A/N:
Changes will be on a hiatus for a while. I don't know for how long.
I have too many problems at the moment that I don't feel like writing. Those of you that follow me on Facebook now that I went to see 30 Seconds to Mars in Cologne on Sunday, and that some idiot hit my car past midnight on the highway while he was speeding and supposedly "didn't see me" (well, duh, when you are speeding, idiot!). If I didn't have a really good and fast reaction, he would have totally pushed me towards the middle and far left lane and I would have been hit by several cars and trucks.
My car is now a constructive total-loss (while his will be back running in two weeks…). The car is the last memory of my dad and I have been driving it for 10 years now. The car was like new and everyone was always impressed in what a great shape a car from 1996 can be. I'm pretty bummed by this and don't really know what to do next. I want MY car back and hope that a friend of my cousin will be able to repair it. At the same time I'm only allowed to keep the borrowed car for 14 days. No idea how I'm supposed to get to work afterwards. My boss wasn't too happy with me missing out yesterday too… Thanks to that idiot my cervical spine, which was finally better after three years suffering from aftereffects of two whiplashes, is making problems again too and is hurting.
So as you can see: I don't feel like writing at all and can't concentrate or put up happy-sappy chapters. I'm not happy right now, far from it, so I can't write something that I don't feel.
I thank those that reviewed the last chapter and I'm grateful for the support. I hope you won't mind waiting for a while. I'm sorry.
Take care!
Daniela