own as her back once again arched off of the floor.
Hidan played with Suzume's breast for a few seconds before he found what he was really after. Placing his index finger and thumb around the pink bud that was perked up from her breasts he began to roll them between his fingers. Hearing Suzume's moans become louder through their kiss he took his mouth off of hers and began back down her neck to her sweet spot.
Suzume tightened her grip on Hidan's head as he played with her nipples. She felt her body begin to shake and writhe against Hidan's. Her breathing was deep and she felt small beads of sweat forming on her body. Her thoughts going a million miles a second.
'Why does this feel so different from last night? What's happening to my body?'
Suzume felt an involuntary jerk as her back and hips pushed themselves up to meet Hidan's body.
Hidan couldn't take anymore of her teasing. He slid his right arm down and found the slit in her robe. Gliding his fingers up Suzume's thigh he let his nails graze over her skin. He felt her legs quiver under his touch as he moved his hand higher. He felt her legs strain against his hips as they instinctively tried to close. As he grazed his hand against her he felt her breath hitch in her chest. He began to move his hand back and forth, only taking one or two strokes before finding her sweet spot.
Suzume's hands tightened in Hidan's hair as he played with her. She felt her breathing become more shallow as her body was overtaken by pleasure.
'Do I want all of this?'
Hidan hit her bundle of nerves again with his hand.
'Yes.'
'Am I ready for this?'
Hidan slid his hand back to her entrance, making a small circle around it.
'I don't know… Do I want this?'
Suzume let her eyes creep open as she felt Hidan get into a routine of stoking her then moving down and circling her entrance.
'I'm not sure anymore…. I don't know if I'm sure of anything anymore.'
Suzume battled with herself inside her head. Past memories appeared that had no business being there.
'What would Hanabi say?... What would Baki think? … What if Hiro was still alive?'
Suzume felt Hidan shift as he now focused his attention on just her entrance. Making small circles around it and gliding his finger across her opening.
Suzume fought her mind to keep the only person she didn't want to see out of it. Trying to calm herself she closed her eyes again and laid her head back against the floor. Just as she closed her eyes she felt Hidan's finger slip inside of her and a pair of teal eyes came into her mind.
Suzume's eyes shot open as she pushed herself away form Hidan. He watched her as she scooted herself back a few feet, grasping at the openings of her robe and tightly closing them. He sat there in shock as he tried to read the expression on her face. It was almost terror. He looked down at his right hand and found no blood.
'It shouldn't have hurt, I didn't break it. She was so wet it just slipped right in… so…. Why is she looking at me like that? She never said stop?'
Hidan's head raced with questions as to why Suzume had acted the way she did, but could find no answer.
Suzume felt herself begin to shake as she clutched her robe.
'Why? Why did I think about him?'
Suzume brought her hand up to her face as she felt tears trying to escape fer eyes. She looked back at Hidan, his expression was a mix of concern and shock. Suzume looked away from Hidan, unable to face him after what her mind just did to her.
Hidan watched as Suzume struggled with her mind. Unsure about if he should comfort her or if his touch would set her off. He opted to wait her out, praying it was the right choice.