A/N: And the second one for today. Read 36 first! I hate for you to miss out anything. I have to say, after this one it's all going to get a little dark. So you best enjoy the hell out of this. Let me know your thoughts. Enjoy! xx
Chapter 37: Two times the first.
We just had dinner at Ana's favorite Italian, called Musica. And now we are about to drive back to the Bed&Breakfast. She was so shocked when she saw the B&B. It was hilarious. I have to say, at first I thought I drove to the wrong one. But when she pulled out her phone to show me, it was the right one. And the fact that Ana didn't want to get out the car, made it even more epic.
I'd never thought I would be okay with sleeping at a place like that. But I was surprised when I was excited to go in. I was excited, because this is how you make great memories and even greater stories. I can just see me and Ana telling our children about this when they ask us about our first vacation together.
Yes, children. The first time I thought of that, was when Ana was standing in the kitchen yesterday. We just had sex, and her cheeks where still flushed from her orgasm. She was hastily getting out the lasagna, because we were late and the fucker almost got burned. But she just laughed and talked to me while doing her thing in my kitchen. Like she belonged there. And then I saw it. Ana, with a round belly, making us dinner. I have no idea how I came to that thought, but it pleased me immensely. And now I can't get the idea out of my head.
And the fact that the thought doesn't scare me, is a surprise as well. I never saw myself as a father. Never wanted to have kids. I am way to selfish for all that. But since Ana, I'm starting to change my opinion. Hell, I always thought marriage was bullshit. I once asked my dad why he married mom. He told me that what he felt for mom was so unique, he couldn't wait to tie the knot. I didn't understand it, and my dad saw my confusion. He just said: when you know, you know. It never made sense to me.
Until now. Until Ana. She makes me feel that unique thing. That feeling that I can't describe. But I just know. I feel it. She is the woman I will marry. And if I knew she would say yes, I would ask her right now. I would drag her to the nearest jewelry and let her pick out a ring. But I know she would laugh at me, so I'll wait. Wait until that perfect moment and more importantly, wait until she is ready to tell me yes. But I understand my dad now. It makes perfect sense now. Ana is the one.
"Tomorrow I'll show you where you can have the best breakfast in the world. It's at Macy's. They have pancakes there, you will cry when you taste them. I swear." She says excitedly before getting in the car. My girl can eat like a dude, and I fucking love it.
"Can't wait. Where to now?" I ask her, starting the car.
"To the B&B? I'm afraid for the night, considering the bed and everything, but I don't have anything left to show you today." She tells me, putting on her seatbelt and looking at me.
"I have one more place I want to see." I tell her. The thought hasn't left my mind since she told me about the place. I need to see it.
"Really? What? Where is it?" She asks surprised.
"The barn of that shrimp Eric." I state, carefully watching her reaction.
Her eyes go wide and she starts to laugh nervously. I think she thinks I'm joking. But I'm not. She needs to show me.
"What? We can't go there. Your joking. You're kidding right? Christian, that barn is on the property of his parents. You can't just get in the garden and have a look. I have no idea who lives there now. Why do you want to see it anyway?" She rambles.
"We can just drive past. I just need to have an image with your story." I use her line.
She raises her eyebrow and then signs. I think she is giving over.
"You are so weird sometimes, Grey. Fine. I'll lead you to it. Straight ahead." She nods her head to the road, so I drive.
After about fifteen minutes, we arrive at our destination. When I look at the property, I see a maintained garden and a nice house, not to big, but cozy. There are no lights on in the house, and the gate that leads to the garden is closed as well. The people who live here are not at home.
"The barn is behind the house, you can't see it from the road." Ana tells me.
I pull the car over, so we are standing next to the road, opposite the house. She looks at me in question when I loosen my seatbelt and lean over to open my door.
"What are you doing?" She asks me, but I ignore her. If I tell her what I want to do, she will fight me against it. I walk over to her side and open her door.
"Come out, baby." I tell her, offering her my hand.
"Why?" She looks at me with wide eyes and stays right where she is. I think she knows why. But she hopes she is wrong. How right you are, Ana.
I smirk at her and lean over to loosen her seatbelt as well, then I grab her arm, pulling her out of my car.
"Christian, what are you doing?" She asks again, forceful now. I think she is a little scared.
"I just want to walk around a bit. Come on, trust me." I tell her while putting my arm around her and walking over the street to the house.
"No. No. Christian, no. I know what you want to do and we are not doing it. It was cute at my old school. But this is a crime. We are not doing this." She whispers, her eyes wide with disbelieve. But I also so excitement. She wants to. I know she does. She just needs that little push.
"We are just going to look around. Relax. I wouldn't get you into trouble." I tell her while walking past the gate.
"You want to look around on a property that doesn't belong to you. That is generally how you get into trouble, smartass." She hisses at me.
It's cute really. The way she acts, trying to tell me she is a good girl. My sweet, good girl.
I pull her into the alley next to the garden. After I have looked around a few times to make sure nobody is near, I pull myself up on the fence.
"Christian, fuck sakes. Come down." Ana whisper-yells.
When I have both my legs on each side of the fence, I offer Ana my hand.
"Come on, sweets. Take it." I tell her. And to both our surprise she does without bitching.
"Good girl." I mutter while pulling her next to me.
"What am I? A dog? Never pet me like that, Grey." She snarls, but I can tell she isn't really mad at me. She is just nervous.
I jump down and then tell Ana to do the same. She does and I catch her in my arms. I set her down and then look around.
"Show me that barn, baby." I wink and look at her expectantly.
"Fine, it's behind the house. Come on." She says and she starts sprinting to the back of the house. It makes me chuckle. She is so nervous about this.
I run after her and when I meet her at the back of the house, I see the barn in question. It's from wood and red with white. A real barn. When I start walking to the barn, I'm yanked back by Ana.
"You saw it, now we can go. Come on Christian, I'm about to piss my pants. I don't like this." She whispers and looks around like she is expecting the FBI any moment.
"Shut up and trust me." I tell her and walk to the barn, pulling her after me.
When we reach the door, I try to pull it open. But it's locked, just like I thought it would be. By the looks of it, it's a simple lock. One I probably can open by using my strength and creditcard a little. I let go of Ana's arm and pull the door up a little, using my creditcard with the other hand to force the lock to open. As suspected, the door unlocks. Thank you Lelliot.
"Jesus fuck. Now you're breaking in. Just great. With a little luck we don't have to sleep at that low key B&B after all. We will be invited to spend the night in jail." Ana wines behind me, making me chuckle.
I open the door and as the gentleman I am, I let Ana pass before following her. Again, she walks in immediately. Like I said, she wants this.
After I walked in, I turn on the lights and shut the door. Bright TL lights light the whole barn, not the ideal romantic lights, but it'll do. I see some working tools, an old car without tires and some old furniture. Ana is standing in the middle of the barn. Looking around and inspecting the space.
"It looks different from the last time I was here, that's for sure." She says while looking at me. Expectation in her eyes.
I smile at her and walk to her. When I reach her, I pull her in my arms. She looks up at me. Her eyes wide and blue. She is gorgeous.
"You know why I took you here?" I ask her. Running my nose against hers. I see her closing her eyes for a moment.
"Maybe." She tells me, her eyes sparkling. She knows.
"Ana..." I begin.
"Mr. Grey." She counters back immediately. It makes me smirk.
"I think it is time for us to take our relationship to the next level." I tell her. I'm curious if she will play along. She looks confused for a moment, so I decide to make myself a little clearer.
"We have been together for a while now, and every time we kiss I just can't help thinking about everything else we can do. How I can make you feel good. How I can touch you in ways you didn't even know existed."
Her cheeks get a delicious shade of red. And her eyes turn a little darker as well. I think she gets the idea.
"But, I've never done that before. I mean, I've never been with someone that way." She blinks her eyes a few times, very obviously faking innocence. It makes me chuckle.
"I'll take it slow." I murmur before kissing her lips. Slowly and purposely. She responds immediately, wrapping her arms around my neck and pulling my body flush against hers.
I walk her back to one of the small couches. I lay her on it and immediately cover her body with mine. The moment I lay on her, she pulls my lips on hers again. Determent this time. The kisses start to get hotter, and my hand goes to her jeans, unbuttoning it and then sliding my hand in her jeans and panties.
"Slowly." She mutters in my neck and I have no idea if she is playing that part like a true actress or she means it and she wants it slow. But I do what she says.
My fingers reach her pussy and I start to lazily circle around her clit. Her hand grabs my shirt, her fist getting whiter with the force of her grip. Her breathing starts to quicken and I feel her body shaking a little.
"That feels amazing." She moans, which turns me on even more.
"Your pussy feels amazing baby. God, so slick and smooth. I bet you taste amazing." I tell her. I feel out of breath already. What this woman does to me. It's insane.
She pulls up her shirt, and then moves my head to her breasts. I know what she wants and I love that she lets me know. She is not shy, she knows what she needs to get there. It is a huge turn on. I move my hand out of her panties to yank the cup of her bra down, before going down again. My mouth finds her nipple, and I suck and nip it the way she likes it. Her back arches, pushing her breasts in my mouth. I circle her nipple with my tongue before blowing on it, making her shake.
''I'm so close, keep going.'' She breathes.
I do as she asks. I keep going, using a little more pressure on my fingers. Her hand is pulling my hair so hard, it hurts. My dick is almost bursting out of my jeans, ready to get some action as well. For a moment I think about moving her hand on me, but I then realize that I wouldn't last a second once she touches me. So I just focus on her. On my beautiful girl, laying on a couch in the barn were she lost her virginity. Where she is giving herself to me now, so I can make her forget about that dipshit and give her a better memory of this place.
A few moments later she comes on my hand. Her body shaking while moaning my name, her hand has my shirt in a vice grip. The moment she catches her breath, she is kissing me. So fierce and rough, I can tell she is ready for me.
I unbuckle my jeans and lower them and my boxers a little, before doing the same with her, only getting her completely out of them. After that she looks down.
"How is that going to fit? You'll rip me." She whispers, faking shock. It makes me laugh out loud. I really thought she lost the ability to play the moment I touched her. She is surprising me yet again.
"Did you say that to that shrimp Eric as well, baby?" I chuckle, earning a slap on the back of my head.
"Shut up, at least I stay in character. If I lost it to you I would have definitely said that. Stay in character, Grey." She says while pulling the hem of my shirt over my head.
The moment she has me out of my shirt, her lips find mine again. I rub my tip against her, wetting it with her arousal. The moment I want to push in, she stops me.
"Wait, do you have a condom? I'm not on birth control." She bites her lip to stop herself from laughing.
"Shut up. Ana. Let's pretend you are, alright." I shake my head at her and she laughs.
"Okay. Please continue." She whispers, draping her hands on each of my shoulders.
I look in her eyes, they shine with happiness and love. Things that I make her feel in this moment. She is happy and she feels loved.
"You're ready, baby?" I ask her.
She nods her head. "Slowly please."
As gentle as I can, I push into her. And I swear in this moment she feels so tight, I can almost believe she is still a virgin.
She gasps and bites my shoulder, a moan muffled by my skin. I move inside of her. A lazy but steady tempo. Her legs wrap around me, her heels digging in my ass.
"You okay, baby?" I groan.
"Yes, I'm fine. Faster, Christian. Please." She moans and bites me neck. Fucking hell, sexy as shit.
"I don't want to hurt you." I manage to get out. She just groans and pushes her heels against me, forcing me to change my pace.
I do as she asks. Moving in and out of her, chasing my orgasm. I feel her pussy tighten around me, telling me she is close.
"I fucking love this pussy baby. So wet and warm. And all mine. Tell me, Ana. Tell me this belongs to me." I pant in her ear. I need to hear her say it.
"My pussy is yours. You are my perfect fit. It's yours Christian." She whispers right before she comes.
She is squeezing me so tight, I follow her in a heartbeat. Shooting into her so hard, she must feel it. We are both shaking and breathing heavy. My hands stroke her scalp, my lips kissing her neck and face.
"I love you, Ana." I mumble against her skin.
"I love you too, thank you for being my first. You were perfect." Her hand draws lazy circles on my back. In this moment I'm perfectly content. And if we weren't in a barn, I would close my eyes and fall asleep just like this.
"Come on, sweets. Let's go to that other barn." I say and get up while I chuckle, making her giggle as well.
We dress and then as quickly as possible get in the car. I love that she did this with me. I knew she was open to playing. And this just proves to me that she can meet every need I have. Because the only need I feel is being with her. Don't care how or where. Just being with her. Because she is more than enough.
When we came back at the B&B, we couldn't find Mr. And Mrs. Hills anymore. I guess they already left for bed. So we decided to just put the mattress on the floor.
Ana is currently taking a shower and I'm texting Taylor to ask if they have discovered something on José. A minute later I get a text back that they still have not found anything new. It pisses me off. I need to know where he hides. How hard can it be to find him. He must have left a trace.
"Christian, can you grab my shampoo? It's in my bag." Ana yells at me from the shower.
I go to her bag and grab the shampoo and shower gel. Then I strip and go to the bathroom. When I open the shower curtain, she stands with her back to m. Her long brown hair wet and sticking to her back. Droplets of water on her back, ass and legs. Gorgeous.
I step in and press my front against her back. I put the shampoo and shower gel on the shell and then wrap my arms around her, hands on her soft belly. She puts her hands on mine and moves her head so she can look at me.
"Hi Handsome."
"Hi, Gorgeous." I whisper and peck her lips.
"Are you going to wash my back?" She asks me.
I grab the shower gel from the shell and squirt some on my hands. Then I step back and start massaging her back. She helps me by putting her hair over her shoulder, giving me full excess.
"I really had fun today, thank you. This is without doubt the best birthday present anyone has ever given me." I tell her while making patrons with my hands on her back, soaping her up.
"Your welcome. I'm glad you had fun. I had fun too." She signs, enjoying my hands on her body.
"Turn around." He tell her and she immediately does.
I put some more shower gel in my hands again and start rubbing her front. I start with her shoulders, slowly moving down to her perfect breasts. My thumps move over her nipples a few times, they instantly harden.
"You have the most beautiful breasts I've ever seen, you know that? They fit perfectly in my hands. And those pink nipples, they just beg me to suck and tease them. Fuck, Ana. I can feast on them the whole day."
I move my hands further down to her belly. Her soft, flat belly. She isn't extremely thin or muscular. She is curvy and soft, has the perfect curves. My hands go lower, to her hips.
"So fucking perfect, baby." I mutter more to myself.
I kneel and my hands go to her legs, soaping them up as well. My face is level with her belly. I nuzzle my nose against her, kissing her soft skin. Her hands tangle in my hair, massaging my scalp.
"You like that don't you?" She asks me.
"Mhmm."
"Yes or no?" I can hear her smirk.
"Mhmm."
"Mr. Grey, are you losing your ability to speak?" She giggles now.
"I love that giggle." I look up at her.
"I love you." She tells me, her face all smiles.
I get up and grab her face.
"Who knew we would be here, in this tiny old shower behind a curtain, when I kicked you out. I'm so glad we are here, baby. That you're mine. That you call me yours."
She is about to speak to me when we hear something. Voices, giggles, coming from upstairs. It fades for a moment, but then we hear them louder. Giggles, definitely giggles, and moans.
"Is that...?" Ana speaks but when we hear banging as well she stops.
For fuck sakes. You can't be serious.
"Jesus. Looks like the kids are in bed." She giggles.
The moans and banging get louder. The woman actually is screaming now.
"Those kids will be awake in no time." I tell her rolling my eyes.
"Did this really turns you on? Listening and watching people have sex?" She asks me while looking at me like I have some serious brain disorder.
I have no idea what to say to that. It turned me on, but right now it is annoying as fuck. How do I explain to her that it was different before her? I told her that, but how do I tell her why it is so different, when I don't even know it myself? She is completely changing me and my needs. If I think about going to a sexclub right now, I don't feel anything. No excitement, no sexual desire to participate or just watch. It doesn't make me feel anything. When I look at Ana in this shower right now, yeah, that definitely gets me going.
'It did. But right now it really doesn't help." I settle on. I think about explaining it to her another time.
"Don't worry. You can explain when you get your thoughts settled." She tells me while pecking my lips, reading me without any trouble. "Let's rinse and get to bed, I'm kind of out of the mood also."
"Being cock blocked by people who are having sex to close to me. Never happened before." I mumble.
"You wanted this adventure, Mr. Grey. And you wanted to see new things. I guess that worked. Now get that ass clean and meet me on the mattress in five minutes." She kisses my lips one more time, squeezes my ass and then slides out off the shower.
When I get on the mattress five minutes later, Ana is already asleep. I get in behind her and immediately she snuggles against me. I hold her and breath in her scent. She smells so familiar. Like home.
It really doesn't matter where I am. In a barn or in a haunted B&B where I can hear people fucking each other, as long as I got Ana with me, I'm home.