Chapter contains a homosexual incestual relationship and sexual content between two women. If you don't like it, don't read it.

Rating: M

Summary: What happens when she gets her wish and Tegan finds herself in an alternate reality where Sara is her girlfriend, and not her sister? Will be a LONG fic, updated often.

A/N: Just a short, fluffy chapter. Happy New Years.

Disclaimer: COMPLETELY FICTIONAL!

Chapter 36 – Perfect Wife

Tegan's POV

I woke up in Sara's firm embrace. I was still on top of her. A smile crossed my face when I remembered why I fell asleep like this. I looked over at the clock and nuzzled back into Sara's chest. We'd only been asleep for a few hours. Dani still hadn't even woken up. I smiled when I realized that she was still inside of me. I sigh against her skin and bury my face in her neck. Sara's arms come to life and rub my back. I turn my head and kiss her cheek, letting out a moan. Her face turns to meet mine and she smiles. I smile back and reach out, brushing back her bangs.

"I think I maybe, quite possibly, might just be in love with you" she whispers to me.

I smile "Just maybe."

She giggles and nods, leaning in and dropping sleepy, chapped kiss on my lips.

"So, what do I feel like from the inside?" I ask, curious.

A giant smile takes over her face.

"It's probably the third best sensation ever" Sara responds.

"The third? Well, what are the first and second then?" I ask

She kisses my cheek and rubs down my back again.

"The second would have to behaving YOU inside of ME. And first, the feeling I get when we're close like this. That's the greatest feeling of all time: being so close I can hear your heart beat, when I wake up and hear your soft breathing, and when you hold me when something goes terribly right or wrong. Holding you while you cry. That's my favourite sensation: just having you near and knowing that you love me"

I close my eyes and take a deep breath, snuggling deeper into her.

"I can't believe that I almost missed out on this. On you. I love Lindsey, but I can't imagine how empty I'd feel if I tried to trick myself into believing that I had this with her" I tell her.

"Well you don't have to worry about that. You get me. You get all of me. Forever" Sara reassures, kissing my shoulder.

I smile and find her lips in the darkness, taking my time and kissing her slowly. She lifted her hands and tangled them in my hair, as our lips sucked at each other's. Her lips are always soft and oh so kissable. I quickly feel the fire in my stomach ignite, despite the sweet tenderness of the kiss. It grows, it grows with the fire until I feel Sara twitch inside of me and moan. I felt myself lubricate and her hand move to my clit. I moaned into her mouth, taking her other hand and placing it on my breast. She squeezed and I moaned loudly, bucking my hips back into her, feeling her grow inside of me.

"Tegan…" she whispers to me, asking.

I kiss her and cut her off, but pull back a bit and answer her.

"I want you again, Sara" I whisper back.

She pulls me down for a bruisingly sexy kiss and flips us, pushing her newly hard self deep into me. I gasp and feel her stretch me again. When she's this deep, she hits that spot at the very back of me that makes my eyes roll back in my head. She's warmer than the feeldoe, and softer. And it's Sara. She pushes into me again and I bite down lightly on her lip, my hands moving from her back to her breasts, running her nipples through my fingers. She's ready to go, but I'm done being on my back. I kiss her and slowly pull off, laying down next to her on my side. I can tell she's confused, so I take her hand and wrap it around me, so she's spooning me only I throw my leg back, over her hip, giving her access to me. I lean back and kiss her, feeling her hold me tightly and push back into me. I moan and she starts a steady rhythm of thrusts. I slump back into her and moan with every thrust into me. I can feel the skin of her cock moving inside of me, and her hard head plowing through my walls. The friction is fantastic. Sara's fucking good at this.

Just when I think it can't get any better, she reaches around and puts two fingers to my clit. I double over from the intensity, almost moving away from her, but she pulls me tighter to her.

"Tegan?" she inquires.

I pant and moan "So fucking good. Please don't stop."

I feel her thrust more readily into me and her fingers roll perfectly over my clit. She knows me too well. Lips kiss right between my shoulder blades and I lose it, cumming all around her. My body twitches and jumps as the sweetest orgasm takes me over. Sara stops and wraps both arms around me securely, as my body is overtaken. Kisses cover my shoulders and neck. I intake a sharp breath as my body starts to tingle and calm. I know what I want now. I know what I need to cum again.

"Sara, bend me over" I ask

"What?" she asks, rubbing my tummy.

"Like you did before. Bend me over and fuck me."

She doesn't need to be asked again, as she slowly pulls out of me, takes hold of my hips, and guides me to the end of the bed. She stands behind me, taking my ass in her hands and spreading my cheeks. I feel my clit twitch and her tip push into me. I moan and my legs shake. One of her hands slides up my back, out to my shoulders. I feel her push the rest into me and I push my face into the bed. She takes hold of my hips and we're off. She's hitting my g-spot and moving a break neck speed.

"Oh god! Oh God! Oh God!" I moan into the sheets, feeling all the nerves in my body seize up.

"Fuck Tegan. Where do you want me to cum?" she asks, frantically.

"Inisde, baby. Inside" I beg.

My body raises to my tip toes, then falls in a crash of waves. I feel her entire shaft throb inside of me as she stops thrusting and her hands caress my back. I feel the hot spurts against my cervix and moan, it increasing my orgasm. Sara falls forward, her chest against my back. I'm still cumming, and she lovingly takes hold of me and moves us back to our spooning position, pulling the covers up. She holds me tightly as my pussy continues to clench around her, my stomach and thighs shaking, my hands taking hold of hers. I don't think the orgasm will ever end. I need to wrap my legs around her, need to feel her chest on mine. I turn around to face her, never pulling her out of me and do just that. My legs wrap tightly around her waist, my hips bucking helplessly into her, as I moan into her neck. I feel every muscle in my body rip from the tension. Her hands hold me closely, running up and down the bare skin of my back and her lips kiss any part of me they can. Finally, I start to come down, but am shaking uncontrollably.

"Are you okay?" Sara asks.

I nod, shivering "Just..so intense and long. Fuck that felt so fucking good." I can't stop shaking, despite being wrapped in Sara's arms and under our winter duvet. "I think my nerves are shot."

She chuckles and kisses my forehead. She sighs happily, drawing lazy circles on my back. I push my face further into her, surrounding myself with her.

"Sex has never, ever felt as good with anyone else as it does with you. Every single time" she whispers to me.

I nod and pull away from her, shivering but looking into her eyes. She chuckles.

"You look so sad and cold, love. C'mere. Stay close" she tells me, pulling me back to her. I let her wrap me up and she whispers to me "No one's ever satisfied me like you."

"No one's ever made me shake uncontrollably just because I fried all my nerves" I tell her. "Let alone the multiple orgasms."

She chuckles into the top of my head.

"Fuck, I love you" she whispers to me. "So fucking much."

I kiss her chest, and sigh happily, the shaking finally stopping.

"I love you too, Sara."

"There we go. How was your night with Lindsey?" she asks

I chuckle "Good. When you called, we were in the sex toy store. I got her and Emy a feeldoe. She'd never heard of it."

"Oh man. They're going to be thanking you until the day we die. Think they used it?" She asks.

I nod "Lindsey put it on in the car. Surprised Emy with it. I think they're gonna be okay. Seems like a lot of miscommunication."

Sara nods and yawns.

"How was Dani?" I ask

"Good. She had a really big poop, and we had some tummy time. She missed you though. Finally fell asleep in my arms. Thank you so much for dinner too, Tegan. That was…so thoughtful. And the candy. It was nice to be in the middle of wondering what I should make, only to have your favourite meal delivered to your door with a bunch of your favourite candy."

"I thought you'd like that. Do you know that you're always on my mind. There's not a minute of the day where I'm not thinking about you." I tell her.

She smiles and nods "I figured as much, because it's the same way with you. No joke, I sit on the toilet and am thinking about kissing you."

"Well then I might just have to make more bathroom visits to you" I joke.

"Like when we were kids and you would sit outside of the door whenever I went to the bathroom?" she asks, jokingly.

I laugh, remembering that and nodding.

"That would be wonderful" I tell her.

We both sigh at the same time.

"TWINNnNs" I call out.

We laugh and then Sara leans in and kisses me.

"Wives" she adds.

I smile and nod, our foreheads connecting. I wrap my arms around her shoulders tightly and pull her into a big bear hug. We sigh in unison again and I snuggle right into Sara.

"I'm sleepy" I tell her.

"Then sleep, love. Go right to sleep" she answers.

I nod and close my eyes against her.

I wake up at around 4am, to Dani crying over the monitor. Sara kisses my cheek, letting me know she's got her and I drift back into oblivion, laying on my stomach. I'm barely conscious when I feel Sara curl up to me again, but am quickly back to sleep. The next time I wake up, I feel Sara's warm breath on my bare back, and her slight weigh on me. I look over at the clock, squinting at the light coming through the window. Dani's really getting good at sleeping through the night. It's 8:30am. I sigh and close my eyes again, just relaxing and enjoying Sara's closeness, until my bladder screams at me. I gently scoot out from under Sara who was using my back as a pillow, and make sure she's covered and comfortable. I stand up and feel her run down my leg. It kind of makes me smile, but is still kind of gross.

I go and do my business, then hop in the shower, Dani's song stuck in my head. I hop out of the shower, and get dressed. I head into Dani's room and see that she's awake, just hanging out in her crib.

"Hey baby girl. You're awake. What are you doing?" I ask

Mommy! I'm tired but I can't sleep.

"Just lazing around little one?" I ask, picking her up.

I snuggle her close and kiss her tiny forehead.

"Wanna nap against mommy? I was gonna make Mama some breakfast" I ask.

She sighs against my chest and I smile, grabbing the wrap and getting her snuggly and secure on my chest like they taught us in the store when we bought it. I make sure her face isn't covered, her head is supported, and that her chin isn't in her chest. She smiles up at me, and I return the sentiment, patting her bum through the wrap.

Comfy and warm.

"Good" I smile.

I raise the wrap to raise her up so her ear is pressed right above my heart.

Boom. Boom. Boom.

"That's my heart baby girl. Can you hear it?" I ask

She laughs and I lean down give her another kiss, running my thumb over her forehead and making her close her eyes. She yawns and cuddles up, her body curling perfectly around the curve of my breast. Years from now, when she's as tall as I am, I'm going to miss this so much. I wonder what she's going to look like when she's older. She does look a lot like me when I was a baby. It's kind of funny.

I give her another kiss, then we make our way into the kitchen to fire up the oven. Muffins, eggs, and bacon sounds good this morning. I hum Dani's shower song. Shit this is catchy, as I get together all the ingredients and start up on breakfast. Checking occasionally on the sleeping baby curled up to me, I cook up a storm. Eventually I've got two plates full of food and Sara hasn't shown her face. I smile and Bring the plates with me down the hallway. I squeak open our door and peek in to see her fast asleep, tangled in the blankets and sheets. I smiled and put the plates carefully down on my nightstand, heading back out to grab us each a glass of water. I add those to the nightstand, then carefully crawl back into bed, pulling Sara's sleeping form onto my chest so she's snuggled up right next to Dani. I sigh happily and kiss each of their heads. My girls.

Have you ever held the entire world in your arms? It's a humbling experience: knowing that all you'll ever need is right here, you've got it. Sara starts to stir and I smile down at her, kissing her forehead again.

"Morning" I whisper.

"Hey" she mumbles in a sleepy, crackly voice.

I hear her sigh and watch as she looks over at sleeping Dani, putting a hand on her back and gently rubbing her.

"When did she get up?" she asks

"I don't really know. I woke up and checked on her around 8:30. She was awake, just hanging out in her crib, relaxing. Apparently she was still sleepy but couldn't fall back to sleep. I figured some mommy cuddles would be just what she needed" I told Sara, sweeping back her bangs.

She smiled and nodded, nuzzling into me.

"Mommy cuddles are the best" she moaned into my chest.

"I made breakfast" I told her. "Brought it to you in bed.

I reach over and grab her a plate, handing it to her and watching her face light up. She turned to me and gushed.

"You somehow manage to make me feel like every day is my birthday" she swoons.

I smile "Good. That means I'm doing this whole married thing right."

Sara chuckles and nods, leaning in and giving me a quick kiss, our lips sticking together gently as she pulls away.

"You do this whole married thing amazingly well" she answers, with another kiss. "Like no one else."

I smile and melt into her kisses. We broke them off to eat.